A/N: This isn't a very long chapter. I have the next chapter ready to go tomorrow.
Chap 5
No One's POV
He stood in the darkest corner of the club and watched her while she danced close to the other girl. "Well well well this should be good." He grinned evilly as he continued watching until he saw her being led off the dance floor and back into the VIP area.
Tori
Boy am I glad that I was able to go out with Jade tonight. My parents always went away on my birthday. That first year after it happened, my father told me that they would no longer celebrate my birthday since they can no longer celebrate Trina's as well. I was so broken and crushed when he said that to me. I tried to make him understand that it was an accident but the punishment I received when I said that was not worth it. Maybe I deserved it. I shrugged off the depressing memory and focused on my night. I was in shock when she told me that she liked me. I mean it's not every day that I have a beautiful woman tell me something like this. I never thought that this would ever happen to me. I even can't explain what happened but when she suggested that we give each other space; I felt like I was losing a part of me. The fear of not seeing her again had me in agony on the inside. I practically beg her to not let me go. I didn't even realize I was crying until I felt the tears lathering my cheeks. I'm so afraid of what I'm feeling for her I can't think straight. I grinned at that pun. I've never felt this strongly about anyone.
"What are you grinning about?" Jade asked with a smirk on her face. Gosh I really love that smirk.
"Nothing just thinking" I replied. She seemed ok with that & I'm glad I don't have to elaborate. I can still feel the tingles all over me from when she kissed me. That one moment sort of solidified what I was feeling for her. Maybe it's a strong girl crush or maybe I wanted to rebel against my parents beliefs maybe I was enjoying the attention I was receiving but I never could deny my attraction to her since that very first day at the coffee shop. The valet pulled her car around and opened the door for us. She paid him and we drove off back in the direction of her house. We pulled up a short time later at her house. She put the car in park and turned to look at me. She looked somewhat nervous.
"Are you able to stay because I really wouldn't want you to drive home at this hour with alcohol in your system." Concern was written over her beautiful features.
"Yea I can stay"
"Cool…umm…you can stay in the spare room. I'll give you something to wear." I noticed her nerves returned. I smiled at her. She got out the car and walked up to the door while I followed suit. I could swear I hear her arguing with herself under her breath but I chalked it up to my head. She opened the door and waited for me to enter before locking it. She looked at me again before turning her gaze to the stairs. I followed her as she went upstairs and walked down a short hallway to nicely decorated room.
"Umm so this is it…the bathroom is directly across from you and ahh…I'll be back with some stuff. She scurried off to the end of the hallway and disappeared through a rather large door which seems to be her bedroom. I wonder what her room looks like. I mentally chastised myself for being a pervert and went into the bathroom to take a quick shower and remove my makeup. I found a towel folded on a shelf in the spacious room and wrapped myself in it. I picked up my clothes and folded them neatly and exited the bathroom. I looked towards her door and heard the faint noise of the shower. I took the opportunity to peek inside her room. She has a giant king sized bed sitting in the middle of the room covered with black sheets with some intricate patterns woven with red threads in it. Her walls were crimson colored with black details around the edges close to the ceiling. I walked over to a door on the right side of the room and opened it to see a huge closet. 'Geesh she has a lot of clothes' I muttered to myself. I closed the door and examined her dresser filled with tiny sculls; bone a few pictures of her and some people and an assortment of scissors sitting in a box. I was a little freaked at that. I saw a book lying open and I peeked at it. It was lyrics to a song. I had no idea she wrote songs. I flipped through a few pages glancing over some of her lyrics before I heard the water shut off. I hurriedly flipped it back to the page she left it on and slipped back out of her room. I made it back into the spare room and closed the door. She had left me a black shorts and a tank to sleep in. I quickly pulled them on and sat on the bed. I realized I left the towel on the floor so I jumped up and threw it over a chair in the room. I sat back on the bed and willed myself to calm down. I jumped at the sound of the knock on the door. I got up and opened it to see Jade standing there looking as gorgeous as ever.
"I just wanted to make sure you are comfy and umm…" she rocked back on her heel and back to her toes. "say goodnight and I had a great time" she smiled.
"I should be thanking you. I had a great time as well" I reached up and pecked her on her cheek.
"Good night Jade"
"Night Vega" She walked away back to her room. I sighed and close the door. I plopped myself down on the bed and opened up my thoughts. My parents would never in a million lifetimes accept her. I don't even want to think what he would do to me if they even knew about her. I couldn't even stomach the thought of marrying Ryder. He's such a prick. I don't even know what to do about that situation. I thought about Jade and how much her smiles brighten my day. How when I'm not with her my mind never leaves her. I thought about how I might never have this time with her again. That thought saddened me. It also gives me the courage to get up and walk to her room. The door was slightly open and I saw her lying on the bed gazing up at the ceiling. I pushed open the door and her head snaps in my direction. She gets up and walks over to me…in her underwear. Lord help me.
"Is everything ok Vega?" I study her long pale legs up to her boy shorts she was wearing. I swallowed. I continued gazing up till I reach her boobs. Those boobs covered by a lacy bra. I wanted to touch her every inch of her I wanted to burn it into my brain. I reached up and kissed her softly on her lips. She pulled me back and looked at me questioningly. I willed my eyes to tell her what my mouth couldn't at the moment.
"Are…are you sure about this?" I've never been surer of anything. I nodded. She looked unsure; like she was fighting a battle within herself. I encouraged her with words.
"Make love to me Jade."
