After two hours of sleep I turn off my alarm and jump out of bed, I quickly get dressed in a skinny jeans and a t-shirt and make some coffee.

After I drank my coffee I grab swimming clothes for me and Santi and run out of the door, I quickly jump in my car and drive to the studio.

After I parked my car in front of the studio, I put on my sunglasses and jump out of the car.

I run inside the studio and walk to Sue's office, I knock on the door and walk inside as I hear a soft. 'come in'

'' Morning Sue'' I say with a smile

Sue looks at me with a big smile and says '' Morning Britt''

'' I finished two instrumental Cd's today, can I record two songs?'' I ask with a smile

'' Of course'' Sue says with a big smile and jumps off her chair

I shake my head with a chuckle and walk to studio five, I open the door and place the two CD's on the small table.

Sue closes the door and asks '' Which songs do you want to record?''

'' Wind Beneath My Wings and My Wish For You'' I say with a smile

'' Okay let's do My wish For You first, because I don't think you can sing after Wind Beneath My Wings.'' Sue says and grabs the Cd's off the table

I nod my head with a smile and grab a headphone, I walk to the other room and put my headphones on. I nod my head at Sue and smile softly as I hear the soft music.

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

I smile softly as I think about my little prince and sing the next part

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

Sue looks at me with a big smile and mouths ' I like it'

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

'' Woah B this one was different, but very very beautiful.'' Sue yells with a big smile as she walks into the small room

'' Thanks Sue'' I say with a smile

'' This was about Santi huh?'' Sue asks with a smile

I nod my head and say '' Yeah it was''

'' The song is amazing Britt'' Sue says with a big smile

'' Can I do the next one Sue? I have to pick Santi up in an hour and I want the group to listen to that song before I publish it.'' I say softly

'' Yeah of course I will give you a sign when you can start singing'' Sue says and walks out of the room

I walk back to the microphone and put my headphones back on, Sue looks at me with a smile and nods her head.

I nod my head softly and close my eyes

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

I cross my arms in front of my chest and try to keep the tears out of my voice

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

I wipe away my tears and shake my head softly as I hear my voice crack at the end

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

I wipe my tears away again and look at Sue, Sue smiles softly and mouths. ' It's beautiful'

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.

I take my headphones off and slowly slid down the wall, Sue comes running in the room and pulls me in a hug.

'' It is a beautiful song Britt'' Sue says softly

'' I really miss her Sue'' I whisper softly and pull out of the hug

'' I know B, grab your jacket you can leave earlier.'' Sue says with a small smile

I nod my head and walk back to the other room, I put on my jacket and take the Cd out of the recording machine.

Sue looks at me with a smile and says '' Both songs stand on the Cd''

'' Thank you Sue'' I say with a smile

'' When do you want to publish it?'' Sue asks

'' Tomorrow'' I say and grab a piece of paper and a pen

I sit down at the table and start writing something on the paper

I decided to publish these two songs before the album, it will still be on the album but I just wanted to share it with you guys.

My Wish is about my little prince I hope you all like it, there won't be a music video for this one.

Wind Beneath My Wings is for my sister that passed away, I still miss her everyday but I know that she looks over me from above.

For Wind Beneath My Wings there will be a music video but I will publish the music video next week, we are still working on it but yeah just enjoy the songs.

Love DJ B

I give Sue the piece of paper and ask '' They are still working on the music video right?''

'' Yeah they will add the song tomorrow and it will be done by Saturday'' Sue says with a smile

I nod my head and say '' We can publish that on Sunday or next week Monday''

'' We will now go pick up you boy and enjoy the day at the beach B'' Sue says and pulls me out of studio five

'' I will'' I say with a chuckle and walk outside to my car, I jump in my car and drive towards Santiago's school.

After fifteen minutes I park my car in front of Santiago's school and I see that I am five minutes too early, I put on my sunglasses grab my purse and jump out of the car.

I walk inside the school and walk to the familiar red door, I stand back against the wall and take off my sunglasses.

'' Hey Brittany'' The sister of Santiago's classmate says

'' Hey Jessica'' I say with a smile

Jessica lays a hand on my arm and says '' I really like your music''

'' Um thanks'' I say and pull my arm back

'' When are you publishing a new song?'' Jessica asks with a smirk and takes a step closer to me

'' I don't know yet'' I say shrugging and take a step back

'' I hope soon, why don't you write some love songs?'' Jessica asks

I roll my eyes and say '' Maybe I will but not now''

'' You can write about me'' Jessica says with a big smile

'' And why would I do that?'' I ask with an eyebrow raised

'' Because we are dating'' Jessica says and grabs my hand

'' Uh no we are not'' I say shocked and pull my hand back

I see that Quinn opens the door of the classroom and quickly run inside, I don't watch were I run and bump into Quinn.

