Sorry for the lack of updating...had trouble coming up with an idea so here we go.
Just a warning, this is will probably be long...and a shit load of fluffy corniness...and there will be drama...
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I took the stars from my eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
Dean collapsed onto the floor of the gym and groaned loudly when a towel smacked him in the face. With a roll of his eyes he glanced over at his new workout buddy Charlie. He'd just started at the gym earlier that week when this crazy red-head suddenly appeared at his side. It was so random but he found himself drawn to the girl and after a week, he proudly called Charlie the sister he never wanted.
"Come oooooon Dean...we've only been working out for 30 minutes!" Charlie complained hitting him again with her towel. Dean rubbed his face and laughed.
"You're a demon Charlie...I thought when I signed up I'd only come here maybe every other day...this is freaking day 5 now!" Dean groaned. Charlie raised a brow and raised the towel as a threat.
"Hey...you said you wanted to lose the non-existent pudge before your birthday!" Charlie shot back. Dean eyed her but said nothing, knowing she was right. He had two weeks until then...but it wasn't just his birthday...it was technically their anniversary as well. Cas was hell-bent on not celebrating it on the same day but the mere fact that they actually met on his 3rd bday party...there wasn't really a date more significant.
Dean didn't care about celebrating his birthday this year...he got what he wanted and then some. This time they were celebrating their first year together and Dean had everything all planned out. Thanks to his new best friend, it was rather easy to set up. Gotta love girls (especially nerdy ones) who are all gung ho for the romantic shit.
"Yes, yes, I know Char...thanks. I just don't want to be all sore this weekend..."
"Well...just not THAT kind of sore anyway," Charlie teased and Dean's eyes bugged out while his face burned red. They stared at each other for a second before bursting out laughing.
"Wow...anyway...shit hold on," Dean grunted as he tried to pull his phone out of his pocket. He fumbled for a second before a huge smile broke out on his face.
"Hey baby...are you done registering?" Dean asked.
"Yeah I'm done...are you still at the gym?" Cas said with a little sigh.
"I made it 30 minutes before collapsing on the floor...Charlie's been laughing at me this whole time," Dean snickered. Cas gave a little laugh but stayed quiet.
"Kit...what's wrong?" Dean asked with a frown. He hated when Cas got quiet...it always meant something was wrong. He was fine this morning...there was even a smile on his face when he got out of the car to register for classes. Dean had registered the day before while Cas was at work...and thankfully, this would be his last semester.
"It's nothing Dean...I promise...I'm just really tired...can you come pick me up? I just want to be with you right now..." Cas whispered and Dean's chest felt a little tight.
"Of course...hey, I've been wanting you to meet Charlie and her girlfriend...wanna get a late lunch with them after we hang out for a bit?" Dean asked biting his lip looking over at the red-head. She nodded eagerly and even started packing her stuff up.
"That actually sounds really good...I'll be near the arts building ok?"
"Yeah...i'll be there in a few minutes. Love you," Dean said, hanging up once Cas repeated it. He was getting a little anxious to be near him...He walked out with Charlie and gave her a quick hug and a plan to meet up later. After jumping into his car he sped off towards the school that was only 10 minutes away and pulled into a parking spot near the arts building. Why Cas was here instead of out front he had no idea.
It took a minute but he finally spotted him lying down in the grass with his eyes closed. Dean smiled and walked over, taking in the site of his beautiful best friend completely relaxed in the shade. There were little white ear buds in his ears so he didn't hear Dean's approach. He was glad, it gave him a chance to gawk all he wanted.
Settling down on his knees next to him, very gently he rested his hand on Cas's stomach. He jumped a little but when those bright blue eyes met his, he visibly relaxed, taking in a deep breath. Dean leaned in and brushed his lips along Cas's, smiling when he sighed softly, one of his hands brushing up his arm. Dean leaned in a bit more to press their lips together, moving their mouths in a very slow and gentle kiss. Cas melted into it, a little smile forming on his lips as they kissed.
"I'm glad you're here," Cas whispered after pulling away. Dean smiled down at him and ran his free hand through Cas's thick hair.
"You ok?" Dean asked and Cas nodded with a smile, no trace of anxiety or anger in his eyes.
