S - Separation

It was a dreadful day. Silently, both of them had dreaded for this day. A day that was bound to keep them apart from each other.

Their worlds were falling apart.

No, it was not as serious as they might have sounded. Of course they're exaggerating. After all, they both had survived perfectly fine alone / without each other for the years before they had even met. However, both had tried to avoid this topic as much as much. Yet they knew, today was going to be short, because Yukina had to leave slightly after lunch due to some school meetings.

By the time they woke up in each others' arms again, it was already 10 am. There was perhaps only 2 - 3 hours left for them to enjoy. Well, they had no one to blame but their raging hormones as they had been "torturing" each other all night long last night.

Kisa was first to open his eyes as the first ray of sunlight came into contact. He yawned and rubbed his eyes, only to find himself in a more secure grip of Yukina's. He had woken Yukina up by his motion and yes, he did know that Yukina was a light sleeper, so it was not an accident. He simply wanted to lie in bed with Yukina for the rest of the moments they had together, awake and thinking about their future.

"Mor..ning," Yukina yawned as he pressed a light kiss onto Kisa's forehead, "What time is it already?"

"10 I guess?" Looking at his watch, Kisa replied with a voice full of sorrow.

"Oh come on, don't be so sad," Yukina sat up in bed and prepared to leave, "Let's go and make breakfast!"

Before he could leave the bed, he felt Kisa-San's hands grabbing him down again before hearing the words, "No please... Stay in bed with me. I don't want breakfast. Only you."

Aww baby... Yukina hugged Kisa-San only ever closer than before as he felt extremely disheartened under the influence of Kisa-San.

And truth is, they literally just lie on bed in silence, in each others' arms.

The clock tickled by. 1 hour... 2 hour... 3 hour...

It was already 1 pm by the time Yukina next looked at the clock. In bed with Kisa-San was probably the most enjoyable thing ever, with or without sex. His warmth was so comfortable and gave Yukina a strong sense of security as always. He had always felt that with Kisa, he could probably overcome anything, maybe anything except separation.

"I got to go... Take a bath and pack up my things Kisa-San," Yukina related it with a strong tone of unwillingness. But it was not something he could choose. Kisa did not hold him down this time. He continued lying in the now empty and big bed as he watched Yukina leave. It was a sexy sight, the perfect curvature of his chests and butt was very attractive... and seductive... before Kisa realised that Yukina had already disappeared into the bathroom. Shortly after, he could hear the waters running. His memory started to drift to last night, when they had their first ever bath together. It was awesome. The feeling was beyond what could be used to describe with words. It was perfect. Anything with Yukina was perfect. Kisa had got to admit this. He loved this man, and would always love this man. It was a man he could see his future with. 10 years, 20 years, 30 years down the road. He could simply imagine it all with Yukina, and only Yukina. It was someone he would gladly entrust his whole life to.

"Hey baby," Yukina's voice broke his train of thoughts as he reappeared in the bedroom, now putting on his boxers and jeans, then eventually a shirt.

I wish I could be the one dressing you everyday, Kisa was unable to break away the gaze at Yukina, "Hey."

He showed no signs of moving off the bed to pack with me, Yukina thought disappointedly. As much as he did not like or want to be separated from Kisa-San, he still wished that at least he could spend the last few minutes packing with Kisa-San. It would be something memorable.

Kisa could hear things being thrown into Yukina's large bag and the sounds of Yukina moving around the room looking for things. But he was no longer seeing anything in particular. He was aimlessly staring at some corner of the room as the sad truth of separation hit him once more, stronger and closer this time. It was only until he heard Yukina's voice before he jumped off the bed.

"I'm done Kisa-San! Thank you for this long 7 days. I've really enjoyed myself. Goodbye!"

He watched as Yukina's backview left the bedroom for the living room and eventually the door before he jumped out of bed and rushed to him, hugging him from behind tightly.

Yukina was shocked for a second by the sudden attack but he felt his heart easing out the pain of separation. He somehow felt that this was going to be a short, very short separation. He would definitely be with Kisa-San again. With such encouraging thoughts, Yukina turned around and hugged Kisa tightly, mumbling into his ears, "I love you, Shouta."

