It's Cold
[Akihiko's POV]
'I didn't know when…but there was this long beep that had been ringing when I woke up.'
Wait…that beep…that beep.
My eyes shot up and I look up.
'No…'
Oh, god…please no…Misaki…'
[Shiel's POV]
'Shit…dammit…why now?! Out of all times why now?!'
I, Kun, and some other nurses rand down in a hurry, rushing to reach Misaki's room. He just had to go haywire NOW! When we arrive there, Hiroki was currently panicking pressing the nurse call button, Akihiko…
My heart sank…Akihiko just stared in disbelief…
'Dammit…'
"GET OUT NOW!" I yelled as I rushed to Misaki's side. Hiroki nodded and pulled Akihiko away. He was falling apart…both of them were…
Literally…
Then before anything could be worst, I and Kun started to do what we were supposed to do in the first place. Bring Misaki back…
[Hiroki's POV]
Akihiko had fallen asleep. After a while, the room stayed silent, I was about to doze off when…
*Beeep!*
My eyes snapped open and I stood up. My eyes widened.
"Shit, Takahashi!" I stood up and ran to his side and started to press the emergency button. Chaos was still outside. "Fuck…." I glanced at Akihiko who was beginning to stir. I knew I had to get the fuck out of here and get some damned help! But if I leave…Akihiko will…so I proceeded to press the button. It wasn't long when the door slammed open.
"GET OUT!" Shiel's voice screeched. I nodded, then tugged on Akihiko to get him out. Akihiko…I never saw him in such state. We waited outside the room as we heard the bussing and thumping inside, the frantic yelling of Dr. Kun. Outside Nowaki was waiting for us. Concern written all over his face. He smiled in attempt to give assurance, but it failed him. Akihiko had his face buried in his hand on covering his eyes. I knew that Akihiko is crying. The way he's covering it, I knew by that moment that only Takahashi…was the only one allowed to see him in such state.
"Akihiko…" I wanted to comfort him. Then a sob escaped him. He bit on his lip. I never had seen him so vulnerable… he was literally falling apart…
"Mi…saki…" I know that I'm already in love with Nowaki…but seeing Akihiko like this. He is still my friend, after all…by this time I knew it…that Akihiko couldn't feel anything but cold and emptiness in him. Then what about Takahashi? He had more impact to this… I looked at the door that leads to Takahashi's room. The atmosphere itself…felt…dead…
[Misaki's POV]
Where am I? I don't know this place…I don't even if this was a place or what…but it feels…cold…
COLD….
I shivered. I didn't like it.
I used to like the cold, but NOT this cold…I want that comforting cold… the cold that would wrap around me…giving me care and comfort, soothing and assuring me that everything going to be okay…but…somehow it wasn't here…
Why?
Why?
Where…is…he?
"Why are you looking for someone who has abandoned you?" I looked up only to see a figure, a silhouette his features barely recognizable…but I could tell he was around the age of Shiel…wearing those hooded jacket...trousers…a pair of sneaker…though his face wasn't visible…shadows seems to protect him…my vision then started to blur…
"What?" why was my voice cracking?
"Why? Because you're crying…he clearly left you…" no, what his saying didn't feel right…it didn't feel good…I didn't want to believe him…I didn't like it…but…
Why?
"Wh-who..." I swallowed, now noticing the tears streaming down…why am I crying? "are you?" he just smiled…but it wasn't of happiness nor relief…but sorrow…
I didn't like this…
"You're Misaki, aren't you?" he asked. I nodded. "Don't worry…we'll be staying here…"
"We?" he nodded.
"It's just us…but don't worry…I love someone else…like you do…but that someone might not…be able to talk to me anymore…"
I don't like the sound of that…
"I won't even be able to convey my feelings to that person…but I just want that person to know that I love that person…more than anything in this world…" he sat next to me. His bare hand brushing against my own. I flinched, he then retrieved his hand…his face still shadowed… "Ah, sorry…" I nodded.
"Where are we?" I asked…
I don't like it here…
"Neither do I…"
"Huh?" I looked at him, he bit his lip, then something shining, glistening trickled down his cheek. My eyes widened.
