In this story Brittany was never a part of the glee club, she knows the students they were friends but they never really liked each other.

Sort of love/hate friendship

I made a poster for the story, Santiago looks like the little boy but his hair is a bit darker.

I got a review that someone thought it was confusing that I named both Santana and Santiago the same nickname, so in this chapter you will see how Brittany will name her son now. :]

Two weeks later

'' Good morning mommy'' Santiago says softly and climbs on my lap

'' Good morning baby'' I say with a small smile and give him a kiss on the forehead

'' Do you still want to talk about publishing your music with your name mommy?'' Santiago asks softly through a yawn

'' Yeah but why don't you eat your cereal first baby'' I say and give him a bowl with cereal

Santiago nods his head and eats his cereal, I take a sip of my coffee and look at my laptop.

'' What are you doing mommy?'' Santiago asks with a smile

'' Writing a song baby'' I say with a smile

'' Can you sing it?'' Santiago asks with a big smile

'' It's not done yet but I can sing a few sentences'' I say with a chuckle

Santiago nods his head with a big smile and says '' Yeah!''

I shake my head with a chuckle and start singing the song while looking at him

Feeling my way through the darkness

Guided by a beating heart

I can't tell where the journey will end

But I know where it starts

They tell me I'm too young to understand

They say I'm caught up in a dream

Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes

Well that's fine by me

Santiago looks at me with a big smile and says '' I really like it mommy''

'' I know baby'' I say with a chuckle and give him a kiss on the head

Sitting here wasted and wounded

At this old piano

Trying hard to capture

The moment this morning I don't know

'Cause a bottle of vodka

Is still lodged in my head

Santiago hands me my phone and continues eating his breakfast

'' Hello?'' I say as I answer the phone

'' Brittany I need you in the studio right now'' Sue almost yells

'' It's Saturday Sue'' I say confused

'' I know and I am sorry but there is a problem with your album'' Sue says

'' Crap um give me twenty minutes'' I say

'' Alright!'' Sue says and hangs up the phone

'' Baby boy do you want to go to uncle Puck for a few hours? Aunt Sue needs me in the studio'' I say softly

'' But it is Saturday mommy'' Santiago says with a pout

'' I know baby but there is a problem with my album, I promise to come back in a few hours and maybe we can tell uncle Puck about my job'' I say

Santiago nods his head and says '' Okay mommy''

'' Go get dressed babe'' I say and give him a kiss on the cheek

Santiago jumps off my lap and runs to his room, I grab my phone and send Puck a quick text message.

To Puck: Hey bro can you keep an eye on San for a few hours? I need to work but I will be back around noon

A few seconds later my phone buzzes and I open Puck's text message

From Puck: Of course but Marie and Lio are here

To Puck: Okay um maybe they want to spend some time with Santiago

From Puck: Do you want me to pick him up

To Puck: Um yes please I still have to shower

From Puck: I will be there in five minutes

I place my phone on the kitchen counter and run to Santiago's room, I sit down on Santiago's bed and say. '' Puck comes here to pick you up in five minutes babe''

'' Okay mommy'' Santiago says and grabs his leather jacket

'' He is here'' Santiago says and runs to the door as the doorbell rings

I run after him out of his room and smile softly as Santiago the door opens with a big smile

'' Uncle Puck'' Santiago says and jumps in Puck's arms

'' Hey buddy'' Puck says with a chuckle

I give Puck a kiss on the cheek and say '' Thank you bro''

'' Anytime B oh yeah Marie and Lio want to see you today'' Puck says with a smirk

I nod my head and say '' Okay um I will come over after work, I really have to take a shower now but I have to tell you guys something tonight.''

Puck nods his head and says '' Alright um just come over after work''

'' I will'' I say with a smile and give Santiago a kiss on the forehead

Santiago wraps his arms around my neck and whispers '' Talk to auntie Sue about an interview mommy, I really want to show the world how awesome you are.''

'' I will baby, have fun with uncle Puck and the gang.'' I whisper and ruffle his hair

I give Santiago back to Puck and say '' I will see you in a few hours babe''

'' Okay mommy'' Santiago yells as Puck walks out of the house

I close the door with a smile and run to my bed room, I grab some clothes out of the closet and jump under the shower.

After I took a shower I put on a black skinny jeans a white tank top and my leather jacket, I grab my sunglasses laptop and keys and run out of the house jump in my car.

After ten minutes I park my car in front of the studio and run inside, I look at Big Boobs and ask. '' Where is Sue Big boobs?''

'' Studio five Pierce'' Big boobs says with growl

I nod my head with a smirk and run to studio five, I open the door without knocking and ask. '' What is so important?''

