AN: Gooooooood evening my Imperial Storm Army! Sorry guys! I actually meant to have this up a couple nights ago but for the life of me I could not concentrate and the last few days went by like nobodies biswax and I couldn't find the time to write, sorry y'all! So anyways, I was debating on what to do with this chapter and I think I finally have some sort of an idea. I hope it works. Anyways, thanks to those who like my series! I'll post more about it later on my profile. Since a lot of you loved kitten Sam, I've come up with a sequel featuring a puppy Sam, teen cat Dean, and little bunny Cas! Details will be posted later on the profile. But the little ball of cute epic fluff continues! Muahahahahaha! Lol! So I'm going to do my best to update as much as I possibly can because once May hits, I'll be pretty busy until at least the end of June. I have weddings, showers, graduations and all that fun stuff! *sarcastic* Woohoo. Lol! So much to do so little time. Anyways, I've been on a sugar high the last few days thanks to the Easter Bunny and my love for sweets...ugh. Feel...sick...but...can't resist...sugar...*dies* Reviews! I'll get to answering them soon guys! But know your reviews do make my day and make smile! :) So thank you for taking time out to review. But yeah, I'll get to answering them here...when I remember...curse you brain ninjas...Lol! Let's get going shall we? When we left off, Dean finished off John! Whoo! One less thing to worry about! But Dean's going to freak when he sees Sam and hears what he must do to save him! Oh no! Let's go see what happens!

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Going Home Where We Belong

"Turning him? Into what?" Dean asked not liking where this was going.

"Into a demon." Castiel said sadly.

"A de-demon...are you serious?" Dean choked out.

"Dean if we don't turn into a demon he'll die." Castiel said.

"Isn't there another way?" Dean asked.

He couldn't bear the thought of turning his baby into a demon. Him being a demon was bad enough but his baby? Dear lord.

"Cas please. Anything but that. I don't want that life for him." Dean pleaded.

"I'm sorry Dean. But turning him is the only solution I found." Castiel told the distraught demon.

"Dammit!" Dean yelled.

"D'n?" A weak voice called out to him.

"Sammy? Hey kiddo. How you feeling?" Dean asked.

"Lousy." Sam smiled weakly.

Dean chuckled sadly at the joke that lightened the just a tad. He gently brushed the hair out of his eyes and got lost in his thoughts.

"Dean. Dean." A voice once again called to him.

"Yeah, what's up Sammy?" Dean asked.

"De-" Sam was cut off by coughing.

"Hey hey. It's okay. Deep breaths." Dean coached.

Sam did what he was told and pulled what breaths he could. He was fading and he didn't have long. He had to tell his brother.

"De...love you..." Sam managed.

"Love you too buddy. But you hold on you hear!" Dean said.

Sam weakly nodded and drifted off to sleep. Catiel before Dean arrived had given a little of his strength but Castiel knew that wouldn't last too much longer. Dean had to make a choice and make it now!

All lights are out and the darkness creeps in

I feel like I'm falling, no one to catch me

I slowly fade away, no light in sight

Dean got up and paced. He let the tears and in his head he was screaming. He just didn't know what to do! Hospitals were out. Sam would be taken from him and they ask too many questions. He couldn't heal Sam, demons can't heal mortals or angels. Only themselves.

I can still feel you there, so gentle and warm

I hear you calling my name, take my hand

And lead me home, guide me brother

Never let go, hold me tight, say you'll bring me home

Where we belong, (we belong)

Dean just couldn't do this. He broke down and then gently held his baby and rocked him soothingly back and forth. He couldn't tell if the comfort was for him or Sam.

You say it's okay, to close my eyes and fade

You'll carry me now, and won't let me fall

You whisper it's alright now, we're going home

(Going home)

"Dean-" Castiel began.

"I won't turn him Cas. I can't. I won't let him become a monster." Dean choked out trying to hold back his sobs as he felt his brother slowly leaving him.

"Dean maybe you should let him go." Castiel said softly.

"What!? No! I can't! I refuse!" Dean said.

Cas opened his mouth to say something when a tiny voice called out. If they weren't angel and demon they wouldn't have heard it.

"Sammy? What's wrong?" Dean asked concerned.

"Daddy. Le' me go." Sam whispered.

What had Sam said? No. Dean heard wrong. That's all! Sammy didn't say that.

I hear you crying, so sad and yet quite

I hear you whisper my name, take my hand

And lead me home, guide me father

I am lost, tell me you'll find me, say you'll take me home

Where we belong (we belong)

"Sammy you'll be fine. You're gonna be okay." Dean said shakily.

"N no. You don't want to turn me. Cas can't heal me. Let me go." Sam panted.

"Baby boy I...just rest okay. Just rest. Save your strength." Dean cooed. He was near hyperventilating.

"Daddy please. We'll see each other again." Sam gasped.

"Shhh. Baby please, just close your eyes and rest for me." Dean pleaded tears streaming down his face.

"D daddy...I l love you..." Sam whispered with a small smile and he closed his eyes.

"Love you too kiddo. God Sammy. Love you too much." Dean sobbed.

Say my name, call me home

Guide me and tell me we're fine

Love me and hold me tight, never let go

Carry me home and say we'll be alright

Take me to where we belong

Where we belong

(going home)

Take me home

(where we belong)

Where we belong

(going home)

Finally going home

Dean let out an animalistic scream when his baby's heart stopped and his chest stopped rising and falling. His baby, his Sammy, his light, his reason for life, for everything, was gone.

"Sammy. My Sammy. My baby. Please. Please come back to me. Please come home baby boy." Dean sobbed.

Dean screamed again in pure agony. His heart wasn't broken. But shattered. So shattered, he doesn't believe it'll be repaired.

"SAMMY!"

*sniffs* Oh man. So sorry guys. But it's not over! Sammy will be back! Don't you worry Dean! And fyi the song was written by me! Yup! Me!

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