It's been a week since Puck and I decided to go to Lima and visit my parents, two days after Puck and I left Lima my dad called and told me that he is leaving my mom.

I promised my dad that he can meet Santiago after he left my mom and I already informed Lio and Marie about everything, Lio and Marie both reacted surprisingly good they never talked to my dad but they just assumed that he kicked me out.

Santiago talked to my dad over the phone and Santiago already likes him, yesterday Santana and Santiago decided to go to the zoo and I just let them go alone.

Friday I had my interview with Ellen and after the interview Santi and I were both stalked by paparazzi, Santiago loved the interview but he hates the camera's so I try to keep them away from my son.

Sue already hired some bodyguards for me but I only want them around me as I have to go outside with Santi, the bodyguards will go to the football game with Puck and Lio but they will sit somewhere else.

After I showed the world who DJ B is people start recognizing me it's pretty crazy but I like it, Sue asked if I want to go on tour but I don't want to go somewhere without my family.

I promised my dad to call him once a week and he promised me that he would come to New York next month, everything is going good I talk to my dad about everything and I really like it.

Santiago can't stop talking about his day with Santana he really likes her, yesterday night Santana brought him home and he showed me his new favorite stuffed animal. A shark with his name on it.

'' Mommy uncle Puck and abuelo are here'' Santiago yells excited and runs into the kitchen

I look at Santiago with a smile and say '' Okay grab your jacket babe''

Santiago runs out of the kitchen and I stand up, I walk to the living room with a smile and say. '' Hey guys''

'' Hey B'' Puck and Lio say in unison

'' Is he ready?'' Lio asks with a smile

'' Yeah he is just getting his jacket'' I say with a smile and sit down on the table in front of them

'' He will sleep by us right?'' Lio asks

'' Yeah I will pick him up tomorrow morning'' I say with a smile

'' Okay'' Lio says with a smile

'' Ready'' Santiago yells and runs into the living room with his leather jacket

I jump off the table and pick him up, Santiago wraps his arms around my neck and whispers. '' Have fun with Santana mommy''

'' Have fun with uncle Puck and abuelo babe'' I say with a smile and give him a kiss on the forehead

I put Santiago back on the ground and walk with them to the front door, Lio looks at me with a smile and says. '' Santana will pick you up in an hour B''

'' Enough time for a shower'' I say with a chuckle

'' Alright have fun B'' Lio says with a smile

'' Have fun guys'' I say with a smile

Lio places Santiago in his car seat and jumps in the drivers seat, I wave at them and walk back inside.

I run to my room and open my closet, I grab my favorite black skinny jeans that makes my ass look good and grab a white blouse.

I take a quick shower and quickly get dressed I leave the two top buttons of my blouse open and grab my white leather jacket, I put on some make up and curl my hair a little bit just as I want to put my earrings in the doorbell rings.

Just on time

I grab my black four inch Alexander Queen high heels and run down stairs, I open the door with a smile and say. '' Hey S come in''

Santana walks in with a smile and asks ''Hey B ready?''

'' Almost'' I say with a chuckle and put on my shoes

'' Seriously B?'' Santana asks with a chuckle

'' What?'' I ask confused

'' You wear high heels, I am smaller than you.'' Santana says with a chuckle

I shrug my shoulders and say '' They aren't that high it's only four inch, I have one that is much higher but I only can walk for a few minutes on those.''

'' You don't need heels'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' I know'' I say with a chuckle and grab my keys and purse

I pull Santana in a hug and whisper '' By the way, you look beautiful.''

'' You too'' Santana says and pulls out of the hug

I open the front door and we both walk outside to her car, we both jump in the car and Santana drives away.

Santana really looks beautiful she almost wears the same as me but she wears a white skinny jeans, a black blouse white high heels and her black leather jacket.

