Hi guys, sorry for not posting last week i had all my exams but now they are finished so YAY! i will hopefully be posting at least once a week now.
~Clary~
I feel disorientated. That's the word. Like some part of me is missing. Like there is a gaping hole inside of me. I also feel different. Like the world has changed and suddenly I'm a different person. Right now I'm on the carriage sitting next to Jace and headed for the institute. Jace. I feel like I haven't seen him for ages. His golden skin, perfect golden hair and of course, those dreamy golden eyes. He is golden. And he is mine. I can't even think of what I might have done with Sebastian had Jace not come and saved me. He has filled me in on the past few weeks. Apparently I had taken some potion that made me see Sebastian as perfect and Jace as some freak angel. I had listened and planned to take part in his master plan but all of which, I have completely forgotten. No problem to me, I don't want to remember anything about that but Jace is worried that Sebastian is planning something huge and he wants to know what it is. Next to Jace is Isabelle. Although we were close before I went off with Sebastian, she seems distant now, like I'm and different person. And next to her is Alec. He is staring of into space out the window thinking about who knows what. He is the same as always.
The carriage slows down before coming to a complete stop. I jump down into Jace's arm and we fall to the ground laughing at something.
"Come with me, I want to take you to the training room," he says and grins mischievously at me.
I bound up to him before overtaking him and sprinting to the training room. I forgot how fast I was. Sebastian made me take all the special concoctions that he stole from warlocks to make me stronger, fitter, faster and more mentally capable that the average shadowhunter. This leads me to beat Jace to the training room and watch him come gasping and puffing in.
"How….what…. I was faster….what did Sebastian give you?"
I just smile at him and skip to the weapons wall. I slip out a seraph blade and spin around to face Jace but he isn't there. I look around but there is no sign of movement or Jace. Then I feel a cold, metal prick against the back of my neck. Slowly I turn around to see Jace laughing his head off silently before gripping me in an iron grip and through me into a harness. He tightens all the wires and then hauls me up to the top beam. When I'm up there I slip of the harness and am rewarded with a confused look from Jace. Then I flip backwards twice before landing and a perfect crouch. Jace just stares.
"What the hell did Sebastian feed you there?"
I laugh and that's when the pain hits. It starts in my lower back and it's just an ache. It spreads slowly throughout my body. I try to ignore it but I can't help grimacing. Jace notices.
"What's up? You okay?"
"I think I need a minute," I say and head of to the bathroom.