Me: Konbanwa, Minna-san (Good Evening everyone) I hope you had a nice day :D It's already 8:31 pm from where I am haha, I hope you'll enjoy this feels packed chap haha xD And the disclaimer? I haven't 'invited' anyone yet hehe so It'll be just me for tonight :D
I do not own Kuroshitsuji :D
"I'm a death god...Ciel..."A tear slid down your cheek, a forced smile on your tear slid down your chin, falling onto the ground, immediately losing life as it was sucked deeper into it, a transient being.
The demon dog growled low, a menacing tone, a tone that speaks of death itself. You concentrated on the demon dog, you tore your eyes away from the boy and spun your death scythe on your fingers.
"Don't you think it's ironic? To taunt me with death when I'm the very symbol of it?" You stopped spinning it, immediately lunging at the huge dog. It was pretty fast for something of it's size, immediately, it dodged your attack and readied to fire at you. You immediately blocked the fire. You could feel the intense heat, yet no pain.
Yes...this is the advantage of a death god...one can no longer feel the pain...at least physically...
You shook your head and immediately lunged at the dog, trying once more. Your eyes taking glances at the young earl, to make sure he was safe. The fight continued, yet he stood there, memories flooding into him.
She's...the same as him...the person that tore away...Madame Red...But, it's _...she's not heartless...yet...the anger, this pain...Why? Why does it grow?
Ciel stood in shock, his eye widened, as he looked into the window of the burning mansion. Sebastian wasn't that hard to find. One could always see the butler, as he was always clad in black.
"Sebastian?" Ciel said in a mere whisper. The butler in question had been fighting with a man opposite his color. A man dressed in white, and behind him...
The wings of an angel...before...
"The Phantomhives, the unclean should disappear from the world!" The man in white jumped out through the window, his sword pointed at Ciel.
"GAAAHHHHH!" The man flapped his wings, going faster, his sword ready to pierce through the boy's body.
"CIEL!" You screamed out, immediately running toward the boy.
"Young Master!" Sebastian followed closely behind the man in white, trying to stop the attack.
"Sebastian, this an order! Save me this instant!" Ciel removed his eye patch, the symbol on his eye glowed.
"Yes, my Lord." Sebastian disappeared in a blink of an eye, and in another second he had already picked up the earl from the ground, jumping off, putting his own foot at a risk. The sword pierced through the man's ankle, disabling him from further movement.
"CIEL!" You stood in the middle of the man in white, and the demon dog. Both of them aiming for the boy.
"Finny!Distract the dog!" You heard a squeal of surprise from the boy as you ordered him, he stuttered a reply, before jumping in front of the dog, picking him up from it's snout, before throwing it into the air, making it land underneath the burning trees.
"I'm sorry! Pluto!" Finny's voice cried out.
"Then, shall I entertain you? Angel?" You turned to face the man extending your hand towards him in a mocking way.
"Tch, I shall have to decline your offer, death god. For I am a busy man." He bowed mockingly before taking flight.
The clouds suddenly darkened, huge raindrops fell from the sky. You gripped your death scythe tighter, inching closer to the earl and injured butler.
"Ciel, I'm glad you're alright..." Your voice cracked as you extended a hand to help him up before...
"Don't touch me..."You flinched as you stared at Ciel's eyes. The eyes that reflected anger, and hate.
"Bu-"
"I thought you said you'd never lie to me! But then you're like everyone else!" Ciel's fist curled. You bit your lip, yet the tears fell, you couldn't differentiate what tears were yours or that of the sky.
"I want you...out of my sight." The voice was clear, he had truly wanted you gone. You looked up at him in surprise, before looking down again.
"I-If I hadn't..." You started, blood trickling down your chin, the moment you bit your lip harder.
"If I would've known that...you'd never accept this part of me...then...Would I have been better off dead?" You smiled bitterly at yourself, slashing your death scythe into thin air, a portal to death reapers' offices appeared.
What the heck...did I do? My mind...it speaks for itself...yet my heart...doesn't truly follow it... Ciel gasped, he felt the uncomfortable weight of Sebastian on him get lifted.
"Then...if this is goodbye..." You continued."I was glad to have lived a life that was supposed to be...even if it is for a short time...I truly enjoyed being with you Ciel..." You faced the portal ready to step in. You turned around at Ciel, smiling sadly at him.
"I know you can't accept feelings from this thing." You stared at your body with sadness. "But...I love you...Ciel." You stepped into the portal, it slowly closed, but before it did, you glanced back,Ciel...was nowhere to be found.
Goodbye...Ciel... You fell to your knees, dropping your death scythe onto the ground, creating a loud clanging sound. The door opened and a man in red carrying a pile of paperwork, paced toward the desk in the room.
"Thank Goodness, your back. The work has been piling up, you can't believe-" He stopped as he heard a muffled sob in the corner of the room.
"Hmm? You should be happy after you've got a vacation. I thought humans think that way." Grell paced the room towards you. Sitting on the floor next to you.
"I don't want to...I don't want to never see him again...Ciel is...the reason why I live! The reason I endured the pain, the sufferings, the trials! Everything! Yet why? I thought, my heart was ready for this...but WHY?" You sobbed, the tears flowing uncontrollably, the pain gripping at your chest. The man beside you sat in shock at your sudden outburst. The man patted your back, unsure of what to do.
"I can't assure you that it'll be fine...but, a story can always be rewritten right?" Grell stood up,took half of the papers, opened the door and waved at you goodbye.
You remembered a song that Ciel's mother used to sing, you hummed before starting.
nee aishitara daremo ga
konna kodoku ni naru no?
nee kurayami yori mo fukai kurushimi
dakishimeteru no?
nani mo kamo ga futari kagayaku tame
kitto
Like a flame searing my heart, it hurts the most when it parts.
Every time, we shed tears for our love, through the darkness it glows, evermore
kimi o kimi o aishiteru
kokoro de mitsumete iru
kimi o kimi o shinjiteru
samui yoru mo
I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with you
Never before, has my heart felt so sureI'll believe,
I'll believe, I'll believe in you
Even through this frigid night
You embraced yourself tightly. The tears still going down your cheeks.
"Ciel..."
so how was it? O_O If you wanna know the name of the song it's called Yakusoko wa Iranai, but the original song is too cheerful :| So if you wanna hear it search 'The vision of escaflownce: Deja Blue OST' it's a music box :)
I HOPE YOU ENJOYED :D