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Ina: What the hell?! Didn't I tell you to stop making her happy?! Have you seen her bedroom? OMG, IT's SCARY!

Me: What? My bedroom is only filled with yaoi!

Ina: YES, THAT'S THE POINT! I DUN WANNA WALK INTO YOUR ROOM AND SEE ALL THOSE YAOI POSTERS, BLANKETS AND PILLOWS!

Chapter 4: Ichigo's So-Called Brotherly Love; Grimmjow's Free Show

Renji squirmed whilst holding onto his brother's arm so tight. He had his head hung low, refusing to meet the teacher in his eyes. His body tensed. His body ached once again. His nails began to dig onto his brother's skin so hard that he was sure that there would be deep crescent marks on it. He bit his lower lip in attempt to hide his trembling lips. His eyes kept darting up to see what expression Grimmjow-sensei had put on. When he saw that proud smirk on the blue-haired sensei, his blush had gotten worse but thankfully, his long fringe covered that blush of his. His heart was hammering on his chest and it started to hurt. It was like as if his heart wanted to break free from the suffocating space. He remained quiet and steeled himself when he heard the smooth voice coming from the teacher.

"Renji, are you okay?"

Renji lifted his head up upon hearing Ichigo's ultimate concerned voice. His lips curved upwards, trying his best to stop his quivering lips as he did so. Not trusting his voice, he simply nodded. He wrapped his arm around Ichigo's arm and buried his face on the crook of his shoulder. Upon feeling the light pats on his head, he released a sigh of relief and contentment whilst relaxing. His shoulders slumped and he had stopped trembling. He lifted his head, leaned forward and kissed Ichigo on the cheek before poking on the other cheek whilst supporting an adorable pout when he did not receive a kiss from his brother.

Ichigo laughed at how cute his baby brother was. He smashed his lips onto the other since he could not resist it. He heard a shocked-filled squeak but he dismissed it. He pushed forward, causing the kiss to be deeper and harder.

Renji, with little strength left, pushed his brother away in which he successfully did. He quickly hung his head low since he did not want to see Ichigo at the moment. He was embarrassed, too embarrassed to look at his brother in the eye. It was just too awkward. Sure, they shared kisses before on the mouth however they were simply just short kisses, nothing more, just to comfort one another. Those kisses explained their brotherly love for each other. But this kiss was giving off that lust-filled type of kiss which could lead to sex. This kiss was not that kind of brotherly love, it was more than that. One hand of his was covering his mouth and the other placing flat on his chest which was rapidly moving up and down. Short pants were being emitted from him. A noticeable blush painted on his face. His eyes dulled with fear mixed with anxiety. His heart was pounding behind his chest. Once again, he was trembling. He croaked out in surprise as he could feel hands on his wrists. He lifted his head up, knowing full well that he would see Ichigo. Just as he predicted, Ichigo was up-close. He struggled free as he was being pinned down. Ichigo was straddling him. However it was futile. He had weakened a lot due to the recent encounter with the three seniors. He simply looked away to his right.

Ichigo attacked the exposed neck first, sucking and kissing and even lightly biting the skin. He pulled back along with a moan at how sexy Renji was being. He could not handle it anymore. It was killing him if he did not do anything. Part of him wanted to eat Renji. The other part of him kept telling him that it was forbidden. He had pinned Renji on the couch. A half-smirk which held proudness and yet sadness upon seeing the tent his brother had been supporting. He knew that it was wrong to indulge himself in this. Renji was his baby brother. He was supposed to protect him and not hurting him. He should be contented when Renji had let him kiss him on the lips a lot of time, whether these kisses held meanings or not. He should be happy and satisfied when Renji did not give him those disgusted looks if he were to suddenly jump on him and kissed him. He should have kept his desires in a box and locked it up. That was his promise to himself. But here he was, straddling on his baby brother, wanting for more so he released a wrist and wrapped his hand around the clothed tent. He could see the hurt in his brother's reddish-brown eyes. For a moment, he seriously wanted to get off and ran somewhere to run away from the embarrassment but when a finger accidentally run across the top of the super-hard shaft and felt that damp patch, he had abandoned the idea of running away. His smirk widened and he leaned forward. A peck on the kiss on the cheek before whispering, "Can't wait to fuck you." He heard a moan and he desired for more. Thus, he moved his hand up and down on clothed Renji Junior. The moans began to get louder and the damp patch began to get more damped. He had stopped his ministrations upon seeing the tear-stricken face which belonged to his brother.

"Ichi-nii."

Ichigo released his grips on the hand and Renji Junior to cover his mouth. Tears began to blur his vision. The extremely sad and disappointed yet loving and concern tone of Renji's snapped Ichigo out from his desires and locked them up in the box he had created in his mind.

"Are you okay, Ichi-nii?" Renji was worried about his brother when he saw Ichigo's eyes were brimming with tears. His heart seemed to shatter when he saw the huge hurt in those auburn eyes. He actually had forgotten that his older brother tried to rape him.