"Then why did you sound so...I don't know...put out on the phone?"
"I'm just tired...I hate registering, it's so annoying especially when I'm stuck behind people who have no idea what they want to study...then that stupid new manager wouldn't stop calling me...apparently even though it said she was a Starbucks manager for 2 years on her resume she had no clue how to make an Americano..." Cas rolled his eyes, pulling Dean down to lie next to him. Dean chuckled and rested his head on Cas's bag before pulling him into his arms. Cas moaned and snuggled into him, his face nuzzling at his chest.
"Even I know how to make that...does Alfie get along with her at least?" Dean asked not being able to not smile at the mention of their little friend. Alfie and Benny were now officially exclusive and Dean really couldn't help but be so fucking happy for them. Benny was constantly smiling at work and even sang with Dean at times when a rock ballad came on the radio. Rufus of course would grumble, throw something and lock himself in his office. Alfie was growing more and more confident in himself, actually giving Dean hell and becoming a total smart ass.
Dean was so proud.
"Oh he just LOVES Lilith," Cas chuckled lifting his head to look down at him, "He's actually requesting to only work on the days that I do."
"Oh jeez...you two need to just quit...and don't even start with that whole it's the only job you can find shit," Dean said pecking his lips to keep him from objecting, "I've actually been thinking...we do have that extra room that we never use...maybe Alfie could just move in with us...especially since his lease will be up next month."
Cas sat there in thought, his chin resting down on his chest while his fingers traced little patterns on his stomach. Dean bit his lip and tried to keep his muscles from bunching up from the little touches.
"Well he did say Zeke was going back home and there is no way he can afford rent on his own...and I really doubt that Benny's ready to ask him to move in," Cas said.
"Mmhmm...that and he lives in a really shitty one room apartment...the whole thing is literally as big as our kitchen," Dean chuckled.
"I'll talk to him about it...see what he says," Cas said. Dean nodded and pulled him in closer, smiling when Cas allowed it and moved to press his face in the crook of his neck. The little breaths tickled his skin but he didn't care.
Cas stepped into the shower and groaned when the hot water pelted at his skin, relaxing his tense muscles. Today had been a weird one...it was just one of those...hazey not wanting to do anything days. All he wanted to do this morning was pull Dean back into bed and never step foot out of it. But of course, they both had things to do. He'd put off registering until the last moment and of course he paid for it. Long lines, annoying babbling of underclassmen complaining about their credits. Cas knew he was probably like them the year before but today he just didn't want to be around it.
The only thing he was looking forward to was their late lunch with Charlie and her girlfriend. When Dean had first told him about her all he could think of was of some skank in spandex trying to flirt with Dean but his fiance had just laughed and described the girl. When he mentioned at how nerdy she was Cas couldn't wait to meet her. But between training the new manager, actually working and getting his school stuff together they hadn't had time at all this week. He barely had enough time to actually spend time with Dean...it was frustrating the shit out of him.
The sound of metal sliding against metal made his eyes pop open and glance over his shoulder. Dean grinned at him before sliding into the shower behind him, his arms instantly wrapping around his middle. Cas let out a groan and settled back, shivering at the very hard erection sliding between his ass.
"Haven't had you in a week Cas...that's not right," Dean growled in his ear and Cas grinned, moving his hips so the blunt tip of his cock pressed against his hole. Both of them moaned and Dean bit down hard on his shoulder.
"Fuck...you're not even inside of me and I'm ready to cum," Cas shuddered, his hands flying forward to press into the wall. Dean licked down his spine as he knelt down on his knees. Cas cried out when an open palm met his ass, sending a shock of arousal straight into his gut.
"Fuck Cas," Dean groaned and Cas felt his fingers spread him and he let out a strangled moan when something wet wiggled along his hole. It licked along his rim, dipping in teasingly. Cas was moaning and whimpering loudly when it finally slid slowly into him, licking along his walls.
"Dean! Oh fuck Dean!" Cas cried out and reached back to grip onto Dean's hair, pulling on it just a bit. He felt the vibrations of Dean's moan along his insides and he damn near came but he was able to hold off if only by a thread.
