SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE. I HAD MAJOR WRITERS BLOCK. Well here it is the last actual chapter. There will be two more updates. A letter from Draco to Harry and the epilogue. Enjoy :3
Draco gazed into the eyes staring back at him. This was it. The last intimate moment he's going to have with Harry for a very long time. He tried not to think of it but, the closer the last day of school approached the more he thought about not seeing his messy head hair walk down the halls, his piercing blue eyes looking back his own, he wouldn't feel that warm comforting feeling being wrapped in his arms, or hear that laugh or see his smile Draco loved so much, the sound of Harry's voice when he said, "I love you". A tear trickled down his eye as he thought of all the things he'd miss.
"What's wrong?" Harry asked in his most concerned voice
"Nothing." He said quickly trying to shake it off
Harry looked him and sighed deeply. He knew what this was about. He took his hand and held it.
"Draco…" He started but, couldn't think of anything more to say. He's told him all he could countless times. "Look babe, everything is gonna be okay. I'll be back before you know it. It'll be like I never left."
"I wish that were true but, everything's going to change and you know it. We all know it." He wiped another tear from his eye and dried his hands on his pants
Harry looked at Draco and watched tear after tear fall painfully from his now blood shot red eyes.
"Come on." He stuck his hand out, "Please?"
"Where are we going?"
"Nowhere but, take my hand."
"I don't really feel like doing anything Harry."
"But, this is the last night get to spend together for a while. I don't you spending it crying."
Draco curled up in a ball on the red sofa and mildly sobbed.
Harry stuck his arm out almost touching the blondes shoulder but, quickly retreated. He remembered how Draco doesn't like to be touched when he's upset. By this point he didn't know what to do. Nothing he said mattered, it wouldn't make any difference.
Ok, this is either going to piss him off, or get him on he's feet. Most likely going to piss him off though. Okay 1…2….
"Your feminine side is showing."
What the fuck did he just say to me? My feminine side?
Draco turned and looked at the brunette. His silver eyes pierced into Harry's soul.
Yep, pissed him off.
"My what is showing?"
"You heard me."
Draco stood up and walked towards Harry. The Gryffindor backed up with every step Draco took.
"Why? Why would you say that?!"
"Well…"
"Well?! Well, what?"
"All I'm saying is 'Man up'. All you've been doing lately is crying and I don't know what to tell you anymore. I'm sad too but, I'm trying to stay strong for you. And you breaking down every five minutes isn't helping much."
Draco saw his point. Everything he said is pretty much right. Losing the one person he really loved is really his biggest fear. Harry knew that but, he said he'd be back. Doubts flew his mind daily. Suppose that's why he's taking it so hard. Not because he's leaving. He's afraid he won't come back.
Okay so he's right but, no reason to call me a woman. I'll show him what for.
Draco grinned devilishly.
"So, I'm acting like a woman am I?" He said as he walked towards Harry, "You want me to 'Man up' do you?"
Harry had no idea what he just got himself into. He was both a bit frightened and somewhat aroused.
As Draco moved closer to Harry his heart began to beat faster almost certain he was going to regret what he said, he decided to apologize before anything happened.
"Draco, look I'm so—"
He pushed him to the ground and pinned him down before her could finish apologizing.
By the look in his eye Harry was sure Draco was going to hit him.
He lifted his arm and Harry flinched. Draco gave him a devious smile and said, "You want a man ehh?"
"DON'T HIT ME!"
"Hit you? You'd think I would hit you?"
Draco stood up in shock.
"You plan on answering me anytime soon?" He scoffed "Hit you. Even when we hate each other I never hit you."
"You would hex me. And never really did hate each other."
"Yeah whatever."
"Just what were you planning on doing if not hit me?"
Draco stood starting at him. His face said, 'What makes you think I'm going to tell you.'
"Alright fine don't tell me."
"I won't."
"I didn't want to know anyways."
"Well good because you ruined it."
"And this is why." Harry said under his breath
"Excuse me?"
"Nothing. Let's go."
"Where?"
"I'm not telling you."
Draco sighed and just went along with it. "Okay.
"Close your eyes." He whispered
"Okay."
They walked what felt like an endless path to wherever Harry was dragging them to.
"Are we there yet? I'm sick of walking."
"We've been walking for like five bloody minutes."
"Seems like forever. Then again you're not the one blind folded."