'' Santi really loves that shark'' I say with a chuckle

'' Yeah he didn't want to lay it down in the car, he fell asleep with the shark in his arms.'' Santana says with a smile

'' Yeah he really likes it, he wanted to take it with him to the game.'' I say with a chuckle

'' Did he take it with him?'' Santana asks as she parks her car

'' No he took an old stuffed animal'' I say with a smile

'' Um Britt look behind us'' Santana says and points to something behind us

I look behind us and roll my eyes as I see paparazzi standing behind us, I look at Santana and say. '' Sorry I forgot those fuckers''

Santana grabs her sunglasses and says '' Don't worry''

I grab my sunglasses out of my purse and put them on, Santana looks at me with a smirk and asks. '' Ready?''

'' Yeah'' I say with a smile and jump out of the car

'' Brittany, Brittany look here please'' A men yells

I look at Santana with a smile and wrap an arm around her shoulders, Santana wraps an arm around my waist and together we walk through the group of paparazzi.

I open the door for the restaurant and push Santana in front of me, I close the door behind me and take off my sunglasses.

Santana grabs my arm and says '' Come on they give us a private table''

I nod my head with a smile and walk after Santana to our table, we both sit down at our table and order a glass wine.

'' That was weird'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' Yeah it's crazy and I hate the camera's but it's pretty cool that everyone recognizes you'' I say with a chuckle

'' Did they take some pictures?'' Santana asks

'' Yeah but I don't think they will publish it'' I say with a small smile

Santana shrugs her shoulders and says '' They can publish it, I don't really care about that.''

'' You sure? I can call Sue and say that they have to delete it'' I say shrugging

'' Nah it's okay B, those fuckers can record what they want'' Santana says with a smile and take a sip of her wine

'' I hope that they leave Santi alone on school'' I say

'' Quinn will keep them back'' Santana says with a smile

'' Yeah Quinn the lion'' I say with a chuckle

'' Oh my god Quinn the lion in high school was fucking hilarious'' Santana says laughing

'' Hello I am Davie I will be your waiter for tonight, did you decide what you want to eat?'' Davie asks

'' I will take the spaghetti with meatballs please'' I say with a smile and give him the menu back

'' Me too and two glasses of red wine please'' Santana says with a smile

Davie nods his head with a smile and looks at me with a small smile, I look at him with an eyebrow raised and say. '' You can ask it ya know''

'' Can I please get a picture with you DJ B? My girlfriend and I are huge fans of your music and we love The Sky Is The Limit.'' Davie asks suddenly really shy

'' You can call me Brittany and of course you can have a picture'' I say with a smile

'' Give me your phone guys, I will take a picture of you two.'' Santana says with a smile

Davie and I both give our phone to Santana and I jump off my seat, I wrap an arm around Davie's shoulder and wink at Santana.

Santana shakes her head with a chuckle and holds both phones in the air, Santana takes the picture and says. '' This one is pretty cute''

Davie and I both look at the photo and I nod my head in agreement, I take my phone and say. '' Yeah this one is going on twitter, what is you name Davie?''

'' Davie Smith I am one of your followers'' Davie says with a smile

I nod my head with a smile and open the twitter app on my phone, I upload the photo and write something under it.

'First picture with a fan Davie Smith just yell if you see me, maybe your girl will be in the picture the next time ;-)'

'' Thank you Brittany, I will get your food now.'' Davie says with a smile

'' Anytime'' I say with a smile and sit back down

Davie walks away with a big smile and I shake my head with a chuckle, Santana looks at me with a smile and says. '' How many times did that happen already?''

'' This was the first time'' I say with a chuckle

'' The picture was pretty cute'' Santana says with a smile

'' Yeah but next time you will be in the picture too, I won't hide my friends for my fans.'' I say with a smile

'' Here is your food'' Davie says with a smile and gives us our plates

'' Thank you Davie'' Santana and I say in unison

'' Your welcome enjoy your food'' Davie says with a smile and walks away

I take a bit of my spaghetti and say '' After dinner at breadstix nothing tastes better''

'' Yeah I know I really miss the breadstix'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' We brought you some breadstix'' I say with a chuckle

'' Yeah but I had to share it'' Santana says with a pout

'' Aw don't worry I ate enough for both of us'' I say laughing

Santana hits me in the arm and says '' Bitch''

I rub my arm and say '' Damn you still hit fucking hard''

'' You deserved it'' Santana says shrugging

I grab my glass wine and look at Santana with my eyebrows raised, Santana's eyes widen and she shakes her head quickly.

