Why is it that,
I am fond of her
and only her...
After finding this Vampire kisses book, I would skim through the pages, it was an interesting love story, not the cheesy kind you would find, but rather a girl wishing she was a vampire, meets a vampire falls in love with a vampire, sure some twists and turns here and there but, simple. It distracted me a bit from my usual life. I never knew how a book can just distract the reader from the real world.
One day I noticed the girl was looking for something on the shelves, for some reason I wanted to see if she was going to find what she was looking for, for a few days this was her routine: she would look in the left side of the book shelves bottom to top then the right side top to bottom. And she continued until she gave up looking through the whole two floors of the library. I was almost done with this book. After a while of reading I noticed Alexander (the vampire the heroine fell in love with) was able to be fully accepted by the heroine Raven, and they were able to trust each other, be together even though they were basically in two different worlds.
It made me realize that even though I was still alive, what was the real reason for me existing, I have no friends, my only family is a drunk gambler, and I am most likely not going to plan on going into a college when I get older. I didn't have any one to raise my hopes when I'm feeling down, or anything. I was just here. And in a few years I would just probably end up just being here in life, not listening to anyone, but myself, or even thinking about what kind of future I had. If I could be a vampire I would but, let's face it, I can't. The more I thought about what I was actually going to do with my life I put the book down.
In four years I would legally be an adult, but then what, I would eventually move out, and find some job that would last all do, go home and well just be there.
I could feel myself dose off right after I placed down the little black book, I didn't get any sleep at all last night and I was starting to feel a bit woosie, Before I realized it I fell asleep.
The next thing I knew I was in a dark room, the room had no windows or curtains, the only thing I was able to see was a girl in the corner of the room, just sobbing to her self.
Part of me wanted to avoid contact with anyone, I really wouldn't care if I saw someone crying I would usually ignore them and move on to my business, but I could feel a hint of guilt. I didn't know where this guilt came from, for some reason part of me couldn't just let her cry there alone. The moment I took a step forward, I froze. I urged myself to move, to take another step, but I couldn't. What was the problem, why couldn't I take another step closer step.
I realized I was starting to panic. She was still crying and I wasn't able to move an inch. I wanted to help her, I wanted her to stop crying.
"There is nothing to be scared of." Was the only thing I was able to say. The girl stopped crying, she was still sobbing but it was some progress. The she started to turn around. I got a glimpse of her. It was the girl, the one that was always in the library,
I felt a sudden tug and then . . .
"Ahhh!" I nearly jumped out of my chair. And took a deep breath and noticed I was still in the library, So I must have just fell asleep. I took a look around. And noticed that it was getting dark outside, and the lights where off. The school must have closed by now. I took another look around, the librarian was gone, but the girl wasn't. It looks like she fell asleep to.
I thought to myself for a while. I mean It wouldn't be right to just leave her here alone who knows how long she could stay asleep. It was already dark, and I had finished the book while waiting for her to wake up. Does she live here or something?
I don't think that would be the case she would have probably slept on the second floor or something. I didn't quite know what to do next. I decided to take a look around, I haven't really taken a good look at this place all I do is sit on the same spot most of the time I am here.
Not many people use the library, in fact no one really does probably only two or three people out of an estimate of 300 including the staff. I headed back to the table and as I was walking by her, I noticed she was shivering a bit. Was she cold? I mean it is fall and it seems to get a lot colder at night. She was only wearing a t-shirt and a skirt. Those gloves aren't enough to keep her completely warm.
I was wearing my leather jacket, it was a surprisingly a warm jacket, I didn't really need it anyway I wasn't that cold. Before I realized what I was doing, I had placed the jacket over her. I never thought about the possibility of her waking up while I was doing this. But gladly she didn't, I sat back over to where all my stuff was across the room. Now that I think about it I wasn't that far away from her, only by a few tables, compared to the size of this library.
She wasn't so far away
But I get the feeling
That we are bother farther away from each other
Than I think . . .
(A/N: Im so so so super sorry it took my so long to upload the last chapter ^ It was just sitting in my computer for days unfinished I'm sorry and I'll do my best to upload the next chapters more often again sorry, P.S. Thanks for the reviews and favorites :3)