'' Oh yeah you guys don't know the real story'' I say softly and look down at my hands

'' Real story?'' Quinn asks confused

I look down at my hands and whisper '' Yeah the real story, this happened seven years ago.''

''Come on Britt-Britt we are going to the bar'' A seventeen year old Emily squeals

'' We are under age sis'' A fourteen year old me says

Emily holds two fake ID's in the air and says '' Not anymore Heather Morris''

'' I don't know Em, I just got into a fight with mom.'' I say softly

'' I know and that's why we are going, now go get dressed we are leaving in fifteen minutes.'' Emily says and throws a dress at me

I shake my head with a sigh and put the dress on, I grab a pair high heels and put them on.

'' Sit down'' Emily says and grabs her make-up bag

I sit down on my bed and let Emily do my make-up, after ten minutes Emily puts everything away and says. '' Perfect now let's go''

Emily grabs her car keys and climbs out of mine window, I climb after her and jump off the small roof.

Emily jumps in her car and opens the door for me, I sit down in the passenger seat and say. '' I still don't feel good about this shit sis''

'' Relax I just want you to forget about mom and dad, this day is about you, me and some dancing with random dudes or chick's.'' Emily says with a smirk and drives out of the street

'' Woah who says that I want to dance with a chick?'' I ask shocked

'' Oh come on you think that I don't see the eye fucking between you and Santana?'' Emily asks with a chuckle

'' Fuck you Em'' I say with a groan

'' You don't have to hide around me sis, I love you the way you are Gay, Straight, Bi or in love with a fucking animal.'' Emily says laughing

'' An animal seriously?'' I ask with a chuckle

'' Hey you never know'' Emily says shrugging

'' That is just disgusting'' I say as Emily parks her car

Emily pushes me out of the car and yells '' Hey Santana is a nice piece of ass don't fuck that up''

'' I am not in love with her'' I yell with a chuckle

'' Sure keep denying it sis'' Emily says with a chuckle and locks her car

I shove Emily away and say '' Seriously Em nothing will happen between us, Santana is just my best friend.''

'' Yeah yeah'' Emily says and walks away

I roll my eyes with a sigh and walk after her to the line of people, Emily stops behind a teenage couple and whispers. '' I hope they let us in''

'' I think they will they just let two fifteen year old girls inside'' I say shrugging

'' Hey babes if you just walk with me they will let you in without asking for your ID'' A men slurs and wraps an arm around our shoulders

'' Go away ass'' Emily says and pushes him away

'' Oh playing hard to get huh? Just give me the younger chick and I will leave you alone Blondie'' The men says and tries to grab my arm

Emily slaps his arm away and says '' Don't touch my sister''

'' Aw the big protective sister'' The men coos

Emily takes a step forwards and says '' If you don't leave us alone, I will show you how much I will protect her''

'' Oh you can show me now!'' The men says with a smirk and pulls something out of the back of his pants

I feel Emily tense and look at her a little confused, the teenage couple looks at us and the girl yells. '' He has a gun!''

My eyes widen in shock and I say '' Emily come on''

'' Go away Britt'' Emily says with a growl and pushes me further behind her

'' No you are coming with me'' I yell and try to pull her away

'' You are not going anywhere babe'' The men says with a smirk and points the gun to me

Emily takes a step forward and pushes the men away, the men glares at her and pushes Emily to me.

'' You pushed the wrong person bitch'' The men says and pulls the trigger

'' NO! Emily!'' I yell and catch her before she falls on the ground, I take off my jacket and push it against her chest.

Someone tackles the guy to the ground and yells '' Don't just stand there call fucking 911 NOW!''

'' Please stay awake Em'' I say softly with tears streaming down my face

'' I can't sis, I think I am gonna pass out.'' Emily says softly

'' NO! You will not pass out you hear me, you have to stay with me sis.'' I say sobbing

Emily grabs my hand and whispers '' He shot me in the chest B, I won't stay awake for much longer.''

'' The paramedics are on their way, I already here the sirens please stay awake Em I don't know what to do without you.'' I say

'' She is here'' Someone yells

I look up and see two paramedics running towards us, I look down at Emily and say. '' They are here sis''

Emily nods her head softly and squeezes my hand, the paramedics remove my jacket from Emily's chest and the men says. '' Ma'am you have to stand back''

'' No I can't leave her'' I say and keep a hold of Emily's hand

'' Ma'am we have to do our job please just take a step back'' The men says

I give Emily a kiss on the forehead and take a step back, the guy opens Emily's shirt and check's the wound.

