Thor awoke in the middle of the night and caressed his brothers cheek gently. He was still deftly resting against his chest and it felt comforting to have him there. Many thoughts swam through his mind at that moment. His main concern was what would his father say to him if he found out that he had kissed and touched and held his brother in the way lovers do. He reminded himself that they were adopted. There share no blood relation so really, was it all that wrong? He couldn't deny that he wanted his brother before the mistletoe incident. When Jane had left him, Erik had told him that he should find somebody else. After that Thor seemed to focus more on his brother without really realising it. He always found him so beautiful and radiant. He liked to watch him cast his magik. It was always so interesting for him. He wondered if what he felt was love. Thor also wondered how long Loki had wanted him and he if felt love too. The way his body reacted to their kiss gave an indication.
"You are beautiful, Loki." He whispered, setting his fingers against his lips. When Loki kissed them he wasn't surprised that he was also awake. The young prince rolled off of Thor's chest and laid on his side, pressing their foreheads together with one arm draped across his brothers waist. Thor returned to gesture and they held each other close.
"You are the beautiful one here, Thor." Loki sighed, though he wasn't willing to argue his point, all he wanted was to savour this moment for as long as he could. It was late into the night yet neither of them were tired. Loki felt a pair of lips capture his own along with the scratching sensation of his brothers beard. It felt nice. He hadn't experienced anything like it before. Not many people, if any had wanted the trouble maker in such a way before. When Loki felt Thor's tongue slip into his mouth his body reacted in the same way it did earlier. Thor felt it against his thigh and looked at Loki bewildered. He blushed profusely and looked at the older male, ashamed. "I..I'm sorry." He muttered, removing his arm and burying his face in his hands. Thor gathered his little brother up into his arms and kissed his cheek.
"Don't apologise. I know what you feel." He reassured. Thor was already trying to hide his own desires, he was lucky that the position they were in meant it was not obvious to Loki. The younger man did not seem convinced and still remained hiding his face. "Loki.."
"I'm sorry." He whispered again, ignoring what Thor had just told him. His brother grabbed him gently by the shoulders, moving the hands from Loki's face and kissed him once more. The younger man responded with wrapping his arms around his brothers neck. Thor used his strong build to pull the slender man on top of him and they both gasped as their desires were made apparent. Loki trembled at this new sensation and shyly asked him: "You feel it too?"
"Yes, I do." He said in a hushed voice, running his hands up the back of Loki's shirt to stroke his back. He then grasped Loki's hand gently and moved it to where his throbbing anatomy lay. He knew what Thor was asking for and a mixture of craving, happiness and fear swept over him. He feared heartbreak,
"You want to? Truly?" He asked. Thor ran kisses down his milk white neck and whispered into his ear.
"Yes, I do."
"I have never...I mean..You would be my first." Loki admitted sadly. He always lived in a shadow compared to his brother, cast out and alone. Nobody really wanted anything to do with him. Thor could now tell why the young man was so scared and embarrassed. He held Loki's face in his hands in an attempt to reassure him.
"Do YOU want to?" He asked. His brother thought for a moment, contemplating the situation. If he wasn't ready to give his body to Thor, he would never be able to with anybody.
"Yes Thor, I do. I love you and there is not one other person I'd share this moment with.." He answered, hoping that Thor would not reject his love.
"I love you too, Loki. I mean it too. I will be gentle, I want this night to be special." He smiled, he couldn't bear the thought of hurting the man he loved.
"You love me? Truly?" Loki asked, allowing a small tear of happiness fall down his face.
"Yes, Loki, I do." He replied truthfully. That seemed to be all the reassurance they both needed. Loki tugged at the fabric of Thor's shirt and he returned the favour by hungrily groping and tugging at Loki's trousers. Everything seemed to happen so quick and Loki felt his cheeks flush scarlet at his eagerness. When they were both undressed they felt the warmth of each others skin. They both hissed in pleasure. "Are you ready?" Thor asked breathing heavily.
"Yes, yes I am." Was all Loki could say between breaths. His heart was racing. All feelings of fear seemed to slip away as they became more familiar with each-others bodies.
This was intended originally to be a one-shot but I decided to include this in there. I don't like writing about sex but this seemed to have worked out okay. I'm sorry if it seems a bit OOC. It's my own interpretation so I guess I can be forgiven to an extent. Thank you for reading! ^.^