"Baby please...please fuck me," Cas whined and suddenly there was something harder in place of his tongue. A slicked up finger danced around his rim before plunging deep into him.
"I love it when you beg Kit," Dean growled in his ear and Cas smirked, his hips grinding down onto his finger. Nearly screaming when two more fingers shoved into him, spreading him open. The tips of those fingers pressed into his prostate and he did scream. Dean kissed along his neck...licking at the bruise forming on his shoulder. His kisses were gentle and soft while his fingers dug into him roughly making Cas a bit desperate.
"De Please!" Cas screamed and cursed loudly when the fingers slipped out of him. He didn't have enough time to really take a breath before Dean's throbbing cock was filling him. Cas threw his head back and cried out, his hips moving back to take more. It burned but the pleasure of it was far too good.
"You feel so good Baby...do you like this? Me fucking you hard? Making you scream my name?" Dean groaned, snapping his hips against Cas.
"Fuck yes...more Dean...I want more," Cas begged and Dean let out a growl that sent shivers up his spine. Fingers wound into his hair and pulled while the slide of Dean's cock went faster and harder, slamming deep into him. He cried out when his prostate was hit and Dean went still, gripping his hips tightly to keep him from moving. Cas's entire body shook and he sobbed out a moan when the pressure against his sweet spot was growing too much. With a roll of Dean's hips Cas was cumming hard against the tile of their bathroom, Dean's name being cried out over and over again.
"That's it Kit...fuck clench up tight for me," Dean moaned and started snapping their hips together. Cas fought for air and clenched down on Dean as much as he could. Dean came with a shout, coating the inside of Cas with his release. Cas shuddered and reached behind him to rub the back of Dean's neck as they both fought to catch their breaths.
"Shit...whatever it was you did...damn," Cas moaned and grinned when Dean laughed, kissing and sucking on his skin. They stayed still for a few more moments before slowly moving to wash up. Laughing at each other when their muscles would jump with a mere brush of skin. Both of them were so sensitive it didn't take long until Cas was on his knees, sucking Dean into his throat.
"Fuck...we're never going to get out of this shower..." Dean panted. Cas moaned around him making Dean's eyes roll into the back of his head. When he finally came, they had to wash up again but this time in cold as shit water.
Dean yawned and grabbed for Cas's hand as they made their way towards the Denny's. It was so close to their house they opted to just walk. Cas had this happy little smile on his face every time a breeze would brush past them and Dean couldn't tear his eyes off him. His hair was a mess and his glasses sat low on his nose. He was being lazy and didn't want to put in his contacts...Dean was so not complaining.
The huge BU sweater hung on his lean body and Dean smirked...when he threw it on Dean crawled in with him. Both of them still fit and this time Dean let him feel just how hard he was. They didn't really have time so Dean willed it away with a promise from Cas for later.
"About time!" Charlie cried out rushing over to them. He gave the girl a one-armed hug before pulling Cas a bit closer.
"Charlie, this is my fiance and life long best friend Castiel Novak...Cas, this is Charlie Bradbury," Dean smiled and Charlie pulled him in for a hug. Cas laughed and hugged her back.
"Dean couldn't shut up about you...you are gorgeous...come on, you can finally meet Gilda!" Charlie said with a huge smile. She scampered off and they followed her to a table near the back. A brunette was sitting reading a book when they approached. She gave them a wave with a shy smile.
"Dean, Cas...this is my girlfriend, Gilda. Gilda this is Dean my gym buddy and his fiance Cas," Charlie sat down next to the girl and the boys sat across from them. They chatted for a while and ate and Dean couldn't help the grin on his face every time Cas clung to him.
"You cold baby?" Dean whispered as Cas pressed the front of his face in Dean's hoodie. Cas's eyes flicked up and smiled shyly, his cheeks burning a little.
"No...I'm just being clingy today...sorry," he replied and started to move away but Dean let out a small growl. Cas bit his lip and cuddled back into his side. Dean took a sip of his coffee when he met Charlies wide eyes.
"What?" Dean asked with a laugh.
"You two...are freaking adorable..." Charlie said with a huge smile.
