Me: I'm back :D and alone ;_; anyway...I hope you'll enjoy this chapter!
I do not own Kuroshitsuji or any of it's characters.
The cinematic records rolled, playing what has been your life so far. Ciel's expression turned from shock, to sadness and pity. You closed your eyes, feeling open and ashamed. You never intended to let him see through you, to tell him of the sadness,pain and darkness that had engulfed you.
Pain and sadness...they keep me alive...I thought I'd give up on everything...find someone else...but when I heard he was alive...I just had to see him...To see him with new eyes...Ever since Grell had dragged me off for another one of his crazy trips...
The cinematic record flashed a bright light, the scene slowly changing into the Phantomhive Forest.
"Grell, get back here! You're gonna get me in trouble with Sir William again! Grell!" You whined, as Grell dragged you along the dirt path.
"Oh shush, I want to meet my Bassy. If you want to go and stay here then go!" Grell smirked, dropping you.
"Geez, Fine! Maybe I will! Come back for me after you're done. I've had enough of your silly antics!" You pouted, getting up to lean on a tree and made a shooing motion with your hand.
"Then, see you!" Grell skipped on the dirt path, making his way to the end of the road.
"That man, I'll never understand." You sighed looking up into the sky. You heard the neighs of horses nearby, you looked out upon the road, a carriage nearing. You hid yourself behind the tree and waited for it to pass by. The boy in the carriage made your eyes widen. The blue hair and eyes, you stood there stunned and unable to move.
"Ciel...Ciel..." You uttered in a mere whisper.
A tear sled down your face and a smile crept to your lips.
That day was the happiest I've ever had, the person I longed to see...was alive. The hope that filled me was explainable...yet the slight guilt and loneliness still lingered close behind.
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"You mean...I could get a day off?" You smiled. Bright eyes looking happily at the one seated opposite the desk.
"Yes, you have been collecting enough souls for three reapers, I think a day off could be arranged." The man smiled slightly.
"Thank you very much Sir William!" You ran towards the person slumped into the chair and gave him a tight hug, the tears slipping once more.
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The sky darkened, and the clouds boomed, the rain fell in heavy droplets, but you didn't care. You ran towards the end of the dirt path, panting heavily as you reached a huge manor. The huge gates, familiar, voices from the past filling your ears.
'I managed to get back...to find him once more...but...everything would soon fall apart...I knew that...For happiness is something not easily obtained, but once obtained fades quickly. I learned from past experiences never to hope too much...For people will fail you...betray you, and leave you alone to fend for yourself. That's just how life is.I managed to meet him once more...to experience Happiness before Pain...'
"_(name)_?" Ciel stood outside the carriage, the rain pouring down.
'And this time...the cycle...will continue...Sufferings and Pain...Insanity...they are the ones I held dear...What keeps me sane in this crazy world. Yet my feelings of love, I'll never understand...Meeting him alone would prove to be a difficult task to pursue...but if it gives me at least a slight glimmer of hope, I'll hold on to this hopeless love of mine...'
The cinematic record stopped rolling and entered you once more, you regained the feeling in your feet, yet collapsed to the ground. Tears sliding down your face. You heard a bored yawn behind you, the angel crept closer, a menacing smirk set on his face.
"You would've been the most beautiful doll I've ever had, alas, I think I have not set proper rules." He pointed his blade, and flapped his wings, coming after you at an intense speed. You sat there shocked and unable to move.
"_(name)_!" You heard Ciel scream out, before closing your eyes, awaiting the searing pain that would soon engulf you, but never did. Confused you opened your eyes slightly, before going wide.
"So...you're safe...that's great." A hand cupped your cheek, Ciel's pained eyes looked down at you. The blade piercing his arm.
"CIEL!"
"Young Master!" Sebastian forced himself up, a hand pressuring the wound on his chest.
"Lady _(name)_, Please, do not allow the young master to see my true form." The angel withdraw his blade, licking the blood off slightly on the tip.
"So you finally got serious with me huh?" The angel made a swishing motion. Ciel winced in pain, you let him fall on you for support, embracing him gently.
"I'm sorry...You had to go through pain once more...because I wasn't enough to protect you..." You sobbed, he hugged you back, though he winced when he raised his arm.
"Promise me...Promise me you'll stay by me." You looked into his eyes, _(e/c)_ into deep blue.
"I promise."
Loud screaming could be heard from behind you, Ciel tried to look, but you cupped his cheeks, not allowing him to do so.
"I'm sorry but I have my own promise with Sebastian." you smiled.
But I'm afraid I have something deeper than a promise... Ciel smiled at you bitterly.
The screaming died out, and Sebastian called out to the both of you.
"It is okay to look now, young master." Sebastian smiled, you took off your hands from his face and looked at the butler.
"Where's-"
"I have sent him back to heaven. Eternally." Sebastian smirked, looking over at Ciel's face.
"Shall we go?" Ciel offered.
"Mhmm...Sir William...w-would it be alright to-" You started.
"Fine. I can take care of myself." He propped himself up and adjusted his glasses.
"Thank you very much sir."
Evening at some forest...
You, Ciel and the butler had got yourselves into a forest. The only coordinate that reapers use for the easiest access to towns.
"Let's stay by here...for a while..." Ciel gripped his arm, a pained expression on his face.
"Mhmm..." You mumbled. You took Ciel to a tree by the lake. You dipped a cloth in it and swirled it around for a bit, before starting to clean on his wound. You sobbed for a few moments, before letting the tears slide down your face.
"_(name)_..." Ciel looked at you.
"I'm sorry...B-because of me...you got hurt! Why do you need to care for someone like 'me'? One who's witnessed the death of many," You sobbed into his chest, letting the worry and anxiety flow.
"Your smile, your face, your laugh. Your a special someone I can't replace.I love you dearly and always will. You've filled a special place in my heart, the light within the darkness." He cupped your cheek and smiled, brushing away the tears that threatened to fall.
"C-Ciel..." You cried into his arms, and soon after you cried yourself to sleep.
"Young Master, I am sure you know of what is to come." Sebastian asked from behind the tree.
"Yeah." Ciel lay you on the soft grass, placing his coat over you before turning to the butler.
"It is a must to abide by the rules of the contract." He looked down at you and brushed his lips gently on yours, before patting your head gently and standing up.
"Very well, young master."
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You awoke to the cold air of the night, you gripped the coat tighter and sat up straight.
"Ciel!" You looked around you and gripped the coat once more, tears sliding down your cheek.
"Ciel...you liar..."
Me: That's that :D But this still isn't the end. I assure you ;)
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Me: It's lonely without someone to tease...
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