Chapter Two!
This story is for my BB and partner in Crime '' Roxy Girl '' xxxx
Will pulled away from sonny and got up and sat down on the bed , leaving a confused sonny on the floor trying to work out why will had moved so suddenly.
''Sonny if we are really going to give us a second chance then I need you to know all my secrets , and then if you don't want me here or in your life I will walk away
'' So you know that my parents were married for a short time, Well when I was younger I did something that I am not proud off.
You see on the day of my mother's wedding day to EJ I shot him trying to stop him from marrying my mother, no one knew that it was me who shot EJ, but my father worked it out and took my place and went to jail for me , and my family covered it up at the police station so that no evidence would be found ,So now you know all my terrible secrets I don't have any thing else to hide ''
Seconds went passed and sonny didn't say or do anything so will got up and headed for the door , he left not looking back at the person that will always have his heart even if will had too move on with his life , Will went straight to the pub and charged his shifts with someone and was heading home to pack a bag he was going to catch the late ferry to the cabin .
It had been two hours since will left sonny's place and he had not moved very much , he was in shock to say the least to find out just how bad Will's childhood had really been due his very messed up parents , he couldn't believe that his family could be so focused on their own lives to even realized just how Traumatized will had been from day one.
Suddenly sonny realized that it was late and that he was alone in his room that 's when he realized that he had never said or done anything after will told him his last deep Secret. Within Seconds sonny was out the door to go looking for Will.
Sonny looked all night for will but never found him , he left a message everywhere he went looking for will , The pub, Common Grounds but no luck he left messages on will's mailbox until it couldn't take anymore , around 7 pm he finally gave up and went back to his flat .
It was around 9 'o clock when will made it to the front door of their family cabin ,he hadn't been here in a long time, So this was a good place to just be on his own and think about how he had messed up so many lives with one bad mistake that he wished had never happen in the first place , he found the key and unlocked the door it was very cold and empty , he went and put his stuff into the bedroom and decided to go and take a long hot shower after that he would go to be as he had eaten on the ferry over , stripping down to nothing and turning the water on and climbed in under the water , he closed his eyes letting the water wash away his day and tears that had started again .
Meanwhile back in Salem Sonny was laying on his bed crying and wondering where will had gone too , After a hour or so he got and decided that he would go back out for the night so he grabbed his keys and a jacket and went out with a few places in mind starting with Dr Evans maybe she would know where he was .
When he got to Horton 's Corner Town he Saw that Kate and Lucas were talking so he tried to get closer to hear what they were talking about maybe they would know where will was .
'' Poor will he must be so messed up with what has happened , first he finds his possible soul mate only to lose him because of a simple but very bad mistake because will wasn't fast enough to realize who he wanted in his life.
'' And I didn't help because when I found him he had been crying about something but all I did was yell at him and told him off for being selfish and not going to be with his Aunt Jennifer when they were going through a hard time so I guess that we are all to blame for causing will to go to Gabby that night , if I could go back that night and find out what had caused will to be so upset that night then maybe we could have talked it through as father and son ''.
''It's because of something I did back at the start of our Friendship Mr Horton '' as sonny moved closer .
'' Hello sonny how are you ?'' both Lucas and Kate smiled at him as they asked .
'' Could you please tell where this cabin is so that I can go to will and talk about things ''
'' Sonny I really don't think that it's the best time as he isn't doing so well since the wedding , this time away will be good for him to have time to think and maybe move on like you have Sonny thank you for your concern for will but I really don't think it matters to you anymore ''
Sonny watched Lucas and Kate walk away leaving him behind , he was a bit shocked at how Lucas was towards him not real sure why everyone had thought that I had moved on already maybe Brian was being more vocal about our friendship than it was , not sure what to do he stumbled over to the white couch and sat down to think .
Later that night Kate was walking through the town and saw that sonny had fallen a sleep on the couch , she walk over slowly and leaned down to wake him up carefully, slightly moving his arm to wake him up .