'' We miss a song for the album, you gave me eighteen and you always have nineteen.'' Sue says and shows me the song list

'' Oh fuck'' I say and check the list

'' Do you have another song?'' Sue asks

'' Yeah I have'' I say and grab a headphone

I give Sue a CD and say '' This is the beat''

Sue nods her head and pushes me in the small room, I shake my head with a chuckle and walk to the microphone. Sue looks at me with a smile and gives me the sign that I can start.

A shot in the dark

A past, lost in space

Where do I start

The past and the chase

You hunted me down

Like a wolf, a predator

I felt like a deer in the light

I close my eyes with a smile and concentrate on the lyrics

You loved me and I frozen in time

Hungry for that flesh of mine

But I can't compete with the she wolf

Who has brought me to my knees

What do you see in those yellow eyes

Cause I'm falling to pieces

I'm Falling to pieces

Falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

Falling to pieces

I nod my head to the beat and look at Sue with a smirk

Did she lie and wait

Was I bait to pull you in

The thrill of the kill

You feel as a sin

Sue smiles at me and mouths ' Sounds good' I nod my head softly and close my eyes again

Lay with the wolves

And now it seems

Thought I was part of you

You loved me and I froze in time

Hungry for that flesh of mine

But I can't compete with the she wolf

Who has brought me to my knees

What do you see in those yellow eyes

Cause I'm falling to pieces

I'm Falling to pieces

Falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

Falling to pieces

I'm Falling to pieces

Falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

Falling to pieces

'' That was perfect Brittany, I don't think you have to record that a second time.'' Sue yells in the microphone

I take off my headphone and say '' Good but I need to talk to you about something else''

I walk out of the small room and sit down in a chair next to Sue, Sue looks at me a little bit confused and asks. '' What is it?''

'' Well do you want to organize an interview or something? Santiago wants me to show the world who DJ B is.'' I say with a smile

'' Really?'' Sue squeals

'' Yes really but I want to do that next week, first I have to tell the gang about my job.'' I say with a chuckle

'' Are you ready to tell them about that?'' Sue asks softly

'' Yeah I am'' I say with a smile

'' Okay well I will publish your album tonight, but I can give you a CD with the previews.'' Sue says with a smile

'' Um I will take the preview CD'' I say with a smirk

'' Alright'' Sue says and gives me the CD

'' Thank you Sue'' I say and give her a hug

'' Your welcome sorry for calling you here on a Saturday but you can go home now'' Sue says with a chuckle

'' See ya Monday Sue'' I say with a smile and run out of the studio

I run past Big boobs desk and say '' See ya Monday big boobs''

'' Fuck you Pierce'' Big boobs yells

'' Did you just say fuck you to my daughter Big boobs?'' Sue yells as she runs to Big Boobs desk

I stop in front of the door and turn around with a smirk, Sue looks at me and says. '' Britt go home''

'' But I want to see this Sue'' I say with a pout

'' Home now!'' Sue says and points to the door

I nod my head with a chuckle and walk outside, I jump in my car and pull out of the parking lot.

Damn Big boobs will have a nightmare tonight a yelling Sue is scary as hell, Good thing that I will always be on Sue's normal or sort of normal side.

I park my car in front of Puck, Quinn and Santana's apartment and jump out of the car, I knock on the door and smile as Santana opens the door with a big smile.

'' Hey San'' I say and walk inside

'' Hey B'' Santana says with a smile

'' Where are they?'' I ask softly

'' Living room'' Santana says and closes the door

I nod my head with a smile and walk to the living room, Santana walks in front of me and says. '' Mami, Papi look who's here''

'' Oh my god Brittany'' Lio says softly and jumps off the couch

'' Hey Marie, Hey Lio.'' I say softly with tears in my eyes

Lio and Marie both grab my arm and pull me in a bear hug, I bury my head in Lio's chest and whisper. '' I missed you guys''

'' We missed you too'' Lio whispers and gives me a kiss on the cheek

'' Mommy'' Santiago squeals and wraps his arms around my leg

I wipe my tears away with a small smile and pick Santiago up, Santiago wraps his arms around my neck and asks. '' Can we stay here for dinner mommy?''

'' You guys have to stay for dinner Santiago'' Lio says with a smirk

I look at Lio with an eyebrow raised, but he just shrugs his shoulders and says. '' We missed you and we want to spend some time with you''

'' We will stay for dinner'' I say with a smile

Santiago does a little fist pump and gives me a sloppy kiss on the cheek, I ruffle his hair and put him back on the ground.

'' Don't touch my hair mommy'' Santiago whines and swats my hand away as I try it again

'' Oh damn your mommy said the same thing when she was nine, every time we touched her hair she would bring out the Pierce pout.'' Lio says laughing

'' Your son is the cutest boy ever Britt'' Marie says laughing

'' I know almost all the Pierces are cute'' I say with a chuckle

Puck lays his hands over Santiago's ears and says '' Yeah almost all the Pierces, you are still a bitch.''