If Harry could see his eyes they'd be darted right at him with a "What the Hell" look staring at him.
"Not my fault you can't follow orders. Should've kept your eyes closed."
"Whatever."
"Alright we're here. Stop being such a baby."
"I'm not a baby Potter."
"Back to 'Potter' now am I?" He mocked him and shoved his shoulder playfully
"Why are we here?"
"I thought we could go for a dip."
"In the black lake?"
"If I didn't know any better I'd say you were scared."
"I'm not scared Potter!"
"Wow Déjà vu."
"I know right?"
Harry stripped down to boxer shorts and begged Draco to do the same. He hesitated at first, but as always he gave in.
"Well?"
"Well what?"
"Get in."
"You get in."
"What are you scared?"
"I told you I'm not scared Potter."
"Okay why are you doing that?"
"Doing what Potter?"
"That! Callng me 'Potter'?"
He shrugged his shoulders and said, "It's a habit."
"A habit?" Harry questioned him. He looked at Draco suspiciously "A habit that you dropped for almost a year and suddenly picked back up for no apparent reason?"
"Well when you put it that way it makes me sound bad."
"Well…"
"Well?"
"Just how would you feel if I started calling you 'Malfoy' again?"
"I wouldn't mind."
"Oh. Okay I guess." Harry looked turned away from Draco. He didn't exactly know why, but he felt hurt. He started to think what if Draco wants things to go back the way they were? No no that can't be he was just bawling his eyes out earlier today. Or was it just part of some act? We all know Draco can put on a good act. He hid his feelings from me for years. Ahhh I'm sure it's nothing.
"You okay Harry?"
"Oh now I'm Harry again?" He said while jumping in the lake
Draco sighed, "You're upset."
"I'm not."
"You are."
"I'M NOT!"
"Okay, if you say so." Draco smirked and shook his head
"So are you going to get in or not?"
"Not."
"Alright than." Harry stood up and walked back toward the dry land. He wasn't having it not today; Draco was really getting under his skin.
Do not argue with him Harry. He repeated this several times in his head as he walked towards the blonde Slytherin boy. He tugged at his boxer shorts. "Come on" He said in a whisper. He smiled as he looked into those beautiful grey eyes he loves so much.
Draco smiled back and nodded, "Okay, but take those off."
Harry pulled off his under pants and tossed them aside. "Your turn."
"Give me hand will you?"
Harry smirked. He slid his hands down Draco's body as he crouched down to reveal his pale bare body. He sat face to face with his cock. He looked up at his boyfriend and grinned, he licked his lips. "You ready?"
"Mhm."
He licked the tip of his cock and pecked it lightly. He stood up and now he was face to face staring deep into the grey eyes in front of him. He took his hands and cuffed them on his face. "I want you" he whispered as he kissed him roughly. Their feet stepped back a few inches as they snogged. When their kiss broke Harry looked at Draco again. "Hold your breath." He said.
"What? Wh— Dammit Potter!"
Harry stood back laughing his arse off as he watched the blonde splash into the warm water.
"You're such a tease!" He shouted as he walked back onto the surface.
"Awww come Draco. It was funny. Lighten up a bit will you?"
He smiled, "Okay, but let's finish what you started." He walked over to him and kissed his neck.
Harry moaned while Draco feed him sweet kisses all over his body. As he moved lower and lower Harry's cock became rock hard.
"Wow hard already Potter?" He looked him and winked; Harry blushed
He slipped his sopping wet lips over Harry's member and began sucking softly.
Harry watched the blondes head bob back and forth. He bit his lip trying to contain his moans, but he couldn't so he just let it all out.
"Mmmm Merlin don't stop!"
"Mmm you like that?"
Of course he liked it. He loved it and wanted more. Harry grabbed the ends of Draco's striking blonde hair and pushed his dick deep down his throat. He panted, and moaned as he worked his thick throbbing cock in and out of Draco's soaking wet mouth.
"Oh Draco." He whispered. His voice quivered as he oh so enjoyed the sensation of Draco swallowing his cock. The gagging sounds he made turned Harry on more. He wanted no he needed more.
Harry lifted him off his knees and brought him up to his face. He kissed him wildly whilst rubbing his cock making Draco's pink nipples placed upon his built chest to harden.
"Mmmm Harry." He moaned and gasped for air, "OH merlin! Harry I think I'm going to cum."
