Hey guys!
Sorry for the wait! I was celebrating a late Christmas with my family and I didn't have that much access to a computer. But Now I do!! Yayness
Oh also, I have been reading a lot this week and I have just finished Twilight! EE! I love it its absolutely great and totally sexy! Damn Edward is a hunk. Though I like Jacob and Jasper too. And Emmet is pretty cute too. And Mikes not bad, he is just a bit annoying and stalkerish! But still Edward is hottest hands down! That is until I get to Eclipse and Breaking Dawn when I get to see Seth Clearwater! Then we shall see who is hottest. Hehe! ^^
And yes I know I just got finished reading the first book, don't patronize me. I Just started reading 4 days ago ok. And also I have a friend who is a huge twilight fan so I better keep reading so I can ranter and fan boy out about it with her without the danger of spoilers.
Anyways here is chapter 6 with some twilight goodness.
And yes I decided that Zeke and Justin need to have a profound love of Twilight. But mostly Zeke.
Since they are such geeks. XD
Oh and Btw you are in for a surprise this chapter! Two Surprises actually.
Anyways, enjoy!
And please Review Review Review!
Its what keeps me motivated! :D
And thanks again Cassie for the first review, it really inspires me! ^^
So again like I said enjoy enjoy enjoy!
And Review!~!
*Its backwards this time. Hehe Lol. But seriously*..
Enjoy~
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Chapter:
Hopelessly In Love?
Justin's eyes awoke to the frantic sound of his family hanging above him, staring down at him with shock, worry and deep concern for him. Apparently, he was on the Gurney that Max had stole from the hospital. Peering through faint squinted eyes, Justin searched his surroundings to find the faces of, Jerry His dad, His Mom, His Sister Alex, Max With a stupid face on again and to Justin's surprise, standing there with a deep unfathomable expression of love and concern was Zeke who was also gazing down at Justin. Justin noticed Zeke's face turn from woe and sadness to surprised and glee when Justin awoke. And Swiftly at the spur of the moment that Justin's eyes met Zeke's, his heart started to pound viciously again.
His face turned a blossoming scarlet red and his pulse jumped furiously like a hyper active 5 year old on a trampoline. Damn! Really? Now of all times, did he have to feel like this. To Faint in my own drive way and then to be starred at by Zeke, of all times! This was not the way Justin intended things to go. No this even certainly was not planned with a casual faint followed by the embarrassment of a lifetime. Justin eyes quickly flashed down to observe his body. Nothing was broken or scratched or bleeding. That was good. And too his content, a blanket of relief came over him when he realized he indeed had clothes on. That would have been devastating. Though He didn't know why exactly they would take off his clothes if he just fainted? Oh well.
Justin let out a long sigh of relief as he glanced up to see Zeke's glimmering face one more time before scolding himself and switching his attention to Jerry. Phew Much better. Just don't look at Zeke. Whatever you do don't look at Zeke. Justin accomplished that for about...3 seconds before flashing his eyes back towards Zeke's perfect glistening face. His profound subterranean azure eyes erupting with love and passion and joy.
His soft lustrous satin white skin so tenderly kissable and smooth. His tall quirky figure, who's slim build was quite toned and defined with muscles. Of course he was no meat head, but he did have some muscle which was what Justin liked. His sleek comforting hands, caressing my skin, gliding down with such ease to my cheek where I would dive into his fierce and pleasurable gaze and we would our luscious lips would meet and in a dazzling moment of pure ecstasy we would-
AGH! No No NO we wouldn't do anything! Not at all, I mean for one he is totally out of my league and second I dot even know if he is gay and though it would be nice if he was gay then-
Ah what the f- No No I don't even care if he is gay, which he is NOT. But if he was it wouldn't matter to me at all, cause I'm no-
Though as the words came sledding down and out of Justin's mouth, like a canon that was not meant to be fired, he regretted every single second in that moment for he had just came to the realization that... he was speaking out loud. Or so in his head. I think.