'' He shot her in the heart'' The men whispers but I heard him loud and clear

I look down at Emily with tears in my eyes and whisper '' You will survive this''

'' Ma'am we have to ask you a few questions'' A police officer says

I look at him and nod my head softly, the men grabs something out of his jacket and asks. '' What is your name?''

'' Brittany Pierce'' I say softly

'' Can you tell us what happened?'' The men asks softly

'' We were standing in the line and the dude that shot her began to talk to us, he wanted something from me I think but Emily didn't let him.

Emily pushed him away from me but that is when he started to get angry and pulled out his gun, I….'' I wanted to continue but I heard one of the paramedics yell that they lost her heartbeat

I run back to Emily and fall down on my knees next to her, the paramedics looks at me with white faces and the woman says. '' I am so sorry but he shot her in the heart, we can't do anything to save her.''

I shake my head sobbing and yell '' No you guys have to bring her back please''

'' We tried everything Ma'am, we can't bring her back.'' The men says

'' Than try again god dammit!'' I yell and take Emily in my arms

'' I am so sorry for your loss Ma'am but we have to bring her to the hospital'' The woman says

'' I am coming with you'' I say with a growl

The woman nods her head and lays Emily down on a stretcher, I climb after Emily in the ambulance and grab her hand.

Ten minutes later the ambulance stops at the hospital and the woman helps me out of the ambulance, I yank my hand out of her grip and run after the men and Emily.

'' Ma'am you can't go in there'' The woman says and runs after me

'' Fuck you!'' I yell and push a door open, I push a men out of my way and grab Emily's hand again

'' Ma'am you have to let her go'' The guy says

'' No! I won't let her go'' I say with tears in my eyes

'' Brittany!'' I hear my dad yell

'' Oh my god Emily!'' My mom yells and pushes me away

'' What happened?'' My dad asks the doctor

'' Someone shot her in her chest, we couldn't save her sir I am so sorry for your loss.'' The paramedic says

'' This is all your fault!'' My mom yells and glares at me

I look at them in shock and look down at Emily, I shake my head with tears in my eyes and say. '' I am so sorry sis''

Before anyone can stop me I turn around and run away, on my way to the entrance I push a few doctors out of my way and almost fall on my face.

I run outside and sit down on a small wall, I bury my head in my hands and start sobbing loudly.

I wanted to continue the story but Puck pulls me into his arms and says '' None of this was your fault Britt''

'' It is my fault I just had to jump in front of her'' I say sobbing

'' No you couldn't do anything to stop her, Emily was always the one that protected you.

She would never stop doing that and blaming yourself isn't helping, you have to stop thinking that it is your fault B.'' Lio says sternly

'' My parents still blame me hell my whole family blamed me'' I say loudly

Lio pulls me into his arms and says '' It's not your fault stop blaming yourself, it happened seven years ago Brittany.

Emily wouldn't blame you for it she just looks at you and Santiago with pride, you already did so much in your life and she want you to continue doing good things.

If this really bothers you that much why don't you write a song about it?''

'' I don't know I never thought about writing a song'' I say softly

'' Try it Britt maybe it will help you'' Quinn says softly

'' Mommy! What's wrong?'' Santiago asks and jumps on my lap

I sit up straight and wipe my tears away, I pull Santiago in my arms and say '' Nothing baby''

'' Mommy please don't lie to me'' Santiago says softly and lays a hand on my cheek

'' I told them about aunt Emily babe'' I say softly

Santiago wraps his arms around me and whispers '' I wish that I could meet her mommy, but she looks at us from heaven.''

'' I know baby I know'' I say softly and look down at my hands

'' We all miss her Brittany she was like a sister to all of us, she always wanted to protect us.

We all wish that she was just here sitting on the couch making fun of everyone, but now she just looks at us from above and smiles in pride as she sees you and Santiago together.'' Santana says softly and squeezes my knee

'' Yeah she will always be our hero B'' Quinn says softly

'' Did you ever know that you're my hero and everything I would like to be?'' I sing softly and look at them with a big smile

Santana, Quinn, Lio and Marie look at me with confused faces, but only Santiago looks at me with a big smile.

'' What is the title of that song?'' Puck asks confused

'' Um I don't know yet but I think I found a song for Em'' I say with a small smile

'' Really?'' Marie asks

I nod my head and say '' Yeah but I only have one sentence''

'' You are done with the song in a week mommy, you always need a week.'' Santiago says with a chuckle

'' Yeah you are right babe'' I say with a smile

I jump off the couch and ask '' Do you want to drink something San?''