Ichigo instantly pulled Renji up and wrapped his arms around his brother. "Shit," he murmured as the warmth coming from his baby brother started to envelope him. Those desires of him began to pound on the locked box, wanting to get out. The box broke free, freeing those desires upon inhaling the hard-to-explain scent. Seeing that exposed neck which was covered with love bites, he licked his lips and licked the hot skin. He heard a squeak and he could feel that he was being pushed away yet again. Irritated, he simply tightened his arms around the slender body and continued on licking the skin. Satisfied with how hot the skin was under his tongue, he pulled away and kissed Renji on the lips. Renji had turned away, making him kiss on the cheek instead of the lips. He growled in frustration and grasped the chin. He forced the other to turn back to him and smashed his lips just to cease the twitching lips of his. He broke the kiss for the need of air. He placed his forehead on the other and stared at Renji in the eyes. He was actually expecting to see a spark of disgust and hatred but simply found none. Ichigo broke out into a huge smile. He planted kisses around the forehead. He grabbed a hand and rubbed it against his own erection. Both of them moaned. Ichigo, still holding onto Renji's wrist, pulled his pants along his boxer down with his free hand, freeing his straining erection. He let out a sigh of relief as the cool air caressed his weeping shaft briefly. He brought Renji's hand once more, enclosed his other hand around his and Renji's hand. He guided Renji and once he deemed that it would be perfectly fine for Renji to take lead, he simply removed his hands and urged Renji to continue with a moan.

Renji knew what was going on. He swallowed the lump in his dry throat. What was he supposed to do right now? This wasn't normal situation he encountered everyday with Ichigo. His hand was still enclosing the weeping and hard shaft. He squeezed, his blush had gotten worse and he knew that. With a finger on his free hand, he began to poke on the slit and was rewarded with a moan. He pulled his hand away and looked away, amidst in shock and fear.

"Grimmjow-sensei!" Renji yelled at the sight of Grimmjow sitting at the couch opposite his. He looked perfectly fine except for the light blush coating his cheeks.

Grimmjow was having fun staring at the interaction between the two brothers. He was considering in video-taping to which he did. But he quickly saved it when he saw Renji turning his head to his direction. He dropped his phone to his side and placed his sweaty palms on his thighs. He quickly put up his neutral and impassive look. But he just could not stop the blush he had been having. He was glad that he had a pillow to cover up his own tent. He gave a smile in response.

Ichigo had his eyes widened upon remembering that Grimmjow-sensei was in the same room. He grabbed a pillow and covered his member. He pulled Renji into a sitting position and intertwined his fingers with his brother's. He wasn't sure why but he hated that smile on his sensei's face. It was starting to annoy him when he flashed a toothy grin to his brother. And he was mad when he saw Renji blushing even harder than before. He let out a soft grunt as he inspected his sensei.

Renji glanced around. This was too awkward. He nudged Ichigo and whispered to him to say something. He let out a sigh of relief when he saw his brother nodded his head.

"Grimmjow-sensei, you're a busybody. Have you not been here, we would have fucked but no, you have to ruin that moment. Just fucking great sensei, just fucking great. Do you know that your very being here is annoying the hell out of me? I would appreciate it if you would have just gone somewhere. But nope, you fucking choose to stay there and look at us. Tell me, sensei does me violating my own brother interests you that much?" Ichigo spat. That was not Renji expected.

Grimmjow let out a scoff as he crossed his arms. "Ichigo, that was so rude of you to speak that way. I'm your teacher and I am here to talk about the writing competition. I was about to bring it up when your brother, Renji, decided to kiss you and you just havta kiss him back. And then suddenly, woah,, you guys start to make-out. I was just shocked so I couldn't move. I'm not interested in your incest relationship anyway. But, it's forbidden. As a teacher, I would ask you to stop having this relationship. If you did not heed this warning of mine, I'm sorry but I havta take either one of you away whether you like it or not," Grimmjow stated in annoyance. He was so damn pissed that Ichigo had badmouthed him but he was way more pissed with Renji. If he had not turn to his direction, he would have enjoyed the show more till the end, maybe he could even enjoy the scene where the two brothers would have fucked but nope, Renji saw him and even advertised his presence.

Ichigo growled as he glared at Grimmjow-sensei. "Hell to you, Grimmjow. You wouldn't dare take my brother away. You don't dare take him away from me!"

Renji sighed and asked his brother to calm down.

"Calm the fuck down, Renji?! Calm the fuck down?! Are you fucking stupid or what?! Fucking weakling! I shouldn't have been nice to you. I should be more like him and discipline you, huh?! Baka, baka, baka! Fuck! I should have just raped you from the moment you are vulnerable and such. But me being a nice brother decided to let you take a rest. It seemed that you didn't appreciate what I did for you! What?! You don't enjoy me kissing or touching you?! Puhlease, we have liked kissed on the fucking lips like so many times that I had fucking lost count. I touched you so many times as well. We even masturbated together and this, you're trying to say that it's fucking wrong?!" Ichigo snapped. He slapped Renji on the face.

