A/N: ) this ides was given to me by kittykat2506:) hopefully i wrote it well:) hope you like it! PLEASE REVIEW!

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN AUSTIN AND ALLY OR DEZ, TRISH, AND ELIOT!

ALLY'S POV:

I tap my foot on the ground. It's 4:31. We made a commitment to rehearse at 4:00. Over the past few weeks he's only spent time with Kira. It's like he doesn't even care about us anymore. I mean Dez and Trish don't seem to notice, they're too busy being all goo-goo over each other. I look at the clock again. 4:32. That's it I'm calling him. I pick up my phone and dial his number. It rings and rings until I see that he had pressed the 'ignore' button. I sigh frustrated. I wait another ten minutes. Still no sign of Austin. I don't need this. If he doesn't care enough about me- I mean his career, then there's no reason I should have to wait for him any longer. I pick up my purse and walk out of the practice room. I walk home. Austin had said he would drive me home after we practiced but since he didn't show…again… so I had no ride home. Honestly I should have made other arrangements but I don't know I just had this shimmer of hope that he would come through. But he didn't. He never does. I'm tired of feeling this pain. I'm tired of feeling things for him. I'm tired of him making promises he never keeps. I'm tired of believing that he will. I'm tired of getting my heart broken. I'm tired of him. I'm tired of loving him.

About halfway there it starts to rain. Great. Just great. Note my sarcasm. I take off my wedges and hold them in my hands as the water starts to soak my hair and cloths. As I walk past the coffee shop and see no other than the blond causing me this pain. I look in the window and see he is making out with Kira inside the shop. Without even being aware, I start to cry. How is it that loving someone can hurt so bad. I'm done. I'm so done. I'm done I tell you! I'm done with him.

"Have a nice day" I say with a fake smile. As the customer leaves Austin walks in. oh boy.

"Hey Ally" he says.

"hey" I say flatly.

"what's wrong" he asks. Damn he knows me so well. I'm not gonna melt though…not this time.

"So now you care" I say not fully looking him in the eye. He seems a bit taken back.

"what's that supposed to mean…I always care" he says. This time I look directly into his eyes.

"Austin, you haven't showed up to any of our practice sessions for the past week!… you don't even call! And you don't pick up the phone when I call you!" I say harshly. He chuckles a little like it's no big deal.

"I'm sorry Ally, don't be like this" he says with a cocky smile. Now I'm angry.

"Austin! you abandoned me last night to make out with Kira! I had to walk home in the pouring rain! Alone! I tried to call but you purposely ignored it! what the hell Austin! it's like you don't even give a crap about me anymore! And you know what why should you! After all I only have dedicated most of my time to make sure your career soars!"

"Ally?! what the heck are you talking about?!" he shrieks defensively.

"I'm talking about you being a jackass!"

"What the hell! Are you seriously that jealous that I can get a relationship and you can't" he spits out with venom.

"what?! I am NOT jealous! I just wish you would give me some more respect you can't just walk all over me Austin! I'm not your personal doormat!"

"you're right! A doormat wouldn't be this bitchy right now!" he says wickedly. I gasp a little. He'd never called me anything like that before.

"yah well you'd think my best friend would be a little more supportive!" I scream.

"you'd think you would shut your mouth before I fire you as my songwriter!" he retorts. I shake my head angrily.

"you know what Austin…screw you" I say, venom dripping from each and every word as I storm out of the store. I slam the door behind me. I'm done. So done...

It's been almost two weeks now and Austin and I haven't spoken since…the incident. Every so often we share a cold glance in the hall, but nothing more.

I walk up to my locker and I feel a tap on the shoulder. I turn around and see a cute boy just a little taller than me standing behind me.

"Hey" he says cutely. I smile.

"Hi"

"I'm Eliot" he says with a nice smile. It doesn't sparkle like Austin's…

"I'm Ally"

"so listen I was thinking we could go out sometime?" he asks, rubbing the back of his neck. As much as I tried to stop it, there was this feeling of reluctance eating away at me. Visions of Austin kept running through my brain. Stop it Ally. He doesn't care anymore.

"sure" I say. He smiles and we make a plan for the weekend.

AUSTIN'S POV:

"So I hear you're going out with Eliot" I say as we sit in tense silence at lunch. Though I claimed to be sitting here to hang out with Dez, I missed her.