Quinn, Santana, Lio and Marie burst out laughing and I shake my head with a chuckle

'' You are right babe, she is still the same old bitch.'' Quinn says with a smirk and wraps an arm around my waist

'' Hey we are all bitches, come on we grew up together I had to learn it from someone huh Fabray.'' I say with a smirk

'' Oh come on we all learned it from Santana'' Quinn says with a chuckle

'' True'' Puck and I say in unison

'' Okay that is so not true'' Santana says with a pout

Santiago pulls Puck's hand from his ears and says '' Hey don't steal our pout Sanny''

'' Sanny?'' I ask with a smirk

'' Shut it B and sorry Santiago'' Santana says with a chuckle

Santiago looks at me with a smile and whispers '' Is your album finished mommy?''

I crouch down in front of him with a smile and say '' Yes it is baby''

'' What album?'' Lio asks curious

'' Um'' I say and scratch the back of my neck

'' We can tell them mommy'' Santiago says with a smile

I sit down on the couch with Santiago in my lap and say '' I think it's time to tell you guys about my job''

Puck, Quinn, Santana, Marie and Lio sit down on the couch in front of us and Puck says '' Yeah we really want to know what you do B''

I grab my laptop out of my bag and place it on the table, I look at Santiago with a small smile and whisper. '' Just choose a song babe''

Santiago nods his head and points to a song in my play list, I nod my head and look at the group in front of me.

'' Um just listen'' I say with a small smile

Puck, Santana, Quinn, Marie and Lio nod their heads, and I turn the music a little bit louder.

You are my light in the dark

You are the beating in my heart

But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side

Santiago and I both sing the song softly and look at each other with a small smile

Your hair is dancing in the wind

Your eyes are burning up my skin

And I'm so happy when I see, that you are smiling back at me

You're leaving burn marks on the ground

Thank you God for what I've found

I don't know how, I don't know why

But you're my angel in the night

You are my light in the dark

You are the beating in my heart

Let me hold you now, just like days before you start to cry

You are my light in the dark

You are the beating in my heart

But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side

' Prepare for Launch' Santiago and I say in unison

"Prepare For Launch in 3.. 2.. 1"

I see the group bobbing there heads on the beat and I wink at Santiago

I try my best to satisfy, but all you do is waving me goodbye

I don't know what I'm gonna do, but I'm so crazy about you

Even if I don't know where to start

Even if my love is tearing me apart

I just know that you and me

We are always meant to be

You are my light in the dark

You are the beating in my heart

Let me hold you now, just like days before you start to cry

You are my light in the dark

You are the beating in my heart

But that is not enough,

You're my angel in the night

'' You like DJ B?'' Lio asks with a smile

I shake my head with a chuckle and say '' Um guys I am DJ B''

'' Come again'' Puck, Santana and Lio say in unison and look at me with their eyebrows raised

'' Mommy is DJ B and I am little S'' Santiago says with a big smile

'' Um sorry but come again'' Quinn says in shock

'' The woman Santiago calls aunt Sue is my boss, she owns Sylvester records I met Sue five years ago after I had to make a remix of a song for school and she loved it.

When I dropped out of college Sue offered me a contract and I accepted it without thinking about it.

Only San, Sue and the people that work in her studio know that I am DJ B but that is about to change, next week I have an interview and I will show the world who DJ B is.

First I wanted to wait till Santiago is a little bit older but he wants to show the world ' How awesome' his mom is, I wanted to tell you guys about it before an interview because yeah you guys deserve to hear it in person.'' I explain with a chuckle

'' So I listen to your music for almost six years?'' Puck asks in shock

'' Yep I published my first song when I was sixteen, it was not easy to live in New York on your own but I survived it.

After Sue heard my story and heard that I was pregnant she bought me a house and took me under her wing, San and I are the only ones that know her soft side she sees us as her family and we see her as our family.'' I say shrugging

'' So you two sang The Sky Is The Limit?'' Santana asks with a big smile

'' Yeah we sang that three weeks ago'' Santiago says with a big smile

'' Damn you are really good B, I really love your music.'' Lio says with a smile

I grab the preview CD out of my bag and give it to Puck, Puck looks at me confused and asks. '' What is this?''

'' A preview of my new album'' I say with a smirk

'' Can you play another song B?'' Marie asks with a smile

'' Yeah I can play the song that I recorded this morning, it isn't a studio version I just sang it in the kitchen.'' I say with a chuckle

'' Can we hear it?'' Puck asks with a smile

'' Yeah but this is just a normal song, I want to record it for another album so you have to be quiet about it.'' I say with a small smile

Puck nods his head and I select the song I recorded this morning, I turn the volume a little bit louder and give Santiago a kiss on his head.