I shake my head with a chuckle and take a sip of my wine, I put my glass back down and say. '' I don't want to ruin your favorite jacket''

'' I know that you will throw that shit'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' I won't'' I say innocently

'' First double date with Puck and Quinn'' Santana says with a smirk

'' Woah you and Quinn were the ones that threw wine over us'' I say

'' And why did we do that?'' Santana asks with a chuckle

'' Because Puck looked at another girl and you thought I liked her'' I say with an eye roll

'' Oh yeah I was a jealous bitch'' Santana says laughing

'' Yeah and you ruined my favorite shirt'' I say with a chuckle

'' Be glad that I didn't ruin your new leather jacket'' Santana says with a smile

'' Oh but I ruined your shoes that day'' I say laughing

'' Yeah that was mean'' Santana says with a pout

I take a sip of my wine and say '' It was hilarious''

Santana shakes her head with a chuckle and asks '' You want to go?''

'' Yeah let's go'' I say with a smile and stand up

I grab my purse to pay Davie but Santana quickly walks to him and hands him her credit card, I look at her with an eyebrow raised but Santana just shrugs her shoulders and says. '' I pay''

I shake my head with a sigh and put my sunglasses back on, Santana puts her sunglasses back on and walks in front of me out of the restaurant.

Santana and I both ignore the yelling and jump in the car, Santana drives away and takes off her sunglasses.

'' Ugh I hate them'' I say and take off my sunglasses

'' Just ignore them B'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' I try but sometimes you just want to hit them or break their camera's.'' I say with a chuckle

'' How does Santi react to them?'' Santana asks

'' Pretty good but he hates the camera's so I try to hide him and he has two bodyguards, I don't want a dude walking around me but for Santi it's pretty good.'' I say with a smile

'' As long as he is safe'' Santana says with a smile

'' Yeah he really hates the camera's so the bodyguards are good, the bodyguards are at the game with him but they promised me to stand somewhere else.'' I say with a smile

'' Mom really recorded the interview'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' Yeah Quinn too'' I say with a chuckle

'' Santi looked pretty cute in his suit'' Santana says with a smile as she parks her car at the beach

'' That was the first time we both dressed nicely for something, Santi enjoyed the interview he was a little bit shy but he was his adorable self.'' I say with a chuckle and open my car door

Santana jumps out of the car and says '' He is always adorable''

I step out of the car and close the door, I look at Santana with a smile and say. '' Yeah but don't say that too him, he wants to look like a little bad boy.''

'' He will never look like a bad boy, he is too adorable for that'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' Santi and I both have the same leather jacket, shoes, sunglasses and caps.'' I say with a chuckle

Santana grabs a blanket out of the car and asks '' Really?''

'' Yeah he looks seriously like a small bad boy in those clothes'' I say with a chuckle and take off my shoes

Santana takes off her shoes and leads me to a small part of the beach just in front of a huge rock, Santana and I both sit down on the blanket and I grab two cans of coke out of the cooler.

I give Santana her drink and turn around to look at the sea, I look at Santana with a small smile and say. '' Remember the first time Emily took us to the beach?''