"Not yet you're not." Harry said as he pushed him to the ground. He lay on top of him and kissed his neck, lips and chest while grinding their erections onto on another.
"Oh mmmm keep doing that."
"Mmmm you like that?"
"Yeah" He gasped
"Tell me you want it." Harry whispered sexily into his ear
Draco was silent.
"Draco?"
"Mhm?"
"Did you hear me?"
"Yes."
"Well?"
"Well?"
"Say it. Say you want it."
"I don't take orders Potter."
Harry rolled his eyes. "Fine than I guess I'm done here. Have fun handling that yourself."
"Blimey Harry. Are you really going to leave me here with a hard on?"
"Who ever said I was leaving?"
"You did. You said 'You're done here'."
"Yes, but I'm not leaving. "
"Well what the hell are you doing then?"
He stood close to him. Close enough to inhale the air he breathed out, "I'm going to stand here and make you watch while I rub one out." He Winked and turned away
"You can't make me watch." Draco sneered
"I can do whatever I want." He said as he picked up his wand
Draco reached for his wand also
"Expelliarmus!"
"Shit. Smart move Potter."
Harry cast a spell that bonded Draco's arms in cuffs.
"Let me go Harry"
"Say it."
"No."
"Ugh Fine."
Harry let him go.
Draco stood up and laughed
"What are you on about?"
"You. You gave in so easily."
"Oh and I suppose you wouldn't have?"
"Of course not." He bragged, "See us Slytherins know how to take charge and get whatever we desire."
Harry rolled his beautiful blue eyes, "Yeah right whatever."
"I got you didn't I?" He said sweetly while moving towards Harry whose back was turned to him. He kissed the back of his shoulder blade and worked his way up his neck then to his ear where he whispered, "Say you want me."
"I want you." He whispered back while turning around and jumping into his arms. They fell to the ground hard, but both ignored the bit of pain they felt while crashing to the ground. "I want you. I want you so bad."
Draco's hands explored the canvas of Harry's naked body before resting on his firm cock. He grabbed his own and rubbed them together. Harry's moans of pleasure filled his ear, encouraging him to go faster.
Their bodies became heated with passion, the moment was intense. With every kiss every stroke every bite, lick, suck, and scratch, he couldn't wait any longer.
"Fuck me Harry!" He shouted "Fuck me now. I want it. I want it."
Harry lifted Draco's legs and rested them on his own shoulders.
"Ready?"
Draco nodded, "yes."
Slowly he made his way into Draco's tight dainty hole.
"Mmmm fuck me Harry."
Harry pushed himself all the way into Draco's ass. He wanted to make him scream so, he repeated this action over and over. Harder each time.
"Ahhh fuck!" He screamed out loud
Draco jerked his cock while Harry pounded his ass.
"Ahhh fuck Draco." He panted nearly out of breath. He was ready to explode.
"Faster." He ordered "Harder."
He pushed his cock in and out following Draco's orders.
"Merlin! Oh Draco, I'm going to cum."
"Cum on me Harry."
Harry kneeled in front of Draco and began working his cock roughly.
"Oh god. MMM fuck!" He roared as white milky cum oozed from his penis into Draco's mouth
Draco licked his lips and swallowed the Harry sweet juices. "MMMfff my turn."
He started wanking himself again.
"Here let me."
Harry moved his tongue up and down Draco's shaft before taking it all in.
"MMM shit. Ahhh" He moaned as he released himself into Harry's throat
"Oh my gosh. You are just fantastic."
"Mmm I know."
Harry shoved him, smiled and said, "I'm going to miss this."
"The sex?"
"I meant your wit, charm, how cocky you are after we shag, but sure I'll miss the sex too."
"You could have sex with anyone."
"Yeah, but I wouldn't. I don't want anyone except you."
"Really?"
"Why would I lie? I love you. You know that."
"Of course."
The sun was shining brightly and the heat was beaming. Harry stood next to his best friends as they as well as the rest of the students waited for the Hogwarts express to arrive.
"Mione' do I really have to?"
"Yes Ronald you do."
"I don't want to meet them. Not yet anywayys."
"And why not?"
"I'm not ready.
"There's no reason to be nervous besides it won't be for a few weeks."
He sighed, "Fine."
Hermione turned to Harry he was looking for someone. Draco. "How are you feeling Harry?"
"Fine."
"You sure?"
"Yes."
"Harry, why don't you tell everyone?"
