Chapter 6

Rpov. It was 4 day no that ive decided to keep this baby. He or she is very strong, I have two broken ribs they heel quick but they still hurt. From being half vampire I heal quick. Carlisle says I am about the size of 4 months now. He thinks in about two weeks I should deliver. The baby was taking a lot of the nutrition in my body my face looked a little sunk in. I had to go to Carlisle's office to see if my ribs have healed. Jake refused to come to the appointment with Carlisle actually we have barely talked the last four days. Mom and aunt rose were here for me a lot. I was all bruised up on my stomach from him/she kicking me.

"how are we today Renesmee?" Carlisle asked, I was feeling like straight shit I was always eating and still couldn't feel better or feel not hungry. I wanted blood so much and animal blood was barely doing it.

"better" I lied.

"good now lets check those ribs, lift your shirt" I pulled it up as he said

"ok now they feel better and only a slight fracture now, but only the xrays will tell" my body did heal quickly so I wasn't to worried about that. It did hurt when the baby kicked though badly. There was a knock at the door, it opened and it was Jake.

"well hello Jacob" Carlisle paused "I was just telling ness that her ribs are almost healed that it is just a slight fracture now."

"that is good I guess ya know since that thing broke them" he said

"if your going to be negative just leave" I said. I couldn't understand how he felt but than again he couldn't understand how I felt.

"fine ill shut up" he was filled with anger

"okay ness you need to get more blood in you, your starting to look really bad."

"ive been drinking it Carlisle, I have at cup every 10 minutes" he looked shocked

"why don't we start mixing it a little you can have half human half animal and see how that does" he was concerned"

"ok I guess" I said as he left the room

"Renesmee don't you see what its doing to you? Look at your stomach your covered in brusies your ribs were fully broken, you have to drink human blood because of this thing. I understand you want a baby but we could adopt or something" he was upset with me

"Jake it wouldn't be ours and also don't you understand if my mother didn't fight for me I wouldn't be here. We would've never met, what if she is someone imprint what id she was meant to do something special and because I gave up means that wont happen now"

"she? It's a girl?" that was the first real interest he showed in the baby

"I don't know for sure I just think it is a girl" I said

"wow"

"she can hear you to and she liked the sound of your voice Jacob" dad said, he was standing In the doorway

"she has barley heard my voice though" that was it that first time he called the baby something besides it.

"she has she has good hearing she like you voice, ness, and Bella" dad said

Jpov

Maybe she, it wasn't so evil. We know she had the wolf gene since part of it was triggered and maybe ness will make it through I mean she healed in four days from broken ribs.

"just keep thinking like that" Edward said before walking away

"I love you" Jake said to me

"I love you too Jake"

"I still wish you wouldn't shut me out we were supposed to make decision together not like this ness, I'm trying to understand why you want to keep her. But at the same time why would you want to take a risk of dying and leaving everyone"

"because like I said what if this baby is meant for greatness what if she does something important? What if she is someones imprint of does something great in her time what if Jake? And she is a little bit of me and you why wouldn't I want to keep it"

We somewhat got along after that I still wasn't full happen with her decision but its okay.

Lpov

No one wanted ness to have this baby, it just wasn't good for her. As my bestfriend laid there on the couch looking so sickly i knew it had to stop but I also knew she wouldn't let that happen.

"mom I need more blood" she said. Blood Nessie barely even hunted before and now she had a cup in her hand at all times and part of it was human blood. I couldn't believe what she was going through to keep this baby it was unreal.

"this child really isn't good for you Ren why cant you see this" I said

"it really isn't Nessie the fetus can kill you" Alice said

"why can you all just accept the fact she wants to have the baby Jake is doing it. He is the last person who wants her to have it besides Edward and he is being there for her. Seriously Alice anyone else get pregnant your throwing a fucking shower and lexy you're her best friend if she came to me and said she didn't want to have the baby I would understand even though that is the last thing I would want her to do you all just need to grow the hell up" I think we pissed rose off just a little bit

"I need to use the bathroom" ness said and rose jumped up to help her.

Rpov

Aunt rose yelled at everyone and it made me cry, there was so much fighting over me. I didn't even do anything wrong all I did was want to have my child. I said I had to pee so I could get out of there, I wasn't able to move on my own anymore and as much as I was glad Jake and I were talking, I didn't want to push it either so aunt rose helped me.

"come on ness" she said lifting me up. Mom had brought me my blood to drink , my eyes started to have a bit of a red tint to them you could only see it in the light though. We were walking up the steps when mom asked "have you thought of any baby names?"

"I have given it for a girl I like addyson or alionna and for a boy I like Caleb" i said

"I like addyson a lot but than again I like alionna how about middle names?" aunt rose asked

"well I was thinking Addyson Rosalie , and Alionna Ellie" I said

"awe ness that is so sweet I like them both, now for the boys?" she asked

"I really like Caleb Jacob." I said

"I really like that one" Jake said, he was standing in the door way. "I also like Addyson Rosalie" he said

"well than its settled Addyson Rosalie and Caleb Jacob" I said giving him a hug. I really did have to pee now so I went to the bathroom.

Jpov

4 more days

It was extremely hard to be there for ness because there was a chance she could die because of addyson but I knew I had to be there for my wife and for my daughter. I was going to have Alice fix the apartment up but with a little one on the way we just didn't have room in the apartment. I was looking at houses now, something in our price range. Edward kept telling they would pay the difference but I couldn't let them. Ness was really big now about the size of someone 6 months the baby cracked another rip and Nessie was all bruised up. Her face wasn't so sunk in anymore she was eating almost ten meals a day and that doesn't include the things she ate in between, plus she was drink 19 10 oz cups of blood a day it was bumped up to a third of human blood now. I was a bit scared that ness was going to get addicted to that. She was sleeping next to me in bed , I was trying to be quite so I didn't wake her. From the heat of the baby she was extremely hot. She wasn't able to shift nor did Carlisle think she would when she comes out, probably not until 16 he just thinks she picked up the strength and the listening part of the gene. At least she would be the next alpha not that I'm stepping down anything soon I was going to be around for a while. Ness was groaning in her sleep with pain, this happen a lot anymore it was addyson kicking her back. Next thing I knew she was screaming.

"baby what wrong?" I asked but she kept screaming Carlisle and Edward were in the room. Carlisle checked and she wasn't in labor the baby cracked part of her spin kicking.

"is she going to be okay I mean that's her spine?" I asked

"he can hope her vampire side fixes that with no issues but she isn't going to be able to walk for the next couple days hopefully it fixes or she will have serious problems for the rest of her life" that new killed me the baby was hurting her so bad. I didn't want to say I was starting to love addyson because everytime I felt like I was she did stuff like this.

"baby are you feeling ok?" I asked

"I'm in a lot of pain but ill be okay don't worry"she said

How was I not to worry that was my wife, I couldn't take this she still had another week before Carlisle thought the baby would come. Another week of her being hurt and broken bones I just couldn't do this anymore how do I sit here and stand by this. Ugh this decision sucked, I needed to leave the room I had to get fresh air

"ill be right back here is your blanket and the pillow" I said before I left. I walked down the steps and right out the door Edward heard my thoughts and followed. I didn't need his shit too, I know I need to be there for her even though she could die. While he was against the whole thing I had to be here. God damn this child already!

"Jacob" he said I knew the speech was coming.

who likes the baby names? it took me a little while to come up with them ive been thinking of names since i wrote about lexy being pregnant. i really like caleb jacob. that way they can call him c.j. more tomorrow i have to get to bed let me know what you guys think