Justin cringed as he thought of the result that would come out of this if indeed he was speaking out loud. Or thinking out loud. Justin abruptly looked around the room to see the faces of his family and friends. To his grave discontent, he saw looks of puzzlement and bewilderment one everyones face.
Except for Alex of course, she although held a tad bit of concern in her expression was really just holding back a immensely humorously smile and contagious laughter, for he knew that Alex was indeed enjoying this tremendously. Though as Justin's eyes met Zeke's deep brilliant blue eyes, he could feel a mixture of confusion, sadness and contentment?
Something he said must of caused that. Think Justin, think. Oh duh, Justin the gay thing that you said. Damn it Justin why did you have to do that. More Regret sunk down into Justin's stomach as he saw the hidden pain that he created in Zeke's eyes. Damn he hated to see his friend this way and he would do anything in his power to change it. Even if it did mean magic, for he was worth it.
Definitely worth it. He was one of the best friends Justin had ever had since kindergarten. Wait no, he meant he was his best friend that he had ever since kindergarten. That made more sense. And Justin knew that he would do anything for his friend, anything. But this? Would he really do this for him? Be his... boyfriend..?
Justin slapped his cheek in his conscious mind as he quickly reminded him about the situation. And as that happened Justin finally came to full consciousness an he could see that he was clearly being taken up the stairs into the house.
Thud thud thud. The bed bounced as they carried him up the stairs, ever so ungracefully. Finally when he reached the stairs, Justin sat up on the gurney and looked towards Jerry, careful to not have his eyes pass Zeke.
"Where am I?" Justin asked, with fake confusion.
Jerry beamed out with relief and surprise as he saw Justin was fully awake.
"Justin your awake! Oh Im so glad that your ok!" Jerry said gleefully as he wrapped his arms around Justin and embraced him in a fatherly hug. Justin hugged back with little effort.
A wide smile was on Jerry's face as he spoke.
"Oh good Justin. I was so worried about you~ We are in the house by the way." Jerry Said.
"What...what happened..Why am I on a gurney?" Justin asked again, pretending he was completely oblivious to that fact that he fainted.
"Oh honey you fainted. I'm just so glad my baby's alright!" His mom gushed as she wrapped him around in a tight embrace and nuzzled his face into her bosom. This was highly uncomfortable and extremely embarrassing, as Justin as Zeke smile amused at this, his face burned red with a deep blush. The mixture of the embarrassment of his mother treating him this way in front of Zeke and the effect of looking at Zeke was devastating to Justin's pale complexion. She released and stood back where she was smiling greatly.
"Let me see your head." She placed her hand on Justin's forehead.
"Hmm your a little warm but with a great heaping of grandmas secret family recipe you will be better in no time at all!" She said.
Justin, thinking back at the grotesque soup that she made him eat when he was sick one time suddenly made Justin feel vicariously a lot better! Anything to avoid eating that soup. Ugh.
Justin swiftly hoped off the Gurney with ease and crudely landed on his feet.
"Oh well would you look at that I'm Perfectly fine! Thanks Ma I guess I all need was some good rest on the gurney. Thanks gotta go"
Justin said as he acted out his revival. Though he actually was doing pretty good, other then some lightheadedness. Justin turned around to smile at Zeke quickly as he looked down, wearing a deep blush on his face as he spoke.
"Uh hey Zeke Uh fancy meeting you here ha-ha. I didn't expect you until 5. What are you doing here so early?" Justin asked casually.
"My mom went on a field trip and my dad is out of town so they said that I needed to go somewhere or do something while they were gone so I decided to come a bit early. They said I needed to stop laying around being a book worm and actually associate with human beings."
Zeke replied with is perfect dazzling smile and snow white teeth. Justin never noticed Zeke's angelic beauty until now. Wow at beauty it was..