''Sonny wake up you can't sleep here all night come on ''
he opened his eyes suddenly realizing that he had fallen asleep on the couch , he slowly sat up and looked around to see if they were alone he got up and looked at Kate .
'' Thank-you for waking me up '' Sonny smiled at her .
'' Sonny he's four hours away by ferry it's the only cabin on the island so you can't miss it but promise me you are not going out there to hurt him anymore than you and that man have already done , he isn't
doing so well since you walked away that day at the wedding and then he saw and heard that you had given up and moved on so please sonny don't go out there to him unless it's to tell him that you are in it for good or bad times''
'' Thank you Mrs Roberts I promise that we will be very happy from now on , I only want to be with with will to have children and travel the world with him by my side and get to marry him and grow old as we watch our children grow up .''
'' Sonny if you hurry you will make the last trip for the night , it leaves at midnight '', he looked at his watch he had only hour left
Sonny quickly kissed Kate on the cheek and ran straight for his bag of spare clothes that he had in the office back at C.G,S , once he was on the ferry he would ring Casey and tell that he was taking some time off .
Sonny didn't know what to grab so he got some tops and sweats and a toothbrush, toothpaste ,Lube and he was out the door , he just made it to the ferry with seconds to spare , he went and found a seat getting his phone out he called Casey.
'' Hey Casey sonny here can you take care of the place for two weeks please ''
'' yeah sure we will look after it for you Sonny ''
''' Thanks mate ''
Meanwhile Will was in the Kitchen making him self a drink of hot milk to try and help him sleep , he pour into a mug and put the pot into the sink and carried out into the lounge room to sit front of the fire that he had made after having his shower , will slowly sipped at his milk thinking back over the day trying to forget how good it felt being in his arms again even for short time , he would never fall or want anyone else he would just walk his child grow up and watch him from a distance, he got up and decided that he would give the milk a miss heading for the bed not that he wouldn't sleep anytime soon.
Sonny finally made to the Cabin , he opened the door and walk into the room , he could see fine as it was a full moon so he walked through the Kitchen to see the Fire going in the Lounge room , the cabin was very small but very Romantic , he moved about a bit and found the bedroom laying in the bed was will.
Sonny moved closer to the bed looking at the beautiful creature that was sleeping peacefully in the bed the sheet was covering his lower half but sonny could how much weight will had lost over the weeks ,it brought tears to his eyes to see that will wasn't really doing that well after all , the times that he'd come to Common Grounds will was wearing clothes so he couldn't really see how bad he was until now and it frighten sonny , was it only for the child that will was still around now .
'' Did I do this to you will, have I made you suffer so much with my own selfish believes , I promised you everything , only to take back and shut the door in your face when I got scared and hurt from you keeping the truth about having a child with a girl.
But it's been me that has been hurting you from day one , maybe your family is right with me staying
away from you , I mean you were going to walk away from your only child to be with me because I couldn't forgive you for the one mistake that I caused you to make in the first place , I tried not to think about you or miss you but I just couldn't do it , I don't want to be with any other guy I wanted only you I really didn't mean to hurt you so much with being with Brian God I wish I could turn back time to have that first mistake over again to not have you see me laughing with Brian ,but to see you walk in and tell me that you had feelings for me and for us to be happy and in love ''.
Sonny didn't know but will had heard everything he was awake but kept his eyes closed and tried to keep his breathing slow so that sonny wouldn't know he was awake , but when sonny started to leave will spoke up .
''Stay please I need you to just hold me '' will started to cry looking at sonny .
Sonny slipped out of his shoes and climbed into the bed taking will into his arms letting will take all the time he needed to let go of all heartache that had been holding inside for the last few weeks , his top was getting wet from will's tears but he didn't care because he had his soul mate back in his arms again and he wasn't planning on letting go anytime soon .
Twenty minutes later sonny could tell that will had fallen back to sleep so he pulled the bedding up around them and snuggled into the pillow under his head and wrapped his arms tighter around his baby making him feel more secure and for the first time in weeks sonny wanted to sleep .