"I don't like it here either…I …I …don't want to die…" my eyes widened.
I'm DEAD?
Then an image of a silver haired, lavender eyed man came into my mind. I started trembling. His soft smile. His sly smiles. His voice…his touch…his aura…pictures after pictures showed right before my eyes…the tears trickled faster. The images were only of the silver haired man, and some of them with me. I expected my tears to be warm. But they were cold…as if frozen ice…
Why?
I no longer breath…
Why?
My body has no heat…
Why?
My blood has long run down cold…
Why?
I can't remember who you are…
Why?!
But why do I feel that you're something special to me?
Why?
Why do you look so familiar?!
Why?
Why do I yearn for you?
Why?
My heart no longer beats…
WHY?!
WHY DOES MY HEART CLENCH THAT BAD?!
I hugged myself, trembling. I closed my eyes trying to erase the images…but they just kept coming one after another.
"N-Nii-chan…" I muttered, then as if a needle just went through me. My eyes widened. More tears gathered. At first the images of that man and me were just arguing over what looked like for him to be tutoring me… "U…" but now…pictures of us hugging…
His tears on my shoulder…
"Usa…"
His smile that assures me that everything is okay…
"Usa…i…an…"
His husky, soothing voice…
The way our lips touched. His touch that comforts me…
"Usagi-san…" I whimpered.
===Flashback===
"Misaki…I'm home!" I was in high school. Nii-chan had started his work. So, I came to greet him as usual.
"Nii-chan!" I greeted…only to notice…Usagi-san with him… "Who is this?" I asked.
"This is Usagi…" he said… I smiled… "He'll help you with your studies…"
"Akihiko…Usami Akihiko…" I nodded.
"Misaki! Takahashi Misaki! I'll be in your care, Usami-sensei!" I bowed. He chuckled and ruffled my hair.
"I'm looking forward to it…"
===End of Flashback===
I cried…not minding if the boy next to me is watching me.
"Usagi-san…Baka Usagi!" I whined, wailed about. I whimpered, then memories of us together…our first date…Usagi's confessions…the times we spent together…I…I…
I WANT THEM BACK!
"Usagi-san…" I sobbed. "I-I love you…." I gulped, swallowing the lump in my throat…but, some part of me just knew…
No matter how hard I cry…
No one will give me comfort…
No matter how loud I scream, yell…
No one will come…
No matter how many time I call…
No one will answer…
I know I wouldn't get tired…but…
I just…know…
THAT Usagi-san…will NEVER hear ME…ever…AGAIN…
No one will give me warmth…
IT'S COLD…
===FIN===
(A/N:
DRB: Shit…just when did she finish this?! It's way too short! That bitch better be hear or I'll…
DAA: I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I didn't mean to this! I promise! This will live! But I know that I won't be able to close this story…if the title remains…like that…so… I'M SORRY! I know this is short! But please bear with it! please bear until the continuation comes out! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! QaQ
DRB: Oh…shit…she's losing it…
DAA: PLEASE! FORGIVE ME! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY!
DRB: Dark! Stop it! snap out of it!
DAA: B-But….Mi-Misaki…*sobs*
DRB: WHY DID YOU EVEN STARTED THIS STORY IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT?!
DAA: I WAS DEPRESSED WHEN I WROTE THIS! MY MOOOD SWINGS AND YOU KNOW THAT!
DRB: THEN CUT IT OFF!
DAA: NO! I WON'T! I PROMISED TO FINISH THIS AND I WILL!
DRB: THEN GET A GRIP!
DAA: I KNOW AND I WILL! STOP BRAGGING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING! I CAN'T FOCUS! MY MIND IS HAZY, MESSED AND ALL MUSHED UP! TRY AND AT LEAST UNDERSTAND ME! BAKA!*runs away*
DRB: OI! Ugh…anyway…she forgot this…A LOT…but…she doesn't own Junjou Romantica…as said…she'll treat this story as an arc…and please look out for the CONTINUATION…it'll be under a different title…and I'll make sure to pursue her just to update so don't worry…but as she said…this story can't be finished if that's the title…so…yeah…I hope you'll understand…so…till next time…Ja ne!
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