'' Damn B where is the fire?'' Quinn asks with a chuckle and looks up at me from where she is sitting on the ground

'' Sorry Q but you just saved me'' I say with a chuckle and help her standing up

'' From?'' Quinn asks confused

'' Jessica'' I whisper as I see her walking past us

'' What did she do?'' Quinn asks laughing

'' Um she said that we are dating'' I say disgusted

'' Oh my god she is sixteen or something'' Quinn says still laughing

'' I know'' I say with a chuckle

'' Oh god it was pretty hilarious seeing you run away for her'' Quinn says with a chuckle

'' Shut up and where is my son?'' I ask with a chuckle

Quinn points behind me and I turn around, I smile as I see my son standing by the window.

I crouch down and say '' Hey prince''

Santiago turns around with a big smile and runs to me, I pick him up and place him on my hip Santiago gives me a kiss on the cheek and says. '' Hey mommy''

'' Hey babe ready for the beach?'' I ask with a smile

'' Yeah'' Santiago says excited

'' You need a ride Q?'' I ask

'' I need to get my bikini first B'' Quinn says

'' Yeah and we need to get dressed first and we do that at your house'' I say with a chuckle

'' Okay then yeah I need a ride'' Quinn says with a chuckle

'' Do you have sunglasses aunt Q?'' Santiago asks

'' Um no I don't why?'' Quinn asks confused

'' You need them for the camera guys'' Santiago says softly

I grab Santiago's sunglasses out of my purse and give them to him, I grab my own sunglasses and give them to Quinn.

'' You really need them Q'' I say softly

'' But now you don't have any sunglasses'' Quinn says

I shrug my shoulders and ask '' It's okay ready to go?''

'' Yeah let's go'' Quinn says with a smile and grabs her bag

Santiago puts his sunglasses on and wraps his arms around my neck, I give him a kiss on the forehead and whisper. '' Hide your face in my neck babe''

Santiago buries his face in my neck and I wrap an arm around Quinn's shoulders, Quinn wraps an arm around my waist and takes a hold of Santiago's hand.

I lead the three of us outside and try to keep Santiago away from the paparazzi, Quinn grabs my keys out of my pocket and runs to the car.

I jog after Q and place Santiago in his car seat I quickly buckle him in and close his door, I jump in the drivers seat and drive away before someone can stand in front of my car.

'' Damn does this happen everyday?'' Quinn asks

'' Yeah sorry'' I say softly

'' Don't be it's irritating but it won't keep me away from you'' Quinn says with a smile

I smile softly and look through the rear view mirror at Santi, I see him looking down at his hands and ask. '' What's wrong babe?''

'' I love that the world knows who my mommy is, but I hate the camera guys mommy.'' Santiago says softly

'' I know babe I try my best to keep them away from you'' I say softly

'' I know mommy'' Santiago says with a smile and lays his hand on my seat

I grab his hand and give it a soft squeeze, five minutes later I park my car in Quinn's driveway and jump out of the car.

Quinn helps Santiago out of the car and opens the front door for us, we walk inside and Quinn yells. '' You guys quit playing and grab your swimming suits''

'' Beach time'' Puck yells and runs in the hallway

'' Uncle Puck'' Santiago yells with a big smile

'' Hey buddy'' Puck says with a big smile and picks Santi up

'' Hey B'' Santana says as she and her parents walks to us

'' Hey San, Marie and Lio'' I say with a big smile

'' Hey sweetie'' Santana says and gives Santi a kiss on the cheek

'' Hey Sanny'' Santi says with a smile and gives Santana a one armed hug

'' Hey guys before we go to the beach, I want to play two songs I recorded today.'' I say with a smile

'' Cool'' Puck says and runs to the living room with Santiago in his arms

I shake my head with a chuckle and walk to the living room with Quinn, Santana, Marie and Lio, I walk to the stereo and grab the CD out of my purse.

I put the CD in the stereo and sit down on the arm of the couch, Santana sits down next to me on the couch and Santi climbs on my lap.

I look at him with a smile and say '' Listen good to this song babe''

'' I will mommy'' Santiago says with a smile and lays his head on my chest

I wrap an arm around his small waist and press play, I lay my chin on Santi's head and smile softly as I hear the familiar intro of My Wish.

After a minute Santana squeezes my shoulder and whispers '' It's beautiful B''

I smile softly and give Santiago a kiss on his head, Santiago wraps his arms around my waist and says. '' I love you mommy''

'' I love you too baby'' I say with a smile

As the song ends I press pause and look down at my son, I sigh softly and say. " Listen good to this song, this is the song I wrote for Emily.''

I press play again and lay my forehead on Santiago's head, Santiago wraps his arms around my waist and softly caress the my back.