"yah" she answers shortly. I look at her longingly for a moment then back to my food.

The whole day I couldn't shake the thoughts of the past week out of my head. Our fight. I honestly can't believe i said all of those nasty things to her. Honestly... she has every right to be mad at me. i wonder just how much she likes Eliot. Eliot. The thought made me boil. I'm not exactly sure why. It seems though I'm not exactly sure about anything anymore. All I really know is that I miss the way things used to be with Ally. When we would stay up to the late hours writing songs…or even just talking. I sigh as I climb into my bed. I shut my eyes and drift off into a fitful sleep.

[Dream]

"we're officially boyfriend and girlfriend" Ally announces with a smile, planting a kiss on Elliot's lips.

"congrats Ally!" Trish exclaims. "Hey…now we can double date!" she says excitedly.

"yah!" I feel sad all of a sudden. I was now the only one in the group without a relationship…and worst of all I was watching the girl I liked with someone else. I watch as the couples nuzzles and kisses in the hot sun of Miami. That could have been me. I could have been the one to sweep her off her feet…but I neglected her and traded my time with her for make out sessions with Kira. The truth is I was trying to hide my true feelings for Ally by dating someone else…clearly that didn't work or I wouldn't be devestated watching the couple hold hands right now.

Ally had been spending all of her time with Eliot. She barely did anything without him. Sadly she always did everything without me. She stopped writing so many songs for me…she stopped meeting me in the practice room after school… she stopped being there. I used to see her every day where as no I am lucky if I get a passing glance in the halls. My career had been going downhill for a while now until I really only had a few fans left. I didn't really care about that though. My number one fan had left and that was all that I needed to fix. I needed to get Ally back.

I restlessly roll over on my side and then back to the other.

I walk past them in the hall. They are kissing at her locker. I watch helplessly as he kisses my Ally passionately…kissing…Eliot…no…

"ah!" I wake up with a jolt. I look around and survey what just happened. I remember the agony I felt from her absence in the dream. Realization hits me. Is that how she felt when I neglected her? aw crap I bet it was. I can't bare the thought that I had hurt her. Just then a thought ran through my head. Eliot… I grab my jacket and race out the door. I didn't just like her…I loved her And if I don't say something now…she'll never know.

I burst through the door of Chinampas(1). There I see Ally and Eliot, talking and laughing together. My blood boils and I race towards them.

"Ally!" I yell.

"Austin?" she says looking confused.

"I need to talk to you Als" I say.

"uh ok…can it wait cause i-"

"no I need to say this now" I say firmly.

"uh ok…Eliot excuse me for a minute" she gets up and follows me into the corner. She crosses her arms.

"What" she spits.

"Ally I'm so sorry…I acted like a total jerk…I love you so much Ally more than you'll ever know…please forgive me" I say on the verge of tears. I watch as her eyes scan my face, looking for a sign.

"Austin…you can't just come here and say all these nice things and expect me to believe them…" she says looking a little hurt.

"Ally, I promise I'm not lying…" I say. She just looks at m with sad eyes. I feel her slipping away. I reach forward and pull her close to me by the waist, placing my lips softly on top of hers. Surprisingly, she kisses beck. She wraps her arms around my neck and relaxes into me. After a while we release. I rest my forehead to hers and smile.

"I love you Ally" I whisper softly.

"I love you too" she says smiling back at me. She backs away from me suddenly, looking down at the ground.

"what's wrong" I ask getting closer to her. She looks up into my eyes.

"kira" she says. My heart falls. I forgot about Kira.

"She's nowhere near as wonderful as you" I say tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. She bites her bottom lip, looking uncertain. I get closer still and hold the side of her cheek in my hand.

"hey…" I say softly. "I'm not gonna leave you again…ever" and with that I kiss her again.

A/N: :) i hope you liked it:) i'm pretty proud of how it turned out:) thanks again to kittykat2506 who gave me the idea:) dont forget you can still send me ideas:)please review!

1) "come to chinampas a bum bum bum...we have the potatoes a bum bum bum.." :) lol you probably think i'm insane(which i kind of am lol) but yah no it's aninside joke between me and 2nd period Mr. Boncuk's class:) if any of you are out there... hiiiii! :) so yah i'm laughing right now that was such a fun class:)

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