'' No thank you mommy,

No I still have my drink B.'' Santiago and Santana say in unison

I turn around in shock and say '' Oh crap I gave you two the same nickname''

'' That was funny'' Santiago says giggling

'' Yeah it was'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' Now you have to call me Santi again mommy'' Santiago says with a big smile

'' Yeah I think so babe'' I say with a chuckle

'' How many names do you have for him?'' Quinn asks with a chuckle

'' Um I call him babe, baby, San, Santi, Baby boy and prince'' I say with a chuckle

'' I like Santi'' Santiago says with a smile

'' Yeah I will call you Santi again'' I say with a chuckle and walk to the kitchen

I grab a bottle of water out of the refrigerator and look out of the window

I hate talking about what really happened the day that Em died, but they deserve to know the whole truth.

I really want to go back to Lima and visit her grave but I really don't want to see my parents again, I don't know what they will do if they see Santiago.

'' You okay B?'' Puck asks softly and lays a hand on my shoulder

I nod my head and say '' Yeah hey can I ask you something?''

'' Of course'' Puck says with a smile

'' Do you still have contact with the gang?'' I ask with a small smile

'' No after you left we got into a fight with them, the only time we saw them was last year for a small reunion.'' Puck says shrugging

'' What happened?'' I ask in shock

We always had a group of friends we hang out with but we couldn't always stand them but they were always here for us when we needed them, most of the time we hang out in the choir room with our music teacher but Puck and I hated him.

'' They called you names and stuff look I know that I didn't believed you, but I never accept it as someone calls you a whore or something.

Santana and Quinn had a fight with Berry and Jones and I took care of Hudson and Evans.

Only Mike and Tina didn't do anything and after Mr Schue saw what we did to Hudson, Berry, Jones and Evans he kicked us out of the class.'' Puck explains with a smirk and pulls me back to the living room

I shake my head with a chuckle and say '' Only you guys would beat the crap out of someone for something everyone in Lima thought and still thinks''

'' I know but I feel really bad that I didn't believed you B'' Puck says softly

I pull Puck in a hug and say '' Hey don't feel bad I am glad I have you guys back in my life, I just had to stay in Lima and explain what happened.''

I feel two other pair of arms around me and look to my right, I smile as I see Santana looking at me with tears in her eyes and I say. '' I missed all of you and I really don't blame you guys, so stop blaming yourself and we just have to hang out again.

I missed the things we did, the only thing that I don't miss is fighting for everyone that looked at our girls bro''

'' Yeah I don't really miss that'' Puck says laughing

'' That is good because we don't want to bail you guys out of jail again'' Marie yells from the living room

Puck, Santana and I burst out laughing and walk back to the living room, I sit down on Marie's lap and say. '' Don't worry Marie you don't have to bail us out again''

'' Thank god'' Marie says with a chuckle

'' What is jail mommy?'' Santiago asks softly

Lio burst out laughing as he sees my shocked face and I say '' Um a place where I never want to see you baby''

'' But you and uncle Puck where there'' Santiago says confused

'' I know and we are not really proud of that'' Puck says with a chuckle

'' Um it was fun but the angry looks from Marie and Lio where not that funny'' I say with a chuckle

'' I hope that you stay so sweet and innocent buddy'' Puck says with a smile

'' Not a chance'' Lio and I say in unison and look at each other with a smirk

'' Why not?'' Marie asks confused

'' Come on he is a Pierce, nobody stays sweet and innocent.'' Lio says with a chuckle

'' An eight year old Brittany was adorable, but the day she turned thirteen she changed.'' Santana says with a smirk

'' Everyone changes Santana and I changed too, but Puck and Britt changed a little bit too much.

They were very protective over the ones they love, I remember the day that you almost attacked my mom B'' Quinn says with a chuckle

'' She deserved it'' I say shrugging

'' Mommy is always protective over the people she loves'' Santiago says with a smile and cuddles into my side

I wrap an arm around him and say '' As long as they don't touch any of you they don't meet my bad side, but if someone talks bad about someone I love he better moves to the other side of the world.''

'' When was the last time you had a fight?'' Marie asks with a smile

'' Um last year my boss and I had dinner in a restaurant and her ex showed up, I pushed Santi to her and pulled him outside I never saw him again.'' I say with a chuckle

Puck shakes his head with a chuckle and says '' I don't want to meet your angry side now, I think that is much scarier than when you were a teenager.''