"Ahaha Humans huh. There so over rated!" Justin joked as Jerry and his mom still smiling profusely, became un interested with the conversation and decided to go back in the house to continue what they were doing. Alex just left with a wink and a wave to Justin and Zeke. Justin knew what the wave and wink was, she was reminding him to do the spell. Max was nowhere to be seen, which left Zeke and Justin in the hall of there apartment, alone.
The air soon turned a warm but tense feeling as Justin made forced casual conversation with Zeke, trying hard not to give in to his senses. Whatever they were.
"Yeah Seriously! Aliens Robots and Vampires are way better!" Zeke said humorously.
They both laughed in unison and then it was silent. Completely Silent. Uncomfortably silent.
Justin stared down before he soon shot up a gaze at Zeke's face, remembering a casual comfortable subject of conversation that they could pursue while in this position.
"So how far have you gotten in Twilight?" Justin asked.
This lit an enthusiastic smile on both Zeke and Justin's face. Apparently they were huge fans but sadly had only read the first book. Or reading it.
Zeke Chimed in.
"Oh well I just got to...page well something something. Anyways its so good! I just got to the part where Bella and Edward are kissing in the woods. Its so romantic and adorable and dreamy! Oh my god I loved it! I mean the way she describes it, As he holds her face in his sweet caressing hands, a cold and pale but so tender and passionate kiss its so romantic. Plus Edwards a hunk and we all know that! I mean he is just so gorgeous! And Bella is cool too. But one thing though. Since Edward is always cold, then say they it was a cold winters day and they were both inside with a warm fire and hot cocoa, and they are holding each other and cuddling well supposedly when you hold someone you like, you feel warm and tingly and you know warm. Well if Bella is cold and she is cuddling with Edward wouldn't that just make her colder? I mean seriously it makes sense doesn't it."
Zeke ranted as he completely ignored Justin's eye contact.
"Yeah I know seriously right?" Was all Justin could say as he was being plagued by all these damn warm and wonderful sensations. He could hardly focus as Zeke stood there ever so passionately ranting about Twilight, acting out the kissing scenes and making a complete fool out of himself. Justin just wanted to run over there and kiss him!
Though just then as Justin was wandering off in the space of his thoughts he heard the familiar voice of his sister tell him
"Do the spell! Do the spell!" Alex nagged as Justin sparked up and listened to her. He immediately nodded and came back to the room where Zeke was still passionately ranting on and on about Twilight. And all though Tanner did this a lot too, somehow, Zeke doing this was one of the sexiest things he had ever seen! Hotter then the new lady on Kt4w!
Though Justin reminded himself, do the spell.
And so as Zeke Continued his sexy ranter about Twilight, Justin had no choice but to gulp, inhale a deep breath and take on step and a time. Justin step closer towards Zeke and closer as Zeke was speaking. Zeke noticed this and with each step, was more and more flustered. Soon he was just inched away from Zeke's face. With his face facing the wall he slightly turned his head so he could just gently speak the words softly into Zeke's ears.
And so he began, his voice velveting and smooth as he said the spell.
"All though your love is hidden, and locked away in a lair, with these sweet word softly spoken, our bonds shall not ever be broken, your heart so beautiful and bright, show me who your true love is through this powerful spoken insight!"
Each word rolling off his tongue gracefully. As soon as the spell was finished, Just drew back just a step as he watched Zeke, anxious to what his reaction was.
Zeke turned, almost robotic as he spoke the words..
His deep forever blue eyes gleaming with passion.
"I..Like...."
The words inched out of Zeke's mouth as he carefully streached them out just enough so he could keep Justin on edge.
Justin's heart pulsed even more swiftly as he was nearing the end of his sentence. What was he going to say? A part of him wanted him to say some girl and strangely a part of him... wanted Zeke to say him.
And soon as the words finished crawling out of Zeke's mouth, the last word hit Justin like a sharp hollow bullet, filling his heart with pain and heartache.
