Hi Minna-san! Thank you very much for being interested in reading my fanfic ^^ I hope you'll enjoy the story as much as I enjoyed daydreaming about it in class xD

The rain poured as you stood by the huge gates of the Phantomhive estate. Raindrops falling onto your porcelain skin, your chest heaved up and down bit your lip before taking a step forward.

"I'm...back..."

You closed your eyes, and let the memories flow into you once more. Reminiscing the days...the days before you suffered. A suffering that you thought would continue until your last breath.

~o~

"Ciel!" You cried out happily as you neared the gates of the Phantomhives, sticking your head out the carriage window before waving at blue haired boy that ran near the gate.

"_, sweetie. You're going to get hurt. We're almost there, can't you sit still even for one second?" Your mother sighed, trying to pick you up and place you on her lap.

"But~ Today is Ciel's birthday...and I wanted him to see me before you and papa..." You pouted cutely, as to which your father sighed to, before smiling and patting you gently on the head.

You heard the gates open and the carriage stopped. You excitedly jumped off your mother's lap and bounced out the carriage, immediately tackling Ciel to the ground. Your mother sighed as she climbed off the carriage slowly, smiling as you greeted Ciel 'happy birthday' and exchanged laughs with the little boy.

"It's been a long time, [last name]" Your mother jerked her head to face a blonde woman with sapphire eyes.

"Yes, it surely has been. Lady Rachel." Your mother curtsied. The men shook hands.

"Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday, happy birthday, Happy Birthday to YOU!" the parents looked at you and Ciel playing and singing happy birthday. Rachel Phantomhive giggled, leaning on her husband, Vincent Phantomhive. Enjoying the refreshing scene of youth playing before her eyes. She looked over at your mother and father who had the same expression in their eyes.

"Do you think we'll become related in the future?" Rachel asked, giggling at your father's expression.

"Perhaps." The mothers giggled together, while the fathers panicked and had shocked expressions plastered onto their faces. The children however stood there, questioning themselves as to why their parents were giggling.

"Ciel, dear...Why don't you go and show _ the newly planted flowers? I'm sure that _ would love it." Rachel called out to Ciel, who nodded and took your hand in his.

"Come on!" Ciel dragged you to the gardens, where a beautiful array of flowers were swaying in the gentle wind.

"Wow...it looks beautiful!" You and Ciel sat down under the shade of a huge oak tree in the middle.

You made flower wreaths for you and Ciel. Placing one on his head before started making for your mother and father. Ciel stopped playing for a moment and sniffed the air.

"It smells like...smoke..." Ciel stood up abruptly, trembling. He took off in a run, the flower wreath on his head fell and crumbled.

"Ciel?" As innocent as you were to what was happening you took off, following him from a distance. Ciel went in the huge manor, his eyes wide as he saw everything burn in front of his eyes, he passed by the dead bodies of those who served the Phantomhive, and your parent's own corpses. He shook his head, and continued running, bursting into a room. His eyes grew wide in horror, he called out for his father, yet the flame engulfed him, burning...in front of his very eyes.

You on the other hand had no luck in finding the little boy but had passed by the body of the maid you and Ciel had once played with. The butler who always made such fine sweets. You stopped in your tracks and tears formed.

"Mama? P-Papa?" You walked toward the bloodied bodies, ignoring the flames that threatened to engulf you, and trembling you knelt in front of them and wailed.

"LET ME GO! Mother! Father!" You heard someone shout, took a reluctant glance at your parent's bodies before running towards the voice. You headed outside and immediately began hitting the cloaked man in front of you, Ciel in his hand, carrying him as if he was luggage.

"LET CIEL GO YOU BIG MEANIE!" You screamed, randomly hitting the man before a searing pain stopped you. You saw Ciel's eyes widen, frantically kicking the man who had him while screaming out your name.

You fell to the ground and cried.

"The boss told us to take the Phantomhive kid only. Finish off that other one over there."

BANG!

You felt pain surge through your body, the blood pooling beneath you. Ciel's screams becoming more and more distant.

Is this...how I'll die? Alone...

Before you had lost hope of living a man clad in black approached you.

"W-Who are you?" You managed weakly.

"My, what a brave child. Managing to speak after all that. I am William T. Spears. And I have come for your soul." The man knelt down and took out some kind of blade and your eyes widened and you tried to speak what you could manage.

"N-no...I can't die yet...please...Ciel...I-" Before you could finish the man took out a book and scribbled into it.

"_[first name]_ _[last name]_: Death: Delayed." He put the book back and looked at his pocket watch.

"What are you?" You asked him, it was a mere whisper but he heard it and turned around.

"A death reaper."

"And what do you mean my death was...delayed?" You were extremely puzzled, the blood still pooled beneath you even still.

"The head of the death reapers seem to have taken interest in you."

"But how..." The man lifted you up and in a matter of moments you fell asleep.

~o~

I endured it all...everything...the pain...the horrible fact that I send people to their deaths...to see you again...but... The raindrops fell from your fingertips, the rain poured yet you didn't care at all. In a distance a carriage approached.

Your thoughts were interrupted when a certain voice called out.

"_?"

That voice...I've waited all this time but...why?

You turned around and in front of the carriage. A boy and a butler clad in black stood.

"Ciel..."

It hurts...

So? Any comments or anything? I never made a Ciel x Reader before so not sure if you enjoyed it :\ but hopefully you get the idea that you've become a death reaper ever since that day. And take note that I'm still finishing the anime so...I might've missed a few info here and there :\

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