'' Yeah I think so'' I say with a smirk

'' Hey Santi you want to cook with me?'' Santana asks with a smile and jumps off the couch

'' Can I mommy?'' Santiago asks with a big smile

'' Of course babe'' I say with a smile

Santiago jumps off the couch with a big smile and runs after Santana to the kitchen, I shake my head with a smile and say. '' He likes her''

'' He is not the only one that likes her, you still have the same look as you talk to her.'' Quinn says softly

'' What look?'' I ask confused

'' The I want you in my bed look'' Puck says with a smirk

'' Dude I don't want her in my bed'' I say with a chuckle

'' When was the last time you had a relationship Britt?'' Lio asks

'' Um six years ago? The only relationship I had was with Santana, I slept around but I stopped when Santiago turned four.

I stopped going to bar's when he turned four and my boss was really happy to see that, she would always watch him when I wanted to go away but she knew what I did.'' I say softly

'' So the only relationship you had was with Santana?'' Quinn asks in shock

'' Yeah I could never find someone that looked like her'' I say shrugging

'' Finding the love of your life at a young age and then breaking up sucks'' Lio says and wraps an arm around Marie's shoulders

'' Woah the love of my life?'' I ask in shock

'' You and Santana are the younger version of us Britt, We already knew that you two belonged together.

Seriously the day that you saved Santana from falling in a duck pond that was the day that we knew that you two were meant to be, you were so protective over Santana you even kicked Puck away when he tried to help you.

The day that you two came to us and told us that you two were together didn't come as a surprise, everyone saw it and Emily knew it from the beginning we even talked about it when you two were at our house.

I still remember what Emily said when she saw you and Santana cuddling on the couch watching a movie, she looked at us with a big smile and said ' I never saw Brittany so happy she only shows her sweet side to Santana, I really see them marrying each other in a few years.'

We knew that she was right so your break up really hit us, we comforted our daughter but we also tried to find you.'' Lio explains

I look down at my hands and say '' I am sorry that I didn't call you guys''

Lio wraps an arm around me and says '' Don't be you are here now and that is all I want, but I think we have to stop talking about the past.

We don't like it and I see that you hate it, it's all in the past B but if you run away again I will kick your ass''

I look at him with a smile and say '' I am surprised that you didn't kick my ass when I walked into the living room a few hours ago''

'' Santana told me that she met you again and I was glad to hear that, we moved here two years ago and we never stopped searching.

But why didn't we find you in any hospital here? I seriously called everything but nobody has ever heard of the name Brittany Pierce.'' Lio says

'' Um that is because if I had to go to the hospital I used my boss her last name, I didn't give birth in a hospital and the only time that I had to go to a hospital was for Santiago.

I have two ID's one Brittany Pierce and the other one is Brittany Sylvester, I tried to stay invisible for a long time but now I will use my real name.'' I say with a chuckle

'' You were afraid that someone would find you?'' Marie asks softly

'' I am afraid that my parents find me, I really wanted to see you guys again but I don't want anything to do with them.

The last name will probably follow me forever but I don't want anything to do with the family, I learned how to live on my own with no help as a teenager and I really don't need them to bring me back down.

I was depressed for years and after Santiago's birth I found myself again, but sometimes I still have nightmares and shit about them.

They fucked up my life and they always had the power to make me feel bad and I don't want that anymore, I have a son now and I really don't want him seeing what I had to live with when I was a teenager.

I always told Santiago story's about my past but the only people I told them about where you guys, he even thinks that you guys are his Abuela and Abuelo and I want to keep it that way.

I see you guys as my parents and Santiago always asked me when he would meet you guys, I am glad that all of you are back in my life and I can definitely see that Santiago likes it to spend time with you guys.'' I say with a small smile

Lio, Marie, Quinn and Puck look at me with big smiles and Puck says. '' I am glad that you are back in my life B, I always saw you as my sister and I always asked myself if you were okay and happy.''

Before I can answer we hear Santana singing and Santiago laughing in the kitchen, Quinn looks with a smirk and runs to the kitchen.

Puck, Marie, Lio and I jump off the couch and run after Quinn to the kitchen, I stand still behind Quinn and look over her shoulder in the kitchen.