"Meh...we do what we can," Dean snickered leaning his head to the side to rest on Cas's.
"Hey you guys wanna come over and watch some awesome 80's movies?" Charlie asked and Gilda perked up.
"...what kind of 80's movies Red? Cause i'm not watching Breakfast Club again..." Dean groaned.
"Oh my god Dean, that was ONE time!" Cas pouted at him. Dean snickered grabbing his chin to kiss him. Cas blushed and practically climbed into Dean's lap. It never ceased to amaze him just how much he actually loved Cas being like this...if it had been anyone else...he would have flipped by now. His arm wrapped around him, pulling him in.
"Ok, first of all...there is nothing wrong with that movie you Neanderthal! And second...i'm talking about movies like Monster Squad, Goonies, ..."
"Char...you had me at Hey you guuuuuuys!" Dean laughed.
"I...don't understand that reference..." Cas pouted.
Cas glared at his phone vibrating on the coffee table. He was way too comfortable and warm to move but yet the stupid thing would not stop ringing! After leaving the diner they piled into Charlie's car and made their way to her apartment. She only had one full-sized couch but the boys didn't complain, especially when Gilda pulled out the inflatable mattress. The second the very soft comfy comforter was thrown on them Cas climbed on top of Dean and laid his head on his chest, his body melting into the man below. Dean just chuckled and wrapped his arms around him, fingers tracing along his sides and back.
Whatever the hell was going on with him today...as long as Dean didn't mind he really couldn't care less. But that damn phone wanted to interrupt and peel Cas away from his incredibly warm fiance.
"Cas...can you please answer your phone...it's getting annoying," Charlie grumbled. Cas raised his head to look down at Dean who was giving him a small teasing smile. He groaned loudly and fumbled to grab up his phone. Frowning a bit at the name glowing at him he hit the green button.
"Hi Balz...how are you?" Cas asked and didn't miss the immediate frown on his best friend's face.
"Oh wow, the high and mighty Castiel answers his phone! What a joyous day!" Balz snickered. Cas rolled his eyes.
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
"Cassie, the last I spoke with you was before Halloween...you haven't been out to the club or answered any of my text messages! I miss you my friend," Balthazar said and Cas could just see the dramatic pout on his friends face.
"I know...I'm sorry...after Halloween...I just haven't really been in the mood to go back to Elysium..." Cas said and Dean raised a brow.
"Mmmhmm...it's that damn boyfriend of yours isn't it? Well you're going to come out with me tonight...and I refuse to take no for an answer...Gabe and Sam are already meeting up with me..." Balz said. Cas bit his lip and sighed...part of him did want to see his friend but the other part...the one that was seriously dominating the other wanted him to stay put in Dean's arms.
"I don't know Balz..."
"Nope...you either come out or I will come kidnap you my friend..."
Cas covered the phone and sighed, "Balthazar is insisting that I go out with him tonight..."
"Do you want too?" Dean asked as his hands moved up his back, kneading the sudden tense muscles.
"Kind of...do you want to come?" Cas asked knowing what the answer would be already. Dean rubbed his face and sighed.
"You know I don't like that place baby...is Sammy and Gabe going?"
"Balz said they'd be there..."
"Then go...have fun and come back to me horny," Dean grinned and Cas giggled leaning down to kiss him.
"Balz? Yeah...I'll come," Cas said with a soft smile.
~Author's Note~ ...this is when the drama happens and I don't want to give it away but I need to put in a trigger warning here.
The moment Cas stepped into the club he regretted coming out. He didn't know whether it was him wanting to be with Dean or just this club but it did absolutely nothing for him. Now if they had gone to The Asylum...maybe he would have actually enjoyed himself...especially since Dean would have had to come.
"Cassie! You came! And...wow...you look...well, smashing," Balz slurred wrapping an arm around Cas's shoulders. He tried to smile up at his friend but the watered down insult irked him. Before he would come to club in tight pants, tight button up, contacts and would actually fixed his hair. Tonight he left on the glasses but had on more comfortable clothes...he wasn't looking to hook up anymore so why dress for it?
"Thanks...is Gabe and Sam here yet?" Cas asked with a sigh. The place was crowded and the music was grating on his ears. Now he knew how Dean felt.
