A/N: this chapter I had to split into two parts because it was terribly long when I finished it. m(-_-)m I'm tired and my legs are numb from walking everywhere yesterday. AANNND I have to move before All Hallows Eve comes by. I will post as much as possible in the time I have. Sowwy if this is inconvenient to you. :/ it sucks for meh too.

Warning: there is foul language and a slight bit of gore in this chapter so if you have a bloodthirsty and vivid imagination go ahead and read on, but if not...ehh its up for you to read.

Ch. 9

I said before the emptiness of the black gaping hole was timeless. All I could do was float and wait for something to happen. It wasn't dry like air, but it wasn't like wet like water, the only thing I saw was the absence of color. The absence of life all together surrounded me. I didn't exist, or was I the only thing that existed here. Again, I couldn't fight it, I didn't even know how, or where to start. I just embraced this feeling of oblivion. Anything and everything that once was seemed nonexistent in this place. All the very little I knew about the world I just left, was gone.

I went from feeling nothing to feeling tingling everywhere, the mass that was me was vibrating. I slowly starting breathing harder and harder, now panting bitterly. My body accumulating from my head slowly grasping the animation of my toes. There was a sensation in my head, slowly draining to my now existing tongue, it was hate, pure hate and disgust. It tasted bitter. My body still in motion vibrating all over, my arms now getting feeling were numb, my torso rising and lifting with my deep breaths, my legs bent at the knees to balance my weight, my feet flat on the ground. My vision was still all black, but now I felt my body. Embracing the sudden change I shifted my eyes, only to figure out I was hold something in both hands.

My eyes shot open only burning at the sight. Blood. Blood everywhere. All across the training field. I did a mental check and I felt no pain, it wasn't my blood that was painted across the ground no, it was his. There was bits and pieces of what once was the man Hidan scattered everywhere. The air smelt sharp and had a metallic edge. The field that was once a dull green was now painted red with the blood of Hidan. No recognizable body parts were seen, all torn to shreds. The grass now spoiled and trees now tainted, the air now toxic, with all that was the albino man.

My breath was sharper than before and now filled with fear. My head throbbed, my ears buzzing 'What a beautiful tragedy indeed.' I flinched at the sight. The voice echoed in my head over and over until it turned into a ringing noise. The ringing got louder before it started to dull out, only to be replaced with curses and swears from a familiar voice. I jerked to look in the direction it was coming from wondering how Hidan could have been still been able to speak. There was no one there.

"Down here you stupid bitch! Once I get my body back I will show no mercy on your damned soul, cuntface." I jumped at the words that were aimed at me. I didn't see his body, I was confused. Then it hit me…. I shifted my left eye slowly to find out what I was holding. I gulped as my eyes trailed down my arm, it too was soaked with blood and bits of flesh. I started to shake again. I bit my lip as my eyes to my wrist. I exhaled a long-awaited breath. With that breath I gathered the courage to stretch my gaze a little further.

I screamed. With all the life I had in me I screamed in my hand was a detached head of the once towering man named Hidan. In my hand I held his red stained hair, from his lips blood leaked out as he spit out more insults. I yelled until I had no breath left in me, until my lungs burned for air.

My mind started racing. On instinct I started to run, forgetting about my situation I ran for my life. I didn't know where I was going but I needed to distance myself from that place. My fists gripped tight, my legs extended one after the other. My head throbbing, heart racing I took off as fast as my thin legs could take me. My breath was shallow and rigged. Hidan's head left forgotten in my hand until I went to change my direction and I felt the sticky wet strands of hair whip my arm. I gagged and instinctively threw his head, no caring where it landed. "I'll get you for this you fucking bitch!" his voice bounced off the trees.

I pushed forward with even more speed, going faster and faster with each step. I huffed and puffed and kept on. I ran and ran with every ounce of strength I had. I didn't care where I ended up, I just needed to get away. My vision started to blur, my legs and arms went numb awhile back but I kept going. Then sun had set but I kept going, not daring to stop.

For one day and two nights I ran without rest. I didn't stop, 'I couldn't stop, not this time, this time I will keep going until my bare feet bleed, till my legs collapse from fatigue and then I'll crawl, they won't get me this time. I won't go back! I will never go back there!' My voice echoed in my head. I felt this before, this horrifying instinct to run for my life, I was blinded by past emotions, that's all that kept me going. I didn't falter at my thoughts, and not wasting any effort on thinking of what those thoughts were talking about. It was then I began to hear running water.