'' Oh my god'' I whisper laughing as I see Santiago and Santana dancing and singing with spoons in there hands

I grab my phone out of my pocket and stand against the door post recording Santiago and Santana, I look at Marie, Lio, Puck and Quinn with a smile and say. '' I never saw him so happy before''

'' He likes her'' Puck whispers and wraps an arm around my shoulder

I nod my head softly and lay an arm around Quinn's shoulder, Quinn lays her head against my shoulder and whispers. '' This is the first time I see her singing again''

'' This is the first time I see him dancing and singing so carefree'' I whisper with a chuckle

'' That was awesome Sanny'' Santiago squeals as the song ends

'' Your mommy always loved this song buddy'' Santana says with a smile

I stop recording it and say '' That was really awesome''

Santana looks at me and asks '' How long did you stand there?''

'' Um five minutes or something'' I say shrugging

'' Can you sing uncle Puck?'' Santiago asks with a smile

'' Yeah your mommy and I always sang together buddy'' Puck says with a smile

'' Can you sing for us?'' Santiago asks excited

Puck looks at me with a smirk and asks '' You want to sing something B?''

'' Just start singing maybe I sing with you'' I say with a wink

Puck looks at me with a big smile and start singing a song that I didn't hear for almost six years

Let me hold you

For the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

But you broke me

Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,

It's so untrue

I can't even convince myself

When I'm speaking,

It's the voice of someone else

Quinn walks to Puck and wraps an arm around his waist, she looks at me with a smile and sings the next part.

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

Santana turns around and sings the next part with a small smile

Oh what are we doing

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us

I look at Santana with a small smile and together we sing the next part

Running back through the fire

When there's nothing left to save

It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,

And lies worse

I walk to them with a smirk and wrap an arm around Quinn and Santana's shoulders, I wink at Santiago and all four of us sing the last part together.

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire

When there's nothing left to save

It's like chasing the very last train

When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

Ooooh

How can I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

'' Damn you guys can still sing together'' Marie says with a big smile

'' That was so awesome mommy!'' Santiago says loudly and wraps his arms around my leg

I pick him up and say '' We always liked singing with each other baby''

'' You have guys really sound amazing together'' Santiago says softly

'' You sang The Sky Is The Limit really awesome buddy'' Puck says with a smile and tickles Santiago

'' No tickling'' Santiago squeals giggling

'' Why not?'' Puck asks innocently but I see the smirk playing at the corner of his mouth

'' I-i don't like that, M-mommy put me down.'' Santiago says laughing

I put him down with a chuckle and say '' You have to run away babe, uncle Puck doesn't stop until he is tired.''

Santiago runs to Lio and hides behind his leg, he looks at Puck with a smirk and says. '' Abuelo will protect me''

Lio looks down at him in shock and asks '' Abuelo?''

Santiago nods his head shyly and asks '' Yes is that okay?''

Lio crouch down in front of Santiago and says '' Of course is that okay Santi''

Santiago looks at Lio with a big smile and tackles him in a hug, Lio stands up with Santiago in his arms and looks at me with tears in his eyes.

Lio smiles softly and mouths ' Thank you

I wipe away my own tears and mouth ' You're welcome'

'' Can I get a hug Abuela?'' Santiago asks softly and looks over Lio's shoulder at Marie

Marie wraps an arm around Santiago and whispers '' Of course little Prince''

'' You know Santi now that I finally have a grandson, I want to spoil him so why don't you come to us tomorrow, we want to take you shopping and only you your mommy can spend some time with uncle Puck, Quinn and Santana.'' Lio says with a smirk

'' Oh god, don't spoil him too much Lio.'' I say with a groan

'' Do you want to spend the day with us tomorrow?'' Marie asks Santiago completely ignoring me

I look at Santana in shock but Santana just shakes her head with a chuckle and says '' You can't stop them''

'' Can I go mommy?'' Santiago asks softly

I look at him with a smile and say '' Of course you can babe, you can finally spend some time with Abuela and Abuelo.''

'' It's time to get our Call Of Duty on tomorrow'' Puck whispers in my ear

'' Hell yeah'' I say and do a fist pump

'' See you did a fist pump mommy'' Santiago says giggling

'' That was friggin adorable'' Quinn says laughing

'' Why are you so happy?'' Lio asks with a chuckle

'' I can play Call Of Duty tomorrow'' I say with a smirk

'' Oh god'' Santana, Quinn, Marie and Lio say in unison

'' I can finally kick her butt'' Puck says with a big smile

'' In your dreams bro'' I say with a chuckle

'' I can always try to kick your butt'' Puck says shrugging

'' Hey I didn't play for years but that doesn't mean that you can win from me'' I say with a smirk

'' We will see B'' Puck says with a smile

Damn I really missed this, Puck and I were always competitive it was hilarious when we played together.

