Here's the chapter six! Enjoyyyy3

CHAPTER SIX : UNACCEPTED SURPISE

We spent the noon on the house, talking with Alice mostly. When he finally getting bored of me ignoring him and countinued a girl stuff with his sister, he drag me out the room and yelling to Alice " Its my turn now, annoying little pixie! Stop stealing my girl from me! " I giggle of a bit confrontation.

" Where you wanna go? " ask me to him when we got to the house's backyard.

" Make you for my ownself, clearly. We'll go to my bestest place to think. Mostly about you of course." He chuckled a little.

" Really, Mr? I think its sound like a creep when you thinking about someone who doesn't even knew you."

" Ohh.. its kind of sad, actualy. Thinking about someone who doesn't even thinking of me, who doesn't even know me.." he fake a tears, clinging his chest dramaticly.

" Oh, you are absurd, Edward." Said me with a rolling eyes.

" Absurd or else, I still yours, sweetie. " now I just can look down beating the blush.

" Here we are! My gorgeous meadow.." my head snaps back to his loud voice.

I have to admit it. This meadow is.. Oh God.. No word.. Speechless.. I dont know if the place like this one is even existed. Maybe. But Im sure as hell not in this earth, maybe on the Olympus Great Garden or maybe backyard. They must be had the artful naiad or nymph to make their garden this great. But this meadow..

" You like it? " Edward velvet voice cutting my inner rambling. He sounds so hopeful.

" Edward.. Wow. This is the most gorgeous place, I dont even knew exist!" I answer truthfuly.

" I told ya, ma dear." I cant help but laugh at his fake old English accent.

" This is the place, I use to think about whatever I had in mind. And that mostly about you. I never bring anyone here, but you. When I dont think I could fall to someone, and started to think that I was guy, you came into my life." Oh God.. how can he did a great speech unprepared? I peek to his side. He doesnt look at me like usual, he just stare far straight to the light on the open space in the meadow.

" I just want you to know. You have been my center world this past year. One year, twelve months, a thousand days.. its not a small amout of time. I've known you, waiting for you, fallen for you, and I've loved you ever since you doesnt even know me exist. I took the chance, didnt I? "

" Yes you are. I havent know every single thing of you, but.. its like I've know it. Not your whole self, I know it. But I know your little heart, and what the hell is through it. Im so sorry the wait take so long." I smile apologeticly at his pretty face.

" Worth it. I have all I want now. " he admit shyly.

I touch his face, hoping to sooth his worry. I want so badly to confess what have been growing on the deepest part of me this past hour..

Yes. I have to do this.

" Ed-"

" EDWARD!" a woman loud shout cuting my sentences. Again. Wait, who's that?

We began to shocked then panic, scanning the wood. Then a blonde girl came running toward us. She had a horrible face, she's pretty with a curly blonde hair, little face.. but the tears is messing her make up. Who the hell is her?!

" Edward! Gosh! I think I would never ever see you again! Dont you ever do that to me again! " she's now on Edward's body. She hug him tightly, ignoring me. Shaking with tears. I lowering my hand from his now shocked figure to my side with a pain... hurt..

Who's her? Why she's here? How'd she know this place? And what the hell is she's doing right now?!

Is her his girlfriend? His true love?

So what he fucking did to me?! What the meaning of all of this? The confession, all the love thing?

I know its barely a day, not even. But all he have said before its just too right.. he's eyes arent lied, his word is pure from his heart.. What if its just an acting? Infront our parents, Alice, infront of me?! Why wasting time to do this? Why dont he just accepted my later plan?

Then a realization hit me.

Am I just a game to him? For another trophy for him?

I back up little by little, not sure what gonna happen, and what I'll doing. I wont dare take a look for a happy couple little ceremony. I wont dare look at the monster again. The monster that already have my heart.. for his another trophy..

Its just a few moment all the confession.. but I didnt need that again. All of the promises is broke by just all of this thing. I dont need him, I dont even wanna know who's him.

When Im sure is far enough, I took off running.

An intens pain shoot trough my numb body.

AN : Kind of sad.. for just a begin, its not only the conflict. There's much much much much mooore. Its just the begining. Will you leave me some love by reviewing if I beg? I love ya all - Sarah