I am VERY much aware Harry's eyes are green in the BOOK but, in the movies his eyes are blue and that's what I went off of. I would like to remind you all that this story is M rated. [Someone sort of commented on the sexual content] It's M rated for a reason so, don't read it if you're not comfortable with it. Last thing- Thanks a ton for the reviews! :D
Both Harry and Draco regretted telling their friends about their relationship. Pansy did nothing but, bug Draco about Him and Harry, hammering him with questions that he really didn't know the answers to. On Harry's end Hermione wasn't taking it very well at all. Understandable considering Draco is still a complete arse to her. But, she as well kept asking questions Harry didn't know how to answer.
"Hermione I don't know. I really don't." Harry said. He sounded tired and annoyed
"I just don't like seeing you this way Harry. As much as I don't like Draco I think you should at least talk to him. Get closure."
"I'll think about it. Can I go back to sleep now?"
"Sure."
He rolled over and put his blanket over his head.
Did she really just wake me up to talk about Draco? This has gotten out of hand. He thought to himself as he drifted off into a deep slumber
That night Harry dreamed about Draco. He dreamt about the first time they met. In this dream they became friends but, Draco was nice completely different from how he really is. They were best friends then lovers then dating then happily married. Harry wished the dream was real. Well parts of it. He wasn't friends with Ron and Hermione in this dream. That part he didn't like. Without them there would be no adventure in life. Without Ron he wouldn't have a nice family that basically took him in. Without Hermione he wouldn't have been able to pass most of his classes or have anyone to have a serious conversation with. Truth his he'd be completely lost without them.
After countless hours of "Thinking about it" Harry decided to not talk to Draco.
"What?! You're seriously not going to say anything?" Hermione yelled
"Be quiet!" Someone whispered loudly from across the Library
"Harry, you're obviously miserable."
"Hermione he betrayed me. I have nothing left to say to him."
"I know it looks bad. Well, it is bad but, did you actually give him a chance to explain himself? Draco is a complete ass but, he's not evil."
"His father is a death eater. It only makes sense. Why are you pushing me to talk to him again? You said it yourself you don't like the idea of us dating."
"I thought about and I don't care who you date. I just want you happy. You're my best friend." She said while getting up to hug Harry
Harry missed Hermione's hugs; they're always so full of love.
"Alright" He said, "I'll talk to him."
"Good! Now that's settled I have some news!"
"Go on."
"Ron finally asked me out!"
"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Someone shushed her
"You shhhhhhh!" Hermione shushed back
"It's a about bloody time. I'm very happy for you two." He said smiling. He died a little inside. He thought about him being alone now that his best friends are dating. The more he thought about it the sadder he felt and Hermione could see it in his eyes.
"Harry, it's not going to change that much. I promise."
"Yea but, it will change. Face it Hermione eventually you guys won't want me around as much."
"That's not true and you know that." She said sounding unsure of herself
"Yea, okay I have to go." He got up and left before she could ask where he was going. He didn't even know where he was going or what he was doing. Walking through the halls trying to figure out his next move her spotted Ron with Seamus and Dean, he thought about turning away but, it was too late.
"Oi Harry! Wait up!" He shouted waving his arms so Harry could see him. "See you blokes later." He said to Dean and Seamus
Shit. He's going to want to talk about Hermione.
"So Hermione tells me you're talking again."
"I've been talking for weeks."
"Just not to me"
"Nothing personal Ron, It's just-"
"I know."
"Sorry."
"I know."
"You're upset?"
"No. I'm trying to tell you that I know."
"You know what exactly?"
"I know that you've been seeing someone."
"Bloody hell! Hermione told you?!"
"She's my girlfriend of course she told me."
"I must say you're taking it rather well. I thought you'd be upset."
"Upset why? Why would you think I'd be upset?"
Harry looked at friend opened his mouth but, didn't say anything. He thought to himself that he knows, Ron he'd be pissed if he knew about Draco. Something wasn't right or Mione' didn't tell him everything. He decided to make sure what Ron knew.
"Uhh I'm not sure. Uhh Ron what exactly did Hermione tell you?" He asked nervously
"Just that you were seeing some Slytherin—"; Harry cringed when he heard Slytherin. He started to think, he knows. He knows its Draco. "Bloke and that he hurt you in some way. I don't know what she wouldn't tell me. She didn't even tell me his name, thought she'd leave that to you."
"She didn't tell you because, she doesn't know who." He lied, "I have to go Ron. I'll uh I'll see you at supper."
Harry darted down the hall after he was out of Ron's sight he went towards the Slytherin common room. There he stood outside the entrance trying to talk himself into going in. He paced around for a while thinking, what am I doing? What am I going to say? What if he doesn't want to see me? He turned around and started walking down the hall; he stopped when he heard someone call his name. He turned back around. It was Pansy.
"Umm hello Pansy, Is there something you I can help you with?"
"You ask as if I were outside your common room." She giggled.
"Right I was just…"
"Going to see Draco." She finished his sentence
"No. Why would you think I was coming to see him?"
"Because, I know Harry, I know about you two."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Oh please. Don't play stupid. I was told by a reliable source."
"It wasn't Hermione was it?"
"Eww. No. Draco told me."
"What?! Why why would he tell you?"
"The same reason you told Hermione. I'm his best friend. And as his best friend I feel I should tell you he's hurting Harry. He's hurting bad. I've never seen him like this it's even worse than the time he told his father he's gay. I know it's none of my business but, I think you should at least talk to him."
"You don't understand how I must be feeling. You're right about one thing it is none of your-", He stopped, she was right. He should at least hear what Draco has to say. "You're right. Sorry. I came here to do just that but, I talked myself out if it."
"Well you should go now."
"I'll think about it."