'' Mommy your phone goes off'' Santiago says and snaps me out of my thoughts

'' Oh'' I say and run to the living room, I grab my phone from the table and answer the call.

'' Hello?''

'' Hey do I speak with Brittany Pierce?'' A woman asks

'' Uh yeah'' I say confused

'' Hi you speak with Ellen DeGeneres, I heard that you wanted to have an interview and tell the world who you are.''

'' Um yeah I think you talked to my boss or manager''

'' Yes I did well do you have time to come to the studio Friday?'' Ellen asks

'' Uh yeah I have, do you want to meet little S too?'' I ask

'' Yes of course I want to meet little S'' Ellen says

'' Alright um what time?'' I ask

'' The show start around seven pm, so you can just come in around six pm.'' Ellen says

'' alright we will be there'' I say a little bit shocked

'' Awesome see you Friday Brittany'' Ellen says

'' See you Friday Ellen'' I say and hang up the phone

Santiago runs to me a little bit confused and asks '' Who was that mommy?''

'' Um that was Ellen DeGeneres babe, we have an interview on Friday.'' I say softly

'' Woah Ellen DeGeneres?'' Quinn asks shocked

'' Yeah'' I say with a chuckle

'' So everyone will meet DJ B Friday?'' Santiago asks excited

'' Everyone will meet DJ B and little S babe, Ellen wants to meet you too.'' I say with a smirk

'' Really?'' Santiago asks in shock

'' Yes really and aunt Sue will come with us'' I say with a soft smile

'' We are definitely recording that'' Quinn and Marie say in unison

'' Why?'' Santiago and I ask in unison

'' Why not?'' Quinn asks with a smirk

I shrug my shoulders and say '' You can watch it on TV''

*Ding*

'' Dinner is ready'' Quinn and Santana say in unison and walk to the kitchen

'' Food'' Puck and I say in unison and run back to the kitchen

'' You are still in love with food huh?'' Marie asks laughing

I sit down on a chair and say '' Yeah''

'' Mommy eats a lot'' Santiago says and climbs on my lap

'' More than when you were a teenager?'' Lio asks with a smirk

'' Yeah but I work out everyday, Sue has a small gym in the studio and you can find me there every morning for two hours.'' I say with a chuckle

Santana places two plates in front of me and Quinn says '' You always ate more than Puck and he is a guy''

I take a bite from my taco and say '' I love food and I definitely missed these taco's''

'' Nothing compares to mami's cooking'' Santana says as she sits down next to Marie

'' True'' Puck and I say in unison

'' Mommy's self made pizza is delicious'' Santiago says with a big smile

'' You can cook?'' Marie asks with a smirk

'' Yeah I had to learn it, everyday Chinese or something is not so healthy'' I say with a chuckle

'' Mommy makes pizza with bacon'' Santiago says with a smile

'' Bacon?'' Quinn asks with a big smile

'' Oh god you are still a bacon monster'' I say laughing

'' If bacon was a boy, Quinn would dump me the second she met him.'' Puck says with a groan

'' Oh god I remember that discussion'' Marie says laughing

'' The one from Brittany was hilarious'' Lio says with a chuckle and takes a sip of his beer

I lay a hand over Santiago's ears and say '' Hey I really meant that if a Harley ever turns into a girl. I will definitely ride her everyday.''

'' If beer ever turns into a girl, my mouth will be busy for a long long time.'' Puck says with a smirk

Puck and I give each other a high five and I remove my hands from Santiago's ears, I take a sip of my coke and place my plate in the dishwasher.

'' Mommy why is auntie Quinn glaring at you?'' Santiago asks confused

I turn around confused and see Quinn glaring at me, my eyes widen as she stands up.

'' I don't know babe'' I say with a chuckle

Quinn crosses her arms in front of her chest and says '' You really think that I like the beer comment B?''

'' Hey Puck said that'' I say and hold my hands up in defend

Quinn slaps Puck on the back of his head and says '' Yeah but you started it with the Harley comment''

'' Oh yeah but hey it's true, we both love it.'' I say with a smirk

'' You better start running sis'' Puck says with a chuckle

I look at him confused and ask '' Why?''

