GUYS WHAT THE CRAP! ; _ ; No one did my contest :'( You guys made me and my cat soooo sad! ^._.^ Okay... maybe my cat isn't sad, but still I'd really like it if you guys went back to the last chapter and read the contest and try to do it. Pretty please! *Cue puppy dog eyes*
After awhile my neck started hurting so I sat up I looked at Jason about to thank him for the night, but before I said anything Jason leaned down and kissed me.
Raven's pov. (p.s. some content maybe be slightly sexual but, nothing crazy people! NO clothes are taken off!)
To say I was shocked was an understatement but, when I felt how good it is to have his lips on mine his hands wrapping around my waist pulling me closer, I melted against him and snake my arms around his neck a tangle my fingers in his hair. We pulled away for air. I was about to say something but, Jason's lips were back on mine in an instant, I gasped and he smirked against my lips. He drag his tounge acrossed my bottom lip asking for enterence, which I open my mouth slowly, feeling nervous and excited at the same time. He moved from my lips, to my jaw and down to my neck, teasing me. "Jason, c.. I," 'Oh', I moaned, when he found a sweet spot behind my ear. "Jason, I've never done any of this before." "Well good thing I have sunshine." He says huskily then proceeded to started sucking more behind my ear giving me a hickie but. soon he got bored and wanted to find more flesh so he made his decent down to my collerbone, and then his rough hands roamed down my shirt finding the hem of my shirt and started to pull up.
A flash of fear an through me I blinked and before I knew it I was as far away as I could get from him in the cave. I felt warm wet things fall down my cheek, I wiped my hand acrossed my cheek and realised I was crying. I quickly wiped those stupid things off my cheek and turned away from Jason, he didn't deserve to see my first tears. God what I get my self into I should have know that all of ..t..t...this was just a trick to get me to have sex with him I bet he's done this with tons of girls... Fuck, Raven what the hell did you let those stupid angels get you into! I can feel my anger filling me it's almost to the tip of my fingers if it gets there I have no control over my powers. I need to get out of here I'm not going to become a monster in front of him.
I turn around and see Jason siting there I can feel surpise, disappointment, and adoration radiating of him. I ignore the last one, I am not going to fall for the same shit twice. I look at him again then turn around about to walk away, when his hand grabs my arm and pulls me back into awaiting his arms I look up at Jason, I get lost in his beautiful green eyes," I wish this was simple we'd just sit here and not move forever... But, he had to go ruin it." my rage comes seeping back in making me struggle against him trying to get away. "Sunshine stop lets talk through this!" He trys to reason, "Don't call me your stupid pet names, Jason!" I looked up into eyes just in time to noticed a flicker of hurt before it's sheilded up by his emotionless wall. God my heart is just so damn confused right now I just want to run but, before I go I just want one answer to all of the questions in my head.
"Is this the only reason you brought me here." I say vemon covering my hurt voice that is trying to leak out. "What are you talking about Sun..Rachel?" He asks confused look on his face"You know exactly what I'm talking about! Did you just bring me here just because you wanted to have sex with me!? Am I just another girl you tell the same old story to, to win there heart so they will let you have them!" I yell, god that hurt even worse to say at loud. "Well fuck you Jason!"Then I look up and yell, "And fuck you angels!"
"Raven who the hell are you talking to! Nevermind, just let me explain, please." He asked begging me with is eyes. I paused then nodded. "I didn't plan doing anything with you except talk... and maybe kiss once..."I rolled my eyes, and he continued. "I have never taken anyone here I wasn't even planning on taking you here. I thought we would just walk around the beach but, there's something about you that I don't know, I just feel like I can trust you so I brought you to this place. I shared more with you tonight than I have with anyone, Raven." We paused for a minute before I spoke up"If all of this is true than why did you try to have sex with me." I accused, " I was just going to kiss you and then take you home but, once I kissed you I don't know something made me so drawn to you and wanting more." He said his voice getting slightly deeper.
We stood there in silence staring at each other daring the other to talk, finally Jason took the bait. "I like you, Rachel and I really respect you for stopping this but, don't just leave, talk to me atleast." He said taking slow steps over to make sure I don't spook. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath to compose myself I looked at Jason who was standing next to me. "I don't know what to say I was freaked out I don't really have relationship experience... and with everything I just got..." I paused trying to find the right words, "scared." Jason said filling in the piece. Did I get scared? I guess I did, I mean I've never done this before so that would make sense but, me, Raven scared... I'll deal with this later... On my own. I tried thinking of something to change the subject so I just blurted the first thing I thought of. "If we do talk this out, where do we go from there?"
Crazy drama I know but, isn't that what we all want! I got to say the sexual parts were difficult for me to write I kept getting embrassed for like no reason... ./. I hope it was okay though. R&R
Love ya'll xoxoxo (p.s.s. these are hugs and kisses, I don't make werid faces when I say 'love ya'll.' XD)
-GracefullyDarkend