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Chromia's POV

I laid on my berth and looked up at the ceiling, everything felt so strange. The day before I was offline and now I was back, my spark felt empty, I had been so used to having Ironhide's spark talking with mine I had forgotten what it was like without him. I couldn't tell him that I was alive, I couldn't tell him how much I loved him and I couldn't comfort him. He thought I was dead, he wasn't my sparkmate anymore, and I had a new spark one which had never felt the comfort from Ironhide. One that had never known what love is like, in theory I wasn't who I used to be, I still had all of my memories, but I looked different and my spark was different. The one mech I loved more than anything thought I was gone forever, Sentinel had told us that we would be going to Earth soon, but we were to keep our identities a secret until he said we could tell them.

Jazz was alive and so was Sentinel Prime, Optimus' father. I knew that Jazz had been brought back at the same time as me, but Sentinel didn't know how he came back or at least that's what he said, his optics however told a different story. I knew Jazz would be missing Prowl, and that Prowl would be missing him, but again Jazz couldn't comfort him because his bond was gone.

My CPU thought back to Ironhide, my strong handsome black mech. I remembered how he used to hold me, how he used to kiss me, how much we loved each other. I thought of how we met all those years ago, how we hated each other to begin with, how we became friends and eventually lovers. The day he left to go to Earth with Optimus hurt, being apart from the one you love not only upsets you it hurts you, sadly I couldn't feel that pain , I couldn't share what Ironhide was feeling only think about it and imagine. I rolled onto my side, tears began to form in my optics I shut them off and began to fall into recharge.

"I love you Hide"

Ironhide's POV

I walked into my quarters and sighed, I had just been in a 4 hour meeting with the humans, Galloway had really pushed it and a few times I got close to blasting his head off, only to have Prime stop me. I sat on the berth and looked at it before standing back up, I hadn't been able to recharge on it ever since I heard about Chromia, every time I touched it I thought of her and how when I got off my shifts she would be waiting for me. My spark hurt whenever I thought of her, my love for her was still as great as the day we met. She was what I lived for and now that she was gone the only thing keeping me alive was the fact that I wasn't the only one going through it Prowl was too, he was missing Jazz and he supported me and I was going to do the same for him.

I had refused Prowl's offer of him bringing her body to Earth, partly because I wanted to remember her the way she used to be alive and happy, and also because if she stayed on Cybertron she would get a proper burial in the tombs, after everything she did she deserved to stay on her home planet and get a proper burial. As much as I wanted to see her one last time, I wanted her to stay on Cybertron, I didn't want her to stay on the bottom of an ocean, I wanted her to be safe.

She was my beautiful femme, the love of my life, the one being I cared about more than anything. Now she was gone, my spark was half gone, half empty; I was only half of what I used to be. Ratchet said that Prowl and I could survive without them, but it would be hard, if we were badly injured there was a chance we wouldn't make it, but he would do everything to keep us alive. Elita felt guilty about what happened it took me 12 tries, until she finally accepted that there was nothing she could've done, it was Chromia's choice and she knew the risks.

As much as it pained me to say, I told Prime if he wanted to spend some time with Elita he could, Prowl and I would take over for a while. I knew it was wrong but I hated the fact Elita was able to be with Optimus and I couldn't be with Chromia. I thought about our last night together on Cybertron, how we spent the night interfacing and bonding, I promised her to spend the whole night focused on just her, to make the most of the time we had left. I sat on the floor and once again pulled my legs up to my chest and rested my head on the top of them, my recharge systems were taking over and just before they did I managed to think of one more image of her, the day we bonded.

"I love you Mia"

Jazz's POV

I said goodnight to Sentinel before going into one of the side rooms, I dropped myself down onto the berth and put my arms under my head and shut off my optics. It had been a weird day, Sentinel Prime, the DEAD Sentinel Prime had brought Chromia and me back to life, we were now flyers, she was the first ever femme flyer. I have no clue how he brought us back but he told me that he would tell us in time, I wanted to go to Earth and see Prowl but we were told to wait, the time would come for us to go. Even when we did get to Earth, we wouldn't be able to stay with the Autobots, he told me that I could help out with their fighting but only if they were in danger of losing, and if they asked my name I was to tell them I was called Lightspeed and Chromia was called Nighthawk.

I loved Prowl with my entire spark and I missed him, Primus knew how badly he was hurting, he thought I was dead and he wasn't there to be with me. I took some comfort in thinking I never stopped fighting and that I died fighting Megatron, I knew he would be proud of me but that didn't stop me hurting for him. His white and black armour suck in my CPU, the last time I saw was the night before I went to Earth with Prime, that was a great night and I enjoyed spending the time with him even if it was short.

I had no clue how I even got to Cybertron I died on Earth and awakened on Cybertron. Strange. I wondered if they even knew my body wasn't even on Earth anymore, Chromia had told me she was due to go to Earth with them but the Con shot her by doubling back on himself killing her instantly. She said she didn't feel any pain because it was her spark that was shot, I had told her what happened to me and she had pulled me into a hug. I took off my visor and looked at it before putting it on a table next to my berth.

"Goodnight Prowler, I love you"

Prowl's POV

I sat on my berth, tears were falling from my optics, we had dropped Jazz's body into the ocean and now he was gone forever. I was shaking and silently crying, I felt weak and pathetic, Ironhide had lost Chromia and he wasn't showing his sadness, although Lennox said that he had been different not as happy as he was before.

My Jazz was gone, the one I loved was gone and I would never see him again, my spark felt like it had been ripped apart, I had never been in as much pain as I was then. I wanted my sparkmate back, I couldn't be with him when he needed me the most, I couldn't comfort his pain and I wasn't there when he offlined. The first I found out about him was when my spark tore back on Cybertron, Chromia had been the first to find me and she spent hours comforting me. She was a good friend to me, she always had been ever since I saved her life years ago, she thought she owed me and eventually we became good friends.

Jazz was the one mech I loved; he was amazing, funny and fantastic to be around. Without him life seemed useless, what was the point in living. Elita had told me Jazz would want me to survive, it had taken a while for what she said to take hold, even then I still couldn't see the point in living. He was my whole reason to exist and without him I had nothing. My life felt empty, but I knew I had to continue as I was Prime's SIC and it was my duty to the Autobots to be strong.

I will always miss Jazz and he will always be in my spark and my CPU, but I must carry on, stay strong like Ironhide, keep the twins in order and protect the Earth. I will always want him back and I will always remember the time we had together. I lost my sparkmate and my best friend. I shut off my optics and lay down.

"I will always miss you Jazz, just know that I love you"

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