Puck nods his head to Quinn and I see her slowly walking towards me, my eyes widen and I slowly walk to the door. '' Good idea bye''

I run out of the kitchen and into the living room, Quinn runs after me and says. '' Come here B''

'' No way'' I say laughing and jump over the couch

'' Do you need some help Quinny?'' Santiago asks innocently

'' Yeah need some help Q?'' Santana asks with a smirk

'' Three against one is not fair'' I say with a chuckle

Santiago walks to me with a familiar glint in his eyes and says '' I help you mommy''

'' Sorry babe but I know that glint in your eyes'' I say with a chuckle and run to the other side of the room

Puck, Lio and Marie both walk into the living room and sit down on the couch, I look at them with an eyebrow raised and say. '' Help me''

'' Nope'' Puck says with a chuckle

'' Now'' Santana says and I see her and Quinn running towards me

'' Oh crap'' I say and run away from them, I dodge Quinn's hand and stand still behind the couch.

'' I got her Quinnie'' Santiago squeals and wraps his arms around my leg

'' You have to help me babe'' I say with a pout

Quinn hits me on the back of my head and says '' Thank you Santi''

'' You're welcome Quinnie'' Santiago says laughing

'' That was mean'' I say with a pout and lay a hand on the back of my head

'' Sorry mommy'' Santiago says with a chuckle

I hit Puck in his shoulder and say '' I thought that you would save me''

Puck rubs his shoulder and says '' Sorry B''

I sit down on the couch and rub the back of my head with a groan '' Damn Q you hit like dude''

'' Don't be a baby B'' Quinn says with a smirk and sits down on my lap

'' Uh why are you sitting on my lap?'' I ask with a chuckle

Quinn shrugs her shoulders and says '' You are comfy''

'' Is that a nice way of calling me fat?'' I ask with an eyebrow raised

'' Maybe'' Quinn says laughing

I shake my head with a chuckle and lay my head against her shoulder

I really missed messing around with them it almost feels like we never lost any contact with each other, the only thing that is still confusing is that Santana knew I was pregnant before I even told her maybe I have to ask her about that.

'' Hey San?'' I ask softly

'' Yeah Britt?'' Santana asks and looks at me

'' How did you know that I was pregnant? You started yelling about it before I even told you about it'' I ask confused

I see Marie and Lio biting there lips and look at them confused, Santana sighs softly and says. '' Follow me''

Quinn jumps off my lap and I stand up from the couch, Santana walks to her room and sits down on her bed.

I sit down on the chair and look at her a bit confused, Santana bites her lip softly and says. '' Your mom told me about it''

'' What do you mean she told you?'' I ask confused

'' She found the pregnancy test in your bathroom and she called me she asked if I could come over, five minutes later I walked into your house and she just threw the pregnancy test at me and said ' She cheated on you'

I looked at the pregnancy test and saw that it was positive, she looked at me with a smirk and said ' I told you that she wasn't gay, she used you Lopez.'

I was so shocked that I believed everything she said, I walked into your room and that is when I saw you lying there crying.

That is when I knew that it was true maybe I had to let you explain everything, but I was just so shocked and hurt that I didn't want to be in that house anymore.''

I look down at my hands and take in everything Santana just told me, I shake my head softly and say. '' That bitch''

'' I am so sorry B'' Santana says softly and lays a hand on my shoulder

I stand up from the chair and say '' Sorry I just need some time alone''

Before Santana can say something I run out of the room and down the stairs, I open the front door and run to my car.

I grab my packet of cigarettes out of my car and take out one cigarette, I sit down on the hood of my car and take a drag from the cigarette.

I can't believe that bitch told San about it, that is the reason why she didn't let me explain everything.

I fucking knew that she would tell her everything and tell her a lot more shit, she never liked me and she really hated me when I came out.

I throw away my cigarette and bury my head in my hands

Now I really want to go to Lima but I can't because I have my little prince here

I take my phone out of my pocket and dial the number of Sue

'' Hello?'' Sue says as she answers the phone

'' Sue I need you to do something for me'' I say

'' What is wrong B, why are you crying?'' Sue asks concerned

'' I just found out that my mom told my ex about me being pregnant, she is the one that ruined everything.'' I say softly

'' What do you want me to do?'' Sue asks

'' I want to go to Lima'' I say softly

'' You what?'' Sue asks shocked

'' I want to go to Lima Sue'' I say a little bit louder

'' Britt I don't think that I can let you go'' Sue says softly

'' I have to do this Sue'' I say and jump off my car

'' What about Santiago?'' Sue asks

'' I have to do this alone, I will ask Santana's parents to keep an eye on him.'' I say