"Alex"
Zeke looked away nervously as the spell broke off.
Justin was relieved....Wait WHAT?
Alex? Not him? Why not him? What was it? Was he not charming enough, was he not attractive enough, nice enough smart enough, talented enough? Friendly enough? What was it? Although this is just what Justin was hoping for, he still felt a strange shock in his heart when he heard those words, and a bitter pain slit his heart.
Tears wanted to roll down his cheek but he forced them back.
"What? Zeke how could you?" Justin spoke as anger was flaring up inside him. Though anger was showing, it was just covering up his hurt.
Zeke stuttered as he clenched his fists into a ball holding his pant leg tightly as he spoke.
"Look Justin I'm Sorry, I didn't want to tell you this for awhile until you could handle it im really so-"
Though that was IT!
Whether it was the anger flaring up inside him, or the hurt that pained his heart, he couldn't stand it anymore.
With both arms drawn back he pushed out and slammed Zeke into the wall behind him a thud.
Zeke flew backwards one foot and made a light thud against the wall, his face full of shock and surprise.
Though for that one moment that Justin was angry at Zeke, that fleeting anger soon turned into passion, as Justin could feel his body feeling drawn towards Zeke Magnetically as he quickly closed the distance between them and in that moment, Justin pushed his arms up against the wall, cornering Zeke with his body. Justin's Body rasped against Zeke's forcefully creating an intense heat between the two of them. Justin's hip rubbed against Zeke's motioning up and down so seductively.
Both there chest and hips were crushed together In a hot sensual position as Justin gazed into Zeke's endless blue eyes, warmth filling his face with ease. With that one moment, all though something had taken him over, he tilted his head slightly and rushed into a deep and passionate kiss. His heated luscious candy lips pressed against Zeke's and they met with a fantastic blaze of joy. He brushed his lip again Zeke playfully as to ask him for permission to enter his mouth.
Zeke's mouth obliged and there tongues danced wondrously together as their lips made sweet love with each other moving up and down ever so gracefully. Light filled the room as this happened and it seemed that the world had stopped entirely. Justin removed his hands from the wall to have them travel down Zeke's face, resting softly on Zeke's glowing silk cheek as they continued to kiss. Justin ran his other hands through Zeke's downy feather like brunette hair, running it through many times.
Zeke's hands instantly embraced Justin's back as they gripped his strong shoulders lustfully. Fire shot back and forth between them as they rejoiced in this smoldering hot kiss. Every part of there moment purring with contentment and a earning desire. The more they kissed the more they wanted more! Though suddenly, a though the bright glass light broke and shattered into a thousand pieces, Zeke pulled away, and slipped out of Justin's grasp as he ran down the stairs frenziedly, leaving Justin alone, his lips craving for more.
"I cant do this! I'm sorry Justin" You could hear the tears in his eyes as he ran down the stairs and out of the apartment complex before Justin could even say one thing.
Justin just stood there, motionless. Not knowing what happened and not even trying to understand what happened. He just sinked down, sitting at the end of the wall and rose his head relaxing it against the cold brick wall.
He let out a long exasperated sigh. Wondering what happened. Why did Zeke leave, why did Zeke say that and what in the world was Justin doing? It was as though he was forced to kiss him. All thought Justin was confused about how the kiss happened, and all though it was short and sweet...he enjoyed it.
It sent a warm single down his spine as he thought back of that kiss, and a smile ran across his face.
In fact, now that he thought about it, even though Justin was so close to Zeke at that moment, he didn't feel anxious or nervous. His heart didn't pound furiously and his legs didn't shake and tremble. He didn't sweat profusely and he didn't feel like he was going to faint at all. In fact he felt a tender comforting relaxation as he held Zeke in his arms.
It had felt...great....
Justin laid there with a sigh and flopped his head back against the wall and slowly drifted into a soft sleep, dreaming of things to come.
