Chapter 13

Two weeks later

Jpov

When Ness got home with addyson and honestly I like her hair but I wanted it long and it doesn't make me happy that she was going to go behind my back but that was two weeks ago so it doesn't matter anymore, there is no changing it. Christmas was only 2 days away and buying for addyson was extremely hard because of her fast growth rate. She grew like a year every week, she looked about 7 now which was insane.

"Jake I got an idea?" ness said

"we get her stuff for each age, up til like 12 cause Carlisle says he sees it slowing down after that to a couple months to a year like I slowed down."

"great ness, I asked your mother to baby sit while we went shopping. Don't forget we also need to get Christyn this year to and her boyfriend is only right."

"now why on earth would we get her boyfriend she isn't even going to be with him forever or anything like that she is suppose to be with Stephen but she is being so damn stubborn"

"she is like you all over again"

"oh shut up and lets go get addyson over with your parents we'll take Wyatt shopping with us."

"Christyn were going shopping so don't meet me at the office today I wont be there we're taking addyson over ness's parents' house you can go there after school , or come home but Alice and jasper will be here so no funny business with your little boyfriend ya hear me" I said to Christyn before she left for school. i was hard on her but she needed it and I wouldn't have been to happy to come home and find her hooking up with her boyfriend. I pulled out my phone to make sure Alice was still coming over

"Alice we are still going shopping today are you sure you can still come down to the house?"

"yes Jake I promised we would come down now that we will, ya know eventually your going to have to give the girl some space she is 16"

"no I do not she is 16 and my daughter who will not be having sex any time soon" I was getting mad

"Jake you just called her your daughter" Alice said

"did i? well she is my daughter I love her and care for her, I take care of her like a father so why cant she be my daughter"

" that isn't what I meant I just meant you haven't said that yet" Alice said

"just make sure your hear for after school and stop making me all sappy I'm suppose to be a damn alpha" I said closing the phone

"daughter huh?" ness said

"shut up ness" I said kissing her "lets go addyson time to go to grandma's house" I yelled

Lexy pov

The twins were growing so big, not as fast as addyson though that was crazy. The twins grew a little bit each day just like a normal baby. Normal I miss being normal I mean I'm glad they saved my life I wouldn't want to leave Seth or the kids but I hate this I hate being so cold that the kids get the chills when I hold them I hate that Seth jumps occisonally when I touch him from how cold I am I hate that I have to drink blood and no longer eat regular food I miss out on eating dinner with my kids and husband. And being so strong I'm afraid to hurt someone, I have to be gentle with the babys all the time. Seth was out growing his lung problems finally, he will have this issue his whole life but they weren't as bad we are down to one breathing treatment a day now. They were almost a year old already I couldn't believe it.

"hey honey" Seth said

"hey babe shouldn't you be at the shop?"

"I was heading out when I met someone at the door" he said point to Andrew

"oh you're here!" I said, don't get me wrong I wanted ella to have the best life and I knew Andrew would never hurt her but she was mine and that's all I cared about

"babe you have to stop this Andrew didn't mean to do this he didn't know he was going to imprint on our daughter he has no say in it, Just like I had no say when I imprinted on you."

"yes but I don't get to have another little girl she is my only one the only I can never have another one"

"this isn't about Andrew is it, this is about you being a vampire?" he knew.

"This whole thing changed me, I wanted a big family 5 or 6 children running around grand kids in the future everything I wanted to make my family big since I never really had one until I got here and now I cant now I am stuck with only having two kids and that's all I don't grow anymore my hair doesn't get longer I have such strength that I'm afraid to hold my own child I cant take this anymore Seth sometimes I think I should've just died that day" I started to cry

"lexy baby we can always adopt kids if you want more, I'm glad you are here if you died that night I wouldn't have known what to do I wouldn't be able to take care of two children without you I would be going nuts I love you and I am so happy every day that you didn't die that night I'm glad you are here" he was worried at this point

"but I'm so cold and you jump when I touch you sometimes and I cant hold the kids without giving them the chills"

"baby I forget sometimes that you are colder than me, because you are so human acting and not supernatural you are my everything and it catches me off balance sometimes and the kids are use to your touch now they know more"

"your right babe, I am sorry Andrew I have been so rude towards you and I shouldn't have I am glad you imprinted on my daughter, she will have her own Seth to love and hold everyday."

"it is fine lexy I understood I promise I wont steal your daughter away from you I just wish youd let me see her sometimes, cause I only see her like once every two weeks and it kills me because of the pull I have to her" he seemed so sad

"I promise you can see her 3 times a week how about that, that's every other day and after a little while and I see how you are with her you can take her out with just you to for like an hour or so on another day besides the 3" I knew it was time to come to a compromise

"sounds great lexy can one of those 3 days be today please it has been over two weeks and if I don't see her I am going to go insane" he asked

"sure she is in her room" I said

"thank you lexy and thank you Seth for talking to her" he said before going to see ella

"okay babe I'm sorry I want to be here for you but Jake isn't going into the office today and rose is barley around with living so far away and embry well is embry."

"I understand I wish Jake would stop taking off so much so you could take a day off yourself" I was sounding crazy now blaming Jake I was a mess.

"babe he has things he has to do and he gives me days off too"

"I know I'm sorry I love you I think I'm going to go take ella and Seth to see Bella and Edward,"

"okay babe I love you too see you at 6 ill leave before embry tonight" he said kissing my cheek

"Andrew can you help me get them dressed? I want to take them to see Edward and Bella?" I asked

"sure thing lexy ill get ella ready if you want to get Seth"

"great thanks"

I wanted to make sure it was okay that I stopped by before I just appeared at house so I called Bella

"hey Bella I was wondering if it was cool that I brought the kids by today? I also wanted to talk to you and Edward maybe about something?"

"ya of course we will be at the cottage with the whole loads of vampires in our house thing and we have addyson and didn't want to take her over there so much so today is great"

"great ill see you soon oh I have Andrew with me"

"Andrew? Wow umm ok"

"is that a problem?"

"no it isn't a problem I just wasn't expecting you to allow Andrew around you don't really let him"

"ya we worked that out this morning but ill see you soon"

"okay darling see you soon"

"lexy, ella is all ready" Andrew said

"I'm getting Seth dressed now I was on the phone, if you wanna go put her in the car the carseat on the left is hers"

"sure no problem" Andrew was honestly a big help this morning I feel horrible for being so mean to him