Grimmjow stood up, not bothering about the tent he had. He stomped towards Ichigo and sent a slap to the teen. He just could not take it when Ichigo simply scolded Renji just because he was asked to calm down. He did not appreciate him slapping his own brother. He clenched and unclenched his fists before grabbing a tear-stricken Renji forcefully and stomped out of the house, dragging the redhead along with him. He saw a taxi, held his arm out to get the attention of the taxi driver. The taxi pulled into a stop and he pushed Renji into the taxi. He followed suit, not caring the screams coming from a crazy strawberry.

"Ichi-nii!" Renji had opened the door beside him whilst the taxi was moving. The wind blasted into the taxi, cutting the words of worries coming from the taxi driver and the teacher. He jumped out of the taxi, rolling on hard ground for a while. He stood up and ran towards his crying brother with opened arms. He jumped onto his brother and began to kiss his brother.

Ichigo wrapped his arms around Renji instantly, tears rolling down his cheeks. "I love you," he whispered and shut his eyes tight, falling asleep.

Renji smiled and whispered, "I love you too, Ichi-nii. But, we shouldn't be like this anymore."

Ichigo cracked an eye opened. A sad smile adorned on his face. "I'm sorry for slapping you and hurting you just now. I... I really love you. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose another brother. I think we need to separate ya know."

"S-Separate?!" Renji whispered in shock and surprise. He held back his tears.

"Y-yeah. If we don't, who knows what I will do to you."

"No, you won't do anything to me, Ichi-nii!" Renji seriously did not want to be separated by Ichigo. He loved his older brother so much that he did not wish to be separated from him even if there's a high chance of him raping him.

Ichigo shook his head and tightened the hug. "I must, Renji. We both know that I will hurt you more. That's why we should separate. I'm going to our grandma's place. I think you should stay here."

"But, but... If you go, I will be alone."

"You have Grimmjow-sensei and your friends to erase that loneliness you spoke of."

"But, I don't have any friends! Grimmjow-sensei is a stranger!"

"You have otou-san then."

"Otou-san left three years ago and has not come back."

"Then... you could stay at the Kuchiki household."

"No, I'm not going there! Byakuya wouldn't even let me in! Rukia is studying overseas!"

"How about you stay with Ulqui-"

"NOPE! NOPE! Definitely not him!"

"But why? He's our cousin after all."

"I'm not close to him so he's like a stranger to me."

"Renji, you have to learn to let me go. If you don't, I... I would hurt you. Don't be stubborn. Don't depend on me too much."

"But but but..."

"No buts, Renji."

Renji sighed in defeat and nodded his head slowly. He did not hold back his tears. He let them flow/

"Renji, I won't fall for that trick ya know... I... I should better pack up now." Ichigo said as he looked away. He had to move away from Renji as far as possible. He had to. He did not want to hurt Renji like how he hurt his twin, Hichigo. He did not wish history to repeat all over. Hichigo died 2 years ago of suicidal because of Ichigo kept on forcing sex with him. During these two years, he had ignored Renji. He wouldn't even care about him at all. That was until Hichigo's death. It was a habit he couldn't break so yah, he did the same to Renji. He went into his room and began to pack everything he owned. However, he refused to keep things that reminded him of Renji. Like example, photos. He did not pack a single photo of him and Renji. He was tearing but this was the best.

Renji stayed in the room and witnessed his brother pack his belongings. It hurt him to see that he was not putting the photographs they had taken together. "Ichi-nii?" His voice was soft. He clenched his fists as he heard a sigh, a sigh of forced resentment. He dropped to his knees and wrapped his arms around his brother, crying his heart out.

Ichigo simply stayed put although he was tempted to hug back. The room grew silent. He could feel his brother's breath caressing his back and he knew that he had fallen asleep. He gently turned around. He planted a kiss on the forehead before carrying him to the bed. He pulled up the blankets, kissed Renji on the lips this time and walked away. He wiped his tears away.

"Sensei." Ichigo acknowledged Grimmjow.

"I know, Ichigo, I know. Don't worry, I will take good care of your brother. I promised you that. And I'm opting you out of the competition." Grimmjow replied neutrally.

"Yeah and don't let Renji in even if he begs you. He seriously sucks at writing."

The pair shared a short laugh. Ichigo apologized and disappeared out of sight...

Ta-da, another chapter done! Sorry if this chapter sucks... I need Ichigo to get out of my way for a while. Up until now, this chapter contains a lot of IchiRen (can't help since I ship this pair) but dun worry! The next chapter will be GrimmRen, maybe ^^ Hehehe, this shall be last chapter you will be reading IchiRen! I assure you that! There would be little mentions of Ichigo in the next chapter so yah... T^T I kind of feel bad for making Ichigo suffer... But ohwell, GrimmRen all the way!

Ina: Pppffttt you should have let this chapter have a threesome...

Me: Nahhhhh, that would be too complicated to write.

Ina: *sigh* Yeah right. I bet there will be one in the future chapters.

Me: I assure you that there wont be a threesome in this story at all... Maybe ^^