A/N: Sorry everyone, for the long wait. I have been busy :)

I DO NOT OWN SON

Chapter 4

I forget how this all happen they way it did, I never met to fall in love with her. When I first met Ashley she seemed so interesting, and I needed to know her. When I did, I fell for her. The day she told me she cheated on me I hated her so much, at lease I tried. I couldn't I was in love with the one person who was crushing my heart.

I hated watching her with other girls, but then she told me she doesn't let them touch her. It doesn't really make it better but at lease I know I'm the only girl that gets to touch her. Aiden knows I love her, heck he probably knows I'm sleeping with her behind his back. I haven't told Ashley that Aiden told me he loved me the other day. I couldn't, it would make her mad and she would go after him.

I watch her sleep, she seems so peaceful, so relaxed. I know it's only when she sleeps with me in her arms she actually relaxes and sleeps. I never ask about the nightmares anymore, because I know she won't talk about it.

"Spence come back to bed" I have been sitting in the chair by my window, watching her sleep.

"I'm coming baby" I slide in under the blankets as she wraps me in her arms. I lay a kiss on her chest.

"Thank you baby" I don't reply I lift my head and Kiss her; I need her as much as she needs me.

"Spencer, I need you" I know what she means, as I roll over to my side I let my lips touch hers, then whisper

"You got me baby, all of me"

I leaned down and kissed her, while her hands went straight for my back. I felt her hands slide under my shirt and slide it up. It made a shiver go down my spine. I felt her tongue slide across my bottom lip; I let it in and sucked on it.

"Mmm baby"

"God Spence I missed feeling you"

Is at up and quickly pulled over my shirt, as she was taking off my underwear. We haven't had sex in weeks, means she was very eager. I reached down and ripped her shirt op and ran my tongue from the bottom of her abs to the top of her chest. Then bit her right boob and left my mark. As I was kissing my way down and pulled her boxers down.

"Baby I can't wait any longer I need you, now"

I sat on her stomached and started to grind, letting her feel how wet I was for her. I licked my finger and ran them up her slit

"Oh fuck, baby please"

I did it once more, and then leaned down and pulled her bottom lip with my teeth. Her hands were on my hips trying to get me to grind harder on top of her.

"Do you want this baby? How bad do you need this?"

"Spence fuck, I need your finger deep in me, please just fuck me"

"You got it baby"

With that I lay in between her legs and started to slowly lick her folds, and tease her with my fingers. Slowly rubbing around her entrance, I felt her push on my head harder. She needed this; she didn't want to be teased.

I shoved two fingers deep inside her, she was so wet. I started to lick her as I fingered her, my thumb slowly rubbing her clit. I looked up and she had her one hand on the top of my head grinding into my face, and the other hand grabbing the sheets. I hope my parents aren't home because this is going to be loud.

"Yes fuck Spence, lick my pussy, oh ya fuck"

"That's it baby, do you like this ash?" She didn't respond but she moaned in pleasure so I pulled my fingers out and waited.

"What the fuck…"

"Oh fuck baby!" I had shoved all three off my fingers deep into her; it made her arched her back even more.

"God your so tight baby" I sat up and pulled her on top of me so she was straddling me.

"Baby, please …"

"Ride my fingers baby, I want to see you fuck them" Just like that her arms were on my shoulders and she was riding my fingers hard and I could feel her walls getting tighter.

"Yes, yes, yes ….more!" I shoved another finger into her as she was riding; I then ran my thumb over her clit and pressed into it. As I grabbed onto her neck and pulled it towards my lips. I sucked on it while her nails very digging into my back.

"Yes fuck Ashley, cum for me baby! Cum all over my hand"

"Yes Oh god I'm going to cum harder baby, please Spence harder!"

I shoved her back down and went on my knees, and fingered her as hard as I could. Using my knee to help fuck her with my four fingers. I looked at her and she was loving being fucked so hard. I reached down and ran my tongue up her slit, and sucked on her clit.

"Oh baby Spencer! I'm cccuuummmingg!" As I felt her shake and tremble, I slowed down my rhythm with my fingers and kissed her stomach lightly till she stopped shaking. I watched her settle down, and I took my finger out of her. I looked down and started to clean up her cum, carful not to hit her sensitive clit with my tongue.

"Spencer baby I need you" I stopped licking her cum up and went up and lay beside her, I ran my fingers through her hair. And kissed her on the lips.

"I love you Ashley"

"I love you to Spencer, hold me baby" I didn't answer I just pulled her into me and let her fall asleep in my arms.

No matter what, Ashley was mine and I was hers. I think it was time to talk about are relationship, I don't want her with anyone else. I want Ashley all to my self, she was mine. As I kissed the hickey I left her on her right boob.

A/N: R&R please