Not the Same Chapter 15: Guilty Pleasures, a glee fanfic

Sam and I were now back in Lima and in the choir room. I was happy. I wanted to tell Marley about how me and Sam did…that thing that we did, but I hadn't had the time. I planned on doing after class. Mr. Schue wrote GUILTY PLEASURE on the board.

"A guilty pleasure is something that you like but aren't exactly proud that like." He explained. "Now we music sometimes these are songs considered so bad that they're good, but other times they're songs you like even if you think that they're bad."

"I've got one." Jake announced as he took the floor.

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no (cause I got you babe)
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no (cause I got you babe)
Cause we gon' fight, yes we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no (cause I got you babe)

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I hear them hoping and praying
Things between us don't get better
Men steady coming after you
Women steady coming after me
Seems like everybody wanna go for self
And no one wanna respect boundaries

Telling you all those lies
Just to you on your side
But I must admit that
There was a couple secrets I held inside
But know that I tried to always apologize
And Imma have first in my heart always to keep satisfied

Oh cause I got you babe
Oh cause I got you babe
Ooh cause I got you babe
Ooh cause I got you babe

"I haven't heard anything from Akon recently." I commented.

"I also happen to like Chris Brown." Jake replied.

"Well if we abandoned every musician who is a terrible person, there would be no Guns N Roses or the Beatles." I explained.

"What did the Beatles do?" Sam asked.

"They had Phil Spector produce one of their albums and most of their solo work." I told him.

The bell rang and I needed to talk to Marley.

"There's something I need to tell you." I stated. She gave me a listening face. "When we were on the road, Sam and I stopped at a hotel and we…had sex."

"I can't believe it." Marley replied.

"So have you and Jake yet?" I asked.

"No. We were going to at the wedding, but I couldn't do it." She admitted.

"So what is your guilty pleasure?" I questioned, changing the subject.

"I actually really love Hannah Montana." She answered. I had to hide my chuckles a little.

"Well you need to sing one of those songs and it can't be a Miley song." I stated.

"You're singing with me." Marley bargained.

"Only because you're my best friend." I muttered.

So later in the day, the two of us were dressed in flashy Disney-style outfits as we prepared to sing.

You get the limo out front
Hottest styles, every shoe, ever color
Yeah when you're famous it can be kind of fun
It's really you but no one ever discovers

In some ways you're like all your friends
But on stage you're a star

You know the best of both worlds
Pictures and autographs
You get your face in the magazines
The best part is that
You get to be whoever you wanna be

Who have thought that a girl like me
Would double as a superstar

You get the best of both worlds
Chill it out, take it slow
Then you rock out the slow
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and
You know that it's the best of both worlds
The best of both worlds
You get the best of both worlds
Without the shades and the hair
You can go anywhere
You get the best of both girls
Mix it all together oh yeah
It's so much better cause you know you got the best of both worlds

"Now that is what guilty pleasures are all about." Mr. Schue declared. "Plus it was incredibly entertaining."

"Well this was Marley's guilty pleasure." I explained. "I don't like Hannah Montana."

I couldn't help but wonder if my guilty pleasure was more or less embarrassing than that. I know that I had Sam to blame for it.

So tonight, Sam and I were going to double date with Finn and Lucy. It was kind of weird, especially since I never actually went on a double date with Marley. We were at Breadstix and had ordered a pizza to share.

"So what are you doing in Glee Club this week?" My sister asked.

"We are doing our guilty pleasures." Sam replied. "I don't think that I'm going to go with my guilty pleasure song because I'm pretty sure that it's inappropriate."

"What is it?" Finn questioned.

"It's this song called 'This Is Why I'm Hot' by MIMS." Sam told me. "This is why I'm hot. This is why I'm hot. This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot. I'm hot cause I'm fly. You aint cause you not. This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot."

"Okay, that sounds so dumb." I commented, having never heard the song before.

"So how was the trip to Kentucky?" Lucy asked us.

"Well we ended up stopping at a hotel the first night because it was too rainy." I replied, not going into the details of what happened in the hotel because I didn't want Finn to know. "His family was also really nice to me and I found out that they're going to be back for graduation."

"Have you decided what you're going to do after you graduate?" Finn questioned.

"I was actually thinking about staying around here and working." Sam responded. "Maybe in 2 years if Charlie and I are still together, we can go to college together."

"I don't know if we should plan for that far ahead in the future." I told him.

