Thanks for the feedback, you guys! This is the chapter you've all been waiting for. (don't worry/get your hopes up, it's not smut. this is still rated T. you're welcome/sorry) this is the LAST CHAPTER! *cries and smiles at the same time* i'm actually surprised it's this long cuz it was originally gonna be a one-shot but oh well. Here ya go~~
Castiel nervously approached the front door. He knew Dean was somewhere on the other side. Just thinking about admitting his feelings made his legs feel like jelly. He considered turning away, just forgetting all of this. 'But you know you can't,' a voice in his head whispered. 'If you turn back now, you'll never forget it. You can never forget him, even if you tried...' So he stayed, waiting for the door to open.
"Holy shit!" Dean cursed as he opened the door. He clutched his chest with one hand and planted the other one on Castiel's shoulder. "Cas, you scared the crap outta me!"
Castiel said nothing. He grabbed the hand that was on his shoulder and dragged Dean a few steps towards Charlie's bedroom.
"Cas, where are we going? The people are that way," Dean said, pointing down the hall.
"I need to talk to you," Cas said, pushing Charlie's door open. "Privately." He closed the door.
Dean gulped. "Uh...sure," he said uncertainly. "Whaddaya wanna talk about?"
"Well, uh..." Castiel looked around the room nervously. Meg had told him different ways to approach the moment. So he decided to go with the most widely known one, thinking that maybe Dean would get the hint before Castiel actually told him. "I need your advice."
"Okay," Dean said. "On what?"
"Um...there's this boy," Castiel started. "I just met him really recently, and I...well...I really like him." At this point, Castiel started nervously walking around the room. "But I don't know if he likes me back. Well, I know he likes me as a friend, but I don't know if he likes me that way. He's dated girls before, so maybe he doesn't even like boys."
"Oh..." Dean said. That obviously wasn't what he was expecting, or wanting. He looked a little put out. "Well, I think maybe you should just tell him."
Castiel sat down on Charlie's desk with his head in his hands. "But I can't just do that. He probably didn't even know I existed until today in triganometry. And I couldn't stop thinking about him all day. He has really great friends who love him a lot, and I don't want them to hate me if I make him uncomfortable. And he has a great brother who would kill me if I treated him badly, and he has the most gorgeous green eyes I have ever seen and-" Castiel couldn't go on because his breathing was uneven and he was almost crying.
"Cas, Cas stop." Castiel lifted his out of his hands. Dean was standing right in front of him. Their eyes were exactly level. 'Those eyes that made me fall.'
Castiel didn't know, but Dean was thinking the exact same thing.
"Castiel, listen to me." He grabbed Castiel's shoulders. "Whoever this guy is, he would be lucky to have you." Castiel smiled forlornly.
Castiel sighed, but he didn't move. "Dean, do you trust me?"
Dean couldn't speak. He just nodded, still staring into Castiel's eyes.
"Good," Castiel said. "Close your eyes."
Dean did so, but slowly. He felt Cas move, but couldn't tell the direction he was going in. Dean thought Castiel was standing to leave, and opened his mouth to protest. But he was cut off.
Dean Winchester was kissing Castiel Novack. Dean Winchester was kissing Castiel Novack. Dean Winchester was kissing Castiel Novack. Dean Winchester was kissing Castiel Novack.
It was over all too soon. Castiel looked at Dean, expecting a startled stare or a frightened gasp or a betrayed argument. Anything besides what he got. Dean threw his arms around Castiel's neck and kissed him. 'It's finally happening.'
Castiel stared at Dean when they pulled apart. "I guess this means you like me too."
"You have no idea." Dean's eyes were glistening with happy tears.
And their lips clashed again. Castiel put his hands on either side of Dean's face, pulling it closer. Dean snaked his arms down Castiel's back. His hands latched under Castiel's knees, and he lifted the boy off the desk. Castiel wrapped his legs around Dean's middle. Dean carried him over to Charlie's bed.
Castiel laid down on Charlie's bed, eyes blown wide. Dean straddled him, his face only inches above Castiel's. Dean hovered over him, not unlike the way he did only minutes before when they were playing Twister. But instead of falling on top of Castiel, he gently lowered his lips to Castiel's. Castiel pulled himself up a little with Dean's neck. They were full-on making out. Castiel had never been kissed before, but this...this was heaven. Finally being with someone he loved, after all the worrying and awkwardness...it was euphoria. Nothing could possibly come between him and-
"Maybe he's in her-WOAH!"
Gabriel. Castiel's perfectly blissful makeout session, interrupted by Gabriel. Why was he not surprised at all.
"Kinda in the middle of something, Gabe. Someone. Your cousin actually. So if you don't mind."
"Well, I'll just leave you two alone, then." Gabriel winked hugely. Neither of them were listening though. They had resumed making out.
-*-.-*-.-*-.-*-.-one frick frackin makeout session later-*-.-*-.-*-.-*-.-
Castiel and Dean stumbled into the living room together. The messier-than-usual hair, wrinkled clothing, swollen lips, and small hickies said everything.
Gabriel broke the slightly awkward silence. "Was it hot?"
Castiel smiled at Dean. "The hottest."
"I'm proud if ya, bro." Gabriel looked genuinely glad for them. Or maybe he was just thinking of all the embarrasing questions he could ask Castiel later. But either way, he looked happy.
"I would give you the ruin-my-brother-and-nobody-will-ever-find-your-body speech," Sam said,"but the title makes it kind of self-explanatory."
"Point taken," said Castiel.
"You've scored a good one, Cas," Jessica said."Dean's awesome."
Charlie said, "You too, Winchester. Cas is the coolest Novack I've met."
"I take offence to that!" Gabriel called though a cherry lollipop.
"If I'm not your Maid of Honor I'll hunt you down and strangle you at your own honeymoon."
"Ah, Jo," Dean said. "You've always been a joy at parties."
"Geuss this means you're taken now," Meg said, pretending to be heartbroken.
"You fucking touch Cas and you die, bitch." It would've sounded playful if he wasn't serious.
"You kiss Clarance with that mouth?"
"You bet your ass he does."
Everyone laughed at him, but for once, Castiel didn't care. Him and Dean were together.
And that was all that mattered in this Twisted little world.
-*-.-*-.-*-.-*-the end-*-.-*-.-*-.-*-
Good god that was a cheesy ass ending.
Yay! Meg's last line was a reference to something (i think) so if you know what it is tell me because i cant remember
So what did you think? Too fluffy? Not smutty enough? This was the last chapter, so tell me what you thought overall! Okay i love you guys until i die for reading, reviewing, following and favoriting! You are the best EVER! :) luv ya! K bye~~