"Nah, they won't be here for a while...dance with me!" Balz shouted and Cas shook his head, pulling away from him.
"I'm gonna get a drink...you want anything?" Cas asked. Balz frowned at him but nodded, turning to begin dancing with someone he didn't know. Cas rubbed the back of his neck as he made his way over to the bar. His face lit up when he saw a familiar face.
"Benny! Oh thank god!" Cas cried. Benny's head shot up and grinned wide before hurrying over to the hatch.
"Castiel! What are you doing here? Where's Dean?" Benny asked giving him a warm hug. it was strange but he felt more at home and comfortable with Benny then he did with Balthazar now. Maybe he really was changing but not necessarily for the worst.
"I um...I'm here with a friend of mine...Dean's hanging out with Charlie and her girlfriend..." Cas said and couldn't help the wave of anxiety. Benny noticed it right away and frowned at him. He reached over to grab a water bottle and handed it to him.
"Is this a good friend or..."
"I dont' know anymore honestly...I haven't really hung out with him since October...you know how much I used to come here...now I can't stand it," Cas said and Benny nodded, a warm hand squeezing his shoulder.
"I know what you mean...I'm actually quitting...this is my last week here," Benny said with a huge grin.
"Yeah? Are you just going stay at the garage?"
"I'll still be there but um...I'm actually gonna start teaching again..."
"Wait...you're a teacher? What subject?" Castiel asked smiling up at his friend.
"History...I loved it when i was younger and started teaching right out of college...then I got laid off. Started working here and the garage...thought that this was all I was gonna be good at...then that little shit had to come into my life," Benny laughed and Cas couldn't help chuckling.
"Cas...can I ask you something...kind of...well...I guess in Dean's terms...chick flicky?"
"Of course."
"When did you know that you were in love with Dean?" Benny asked and for the first time ever he got to witness Benny blushing. He gaped at him which made the blush darken and tried to remember the exact moment that he knew.
"I knew I had feelings for him when we were 16 but...I was in a really bad relationship years ago and I caught him cheating on me...Dean...he took care of me. He always takes care of me...even when we were just friends...and I couldn't help it. It hurt because I didn't think i'd ever get the chance to be with him..." Cas laughed and bit his lip.
"I wish...I wish I had that same kind of history that you and Dean have...but...I've never been in love with anyone...been to scared to let myself go...but Alfie...he makes me want to be a better man," Benny said softly. Cas beamed up at him and nodded, reaching out to rub his arm.
"Cassie! Why are you flirting with Benny? Have a type much?" Balthazar laughed and swayed on his feet. Cas looked up at him with annoyance and groaned when his very drunk friend leaned against him. Benny eyed him and glared...Cas couldn't help but grin. If their worlds would have been different, Benny could have been the twin of Dean...they were so much a like.
"Balz...lets get you a cab and then you can sleep this off," Cas said.
"No! Cassie you have to dance with me...please?!" Balz begged. Benny made a move to pry him off but he was called back to the bar. Benny gave him a questioning look but Cas just smiled at him. He hopped off the stool and practically dragged Balthazar outside.
"Balz...my god how much did you drink?" Cas asked when they stumbled, nearly going down. Balthazar groaned and suddenly Cas found himself shoved against the wall of the parking garage.
"What the hell?" Cas asked his heart racing. Balz looked at him with glazed heated eyes, his fingers digging into his shoulders painfully.
"Why couldn't you ever see me the way I saw you Cassie? Why did you have to be with that asshole..."
"Dean's not an asshole! Let go of me dammit...you're hurting me!" Cas growled out pushing at his friend's chest. Balthazar wouldn't budge, he only leaned in closer, pushing his hips against Cas's to pin him against the wall. Cas started to panic when he felt the very obvious bulge in the man's jeans.
"He is...he's not good enough for you Cas...I fucking loved you and you just...threw me away like i was nothing," Balthazar said.
"You can't be fucking serious...we dated, we had sex...but that was it! We weren't exclusive...you made that pretty fucking obvious with all the others you had sex with!" Cas was starting to shout, hoping that someone would hear them. Balz covered his mouth with one hand while the other pinned his hands over his head. Cas tried to shove him away again with his body but Balthazar only slapped him hard across the face.