Santana nods her head with a small smile and says '' Yeah that was awesome''

'' Yeah it was'' I say softly

Flashback eleven years ago

'' Come on bitches we are going to the beach'' Emily yells as she walks in Brittany's room

'' Hell yeah'' Brittany, Santana, Quinn and Puck yell in unison and jump off Brittany's bed

Emily, Brittany, Santana, Quinn and Puck run down the stairs and jump in the cab Emily called, Emily sits down on Brittany's lap and says. '' To the beach please''

The men nods his head and starts the car, Emily wraps an arm around Britt's shoulders and says. '' I have all the bikini's in my purse''

'' Oh yeah I forgot that'' Brittany says with a chuckle

'' I know ow and Puck I have your swimming suit too'' Emily says with a smile

'' Thank you Em'' Puck says with a smile

'' Hey Britt what did mom want?'' Emily whispers softly in Brittany's ear

'' Ugh same as always, I can't do a fucking thing and I sit too much in my fucking room.'' Brittany whispers

'' Just ignore her sis, enjoy the day.'' Emily whispers and gives Britt a kiss on the cheek

Brittany nods her head and lays her head against Emily's shoulder, Emily pays the men as he stops the car and jumps off Brittany's lap.

Brittany jumps out of the car and helps Santana out of the car, Brittany takes off her shoes and runs on the beach.

Emily runs after Brittany and yells '' Come on I know a place where we can change''

Santana, Quinn and Puck run after the two sisters and Brittany jumps over a small wall and sits down against the wall, Emily jumps over the wall and lands with her feet a few centimeters away from Brittany's legs.

'' Damn that was close'' Brittany and Emily say in unison

'' What was close?'' Puck asks as he, Quinn and Santana sit down next to Emily and Britt

'' Em almost jumped on my leg'' Brittany says with a chuckle

Emily throws Puck's swimming suit to him and says '' You can get dressed first''

Puck nods his head and asks '' Where?''

'' Here'' Emily says shrugging and walks back around the wall

Brittany, Santana and Quinn walk after Emily and they give Puck some privacy, after two minutes Puck walks to the girls and says. '' Alright your turn''

Brittany, Quinn, Emily and Santana walk behind the wall and change in their bikini's, Brittany wears a light blue bikini, Emily and Quinn a red bikini and Santana a black bikini.

'' Come on girls, I want to swim.'' Puck yells

'' Yeah yeah calm down fuckerman'' Brittany says and walks back to Puck

Puck pushes Britt back and says '' Don't call me that B''

'' Did you just push me?'' Brittany asks with her arms crossed

'' Yeah I think I did'' Puck says with a smirk and slowly walks backwards

'' Three'' Santana says with a smirk

'' Two'' Quinn says with a chuckle

'' Go sis'' Emily yells laughing

Puck runs away from Brittany and Britt chases after him, the other three girls run after them but stop when they find a spot to lay down their towels.

Brittany runs a little bit faster and tackles Puck to the ground, Britt grabs a bottle of water off a towel that lays by them and pours it over Puck's head.

'' Hey that is my water'' a teenage girl yells

'' Not anymore'' Britt says shrugging and jumps off Puck's back

'' You can buy a new one'' Puck says as he stands up

'' Use your own water bitch'' the girl says with a growl

'' I just used yours, I don't need another bottle.'' Brittany says with a wink and jogs back to the girls

Puck bursts out laughing and follows Brittany, Brittany walks to her sister and sits down on Emily's stomach.

'' Get your fucking ass off of me fatty'' Emily says with a chuckle

'' I am not fat'' Brittany says with a chuckle

'' No but your ass is hard'' Emily says and pushes Brittany off her

'' Working out sis but that is something you never talk about'' Brittany says and sticks her tongue out

'' I don't have to work out my body is just awesome'' Emily says with a chuckle

'' Yeah mine too but I love my abs'' Britt says with a smirk and points to her abs

Emily rolls her eyes and says '' Yeah yeah but please never work out for a six pack''

'' Six packs on girls are fucking hideous'' Quinn says with a chuckle

'' I don't want a six pack, I love my body just the way it is.'' Britt says shrugging

'' Our body's are awesome'' Emily says with a smile

'' We are awesome'' Brittany says with a chuckle

'' Here we go again'' Puck and Santana say in unison

Emily and Brittany give each other a fist pump and yell '' We are too sexy for the world bitch''

