I hope you'll like it. Please Review. I love hearing what you have to say so please don't hold back. Even if it's a bad review.

to those who can, please follow me on instagram [ theoneallaboutmondler ]

Anyway, I don't own any of the characters. I don't own FRIENDS. I just wanted to write an alternative story.

Monica's Point of View

His kiss was soft and gentle yet passionate and loving. After a few minutes, I pulled away. Even though I stopped kissing him, our foreheads and our noses were still attached together.

"Do you want me to go first?" I whispered. I slowly crept my hand to play with his ear while his hand was on my cheek.

He giggled. "Can you please wear your wedding dress?"

I laughed.

"Even though this wedding isn't gonna be official, I still wanna marry you. You'll wear your wedding dress and I'll wear a tux. We'll exchange vows and wedding rings. We can even get the gang to watch it." He slowly shook his head so that our noses would playfully hit each other's. I couldn't help but giggle. I love him so much. He knows exactly what to say and do. I know I shouldn't, but I can't stop falling in love with him.

"Do you really want them to see this? I mean what if Ross freaks out or what if Joey marries us? Huh? Will you stay after the vows if we asked you to?" I didn't mean to do it, but when I said 'we' I placed my hand on my stomach. I placed it where the baby was. Our baby was.

"I can't Mon-" He slowly stood up and sat beside me.

"Why? Why can't you stay?" I stood up. "I love you! You love me! I wanna marry you and it looks like you wanna marry me too!" I slowly looked at him. Tears started falling from my eyes again. "So why? Why can't you stay?"

He slowly reached for my hand. At first I didn't understand it but when he started sobbing, I knew that it wasn't cause he was scared. It was something worse.

"Kathy's pregnant and I'm the father. I cheated on you Mon. I promised you that I'll make you happy for the rest of your life...a-and I broke my promise. Mon I'm sorry. I'm so so so so sorry." He quickly hid his face. He was so ashamed. I heard what he said and it honestly hurt, but I couldn't care any less. The man I loved felt guilty. He was beating himself up. It was so hard for me to pretend that I'm okay with is, cause I'm not, but I need to show him that he needs to stop beating himself up.

I slowly crouched down and I kneeled in front of him.

"You need to stop beating yourself up. I love you Chandler and I don't want you to leave. We can figure this out. You can see your kid every week. He or She can come visit us whenever they want." I held his hand. "Stay with me. Stay with us."

"Aren't you mad at me?" He reached for my hand.

"I'm hurt. I'm furious, but I'm honestly just more confused." I whispered. A tear fell from my eye as I looked into eyes. How can the man I love so much do this to me. I feel betrayed and lost. I don't even feel like I'm myself anymore. "H-How can you do this to me? Did you get sick of me? Was I getting to pushy?" He slowly caressed my cheek. He wiped my tears and kissed my forehead. "D-Don't you love me anymore?"

"Don't say that! I love you more than anything in this world, and I can't imagine my life without you"

"Then why? Why did you sleep with her?"

"Mon-"

"I want to know."

"My boss hired her for the commercial. I told you about. We started talking and then after we were done filming the commercial, she asked me to celebrate with her." He suddenly stopped when he saw me sobbing. He wiped my tears. He stood up and he pulled me up too. Out of nowhere, he suddenly kissed me. I was angry with him, but I didn't wanna stop kissing him. But the kiss only lasted half a minute. "Then-"

"Actually, it doesn't matter anymore. You don't need to explain. All I wanna know is why are you leaving?"

"I know that you're never gonna trust me again. And...Kathy's moving to San Francisco." He hesitated.

"I want to be there for my kid Mon!" He added.

"I get it." I lied. I just wanted to tell him that I was also carrying his baby, but I couldn't. He already hated himself for cheating on me. I don't want to see him cry anymore. He didn't deserve this. I also don't deserve this, but I know that I'll be a better single mom than Kathy. Kathy is an actress and there's not much plays in San Francisco, and I have Ross, Rachel, Joey, and Phoebe to support me.

"I'm gonna go tell them." I said as I wiped all my tears. I was about to leave when he held my hand.

"Let me!"