"Stop fighting me...just...let me show you how good it can be between us...better than before and...i can be so much better than him..." Balthazar said in his ear. Cas cringed and felt the tears gathering in his eyes...this was so not happening...not again. He promised himself after Copeland he would never put himself in this kind of situation.
"Balz...please...you're my friend...don't do this..." Cas pleaded and it only made Balthazar grin.
"You beg so prettily...do you beg for Dean as well?"
"Fuck you!" Cas cried out and finally got one of his hands free. He slapped Balthazar as hard as he could and it was enough to get him to back off. Not wasting a moment he ran towards the entrance...maybe if he could just get someone's attention.
Something slammed into him and knocked him down, he winced and tried to buck Balthazar off of him but it only seemed to turn him on. He spun Cas around and pinned him down again, one of his hands sliding down his body to palm him through his jeans. He felt nothing except disgust and was proud that his body didn't betray him. Balthazar looked a little disappointed but it didn't stop him from unbuckling his pants.
"No! Get the fuck off me!" Cas screamed and Balthazar slapped him again, hard enough for his vision to get spotty.
"Stop...fighting me..." Balthazar growled, his fingers pulling down his zipper. Cas clenched his eyes shut and tears started to pour down his cheeks.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" the voice was a roar and it echoed along the parking garage. His eyes flew open to see an enraged Benny barreling towards them. Balthazar tried to scramble to his feet but the huge man was on him in an instant, his fists flying into Balthazar's face and stomach.
"Benny..." Cas called out and he stopped instantly. His friend crawled over to him and helped him to sit up. He couldn't stop shaking and didn't think anything of it when Benny helped get his pants done back up.
"Can...can you call Dean? Please?" Cas sobbed and Benny was cradling him, picking him up in his arms. Cas clung onto him, hiding his face in his shoulder. They were surrounded by loud music and he heard Benny call out to someone about using the office.
"Castiel...I have to put you down...I'm not leaving the room dont' worry," Benny said soothingly. Cas nodded and pried himself away to curl up on the uncomfortable hard leather couch. His head was a snarling mess...images of Copeland's and Balthazar's faces swimming in his face.
Benny was speaking softly into his phone and he could almost hear Dean's voice roaring on the other end.
Dean fidgeted with his phone the entire time Cas was gone...something was bugging him and he couldn't think of what it was. Charlie handed him a mug of hot chocolate and he smiled up at her in thanks.
"You know...you could have gone with him Dean...we wouldn't have cared," she laughed.
"No...it's not that...I really can't stand that place but he likes to go there..." Dean shrugged and took a sip. His phone chirped up at him and his heart thumped a bit harder, hoping it was Cas saying he was coming home.
Message from Sam:
Hey bro...wanna go out tomorrow after you get off of work? Maybe we can get Cas and Alfie to cook again?
Message to Sam:
Yeah, that sounds good. Is that dick Balthazar behaving himself?
Message from Sam:
Uh...how the hell would I know?
Dean frowned and stared at his phone...Cas clearly said that they were going to be there...right?
Message to Sam:
You're not at alysium...are you?
Message from Sam:
Hell no...we haven't gone there since you corrupted us with the asylum...that's the only place Gabe wants to go now. We went there a week ago and it just wasn't the same. Why? What's going on?"
Dean felt his face grow hot and he had to take a calming breath...that mother fucker lied...
He was typing out a message to Sam when his phone started ringing.
"Hey Benny...can I call you later man..."
"Brotha...you need to get down here to the club...now," Benny said his voice sounded tight and angry. Dean felt his heart drop, he snatched up his shoes and pulled them on.
"What happened? Is Cas ok?" Dean asked and the girls turned to look at him. Charlie turned off the movie and started moving around.
"He's...he's ok...but...that piece of shit...he was trying to force him..." Benny made a coughing/gagging noise and Dean's blood ran cold. He had a sudden image of Balthazar holding his bestfriend...his fucking fiance down... Dean let out a growl like shout and one hand pulled on his hair to keep him from smashing something.