"Well I'm not saying that we should get married or anything, but I'd like to believe that we can still be together in two years. We do love each other." Sam pointed out.

"I just don't like thinking about the future." I admitted before eating some pizza.

The next I prepared to sing my guilty pleasure song. Lucy was there again and I wasn't sure why. I wondered if it was to watch me sing.

As long as you love me
As long as you love me

As long as you love me
I'm under pressure
Seven billion people trying to fit in
Keep it together
Smile on your face even though your heart is frowning
But hey now, you know boy
We both know it's a cruel world
But I will take my chances

As long as you love me
We could be starving
We could be homeless
We could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum
I'll be your silver
I'll be your gold
As long as you love, love, love me
As long as you love, love, love me

I'll be your soldier
Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, boy
I'll be your lover
You can be my destiny's child on a scene boy
So don't stress, don't cry
We don't need no wings to fly
Just take my hand

"That's actually a great segue into what I want to do." Finn announced. He walked to the center of the room. "I know that this probably seems sudden, especially because this is the second time that I've done this, but I know what was wrong the first time. I had the wrong girl. What I'm trying to say, is Lucy Quinn Fabray, will you marry me?"

Finn then began to sing.

While everybody else is getting out of bed, I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it, and there's a thousand ways you can skin it
My feet have been on the floor, flat like an idol singer
Remember winger, I digress I confess you are the best thing in my life
But I'm afraid when I hear stories about husband and wife
There's no happy endings, no Henry Lee,
But you are the greatest thing about me

If it's love, and we decide that it's forever
No one else could it better
If it's love and we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together
Love, love, gotta have something to keep us together
Love, love that's enough for me

You can move in I won't ask where you've been
Cause everybody has a past
When we're older we'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed, I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it, I'm in it for you

If it's love and we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
If it's love, and we decide that it's forever
No one else could it better
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together
Love, love, gotta have something to keep us together
Love, love that's enough for me

"Before I say yes, do you agree to support me in whatever I do?" Lucy asked.

"Yes." Finn declared, now on his knees with the ring out.

"Then yes." Lucy declared as she hugged him and he slipped the ring on her finger. I was just glad that no one talked about me liking Justin Bieber.

Later, my sister and I were together in Frannie's apartment. She looked at the ring on her finger.

"Are you sure that you want to do this?" I asked her.

"Ever Finn and I started dating freshman year all that I wanted to be was his wife." She explained. "I want this. I know I've messed up more than once, but he took me back and I'm not going to mess up again. I want to get pregnant again, this time with his baby. You probably think I'm stupid."

"No if you want to get married, I'll be your maid of honor and I'll even tone down my makeup a little bit, but I'm not wearing pink."

"I didn't expect you to." She replied with a laugh. "So let's talk about you singing Bieber."

"Sam's got hooked on him." I replied. "He gave me Bieber Fever."

"It's better than getting mono." She quipped. "Finn gave to me after Santana gave it to him."

"I don't think I want to know how that happened." I remarked. "So when are you going to married. Have you had any thoughts on when you want the wedding to be?"

"I think I want to have it after Regionals, but I want an actual wedding and not a courthouse date. I'm still Protestant and I want our wedding to happen at a church." She stated.

"Are you gonna have anyone walk you down the aisle?" I questioned. "I mean you probably don't want Dad to do it and I don't know if Mr. Schue will want to this soon."

"I have a little bit of time to think about that." She answered.

The next day at school, I was walking down the hall to see Ryder making out with a girl…in front of my locker.

"Excuse me." I remarked to get them to separate. They did. I then recognized her as the girl from the wedding. She had dark brown hair.

"Charlie is this is my girlfriend, Katie." He introduced.

"Yeah, it's nice to meet you and all, but I need to get into my locker." I explained.

In Glee Mr. Schue was leading us as we were singing his guilty pleasure: Taylor Hicks.

I've never been the one to raise my hand
That wasn't me but now that's who I am
Because of you I am standing tall

My heart is full of endless gratitude
You were the one, the one to guide me through
Now I can see and I believe it's only just beginning

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud
Do I make you proud

So Ryder met a real girl named Katie. She's played by Pia Toscano. Also Finn and Lucy are getting married. The next episode will not be Shooting Star. I've yet to determine what will happen in its place. The songs in this chapter are "Don't Matter" by Akon, "The Best of Both Worlds" by Hannah Montana, "As Long as You Love Me" by Justin Bieber, "If It's Love" by Train and "Do I Make You Proud by Taylor Hicks. Please don't forget to review.