A/N: Hey, guys! I know it's too soon to update this fic but my friends kept pressuring me to do it haha. So, I'm sorry if there are any mistakes.

Also, I'd like to thank every single one of you who has left reviews. It means a lot to me!

Here we go!

Chapter 3

CHRIS' POV

I can't believe I did that. I kissed him, and shit, it was the best feeling in the world, like always. Of course, we kiss sometimes as Kurt and Blaine but it's just not the same. I just shouldn't have done that but I couldn't help myself. He was there, pouring his heart out for me and I had to do it.

The biggest problem is that relieving all those feelings again made me be sure that I'll never feel the same way about any other guy. God, I don't feel half as this for my current boyfriend. Why had my life to be so complicated?

Also, there's what I said to him. That we were a little fling. And damn, was he right. We weren't just a fling. Darren was the love of my life, fuck, still is. But I had to do it.

You must be thinking "why doesn't he go back to Darren if they both love each other?" The problem isn't that simple. Life is complex. I had to break up with him to prevent us from suffering even more. Actually, to prevent him from suffering. Yes, I love him that much.

I knew he would want to come out for me eventually. But I can't let him do that. He has to do it when he's ready, do it for himself. And I'm not gonna lie to you, I couldn't handle it. I was telling him the truth when I said I couldn't see him with her, pretending to be straight and all that. For all of those reasons, I had to let him go.

What I didn't count on is that I can't get over him. I just can't. I've been seeing other guys, I'm even dating somebody else. And after all this time, I still feel the same.

What I have to tell myself is that it's for the best. For the best.

END OF CHRIS' POV

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Darren didn't know when he had gotten home. He didn't remember anything after what had happened with Chris. He just knew that he was home, in his bed, when he awoke with his phone ringing.

It was Mia. Great.

"Hello?"

"Hey, babe. How are you feeling?"

"I'm good." He lied. "You?"

"I would be better if you were here. I was thinking…maybe we could do something together. Go to the movies, maybe?"

The worst part of all this was that Mia really thought Darren liked her, when, in fact, he was very annoyed by her.

"Uh…I don't know, Mia. I'm so tired"

"Come on, Darren. We barely see each other anymore. You're only worried about your job. It seems like you don't care about me anymore."

Like I have ever cared. He thought. You're one of the reasons Chris is not mine anymore. God, stop thinking about him. Um…maybe distracting myself will do me good.

Darren sighed. "Okay. I'm gonna change and I'll pick you up at 7, ok?"

"Ok. Bye."

"Bye"

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"Dare!" Mia squealed and threw her arms around Darren's neck the moment he saw her.

"Hey, Mia. Look, I've already told you not to call me Dare"

"Yes, and I still don't know why."

"I just…I just don't like it, ok?" It reminds me of Chris and everything we had. God, not again.

"Err…ok. Now, let's go, I'm super excited!"

Darren smiled. She didn't seem to notice that it didn't reach his eyes at all.

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"God, look who's here!" Mia said, nudging Darren's waist, when they were already there.

"Huh?" He asked, looking around.

Oh, wait. No. No, this can't be happening. Urgh, I hate my life.

"Your friend Chris is here. With his boyfriend. Look how cute they are…Wait! I just had an idea. Let's invite them to watch the movie with us! It would be a double date." She exclaimed, clapping her hands, excitedly.

"No, Mia, I don't think-"

He didn't have time to protest because Mia was already dragging him to Chris and his boyfriend's direction. And it was already too late, Chris had already seen him. He was wearing the same expression as Darren.

"Darren?" asked Chris.

"Um, hey, Chris…" replied Darren.

There was a moment of awkward silence.

"Oh, I'm sorry…this is Will, my…uh, boyfriend. I think you and Darren already know each other, but you don't know Mia." Chris said.

Darren felt sick.

"Hey, nice to meet you! I'm Darren's girlfriend." She said, shaking Will's hand. "Darren and I were talking and we wanted to invite you to watch a movie with us. It would be a double date. What do you guys think?"

Chris looked at Darren, eyes wide, as if asking him if he was out of his mind. Then, he glanced at Will.

"Yeah, that would be great, don't you think, Chris?" Will said.

"Err…yes. Of course. Let's go.

Kill me now. Darren thought.

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Okay, this was torture. Darren couldn't take it anymore. Seeing Will and Chris acting all coupley was killing him. Especially since Mia decided they needed to sit together because, maybe in her little world, lack of privacy was really exciting.

You know what? Screw this. It's better that Darren is near to watch Chris. God only knew what they did when they were alone. At least like this Chris would contain himself.

"Mia, I'm going to the restroom, ok?" Darren whispered.

"Okay, but don't take too long. This movie is getting good!" She replied.

"Sure." He left, missing Chris' confused look.

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Darren sighed and threw some water on his face. He didn't know until when he would suffer like this. Would he be miserable forever? Possibly.

Gosh, he just wanted to forget everything.

Suddenly, he heard the door opening and he saw the last person he wanted to see right now. Or maybe the only one he needed to see.

"Chris?"

"Hi...Um, I couldn't help but notice how you ran away from there and I had to come and see you-"

"Don't, please." Darren pleaded.

"Don't what?"

"Don't pretend that you care about me." Said Darren, his voice breaking.

"But I do care about you." replied Chris "Can you stop this? Do you think it's easy for me to be in this situation? It's not. It's as hard as it is for you, ok?"

"Chris, please…I'm not in the mood to have an argument with you. Let's just be…okay? "

"Ok, but…uh-hey," Something seemed to have caught his eye. "What happened to you hand?"

Darren looked at his hand. "Err, nothing, I just closed my…car's door with my hand in it"

"Dare, it looks pretty bad. Did you go to the hospital?"

"No, I don't need to. It's fine."

"No, Dare, please, let's go to the hospital. This could be pretty serious-"

Darren looked Chris in the eyes and couldn't stop his heart from fluttering at what he saw there.

Genuine concern and pure love.

"Dare, are you ok? You-" He stopped talking as soon as he heard Darren let out a loud sob.

"C-Chris, I'm not o-okay. T-This just isn't fa-a-air. Why c-can't we just be t-together forever? I love you and I know you still l-love me. I need you, Chris, I ne-e-ed you!" Darren sobbed.

"Dare, oh, baby, don't, please. Come here." Chris said, in the verge of tears, taking Darren in his arms and letting the other boy bury his face in his neck.

They stayed there, Darren sobbing and breathing in the comforting scent of home he only felt when he was with Chris.

In that moment, they didn't care if someone walked in. It was just so good to have each other after so long.

I love you. Chris wantedto say. But he knew he couldn't, so he kept his mouth shut and kept on holding the other boy like his life depended on it.

A/N: So that was chapter 3! Hope you liked it.

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