"Benny...stay with him please...I'm leaving right now..." Dean whispered and hung up the phone. He jerked when a hand touched his shoulder.
"Come on Dean...let's go," he looked up into Charlie's knowing eyes and nodded, following her and Gilda out to the car.
Dean shot out of the car the second she put it in park, he ran past a dark spot on the pavement and stopped. It looked like blood and he prayed that it was that fucker's...that Benny hit hard enough to bleed. He took off again, the girls following closely behind. The bouncer let them in without question.
Sam and Gabe were standing by the office door and looked up at him with grim faces. Dean swallowed hard and moved between them. The sight of Cas curled up in a ball with his head in Benny's lap slammed into his gut and he couldn't breathe for a moment. Benny looked up and his hand patted Cas's shoulder.
"Castiel...Dean's here," Benny said softly and Cas looked up with watery eyes.
"De..." Cas said softly and Dean flew to him, pulling him tightly into his chest. Cas clung onto him and ran his hand soothingly down his back.
"Shhh...baby it's ok...i'm here," Dean said softly. Cas nodded and pressed his face into the crook of Dean's neck. He looked over at his friend and whispered a thank you. Benny nodded and gripped his shoulder before leaving the room. If the situation had been flipped, he would have done the same exact thing for Alfie.
"Cas...baby look at me please," Dean asked and Cas slowly pulled away too look at him. He thanked whatever god was listening that the haunted look that plagued him years ago wasn't there.
"What...what happened?" Dean asked and Cas sighed heavily rubbing his face. Frowning deeply when he lifted up his broken glasses. Dean felt a growl leaving his chest when he saw them...
"Balthazar was drunk...and when I tried to get him to a taxi...he pinned me against a wall. he kept saying shit like he wanted to prove that he was a better man than you and whatever...I got away from him but he just knocked me down...he hit me a couple of times but...if Benny hadn't shown up when he did..." Cas covered his face and Dean pulled him in, rubbing his back as he cried. He was going to kill that fucker...no one...messes with his Castiel...no one.
Once Cas calmed down enough to sit up, Dean inspected his face gently, leaving small soothing kisses along the angry red marks on his skin. It was killing Dean and making him more and more infuriated every time Cas winced or when his fingers tightened around his arm.
"Dean...can we go home now? Please?" Cas asked and Dean nodded. He got to his feet and went to help him up but Cas just gave him a bashful smile. He shook his head and picked him up bridal style, letting his fiance cling and hide against him. Benny opened the door when he tapped at it with his foot.
"Benny...tomorrow we're having dinner at my place...all of you are coming," Dean said eyeing each of his friends, especially Charlie. Each of them nodded and he followed Sam and Gabe out to their car.
Cas sighed heavily and sat up against the pillows of their bed. Dean was downstairs making him something to eat. It wasn't until they were in their home when his stomach grumbled so loud Dean couldn't stop the small chuckle.
He was trying so hard to be gentle and careful with him, Cas was grateful but...he had to move on from it. It wasn't going to do him any good to dwell on it...he had to be thankful for the amazing friends and fiance that he had...that Benny had somehow knew something was wrong and found them in time. That Dean would probably kill Balthazar tomorrow...Cas knew it was wrong but he couldn't stop the satisfied grin on his face at that mental image. He was also thankful that Dean knew him well enough to invite all their friends over the next night.
Cas wasn't a social butterfly but when it came to his friends...they were the things that made it easier to breathe, that made him feel loved and cherished.
The door pushed open and Dean entered their room with a small smile. A simple sand which sat on a plate surrounded by cold veggies. Cas took it from him and instantly started to eat, washing it down with the ice tea. Dean watched him quietly, his hand rubbing his leg subconsciously.
Once he was finished Dean went to take the dishes but Cas put them on the nightstand instead. He pulled on Dean's shirt to bring him forward, brushing his lips gently along his.
"Thank you Dean...for everything," Cas said and kissed him. Dean sighed against his lips and moved closer, one of his hands cupping the side of his face.
"I love you so much Cas..." Dean whispered kissing along his jaw line to his neck. Cas swallowed hard and bit his lip, his fingers moving into Dean's short hair.
