CHAPTER FOUR : THE CONFESSION
" Whatever. " Add me shortly, get away from his grip.
" This way, Ma'am " he open the front seat for me. While the crooked smile is making their way.
" Why thanks, Sir. " tell me grining like a complete fool. Well, not just me. Really. He seems like enjoying himself when fooling me around. Ugh, this fucking-Greek-guy.
When he finally enter the car, he swiftly turn the machine on, then get going smoothly. Wow. Looks like he's really know how to impress a woman. Dont know how much before me. His expensive tape playing some music I really knew well. But i forgot what that is. Damn it.
I let the music filling my mind while the silence still dominating the situation.
" Its.. its like.. Uhm.. " I wonder queitly. ' Oh! Debussy! Claire de Lune!' Damn my mother, its the classic music she always played for me when I was toddler.
" Claire de Lune is great.." I mumble more just to my self. Admiring the sound of soft piano. Remembering my mother's expression when the first time she found the old disc of my grand classic collection. But Edward heard it anyway, cause his head snaps toward my side like star struck by something.
" What? " ask me pure confuse.
" You like Claire de Lune? You know Debbusy?"
"Of course. Why not? My Mom is classic music biggest fan, so I just know what I like the most." Answer me truthfuly.
" Wow. No one was ever- I mean no woman was really attached on my music selection." He frown.
" Its great. I like pop better, its easier to make. But Claire de Lune and the other old instrument music, mostly piano is my thing." Tell me copied his style. We laughed together after my joke. Then he countinue,
" So, I just have to be a great pianist to be your thing?" he ask with a serious facial expression.
" Um, it depends on what you are playing and how 's it going." I try to take it lightly when my inner thought is wonder whats his actual motivation.
" Oh.. thats too much more easy to be your thing then." He make the 'my thing' sounds like something funny. Shit. But his smug smile still wrapped on his beaty face when he making an easy conversation all the way to his house. Joking, laughing, even flirting! Oh my goodness! But its fun! He is funny! I cant resist to flirt right back.
" This is it. Welcome home, my soon-to be-wife."
"WHAT?!" shout me reflectly. " Dont call me that, Mr." I shoot him a glare. But he's just laughing his ass off.
" Why not? We're a match! You just have to imagine how's my son look like when it was you the mommy!" Oh, you are fucking joking, dude.
" , stop the 'marriage thing' talk and stop calling me those silly name. Got me?" I countinue to glare at him but I cant get the deep crimson that slowly creep down my cheeks.
" Oh , looks! Who's blushing now? I know you want it too, darling." Shut your dear mouth, bastard!
" Edward, please. Be serious. You really want this silly matching, engaging, marriage thing? You really have to tell Carlisle that you already have a girl friend, and then you love her, and just wanna marrying her. I cant just get you away from her.." I spoke fast, hoping he would know that is doesnt for me, that all of this is for him. I dont care the ticklish sensation when he close to me, stare intensly to my eyes.. Stop! Stick on your commitment, Bella!
"Um.. okey., thats the plan. I agree with you. But I have one condition if you want us to really doing that." I dont know if its just my eyes or something else, that I seen an amused twinkling on his green eyes. Honesty, a part of me was glad that all of the pride and prejudice thing was finally over. But, the very very small part of me, a deep part that I dont know what was unbelievable hurt.
He's already had a girlfriend..
I frown a little. I barely know this guy and hurt because this most handsome guy on earth that I dont know is exist before is already had a girlfriend. What the hell is wrong with me?
" Whats that?" ask me flatly.
" But you really have to do it with all of your heart, mind, and body when I finally tell you. Promise?"
" Ugh! You're overact, Edward. Okey, you got my pinky promise. Satisfied? Now, what the hell is your conditions so we can plan it."
" Okey.. the condition is.. " he look after my eyes. Searching my soul on it.
" .. You. Hvave. To be. My. Girlfriend." The crooked smile back on his pretty face.
" Thats the condition." He said smugly.
" WHAT?! " its the second time I used to yell at him. Seems unlady like. But I cant help it! This man always came with such an absurd ideas. I stood still, stunned, until he started to talk again.
" Yea, si I can tell my Dad that I already had a girlfriend, and then I only love her, and I just want to marrying her."
" Damn it, Edward. Thats worst! " explain me, well, not explain I think when I really used to yelling at him this long conversation.
"Nope. I got your pinky promise, baby."
" Dont 'baby' me, Edward. You cant be serious . please tell me you're just making fun of me! Please, please! " beg me to him.
" Nope. So.. Its official now. You. Are. Mine. " he stare back at me. Fulfilling the other question on my mind that he really fucking serious.
" Ed-"
" Shhh.." he cut me out while getting closer to my now burned face. My heart started beating frantically.
"Just let me prove it to you. How I really attrached when the first time I saw your picture. When the first time I see your face this morning on the airport. I have waiting you for a years. Wait to just look what the angel look like, how can I get to know her better. And I wont wasting this chance. Just please Isabella, let me try.."
I countinue to frown, my eyes boring at his beauty feature, how pure his motivation.. but, we barely know. I dont think it will work this early. But he've got my pinky promise.. I dont think it that much, but..
" Will you? Please, Bella. I will be whatever you wane me to. I've been suffering wait for this day. Maybe its just a few hours we finally met. You can think, and maybe call me a physcho is you want. But you have to know that I like you.. I love you before I even know who are really you. But since right now I knew a few of yourself.. My heart couldnt take it if I wont took this chance. I will love you with all of my heart, my body, my soul.. I never felt this way before. Please, let me be yours. Just to know one another better. I want and I loved this matching thing because I know it was you that will be mine. Sooner or later. And I'll take the sooner. Please.." he look like a lost boy. So.. scare.. like he afraid of loosing his only puppy.
" Edward, I-"
" Yeas or no. Just yes or no." He cut me off again.
I stare back to his smoldering eyeas again.
Is he really like me? Love me?
His eyes like answering all of my fear.. I have to say it. Sooner or later. Like he has said.
AN : What will she say? Ohhh.. maybe you guys can give me some more love by reviewing and you'll know it soon! Ahaha I love ya - Sarah