'Water! I can wash the disgusting blood off my arms now!' I pushed onward to the source. It was a narrow yet rugged river with sharp rocks scattered about. The trees cleared up on either sides leaving the green grass to glow in the shinning sun. I was then when fatigue started to set in. I lazily walked up to the cooling liquid and dropped to my knees next to it. I sighed loudly and looked into the reflection I made.

I pulled back scared of what I saw, my face for the first time. It was covered in dirt and dried blood. My hair was dark and greasy from not being washed. I landed on my butt. I blinked a few times before I forced myself to crawl back to the river and kneel over the water. I lingered on my reflection once more before shaking my head and continuing my previous intended actions. I roughly dipped my arms into the water scrubbing them with such force they turned red, it was hard to tell what the dried blood was and what my skin was. I began to wash-off my face getting what I could off without harming myself too much. I grunted at my actions, not caring if anyone heard.

It was then I heard from across the river, bushes shaking. I looked up my hair wet, dripping in front of my face, leaning over the water closer in curiosity. A big white mass shot from the bushes and growled, startling me. I fell into the raging waters and was swept away by the current. I shot up out of the stream keeping my head up as best as I could. It was wasted effort as rocks started colliding with my already worn out body. My bandages that was wrapped around my chest and back made it quite difficult to move in the water.

My luck worsened as I struck another rock, my back smacked into it making me yell out in pain, my mouth filed with water. The liquid that was once blue now turned red. I struggled to get to a boulder that was big enough to hold onto. Eyeing my prize, I ran into it with my side and managed to grip it with my cold wet fingers. The sound of roaring rapids clashed with the sound of barking and people yelling. My eyes burned from the water, my body shook with what little adrenaline it had left.

I dragged myself onto the rock my stomach, now on the rock, I could see the white mass barking, and it met my eyes as if it was trying to tell me something. It was a dog, a freakishly big dog, and he wasn't alone. I blinked a few more times to clear my vision to only see three humanoid blobs approach the animal. One looked like a tannish pineapple, another like a dark blue mushroom, and the other one look slightly like an animal but walked on two legs.

I groaned loudly at the voices now getting louder as they approached. I closed my eyes, my ear were filled with water and I couldn't make out what they were saying. My eyes started to flutter shut, I struggled to keep them open. "Stupid fucking mutt." I mumbled to myself. My tired body was about to give up. I felt something warm touch the back of my neck. I didn't bother to fight it, knowing that it would win. I felt it pull lightly on the collar of my shirt and I automatically let go of what was my life line moments earlier. I felt the fabric rip as I was drug threw the rapids. Then I felt the warmth grab my body closer trying to get a better grip on my immobile form.

I was awake still but I wasn't registering what was happening around me. I wasn't in the water anymore, that I knew because nothing but the warming sun was in my view, until it was blocked by a shadow. It was the animal like character trying to talk to me, but I couldn't comprehend what it was saying. It was just jumbled and pieces of words bouncing all around as the voices continued on. "Ughh. Mph. mmub." My words slurred and came out as groans.

My eyes half closed, my body cold and numb. I inhaled only to choke on the air that burned my lungs. I shot up and turned my left as fluid escaped my lungs into my hand. It was blood. I groaned one more time before I turned over on my back again to see my eyes finally adjusting to the blurry objects around me. The people surrounded me observing me on the ground, they looked like trees as they stood there and watched. "A-a-are you alright?" said a timid yet gentle voice. The figures now becoming a humanoid form, the dark blue mushroom turned out to be a small fare skinned girl with a cream-colored hooded-jacket staring at me with pale white eyes. She stood on my right with a worried expression.

I propped myself up on my left arm to reply but was shoved back down by the large mass of fur licking my face. The dog jumped on top of me smothering me with its slobber. "Akamaru! Get off of her! Stop that!" It was soon yanked off me by the one who resembled an animal himself. He had red triangle marks upon his cheeks and had a grey jacket lined with black fur jacket across one of his shoulders, his hair was a brown mess and was slick from being wet. 'So he is the one who got me out of the water. 'His torso was bare, with the exception of his fish net shirt. He was now scolding his pet and looked blazing mad. 'A very stupid fucking mutt indeed.'

A/N: I decided to give her sometime outside the base... but how long will that last for! In the next part of this chapter you get to see a little more of her back story so follow this story if you wanna know :3 As always review so I know what ya tink!