"It wouldn't make a difference Hermione. We're still leaving. He can't come. No one needs to know, especially not now. Train's here."
"All aboard the Hogwarts express." Said Ron
Ron and Hermione boarded the train before Harry. He watched as everyone disappeared onto the carts. He took a step up and turned his head to the left. He saw someone with a blonde head of hair stepping in to the train. He lowered his head and whispered softly to him, "I love you."
He didn't know it, but at that same moment Draco was starting at him with one foot on the train. He mouthed to him, "I love you more."
A few Hours on the train seemed like days to Harry. Although he was just a few carts form Draco he missed him dreadfully.
"Anything from the trolley dears?" Said a nearby voice
"No thank you."
Ron was busy trying to snog Hermione. She was pushing him away. She didn't want to be rude and make Harry feel worse than he already does.
"I can go to another cart if you want."
"No, that won't be necessary, Ronald stop it."
"I'm going find somewhere else to sit."
"Harry…"
"No, It's okay I just… I need to be alone right now."
He walked out and closed the door behind him. He walked far end of the train where the Slytherin house often sat. He wasn't going so he could see Draco, honestly he wanted to void seeing him, but he had to use the lavatory. He had no idea which cart Draco was in so he walked by swiftly with his head down.
"Draco wasn't that Harry?"
Draco shot a look at Pansy. His eyes sad, "Shut the fuck up."
"Harry? What does business does he have with him?"
He looked at her again. This look said, "Now you've done t."
"Nothing Blaise. Excuse me."
"Where are you going?" Pansy asked
"To take a piss. Do you have to know everything?"
"Harry?"
"I told you I don't feel like talking. Go away."
"I'm not going anywhere Potter." Draco spat
"Draco?"
"Yes. Who else?"
"What are you doing in here? We could get caught."
"I don't care. I'm dying not seeing you. Besides Pansy is being awfully sympathetic and it's bloody annoying. I needed to get away from her."
Harry laughed. "Yeah I know what you mean."
"I'm really going to miss your smile and the sound of laughter. You're the only person that makes me feel alive. I love you because–"
There was a knock at the door.
"I'm in here!"
"Well hurry up!"
"Bloody hell, I guess I should make this quick. I love you be–"
"Come on!"
Draco cracked open the door, "Knock or shout at me again so help me I will hex you into next week. I suggest you take your seat I will be out when I'm out. Are we clear?"
"Uhhh okay."
"Where was I?"
"You love me because?"
"Because, you let me be myself. Everyone expects me to be this bad ass evil death eater guy. I don't want to be any of that. With you I forget about everyone else and what they want from me. I'm dreading this Harry. I don't want to lose you."
"You're not going to lose me. Ever. I promise. Now kiss me."
They cuffed each other's faces and kissed until they were completely breathless.
"I want to stay like this forever."
"Me too."
"But…"
"I know."
"I love you. Please remember that."
"I love you too Harry."
"Now don't do that. Don't cry. Remember who they think you are? You're Draco fucking Malfoy, total bad ass." He shoved him playfully, "Love of my life."
"They don't know that."
"But you do. That's all that matters right now. And they will know one day."
"I should go. I love you Harry."
"Finally! Platform, 9 3\4!" Ron roared" My arse is hurting from siting on that bloody train."
"There are my parents. I have to go." She hugged Harry and kissed Ron goodbye "I love you See you soon."
"Come on Ron we must be going. Hello Harry dear. Sorry to run off, but has some important business. We'll see you soon."
Ugh … The Dursely's. Why do they even come here? I'd rather crawl home.
Harry was walking over to family he loathed so much when he walked right into Draco.
"Watch where you're going Potter!"
"Shove off Malfoy."
Draco started to walk away. He turned around and took a deep breath, "I can't … I can't do this anymore." Tears filled his eyes he looked at Harry and everyone staring at them, "I can't pretend I don't love you. It hurts. It kills me. I love you Harry Potter and I don't give a damn who knows." He fell into his arms weeping saying, "I love you." Over and over again
The people around them gasped. You could hear them all in shock.
"Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy?"
"I knew something was going on between them."
"Draco! Get over here now!" His mother shouted
"No!" He cried
Harry kissed him, "You better go."
"I don't want to."
"I know, but you must."
Draco yelled "I love you", with tears streaming down his face, for the last time while his mother pulled him out of the arms of Harry potter.