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Hey Guys!

Im back from the holidays and I wrote another chapter. This time much more detailed and beautiful and yummy. Just for you!

Since I knew you wanted and were awaiting this chapter so much I just had to write it for you.

Heck I was just as excited as you were. But just wait its starting to get good.

So remember have fun, and stay tuned!!!!

Or paged...whatever.

Enjoy!

Btw: The reason why the writing is so good is because I just decided to start reading Twilight and I LOVE IT so far and I was inspired by Stephenie Meyer's Beautiful writing to write it like that. Also It gave me more fun with Justin's internal conflict and though patterns. Which was fun indeed. It reminded me of bella. Anyways

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And Enjoy!~

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Chapter 5:

Awaiting The Party

The soft murmur of students packing the bus hung over the air. The sounds of excitement and enthusiasm could be heard, as everyone was so absolutely thrilled to get out of school. Justin's friend Tanner rushed over to the seat next to him as he smiled and waved brightly. His large grin like smile beamed at Justin like a mega watt laser. Apparently Tanner was quite glad to see Justin for some unknown reason. Tanner started talking to Justin rapidly, shooting out words like bullets at his side, Justin ignoring it with a shield of un attentiveness. Apparently Justin was too enthralled with the amazing detail of the dry brown details of the bus seat in front of him. Tanner held a look of puzzlement on his pale dry face as his large black point dexter glasses balanced on his nose. He was wondering why Justin was ignoring him and staring so intently at the back of the seat.

Really the truth was that Justin couldn't take his mind off the task at hand today...The spell.

In only 4 hours would he have to do the spell. How would he react? What would he say?

The thought threw a cold dry lump down Justin's throat which he had a hard time swallowing. Justin would have to get only an inch to two inches away from Zeke's face and chant the spell. Justin thought ahead into the future, creating that warm present environment. Them sprawled on the carpet floor, game controllers in their laps and each of them laying against the end of his bed, just a arms length away from each other. So close. This made Justin's face burn up a deep fiery passionate blush red. This shocked Justin, why this made him so ...embarrassed he didn't know. Though ignoring the constant ranter of tanner, yet nodding his head mechanically he continued the image in his mind.

A large stretched out forcefully relaxed breath exhaled from Justin's mouth as he watched the car on the screen swerve and screech. Zeke was right next to Justin calming playing his ps2. He was too busy with the video game to notice Justin's heavy breathing and nervous twittering in his fingers. His hands clenched up into fists gripping on to his jeans as he turned to glance at Zeke. Zeke just sent him a calm warm welcoming smile to Justin with Zeke un noticed smile. A soft red blush brushed across Justin's face as beads of sweet perked down his forehead to his chin. Justin half heartedly returned the smile. He had no clue why his heart beat like a over excited drummer whenever Zeke flashed that perfect smile his way. Agh perfect smile no its just..a regular cool calm guy smile. Yeah that's it just a guy smile. A guy smile that guy friends give to other guy friends. Though Justin didn't release his intent filled gaze at Zeke and he noticing this, curiously turned to give Justin the same calm relaxed warm smile, welcoming like a tight soft hug. Another look from Zeke's perfect smile made Justin's heart beat wildly like a partying frat boy with super speed. This made Justin blush even more. He swallowed as he could feel his whole body red hot, blood streaming through his every vein. Pulsing like a cat batting its tail rhythmically. Following the exact same beat of his heart. Rapid. Justin Turned to the Tall constantly looking brunette playing video games and swallowing multiple times, forced himself closer to Zeke. Standing up on his two hands and re positioning himself closer to Zeke's body. Nearing himself to his soft beautiful skin. Drawing himself in like a large magnet. Just watching Zeke ever so closely made Justin want to somehow throw his arms around him and embrace him in a...

Justin's heart then beating and increases its speed into a rapid tantrum feeling as though it would jump out of his chest. More bead of crystal sweat skated down Justin's face to his chin as he inhaling swiftly, and soon in a low breathy voice with a deep heated passion hidden underneath his breath he mouthed out the words into Zeke's ear, soon the words followed. As he spoke the chant, the words ran out his mouth easier then Justin thought they would have. Once he was finished he just lightly pulled back from Zeke's face and awaited Zekes respond. Zeke stood stone still and then as though he saw his bright clear ravenous ocean blue eyes turn to dull glowing luminous green light he turned face emotionless though shocked. He looked Justin straight into the face and here began the words...