He could feel a hot drip of water down his shirt and was pretty certain it was Kisa-San's tears.

"Don't cry baby, we'll meet again. I promise. Very soon. I will miss you, and I love you," He reassured Kisa-San once more as he pat his back lightly.

Kisa looked up with his teary eyes upon hearing those very reassuring words. Just how he loved this man so much! He pulled Yukina closed before pressing his lips very lightly against Yukina's. Sweet... and god like... But it was not a very long kiss as Yukina returned with a peck before giving him one long hug and leaving his body shortly after.

Kisa felt cold by the sudden removal of Yukina's body from his. He heard a one last "bye" from Yukina before the door closed. Immediately, a thousand thoughts rushed through his mind. He recalled the events of this 7 long, no, it was actually 7 short days with Yukina. It was meaningful. Much more meaningful than any 7 years of his life ever. He learned a lot of things.

He learned that magic might exist when he first dreamed of Yukina, so real and so warm, kissing him and hugging him all the while he had slept on. He learned that no matter how tired he might be and energy-drained, only the sight of Yukina was needed to make him recharge all his energy. The only therapy he actually needed was Yukina. He learned that studying the weather forecast everyday could be every useful, but he did not need one. If Yukina was by his side, it would be a live weather forecast. If he was happy, it would be sunshine and if he was sad, it would be a thunderstorm. He learned that Yukina was much more talented than he ever thought of him to be. Talents in all ways, and especially talented in making his own heart skipping many beats and in bed. He learned a new way of facial, much more thrilling and interesting, as Yukina never failed to suprise him with all those silly ideas. And of course, he learned how seductive Yukina could be in a shower. It was only too much for him to endure.

7 short days and yet he felt like he had learnt all the knowledge in the world about Yukina. He had gotten much closer to him, and he felt that their relationship was only stronger than ever. He could feel the strong bonds holding them, connecting them. It was not something short and temporary. It was love. It was a long and understanding love, a permanent relationship for them. He knew he could trust Yukina with all his heart. And he repeatedly asked himself, Do I want him to leave? The answer was always No.

Suddenly, a thought struck him. It was exactly what he needed to do. It was the only thing he needed to do before he would be guaranteed a lifetime long happiness with Yukina.

Meanwhile, Yukina was feeling disappointed that Kisa-San had not even greeted him goodbye back. But he could understand how Kisa-San was feeling right now. Exactly the same as him. Sad and fearful. Separation hurt. Separation could even kill. The 7 days was most wonderful, more wonderful than any 7 best years of his life if it had to even be compared. It was an irreplacable memory, Yukina knew. But he felt something was going to be different this time. It felt different from the past few times he left Kisa-San's house after a sleepover. It somehow felt that as if this separation was going to be...

"YUKINA KOU! I DON'T CARE WHERE YOU NEED TO GO BUT I'M NOT ALLOWING YOU TO GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW. I DEMAND YOU TO STAY BY MY SIDE AND ONLY MY SIDE FOREVER!

Yukina stopped right in his tracks as he heard the voice he missed most. It was a strong and firm voice, filled with manliness, as if a lion was roaring with possessiveness over the one and only thing that mattered most to him. He turned around to be greeted by Kisa-San's furiously blushing face and heavy panting after screaming along the corridor and all his neighbours might probably have heard him. He walked slowly up towards Kisa-San.

"Kou, move in and live with me will you?" He heard Kisa's soft voice, as if he was begging him. Kisa-San needed him like the way he needed him too.

"Yes Shouta, I will," And with that, Yukina took Kisa's lips to his and they made their way into the house furiously soughting out for each others' tongues.

It was only a second of courage needed from Kisa that he could be granted happiness for the rest of his life.

It was happiness with Yukina. It was everything with him. And Kisa finally realised that it was only about Yukina that mattered in his life right now, forever.

And the last thing he had learnt from these 7 short days was that separation need not be eternal, if one was willing to do something to fight for his own happiness.

A/N: Hey people, I've finally finished this story after much delay and I hope that you liked it! Anyways, yes, fight for your own happiness. Fight for everything that would make you smile! It sometimes only take a small gesture. At least you know you've tried. :)