I smile softly and give him a kiss on the forehead, Santiago gives me a kiss on the cheek and lays his head against my shoulder.

I look at the rest of the group and see them listening to the song with tears in their eyes, I look at Santiago and whisper. '' Go sit by abuela and abuelo babe''

Santiago nods his head and jumps off my lap Santiago walks to Lio and climbs on his lap, Lio smiles softly and wraps an arm around Santiago's waist.

I stand up and walk around the couch I stand behind Quinn, Puck and Santana and wrap my arms around them, Quinn and Santana both turn around and burie their heads in my neck.

Puck squeezes my hand and wraps an arm around Quinn, I stroke Santana's back softly and whisper. '' She will always look over us guys, she isn't completely gone she lives in our hearts.''

As the song ends Marie jumps off the couch and runs to the kitchen, I lay a hand on Lio's shoulder and say. '' Let me''

Lio nods his head and gives Santiago a kiss on his head, I run to the kitchen and see Marie standing in front of the window.

I slowly walk towards her and pull her in a hug, Marie buries her head in my neck and whispers. '' It feels like I lost a daughter Britt''

'' I know Marie, Emily and I both saw you as our mother'' I say softly and sit down on a chair with Marie still in my arms

'' I miss her so much'' Marie says sobbing

I wipe away my own tears and say '' I miss her too Marie''

I hear quick footsteps running up the stairs and look in the living room, I don't see Santana and Quinn sitting on the couch and sigh softly.

I give Marie a kiss on the cheek and ask '' Can you help Santi getting dressed in his swimming suit?''

Marie nods her head and says '' Of course''

Marie stand up off my lap and walks to the living room, I walk to Puck and ask. '' Where are the girls?''

'' Upstairs they wanted some time alone'' Puck says softly

I give Puck a kiss on the cheek and grab my bikini out of my purse, I give Marie Santiago's swimming suit and run upstairs.

I open Santana's bedroom door and see both Quinn and Santana sitting on the bed with their heads buried in their hands, I lay my bikini on Santana's desk and slowly walk towards the girls.

I crouch down in front of them and pull them both in a hug, Quinn and Santana both wrap an arm around my waist and Quinn whispers. '' We miss her so much B''

'' I know Q'' I say softly and caress their backs

Santana buries her head in my neck and just stays silent, the only thing I hear coming from her are soft sniffles.

Quinn pulls out of the hug and point to the room next door, I nod my head softly and stand up with Santana in my arms.

I sit down on the edge of the bed and pull Santana in my lap, I wrap my arms around Santana's waist and whisper. '' I know you miss her Santana but you always try to look like the strong one''

'' I wanted to be strong for you Britt, she was your sister.'' Santana whispers and presses her forehead against my neck

'' She was a big sister for all of us, you don't have to be strong all the time Santana.'' I say softly

'' I know'' Santana says softly

'' Come on put your bikini on, I think a day at the beach will do us good.'' I say with a small smile

Santana nods her head and jumps off my lap, I grab my bikini from her desk and walk to the bathroom in the hall.

After I put on my light blue bikini I put my normal clothes back on and walk out of the bathroom, I run down the stairs and walk to the living room.

'' Ready?'' Lio asks with a smile

'' Yeah are we taking two cars?'' I ask

'' Yeah Marie and I drive together and Puck, Quinn, Santi and Santana drive with you.'' Lio says

I nod my head and say '' Um I hope you all got your sunglasses''

Lio puts on his sunglasses and says '' Yeah Santana already warned us''

'' B catch'' Quinn yells from the kitchen and throws my sunglasses

I catch my sunglasses and put them on, Santi puts on his sunglasses and raises his arms.

I pick him up with a smile and place him on my hip, Santiago buries his head in my neck and I slowly walk to the front door.

Santana opens the door for me and all four of us run to my car, I place Santiago in his car seat and Quinn buckles him in.

I jump in the drivers seat and drive behind Lio out of the street, five minutes later Santi touches my shoulder and asks. '' Mommy when are we singing again?''

'' Um I think I can write a song for Thursday babe'' I say with a smile

'' What for song?'' Santiago asks

'' I don't know babe, do you want to sing about something?'' I ask

'' About family and friends'' Santiago says excited

'' I will think of something babe'' I say with a smile

'' You are already thinking about a song'' Puck says with a chuckle

'' I already have some sentences'' I say with a chuckle and park my car behind Lio

I grab my phone and quickly write down what I have in mind, I grab my purse out of the car and close my door.

I help Santi out of his car seat and say '' Take off your shirt baby''

Santiago takes off his shirt and places it in his car seat, I close the door and lock my car.

'' Damn so little but he has an awesome body'' Quinn says shocked

Santiago looks down blushing and says '' Sometimes I work out with mommy, but she does complicated stuff and I only run on a machine.''