"Dean...help me to forget again," Cas asked so softly Dean had to strain to hear him. But he did...he swallowed thickly and kissed him again, moving their bodies around so that Dean was framed by Cas's legs.
Cas was so scared that his body would react badly but it didn't and he sighed with relief when Dean rolled his hips against his aching cock. He let out a soft moan, his hands flying out to start ripping Dean's clothes off of him. They scrambled and laughed at each other when they nearly fell off the bed but they were finally naked, and pressed hotly against each other. Dean licked into his mouth and Cas felt his body loose the tension it was harboring from before.
Cas's eyes fluttered open when Dean stopped kissing him. Green eyes blazed down at him and he smiled, tracing his lips with his fingers. His fiance took in a deep breath before reaching into their special drawer, pulling out the bottle of lube. Cas bit his lip but held his breath when Dean handed it to him instead.
"De..." Cas whispered and Dean nodded at him before crashing their lips together, hips rocking almost frantically against each other. Cas rolled them over so that he was straddling his waist and shuddered...he was going to do this...he was going to actually fuck...no...make love to his fiance. Dean watched him closely, sitting up to kiss him deeply, their tongues dancing around each other.
Dean smiled at him before moving to his hands and knees making the air punch out of Cas's lungs. He swallowed hard and tentatively reached out to knead his fingers into the flesh of Dean's ass. He let out a beautiful moan that made Cas shudder, his hands rubbing up and down his lover's back.
"You have no idea how beautiful you are Dean," Cas said softly, smiling at the very hard shudder going down Dean's spine. He followed it with his tongue, loving the control he felt having Dean trusting in him completely. Finally he opened the lube and squirted a good amount onto his fingers. Dean's breath hitched and Cas bit his lip when he traced the rim of his hole, letting his middle finger slide slowly in.
"Fuck Cas," Dean panted, his hips jerking back a little. Cas grinned, not adding another finger until he knew Dean was past the uncomfortable burn.
"Cas...please...please baby...now," Dean was begging. Cas finally had three fingers thrusting into his tight hole and had him stretched out as much as he could without hurting him. He quickly lubbed up his aching cock; he gently pushed on Dean's hip to get him to roll over.
"I want to see your face," Cas said, pressing the blunt tip of his hard member against Dean's hole. Dean nodded and licked his dry lips, his hands moving up and down Cas's chest.
"I'm ready Cas...please," Dean moaned and his back arched a bit when Cas finally started to slide into him. It was so tight and hot, it was overwhelming.
He wished he could blame the tears sliding down his face on the fact that it felt too damn good...but it wasn't that...not all of it.
No one had ever trusted in him so completely, so willingly like the beautiful man below him. A man who craved control gave it over so easily and lovingly...Cas choked back a sob and Dean's hands cupped his face, bringing him down to kiss him tenderly.
"Castiel...open your eyes, look at me," Dean whispered and Cas complied, feeling his chest squeeze at the amount of love shining in Dean's eyes. Cas leaned down and kissed him eagerly, his tongue finding its way to tangle with the other. His hips started to move and slowly started to pick up the pace until he was slamming roughly into Dean, the sounds of their moans and slapping skin echoing in their room.
"Cas...baby I'm so close! Oh fuck!" Dean cried out lifting up with his feet to move in tandem with Cas. He nodded and ran his fingers through Dean's sweaty hair, both of them were glistening and Cas loved every second of it. The feel of their bodies sliding along each other as he pushed faster and harder. Cas felt the clench around his dick and cried out loudly, hips jerking wildly.
"Fuck yes! Right there...oh Cas!" Dean gasped, his fingers clenching into the sheets as he came long and hard between them. Cas had just a brief moment to feel a bit smug for getting him to cum untouched when Dean clenched down on him again and Cas lost it. He bucked into him and screamed out Dean's name, cumming deep into him.
His arms shook and he collapsed down on top of him, not even caring about the mess on Dean's stomach. they laid there for a few moments, fingers idly running through each others hair. Cas propped up on an elbow and smiled at his amazing best friend and lover.
"Thank you Dean..." Cas said and Dean just gave him a smile, pulling him in to kiss him.