'' Okay I know that I can't keep you here, so when do you want to go?'' Sue asks

'' Before the interview'' I say

'' Wednesday?'' Sue asks

'' Yeah Wednesday is perfect'' I say

'' Alright we will talk more about this on Monday Britt'' Sue says

'' Okay see you Monday Sue'' I say softly

'' See you Monday B'' Sue says and hangs up the phone

'' You are not going to Lima Britt!'' Puck growls

I turn around with a sigh and say '' I need to do this Puck''

'' I won't let you go'' Puck says and glares at me

'' You don't understand I need to do this, she fucking ruined my life.'' I yell

Puck pulls me in a hug and says '' I am coming with you''

'' No Puck I need to do this alone'' I say softly and bury my head in his neck

'' No I am coming with you, you are not going without me.'' Puck says

I pull out of the hug and say '' You have to stay here with Quinn, I can do this alone bro.''

'' Nope I am coming with you'' Puck says and wraps an arm around my shoulders

I shake my head with a sigh and say '' Okay but first I need to ask Lio and Marie something''

Puck nods his head and we both walk back inside, Puck walks us to the couch and pulls me on his lap.

'' Lio and Marie, Britt wants to ask you something'' Puck says

'' What is it B?'' Lio asks softly

'' Can you bring Santi to school on Wednesday and spend the day with him?'' I ask softly

'' Yeah but why?'' Marie asks

'' I am going to Lima on Wednesday, I will be back Thursday morning or something.'' I say shrugging

'' You what?'' Quinn and Santana ask in unison

'' Can I come too mommy?'' Santiago asks softly

I pull Santiago on my lap and say '' I have to do this alone baby, but you will spend the day with Abuela and Abuelo.''

'' But I don't want you to go alone mommy'' Santiago says with a pout

'' Uncle Puck is coming with me babe, mommy needs to do some things and there will be a lot of grown up yelling.'' I say softly

'' Are you going with her babe?'' Quinn asks

'' Yeah I don't want her to go alone babe, I can't keep her here so I will follow her.'' Puck says shrugging

'' Are you sure about this B?'' Lio asks still shocked

'' Yeah I have to do this, Santana told me everything and my mom is the one that ruined my life.'' I say softly

'' I don't like this but I understand why you want to do it'' Marie says

'' They still live in the same house'' Quinn says

'' How do you know that?'' I ask shocked

'' My mom still has contact with them'' Quinn says

'' I never really liked your mom'' I say with a chuckle

'' Nobody likes her, I don't talk to her anymore but she always send me an email.'' Quinn says with a chuckle

'' Can I attack her as she irritates me Wednesday?'' I ask with a smirk

'' Yes please!'' Quinn says with a big smile

'' Um Britt I think it's time for you two to go home'' Santana says softly

I look at her confused but Santana just smiles and points at Santiago, I look down at Santiago and smile softly as I see him fast asleep with his head buried in my chest.

'' Yeah I think so too'' I say with a chuckle

I stand up from Puck's lap and grab our jackets, Lio and Marie both give me a one armed hug and Lio whispers. '' You can spend the day with him tomorrow, we will keep an eye on him on Wednesday.''

I nod my head softly and say '' Okay you guys can come over Monday evening if you want''

'' We will'' Marie and Quinn say in unison

'' Alright well I will see you guys Monday'' I say with a chuckle and walk to the front door

'' See you Monday B'' Puck and Santana say in unison

I walk outside to my car and place Santiago in his car seat after I buckled him in I jump in the drivers seat and wave at the group, I pull out of the driveway and drive to our house.

After fifteen minutes I park my car in the drive way and jump out of the car, I pick Santiago up and unlock the front door.

'' Can I sleep with you tonight mommy?'' Santiago mumbles softly

'' Of course baby'' I whisper with a smile and grab a pair of pajamas out of his room

I put Santiago's pajamas on I undress myself and grab a long t-shirt, I pull the t-shirt on and lay down next to Santiago.

Santiago immediately cuddles into my side and whispers '' Good night mommy, I love you.''

'' I love you too babe'' I say softly and give him a kiss on the forehead

I can't wait till Wednesday I really want to kick my mothers ass, I am glad I saw Marie and Lio I still see them as my parents.

I really want to see my moms face if I stand in front of her, but for now I only want to sleep and cuddle with my little prince.