Present time

'' That day was really awesome and fun'' Santana says and wipes away some tears

I wipe away my own tears and pull Santana in a hug, Santana buries her face in my neck and I whisper. '' Yeah it really was''

'' I miss her so much'' Santana whispers and wraps her arms around my waist

'' I miss her too San'' I say softly and softly stroke Santana's back just the way she likes it

'' I still can't believe that she is gone, she was the one I talked to about you.'' Santana says softly and I feel some tears in my neck

I lay my forehead against her head and stroke her hair softly, I wipe away my tears and say. '' She was always there for us, she was a sister for all of us.''

'' Yeah she really was'' Santana says and pulls out of the hug, Santana wipes away her tears and takes a sip of her coke.

'' It sucks that Santiago will never get to know her'' I say softly and look at the sea

Santana crouches down in front of me and says '' Yeah that sucks but you have so many things you can tell him Britt, I already heard him talking about Em and he really loves her.

She will always look over us Britt and she will be so fucking proud of you, you raised your son on your own and he has a perfect life.

You are an awesome mother Britt yes you are young but you give him everything he needs, If Em was still alive she would tell you everyday how proud she is of you and how adorable Santi is.''

I shake my head softly and say '' I am everything but awesome Santana, I fucked up too much in my life.

I am afraid that what I do isn't enough for Santi, I try to give him everything but I can't fulfill his biggest dream.''

'' What is his biggest dream B?'' Santana asks softly and wraps her arms around my shoulders

'' Meeting Em and going to Disneyland going to Disneyland is no problem, but meeting Em is impossible.'' I say softly

'' He can't meet Em in person but take him to her grave Britt, let him talk to her for a little while.'' Santana says with a small smile

'' That isn't the same San'' I say softly and look down at my hands

Santana puts a finger under my chin and lifts my head, she looks me in the eyes and says. '' I know that it isn't the same Brittany, but that is the only thing you can do and I think that it will help him too.''

I nod my head softly and say '' you're right I think I will take him to Lima next month, maybe you and Quinn can come too this time.''

'' Maybe we will'' Santana says with a smile and sits down in front of me

I wrap my arms around Santana's waist and pull her against my front, Santana lays her head against my shoulder and sighs softly.

I grab my purse that lays behind me and open a small secret pocket, I grab a picture and give it to Santana.

Santana looks at the picture and looks at me in shock, I give her a small smile and say. '' This picture laid in Emily's room, Puck didn't saw it but I just had to take it.

You can have that one that is a copy, I have no idea when she took it.''

It is a picture where San and I are sleeping on the beach, Santana lays half on top of me and I have my arms protectively wrapped around her waist.

'' I don't know we were twelve in this picture'' Santana says softly and puts the picture in her purse

'' Really?'' I ask surprised

'' Yeah that was the only year I walked around with that jacket'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' Oh yeah you wanted a new jacket every year'' I say with a chuckle

'' I still want a new jacket every year'' Santana says laughing

'' Damn how many jackets do you have?'' I ask with a chuckle

Santana sits back against my front and says '' I don't know''

I wrap my arms around Santana's waist and say '' I still have my first leather jacket and it still fits, it's only a little bit too short now.''

'' You are just too long'' Santana says with a chuckle

I poke her in her side and laugh softly as Santana almost jumps up, I look at her with a smirk and say. '' You are just to small''

'' Bitch'' Santana says with a chuckle

I shrug my shoulders and say '' It's the truth San, you are only a few centimeters taller than when you were fifteen.''

'' Yeah you are much taller then when you were fifteen'' Santana says with a chuckle

'' Yeah I know'' I say with a chuckle and take a sip of my coke

We sit in silence for a few minutes just enjoying the weather, the sounds of the waves and each other company as Santana sighs softly and whispers. '' this feels so normal like nothing ever changed between us but a lot of things changed.''

I squeeze one of Santana's hands that lays on top of mine and say '' I know that a lot has changed San, but you are right it feels really normal to sit like this with you.''