Zeke began to speak slowly, almost forcing out the words dryly though with a deep seated passion that couldn't be felt in Justin's hands, but not heard. The words came as followed..

"I...I like..'" And while Justin still gripping his seat edging closer to Zeke hoping to hear the answer, instead a loud piercing crackle of a voice came flying in alerting Justin as he snapped back to reality and found himself in the seat of the bus, next to tanner again. Justin exhaled softly and relaxed as he was glad he was here and it wasn't happening yet.

Though a part of Justin did want to know. He did want it to happen RIGHT now. He couldn't wait any longer. In fact he wanted to know right now. That was the real reason he was anticipating. He wanted, no he had to know who he liked. It was bugging the crap out of him.

"Come on Justin its your stop! Get off the bus" Tanner said in a annoying slightly high pitched squeak of a voice as he was obviously annoyed at Justin for not listening to his usual ranter and decided to punish him by using his forceful awkward displeasure and hostility . Justin shrugged as he stood up and got off the bus. He didn't care if Tanner was angered at him, he didn't care if he missed out on the usual chatter that tanner spilt out all over Justin that he would usually understand and agree about. Justin had other things on his mind, the biggest matter that weighted tons in his mind, was Zeke. The tall brunette figure, stood ever so gracefully in his mind, his perfectly toned slender swimmers body hidden under the deep sky blue polo t-shirt and his creamy tan Kacki slacks. Though what was really the object of attention, the thing that was making an increasing grin on Justin's face, the raising temperature in Justin body heat and of course the strange but rather pleasurable tightening in Justin's blue jeans...

Was Zeke's Amazing, angelic like, masculine smile. So filled with warmth and cheer. It was indeed one of Zekes best features. Though a curious playful thought came to tickle Justin's mind as he wondered what OTHER features could be his best. A smile arouse on the side of Justin's nervous face. His cheeks red not from the cold, but from the natural heat his body was creating. Was this all because of ..Zeke?

But he never though of his friend this way before. His buddy..

No he just considered him his mate, his man his dude, his guy friend his boyf-..

Agh! No that's not it, that nothing of the sorts what I mean. I don't even. Ew ew ew no why was he even daring of thinking that way. IT was just...just wrong. Ugh Zeke was Justin's best friend. Just his best friend. The one he spend almost all his school day together with, the guy he spent all his time with. Well almost all. At least now Justin could have a few hours to be away from him so he could get his thought back in order before he came. Something about Zeke made Justin's body run while and his thoughts fly free, heart beat rapidly and a tickle all through his .....

THAT'S NOT THE POINT. Justin though as he shook away the feeling these thoughts were giving him.

The point was that for some reason Justin's mind, heart and body went wild when Zeke was around and it was good to get away from him for awhile. To gather his thoughts, to get himself together. Justin sighed while his feet crunched through the icey snow painted drive through. Justin tromped through the street and drive way to the front door within minutes until suddenly, as though Justin's heart had taken a dying leap from his chest into the deep pit of his stomach he heard those words. Those deathly un forgetable words. Well to Justin at least. The words were accented with the familar voice of his younger sister alex, who leaned out with a concerned smile from the door of their apartment complex as she spoke.

The words shout out like an arrow running its metal head through Justin like a knife through a ball of foam as he heard those dreadful words.

They went

"Justin, were where you? Zeke is already here! He has been here for 10 minutes now! Get in here!"

Justin stood still. Frozen really. He wanted to go he really did, but his body wouldn't listen. It wouldn't comply. Instead it locked up tightly like a rusted bike, as he forced him self to move. He just wouldn't budge. The impact of what she just said was too much. Too much for Justin to handle. Too much for Justin to even comprehend. It was like he hadn't even heard it. He was struggling to understand what she was saying. Struggling to believe she had even said it. He just couldn't believe it. It couldn't of been true, Justin didn't have any time to gather his thoughts there would be absolutely no way he could be ready in time. He didn't even have time too.. His heart beat profusely rapid, faster then it has ever beat before. Even when he thought of Zeke. Oh god Zeke. He wasnt ready he wouldn't have any time he he...

Soon his vision was fading, his mind was going blank, his body froze up like a ice statue and he lost his almost firm grounded footing on the ground and with that one slow fleeting moment, Justin was flying backwards in slow motion as all the colors and shapes in his vision faded into a black nothingness...

He had fainted.

"Justin!" Alex Called out to her brother in concern as she rushed out. But it was too late, Justin couldn't hear nor see anything. Just a deep black nothingness.

Just darkness, black, absolute Nothing..

~End~