Okay, now. I am sorry it took long to update this chapter but here it is now? Okay? Dum roll… and here is Chapter 3.

THE NEXT DAY…

Clary's POV

I woke up from the darkness I was in. I was tangled in warm blankets. My head on a pillow. I was in a large bed in a bedroom. The room was quite large too. The walls were painted a faddish color of blue. The floor was wooden. The bed was in the middle of the room. There was a coffee table next to the bed and a closet in the corner of the room. There was a window on the other side of the bed. I slowly sat up, confused. Where was I? Why was I here? What had happened? That's when it hit me. I ran away with Sebastian. Him convincing me to run away with him. Both of us jumping out the room window. Me passing out. My head pounded hard. I moaned. I removed the blankets from my body. I slowly stood up. I was changed into different clothes. Blue shirt. Gray sweatpants. I frowned as I walked towards the door. I slowly turned the knob and walked into the hallway. The hallway was a dead end. It had more rooms. I silently made my way to the next room. I took a deep breath as I turned the knob and pushed the door open. The room was similar like the one I woke up in.

"Good morning little sister." Someone said. I flinched and turned around to see Sebastian standing in the doorway.

"Where are we?" I asked.

"Somewhere far away. Somewhere where no one will be able to find us." He said.

I exhaled deeply. This was just like last time. Maybe this was going to be worst, but it was for the best at the same time.

"You look confused. Do you want me to explain to you everything that happened last night?" Sebastian asked. I shook my head.

"I do remember. That's the problem." I responded. Sebastian closed his eyes for a second. He opened his eyes again and took a deep breath.

"Do you want some breakfast? I have some made in the kitchen."

"The only hallway this place has is a dead end. Where the hell is the kitchen?" I asked.

"Come on, you'll love this." Sebastian said and started to walk out into the hallway.

"Amuse me," I mumbled as I followed him. He walked towards the end of the hallway. He looked at me over his shoulder and said "Remember this so you don't get lost next time you come up here." I nodded. He turned the knob of the last room down the hallway and entered inside. I followed him. We ended up entering an empty, spare room. Sebastian walked over to the other side of the room to another door. He took out a key from his pocket. He entered the key to the door knob and pushed the door open. I took a closer look at what was inside it. It was a door leading to stairs that were going down. So this was how I will get downstairs.

"You're right. This is pretty amazing." I said. Sebastian smirked. We both made our way down the stairs. As we got to the end of it, I noticed that we were on the first floor. There was a living room, a kitchen, a bathroom, closets and a front door, surprisingly. It was kind of like the one Jace, Sebastian and I were at last time. But this time, it was completely different, Jace, the other half of my soul, wasn't here. I was afraid that I would never see him again. But if it was to keep him alive, so be it. I would try to survive no matter how much I will die inside from now on. We both walked over to the kitchen. Sebastian was right. He had already prepared breakfast. The table was set up already. He had made eggs and bacon.

"I never thought you would make food smell this good." I said as I slid on the chair.

Sebastian grinned as he sat on the chair across from me and said "You don't even know the other side of me little sister."

"Oh, so you have another side? What side is that called? The Unknown side?" I joked. He laughed. I had to try and get along with him. He was indeed, my brother, and I had to stay with him for only Angel Raziel knows how long.

"Yes, the unknown side. Every person has two sides of them. I know you do little sister. You have a nice and girly side. Then there's the side where you could kill every human being on earth if Jace were to be in danger." He said.

I bit my lip, he was right. I would do anything just for Jace. Jace. My Jace. My killer, hot, blond shadowhunter. I wish he was next to me right now. I wish I could count on him. But for now, our bond was broken. I wondered if he was thinking about me this moment the way I was thinking about him.
"Yeah, I guess I do. I am like you, in a way, if that's even possible." I said. I started to eat. Sebastian just stared at me. He was clearly thinking of something.

"Have you ever thought about what it would be like If I was never born?" He asked.

I nearly choked on the food I was swallowing. "What?" I asked.

"You heard me." He responded. I inhaled deeply.

"Yes, I have. I've thought about it many times that I can't count them all. But I have come to this conclusion, if you weren't born, our parents would have never gotten together, then I wouldn't have been born either." I said. Sebastian nodded.

"Clary, I know what you think of me. I know what everyone thinks of me. It feels pretty cool, being evil and all, but I sometimes get so lonely. Knowing that I will never be able to marry someone and build a family." He said. His words hit me really hard on the gut. I never imagined Sebastian wanting to marry someone or build a family.

"I'm sorry." Was all I said. I didn't know what to say. I kind of felt pity for him.

"It's okay. It's not your fault. It's our fathers." He said and started to eat. He was right. Valentine made Sebastian turn into a monster before he was even born.

"Sebastian… Jonathan?" I asked. I never got used to the idea of calling him by his real name.

"Yeah?"

"Am I ever going to go back?" I asked.

He inhaled deeply and stayed silent for a minute. "It depends. IF I succeed with my plan, I might let you go. If not, then no. You are my sister Clary, we are the last of the Morgenstern's and I won't lose you. I lost our mother from the moment I was born. I lost our father because the angel killed him. I won't lose you." He said.

I took a deep breath to what he just said. Sebastian slid off his chair and walked back upstairs. This time, I didn't follow him. I started to feel numb. My worlds were colliding, once again. I built these walls around me to protect myself from the dark, and now, to watch them crumble down, it changes things. Would it be possible that I am once again tempted by darkness?