I walk to Puck and say '' Make a wall bro''

Puck shakes his head with a chuckle and stands up straight, Lio stands next to Puck and I take off my skinny jeans.

I unlock my car and throw my skinny jeans on the drivers seat, I take off t-shirt and throw it on my jeans I release my hair from it's ponytail and put everything in my purse.

After Santana, Puck and Quinn threw their clothes in my car, I close my door again and lock the door again.

I pick Santiago up and turn around to face the rest of the group, Santiago and I both laugh at their shocked faces and I ask. '' What's wrong?''

'' Holy shit check those abs'' Puck and Lio say in shock

I look at Santi with a smirk and Santiago shakes his head giggling, I walk to Puck and say. '' I am still gay bro stop drooling''

'' Shut up'' Puck says with a chuckle and wraps his arm around my shoulder

'' How can you have such a perfect body after giving birth B?'' Marie asks

'' Um a week after giving birth I started working out, I still work out everyday only jogging is not that easy now.'' I say shrugging and put Santiago down

I place my towel on the sand and sit down, Santiago sits down in my lap and says. '' Aunt Sue had to stop mommy from sporting too much''

'' What do you mean buddy?'' Puck asks and sits down on his towel

'' I worked out too much after giving birth, the first week I worked out for five hours everyday.

Now I just work out for an hour and sometimes I jog a few hours, Sue had to stop me because I did too much in one day.'' I explain

'' How long did it take for you to get your abs back?'' Santana asks

'' Two weeks'' I say with a chuckle

'' Damn it took me two months'' Marie says in shock

'' Mommy is fast'' Santiago says with a big smile

'' She is buddy'' Lio says with a smile

I roll my eyes and lay down on my towel, I grab Santiago by his hips and place him on my stomach.

I close my eyes and enjoy the sun on my skin, after five minutes I feel Santiago jumping off my stomach but I hear him giggling about something.

'' Holy crap'' I yell as I feel cold water on my body, I jump up and hear the group laughing and Santiago giggling.

I look at Santiago with an eyebrow raised but Santiago shakes his head quickly and points to Puck, Puck looks at me with wide eyes and runs away.

'' Come here ass'' I yell and run after him

'' Never'' Puck yells laughing

Puck dodges an ice cream cart and I hear Santiago yelling ' Go mommy' I shake my head with a chuckle and jump over the ice cream cart, I tackle Puck to the ground and say. '' I can jump over things bro''

'' Shit'' Puck says with a chuckle

I push Puck his face in the sand and quickly jump off his back, I jog back to my towel and sit back down.

'' Damn how did you jump over that cart?'' Quinn asks shocked

'' It's easy'' I say shrugging

'' When I as three years old mommy always had to run after me in the park, so that is how she learned to jump over things and get me faster.'' Santiago says with a giggle

Puck laughs and says '' I didn't saw the jump but you can still tackle like a dude''

'' Never throw water over me and I will never tackle you bro'' I say shrugging

'' I never saw mommy jumping up so fast or yelling so loud'' Santiago says giggling

I look at him with an eyebrow raised and say '' One''

Santiago's eyes widen and he jumps off Lio's lap, Santiago crosses his arms and shakes his head with a scowl.

I slowly stand up and say '' Two''

Santiago slowly walks backwards and hides behind Puck his legs, I shake my head with a chuckle and slowly walk towards them.

I wrap an arm around Santi's waist and say '' Three babe''

'' No mommy please'' Santiago says with a pout

I run towards the sea and say '' Babe I invented the pout, it doesn't work on me.''

I let Santi fall in the water but hold his head up, I slowly walk backwards and release his arm when I am sure he isn't that deep in the water anymore.

I see Santana and Quinn running towards me and look at them with a smirk, I softly push Santiago to the side and cross my arms in front of my chest.

Santana and Quinn both try to tackle me in the water but I jump out of their way just in time and burst out laughing as I hear a string of Spanish swear words, I pick Santiago up and run back to our towel.

I dry Santi off with my towel and look at the time, I look back at the group and ask. '' It's six pm want to grab some food somewhere?''

'' Food'' Puck says with a big smile

I shake my head with a chuckle and dry myself off, I pick Santi up and walk to my car with the group behind me.

I unlock my car and grab Santi's t-shirt I help him pulling it on and dry his hair, I put on my own t-shirt and skinny jeans and wrap my leather jacket around my waist.

'' Mommy the paparazzi stands behind you'' Santiago whispers softly

I give him his sunglasses and help him in the car, Santiago gives me a kiss on the cheek and Quinn buckles him in.

I put our wet towels in the trunk and close the door, I walk to the drivers side but before I can jump in the car something that a guy yells stops me.

I turn around with a glare and say '' Can you please repeat that?''

'' Where is Santiago's dad?'' The guy asks again