'' I really missed you B, I did not only lose my girl but I also lost my best friend.'' Santana says softly

'' Same goes for me San you were always my best friend and later my girlfriend, I never forgot you I still have some pictures of us hanging in my room.

The day I left Lima was best hard but it was a hell to know that I left you behind, your parents are right San you are my soulmate there is no one else out there that compares to you.'' I say softly

Santana turns around and says '' I am sorry for how I reacted B, I know that I fucked everything up and I am so sorry that I believed your mom.''

I sigh softly and say '' You had to let me explain everything but my mom is the reason behind everything, she always hated me and she can't accept that I am a lesbian.

Yeah you shouldn't have believed her but we can't change it, the only thing we can do is try to work things out.

Look I can't promise that everything will be the same and I still am afraid of some things about some things, but I can promise you that I will always be there for you as your best friend.''

'' What are you afraid of?'' Santana asks softly

I look down at my hands and say '' I am afraid that you will leave again San and now I have Santi to care about, I don't want him to be heartbroken I don't care about myself but Santi doesn't need that.

I am afraid that if something happens you walk away again, I don't want that to happen for a second time.

I trust you with Santi and he really loves you but I don't know, I am terrified that we will have a repeat of six years ago.

I don't want Santi to get hurt he really loves you guys and I am really glad that I have my friends back, but I need some time to think about the stuff and I think we have to talk more about it.''

Santana lifts my head and looks me at me with tears in her eyes, she gives me a small smile and says. '' That will never happen again Britt I made a mistake a big mistake and that ruined everything, but I wont do that again I never wanted to hurt you and I definitely don't want to hurt Santiago.

I know that I fucked everything up thanks to your mom but I want to show you that I will never do that again B, I know that I broke your heart and I hate myself for that.

If I could turn back time I would change everything, I wanted to be there for you but I realized it too late you were already gone.

Maybe I had to react differently but I can't change it now, the only thing I can do is prove to you that I won't hurt you again.''

'' I know that you won't do it again San but I really don't know how you will react if something happens again, my mom was a huge part of this but you never know what will happen in the future.

I managed to raise Santi on my own but it was fucking hard, Sue helped me sometimes but she has her own life.

I think so much about six years ago and I really don't know what I will do if I lose you guys again, you guys were always a huge part of my life and in a matter of seconds everything was gone.'' I say softly with tears running down my face

Santana wraps her arms around my shoulders and I burie my head in her neck, Santana softly strokes my back and whispers. '' I will show you that I won't leave you again B, we just have to spend more time together with Santi and just the two of us.''

I nod my head and say '' Yeah we will spend more time together San''

'' Good because Santi wants to go to the beach tomorrow and I want you to come too'' Santana says with a smile

'' Yeah he said that yesterday night'' I say with a chuckle

Santana looks at the time and says '' Um B it's three am''

I look at the time and say '' Oh fuck I have to work in four hours''

Santana jumps up and says '' Come on than you can sleep for a three hours or something''

I stand up with a chuckle and we both run to the car, Santana jumps in the driver seat and I sit down in the passenger seat.

Santana starts her car and drives to my house, I look at her with a smirk and say. '' You can just drive normal San''

'' I drive normal'' Santana says shrugging

I shake my head with a chuckle and put my shoes back on, ten minutes later Santana parks her car in the driveway and asks. '' I will see you around noon?''

'' Yeah I will just pack some swimming clothes in my purse and we will change by you or something, I have to work till eleven pm and Santi is done with school around twelve.'' I say with a smile

'' Okay well good night B'' Santana says with a smile

I grab my purse and jacket and open the door, I turn around with a smile and give Santana a kiss on the cheek. '' Good night San''

I jump out of the car and walk inside my house, I lock the door behind me and run up the stairs to my room.

After a quick shower I lay down in my bed and set my alarm

Maybe we can work things out and be together again, we just have to see what happens.

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