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In a moment of temporary insanity by your humble narrator I called Garth…Gus…I am sorry, I don't know why…
"Oh for Christ sake! 4 weeks…4 weeks and no sex…NO SEX"
Cas does not think he can take it anymore. That's right Cas is thinking that, you thought it would be Dean didn't you. Yeah well Cas gets horny too.
Cas is a man, human…now.
Dean has been going out on small hunts, while Sam is trying to learn new languages with Kevin, and Cas has to teach them to read more about spells and tablets. Why? Why? Cas has started to realize what it is to be frustrated, sexually frustrated, and bored. God Cas has never experienced boredom. The universe was full of beautiful amazing creations, and bees and factoids, but no for 4 weeks they have been translating, in the bunker, with Sam and Kevin, and no Dean…. Which means no SEX.
He has the distinct feeling of being trapped in his own skin, a feeling he has literally had in the past, but now there is no escape! It is rippling and simmering just beneath the surface. Every word out of anyone's mouth just feels like someone is stacking hot rocks on his shoulders and they are pilling more and more with every word, and poor Cas has to hold them and balance the uneven sweaty things.
Everyday he can feel himself become more frustrated for almost no reason. It's like a steady current of obscenities moving through his veins. They want Cas to stay in; things are hunting them, and the want former Angel blood.
They have almost finished some translations to see why exactly they want his blood. No that was not a metaphor, they want his actual blood. Of course Dean freaked the fuck out; made Cas stay at the bunker. "Stupid Dean! Stupid Bunker!"
Dean is in the town over finishing up a lady in white hunt. He called and said he would be back tomorrow.
It was officially 9:50 pm and Castiel former Angel of the Lord has made a decision, a pissed off, short sighted, horny man-decision. And even in his sex-deprived state he knows it is probably a bad one.
Cas is leaving the bunker, driving to the shady hotel that Dean is hauled up in and fucking his brains out! It is not the most delicate of plans but it gets the job done.
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Cas gets into Kevin's Pruis, because Kevin believes in energy efficiency… and with his limited driving skills starts the hour and 27 minutes drive, according to Google maps, over to Dean.
It is on long travels that questions have been answered; long road trips inspire deep thoughts, and exploration. Man has been traveling to find health, souls, poetry, emancipation, and great discoveries. It was on a train moving through Europe that some of the foundations for Quantum Physics is were discussed.
And it is on this distinct car ride that Castiel's mind starts to murmur deep uneasy questions on humanity…
It could have been any number of things that inspire the thought:
Dean could have made the drive tonight…but he chose not to come back to the bunker…
Dean has not had sex with me in 4 weeks…
Dean is at a sleazy by the hour hotel...
Dean has been away on hunts quite a lot…
Dean is working a lady in white case…
What if… Dean is cheating…
"No no no that is insane, right?"
Being alone with your thoughts is one thing, but being alone with troubling thoughts is something Cas has not had to do quite a lot of, as a human.
Cas moves between fear, then fury, then rage, then sadness, then some strange emotion he had no idea what to do with. Like some mixture of everything, it leaves him trembling, breathless, and wide eyed when he finally reaches the salty dog motel.
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He sees Dean, through the window with a beer in hand…. laughing…what is he laughing at? Who is he laughing with?!
And now Cas is back to being angry, and scared. Then he realizes he is also extremely jealous!
Jealous of Dean and his freedom. Jealous of this other person and their ability to make him smile! Jealous of whatever the hell is happening in that room as Dean closes the blinds, Because God Damn it, whatever it is Dean would rather have that then Cas!
Rage! Blind rage takes hold of Cas, as he stomps out of the car, slams the door and brutally marches over to the room 45, where the paint is peeling off the door and he can hear clanking of beer bottles and laughter!
Cas stands staring at the door like it stole something from him for a good minute, before he takes a deep breath and raises his hand to knock.
Then he hears a laugh, its Dean's laugh and so he puts his ear to the door, instead of marching in to find who knows what, he listens…fear gripping him.
He vaguely hears words, like "ok" and "you sure" and "lets do it"
What!? Do What?!
And the he hears shuffling, oh no! Then he realizes too late the shuffling is going towards the door and not away! The door is jerked open and Cas almost falls into the room. As he looks up he sees…Garth
Well shit.
"Cas, what are you doing here?!" Dean says.
"That's right I'm here…" He starts his rant because this sentence what written 45 minutes ago in his angry mind, and he does not know how to start their conversation any other way. He also states this really defensively, because now he is the one who feels guilty, which was not the idea he had originally.
Everyone is quiet because this is awkward. "Well, I will just be going then, Have fun you love birds." Garth exists with a wink, and a strange finger gun, pew pew. Then he is gone, into the night to creep out someone else.
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Dean is looking at Cas with a expression Cas could not place, and Cas was looking at Dean with an expression that said, "oh, well, I see everything is not how it appeared in my mind, and now I don't know what to do with my hands."
"hey baby" and Dean smiled, and Cas melted. His whole body changed into a puddle. He let Dean envelop him in a hug and suddenly Cas is crying a bit.
"What's wrong Cas?"
So this is the second to last chapter , and of course the next one will have sex, cause that is what I do and what I like. Let me know how you are feeling