Domo Arigatou for having interest and continuing on to my little fic :D I hope you'll enjoy as the story deepens and I should warn you that angst is my element, I don't have that much talent for Fluff so basically I'll be going more in depth of the characters emotion or state of mind :)


The raindrops fell from your fingertips, the rain poured yet you didn't care at all. In a distance a carriage approached.

You turned around and in front of the carriage. A boy and a butler clad in black stood.

"Ciel..."

"_? Tell me...Your _[first name]_ _[last name]_ right?" His voice cracked a bit as he uttered your name.

"Yes, I am...I'm back...Ciel..." You smiled at him, the pain in your chest still ached, yet you managed to send him a smile. It wasn't a completely genuine smile, yet a smile nonetheless.

"Sebastian..." Ciel kept on staring at the girl in front of him.

"Take her inside and bring her a towel...I want to-" He stopped mid-sentence before biting his lip. "Need to talk to her..."

"Yes, my lord." The butler Sebastian, as Ciel had called him had led you inside the manor.

The whole place was burned...I'm sure of it...yet why? Why does it still stand exactly the same? The corridors...the rooms, the doors! Everything is the same!

You stood there at the entrance of the manor, your heart aching as you remembered the past. The life of an innocent child. When life was once simple and was fun. The life that should have been yours, but never could be.

"This way." Sebastian had led you up the stairs. You stared blankly ahead as you passed by. Ciel had gone the opposite end, going up the steps silently as if in noticed a huge blank space in between the wall that separated the staircase.

A painting... yes...that was missing...the painting...of the Phantomhive family...

You were led into the guest room you used to have when you had come over to butler had closed the door and went to fetch a towel in the closet nearby.

"So would you mind telling me how a grim reaper made her way to the Phantomhive estate?" You gasped, and stared at the butler who had plopped a towel onto your head.

"And would you be so kind as to answer my question of what a demon like you would be doing here?"

Yes...answer a question with a question...

"I believe you never answered MY question however." The butler bent down to your height and pinned you to the door.

"Is it wrong to come and visit a friend of mine?" You replied, annoyed.

"Then would it be wrong of me to be near my master at all times?" The butler released you and smirked.

"Master? Don't tell me..." Your eyes widen and you felt yourself tremble.

no! no no! Ciel...Ciel wouldn't...he wouldn't...

"Yes, that is correct. Ciel Phantomhive is my master."

sell his soul...

"Then tell me...what was it that Ciel desired." You shot him an angry look, the towel dropping down to the floor.

"Simple, to make those who humiliated the Phantomhives, humiliated themselves."

"Isn't that called 'revenge'?"

"The young lord said it was a different matter." The butler bowed, he extended a hand to open the door when you started to sob.

"Miss?" Sebastian was taken aback. He had not expected you to reply, or do anything in that matter.

"Then...for what did I endure everything...if I couldn't have saved him in the end?" You fell to your knees and hugged yourself, trembling as you tried to force back the tears that had threatened to fall any minute.

"The young master needs no further protection, I assure you." Sebastian sighed and left. Leaving you alone in the room that had once held good memories, remembering them alone...the bitter feeling returns.

Meanwhile...

The door gave a loud bang as the young earl entered his room and closed the door. Immediately diving into the soft covers of the bed.

She's back! I should be happy...but why? It's her...yet there's something different about her...something inhuman...

He rolled over onto his back and took off the eye patch that covers the tainted sign.

"If only you knew...of how much of a fool I have become without you..." A faint knock was heard on the door, he quickly placed the eye patch back and sat up.

"Come in."

"I have done as you have told me, young master..." Sebastian opened the door slightly, big enough to let himself in and bowed.

"Very well...I shall continue with the papers momentarily." Ciel lay back down on the mattress and dismissed the butler clad in black.

I never told her...that I loved her...


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