"Honey, we both know it'll be better if I would." I looked at his reaction. He was so hurt. He looked like I just stabbed him with a knife. He knew that what I said was true.

"Okay" He whispered.

I slowly walked out of the apartment. It took me a few minutes before I could knock on the door. I was afraid. What were they gonna say? What would they do? How will they take this?

I took a deep breathe and I started knocking. Joey immediately opened the door, and I couldn't pretend to be okay anymore. I needed them. I needed my friends. I needed everything to go back to the things they were. I bursted out in tears when Joey wrapped his arms around me.

"Mon what happened? Did he leave?" Phoebe can running to comfort me.

"Oh Monica! We're here for you" Joey whispered and kissed my forehead.

They practically pulled me inside the apartment cause the next thing I knew was I was seated on the couch.

"What happened?" Ross held my hand.

"We wanted to invite you to our wedding" I nervously fixed my hair.

"Yay! You guys are getting married!" Phoebe was so excited.

"No Pheebs. We are still canceling the wedding-"

"Wait what?" Ross clenched his fists.

"Let me finish" I glared at him.

"Kathy's pregnant."

"Oh my God Mon!" Rachel ran towards me and hugged me.

"So what? Is he still leaving?" Joey blurted out.

I couldn't get myself to answer. I just nodded.

"Why? You're pregnant too!" Ross yelled.

"You did tell him that right?" Rachel added.

"I couldn't. He was so angry at himself, and I couldn't make him hate himself even more. This is the first time I've seen him cry. I can't see him like this anymore."

"I get what your trying to say Mon, but he deserves to know about the baby. It's his baby too."

Joey was right. Even though he's going through something, I still need to tell him. It's his right to know about our baby.

"You're right Joe! I have to tell him."

"Good!"

"Actually I think I'll include that to our vows." I smiled.

"Wait! You've been talking about this secret wedding you and Chandler our doing and to be honest I don't get it." Phoebe yelled.

I forced out a giggle. "Me and Chandler decided that the perfect way to say goodbye is performing our wedding. It's not gonna be official. We're just gonna say our vows and exchange rings."

"How can that not be official?" Ross argued.

"It's not official cause no one will be officiating" I explained.

"That makes sense!" Phoebe and Joey smiled.

"But wait! Are you okay with this? I mean there's no turning back. As soon as you say your vows, you'll be saying goodbye." Rachel explained.

"Actually we aren't sure if he'll leave. I mean what will happen when he finds out about the baby? That can make him change his mind right?" Ross stood up.

"Ross you have got to stop making me hope that he'll stay cause I have a feeling that he wouldn't. I just don't wanna get hurt."

"You're right. I'm sorry." Ross kissed my temple.

"Okay so...I'll go put my tux on." Ross faked a smile.

"Thank you." I smiled. Unlike his, my smile was real. I wasn't happy, but I smiled because my brother trusts me. That he believes that I know what I'm doing.

Ross' Point of View

I grabbed my coat and went out of Joey's apartment. I ran to my apartment I changed in to my tuxedo that I was suppose to wear later this day, but as soon as I was suppose to run back to Monica's apartment, I saw the door to my storage room. I don't know why, but I had the feeling that I should look at some things.

I was suppose to go to Joey's apartment cause that's what Monica said, but I glanced at the door of apartment 20.

I know I shouldn't have but I did it. I knocked on the door of Apartment 20. Chandler nervously opened the door.

"Go ahead man." He closed his eyes.

"What?"

He slowly opened one eye. "You told me that if I ever hurt Monica then you'll kiss my ass. I'm not even gonna put up a fight. Go ahead." He closed his eye again.

"I'm not here to hurt you."

"Really?"

"Yes"

"Oh Thank God!" He sighed out of relief.

"Actually I'm here to help you"

"What do you mean?"

"Even though this won't be as beautiful as my sister's dream wedding, I still want it to look magical. I don't want her to say her vows in a dark purple apartment."

I hope that you guys liked this chapter. I know I promised that this chapter would contain their "wedding" but I couldn't write it. I really want their wedding to be perfect, and so far what I've written isn't as beautiful as I wanted it to be, so I hope you'll understand. I got a bunch of reviews saying that I should update so I did :)

PLEASE REVIEW