Have I told you lately that I love you

Have I told you there's no one else above you

Fill my heart with gladness

Take away all my sadness

Ease my troubles that's what you do

I sing the words softly in Santiago's ears and wrap an arm around his waist

For the morning sun in all it's glory

Greets the day with hope and comfort too

You fill my life with laughter

And somehow you make it better

Ease my troubles that's what you do

There's a love that's divine

And it's yours and it's mine like the sun

And at the end of the day

We should give thanks and pray

To the one, to the one

Marie looks at me with a smile and mouths ' It's beautiful'

Have I told you lately that I love you

Have I told you there's no one else above you

Fill my heart with gladness

Take away all my sadness

Ease my troubles that's what you do

I give Santiago a kiss on his head and whisper '' Listen carefully babe''

There's a love that's divine

And it's yours and it's mine like the sun

And at the end of the day

We should give thanks and pray

To the one, to the one

Santiago buries his head in my neck and I feel some tears in my neck, I caress his back and whisper. '' I love you baby boy''

And have I told you lately that I love you

Have I told you there's no one else above you

You fill my heart with gladness

Take away all my sadness

Ease my troubles that's what you do

Take away all my sadness

Fill my life with gladness

Ease my troubles that's what you do

Take away all my sadness

Fill my life with gladness

Ease my troubles that's what you do

Santiago wipes his tears and says '' I love you too mommy''

'' You have to sing more like this B, you can really here the emotion in your voice.'' Quinn says and wipes away a tear

I look at her with a smile and say '' You only hear emotion in my voice, when I sing with Santiago or sing about him.''

'' I really love that song B'' Puck says with a smile

'' I think I will sing more normal songs, songs with a beat will always be my favorite but I can show some emotion with songs like this.'' I say with a smile

'' Are there more songs you and Santiago sang together?'' Santana asks

'' No The Sky Is The Limit was the first one, but I think that we will sing more together.'' I say with a smile

'' Singing is awesome'' Santiago says through a yawn

'' Tired baby?'' I ask with a chuckle

Santiago nods his head softly and lays his head against my shoulder, I give him a kiss on the head and ask. '' Can I lay him down for an hour or something?''

'' Yeah follow me'' Santana says with a smile and stands up from the couch

I stand up with Santiago in my arms and walk behind Santana upstairs, Santana opens her door and walks to her bed.

I lay Santiago down on the bed and take off his shoes, I lay a blanket over him and say. '' Just come downstairs when you wake up babe''

'' I will mommy'' Santiago says softly and closes his eyes

I give him a kiss on the forehead and walk out of the room, I close the door behind me and walk downstairs with Santana behind me.

'' Hey B you want a beer?'' Puck asks as I sit back down on the couch

'' Nope I only drink when I am home bro'' I say

'' Okay'' Puck says with a smile

'' You really grew up B'' Marie says with a chuckle

'' Santiago changed my life, when I found out that I was pregnant I stopped smoking and I didn't drink until he was born.'' I say shrugging

'' Woah you smoked?'' Lio asks shocked

'' Oh crap'' I say softly

'' Busted'' Santana and Quinn sing in unison

'' Shut up'' I say with a groan

'' Why didn't you tell us that you smoked?'' Lio asks

'' I only smoke when I am angry or when I am stressed'' I explain with a small smile

'' Britt do you want to tell us your story?'' Marie asks and sits down next to me

'' Yeah what do you want to know?'' I ask softly

'' What was the reason you really ran away?'' Lio asks and sits down on the other side of me

'' My parents kicked me out'' I say shrugging

'' You could have called us'' Lio says

'' I know but after Santana ran out of my room and my mom kicked me out, I grabbed my stuff and money and drove to the airport.'' I say softly

'' Why?'' Marie asks and lays a hand on my shoulder

'' I don't really know I tried to escape everything, I lived in an hotel here and worked in a fucking bar.

I just wanted to forget everything but I couldn't I wanted to come back to Lima after Santiago was born but I decided to stay here.

I thought so much about my life in Lima but every time I wanted to go back, the reason why I left keeps me here.

I don't want Santiago to meet them and I don't know what I will do if I ever see them again, the only reason that I want to go back again is to visit Emily's grave.'' I say softly with tears in my eyes

Lio pulls me in his arms and asks '' They blamed you for her dead didn't they?''

I nod my head softly and say '' Yeah they did but I blamed myself too, I still blame myself for what happened.''

'' Why?'' Puck asks in shock and sits down on the table in front of me, Quinn and Santana sit down next to Puck and they both lay a hand on my knee.

'' Oh yeah you don't know the real story'' I say softly and look down at my hands