Quarta Finestra: La prima tempesta

"W-w-what in fuck's sake do you think you're doing?!" Gokudera screamed outraged, his face crimson red up to the tip of his ears as he covered his mouth and backed away at least at arm's length from the "offender".

Said offender, who was no one but Yamamoto Takeshi, frowned. "Why of course, I was kissing you. You know, it's what couples do." The usually cheery teenager crossed his arms above his chest and pouted. "Was it really that bad?". To be honest, he was no kissing expert –this one had been his first- but it felt good to him in spite of some initial awkwardness, so he was puzzled as to why his boyfriend was reacting this way.

Gokudera looked away embarrassed. Suddenly, the white wall to his right had become unusually fascinating. Of course he knew what a kiss was, and, having accepted Yamamoto's feelings, he sort of knew it would happen –had kind of hoped for it, actually- and it hadn't been bad either. It just…

"I-it was my first, stupid."

Gokudera Hayato collapsed on the bed, panting, with a satisfied smile on his face. He felt like he really needed a bath right now before the stickiness in his body stopped being hot and exciting and became messy and disgusting, but he couldn't bring himself to move an inch. He wanted to relish on this moment of bliss and satisfaction and keep those tiresome worries away for a while.

"So?" his equally naked, sweaty, sticky and panting spouse asked, rolling to his side to look at him with brown eyes still clouded with lust. "Good?"

"That's an understatement."

Yamamoto chuckled. "You'd never admit it, but you're really kinky when you get in the mood." He teased, scooting closer.

"Says the one who came up with the idea to begin with."

Takeshi just hummed pleasantly and draped an arm across his chest lazily. His lips ghosted above his beloved's shoulder, kissing the pale skin softly.

"Remember when we were in high school and I took Hayato's first kiss?"

The Storm Guardian had been about to drift into sleep when he was startled by the sudden question. He quirked an eyebrow in confusion.

"Yeah? You said something really corny back then and yet you said it with such a straight face." Not to mention his "first kiss" was far from the only "first" he'd gotten from him. "What of it?"

His husband shuffled until he was lying on top of him, his chin resting on Gokudera's naked chest. The position was odd and awkward due to their height difference, but the shorter man didn't protest.

"I was just wondering ... I've taken so many of Hayato's 'firsts' and I've given so many of mine too. I wonder if Hayato will get bored of me when all the 'firsts' are done."

Hayato burst out laughing. They may be thirty-four years old already, and yet Takeshi could still come up with silly childish worries like this. As far as he knew, his last "first" had been given away at the age of 16, when he'd given his virginity to the same man lying naked on top of him now, and who was now talking about his "firsts" as he would if he were a sticker collector.

"Oi, I'm being serious here. I want all of you and I feel like I can never truly have it. It's a lonely feeling."

The silver-head man rolled over on the bed, leaving the taller man lying beneath him.

"I'm telling you this once, and once only, so listen carefully." He started, straddling his love's hips. "I'm always giving you all of myself. Every day, every moment. And of course, I'm always taking all of you. It's like you said back then, it wouldn't be fair otherwise. We've been together long enough, you should already know this; so stop thinking pointless things –that should be easy for you." He leaned in and captured his husband's lips in an angry kiss, which was more bite than actual kiss.

Yamamoto smiled and hugged Gokudera's waist, hoisting himself up to a sitting position. He then rested his head on Gokudera's chest and nuzzled the hollow of his collarbones silently.

"Besides" Hayato started, his hands traveling down Takeshi's back, tracing his battle scars and relishing in the feeling of his body's warmth "back then you said you'd have all the seconds and thirds, but you're so preoccupied with these 'firsts' that you've apparently forgot."

"You're right. And fourths, and fifths… everything."

"Then, until I've given you all of my 'lasts', there's still plenty to look forward to, right? There's no way I'd get bored."

Takeshi looked up, startled. This was the kind of things that Hayato didn't say often, and it made his heart race and his face turn to a faint blush at the promise it implied. He felt tears prickling at the corners of his eyes, so he just nodded, worrying that his voice would betray him.

"For example, we can start with a second round, right now."

"I-it was my first, stupid." He mumbled, trying with all his might to avoid Yamamoto's eyes and thinking that, if people could die from embarrassment, he would've been goner long time ago.

Yamamoto barely caught the silver-head's words, but when he managed to put sense into them, he grinned. He cupped his boyfriend's cheeks and tugged his face upwards to meet his eyes.

"Eh? But there's nothing wrong with that! It was my first too!" when he noticed the other boy was still averting his eyes, he leaned his forehead against Gokudera's, which prompted him to look up. He looked adorable with that blush all over his face, but Yamamoto would never dare say that out loud; Gokudera would be furious if he did.

"Besides, I already decided I'm going to take all of Gokudera's firsts. And seconds and thirds… All of them! And I'm giving you all of mine in return of course, otherwise it wouldn't be fair."

-Finito-

I'm not really sure of where this came from. I just kind of thought of young and adorable Yama and Dera sharing their first kiss and Dera being all flustered about it, so Yama would promise him "forever" to calm him down. It was a fluffy idea at first, but it turned out a lot kinkier than I planned initially. Maybe I should really raise the rating. Ahhhh komatteimasu….

BTW, the title for this one means "First storm". It explains itself, right?

I just realized I didn't mark this story as Yama & Dera, I only had Dera up there in characters (fails), but that's fixed now. Maybe more people will read it now, it feels super lonely as it is.