A/N;Sorry it took so long, I kinda had to write this chapter and my other story's chapter because I wrote them and forgot to save and when my laptop died, so did my chapters :( I would also like to thank everyone for their support and especially SheLovesEdward23. You gave a review for every chapter! Thank you, and Thank everyone.
Disclaimer; "Hey Steph!" "Oh hey Ash! What's going on? Did you see the new movie?" " I did! But, I was thinking, why didn't they have me on the goodbye tribute to everyone?" " Oh honey, that's because you don't own Twilight, I do." She frowned, I did too.
Pain. That's all I comprehended. I couldn't think of a sentence, I couldn't do anything but think pain. I was in pain. Not just any pain, burning. I was on fire! My veins were burning more and more with every second. I was freaking burning from the inside out and no one was helping me! It felt as though the blood running in my veins was replaced with fire. Every beat of my heart, that was suppose to supply blood to my body, supply me comfort, just spread the fire more, and more, with every beat. I wanted to scream and shout and kick and bite and throw an absolute tantrum, beg for death, beg, beg until they killed me. I was about to let out a scream when I faintly heard the only thing that could possibly tear my focus from my burning hell and halt my scream in it's place in my scorching throat. Emmett's voice. "Please Bella, Please. I need you. Please pull through. I know your strong Bella. For me. I love you so mu-" PAIN! BURNING! PLEASE! KILL ME NOW! I was about to scream again when his words flew through me and I suppressed the scream as a grunt as best I could. I don't know how much longer I can take this! This pain is like no other. What ever a human thinks is the worst physical pain ever, they are to be deemed wrong. Wrong indeed. No degree of pain and or torture could ever amount to this. This was worst than all your fears bundled into one torturing you to death, this was the fucking definition of pain. I'd rather go through everything that ever caused me pain in my whole life at once. This was pain like no other. It was indescribable. Almost unbearable. This was worst than any pain known to man. This was worst than Hell! I am sure that this fire would make Hell look like icing on a cupcake. All I wanted to do was scream at the top of my burning lungs and beg for mercy, beg for death, but I knew the outcome. The outcome that would lead me to more pain emotionally than the physical pain I was now enduring. The outcome that I would not allow. Every thrash, every scream and every plea I made. Would send as much pain through Emmett as every pulse of venom, devouring me from the inside out would. I would shut my mouth, and I would not allow this to overcome me, and I would be strong, for Emmett. Only, for Emmett.
EPOV
Bella's heart began to thrash. It was going wild, speeding with every second that passed. It pounded against her chest, almost sounding like it was begging to be able to burst through her. It pounded so hard I was sure that any moment now her heart would do just that, burst right through, no mercy. I squeezed her hand and I was vaguely aware of my four family members crowding around us. I didn't care though, I knew that my Bella was waking, and I couldn't wait to hold her in my arms. She had been changing, I knew that. I was by her side every second of her transformation, it was only natural that I notice. To notice how her hair went just a tad longer and evened out impeccably, with just a hint of a lighter brown hight her beautiful brown strands. To notice her lips even out just a tad more than had been, to notice how her cheek bone became a little more noticeable. To notice the harding and chilling of her skin, while it was in my hand. Or how her chest puffed puffed out just a little more, and her curves indent themselves in her in all the right places. Or to notice how the skin on her face evened out the slightest. I would notice every thing about the angel laying in front of me. Her heart pounded even harder, I thought it was not possible to get any faster, but I had been proven wrong. Her heart beat viciously, trying to over power the venom that was invading it. It gave one last thump in plea of stopping the venom, but it was too late. It was over. Bella was a vampire. Her eyes flew open, and I almost gasped as I saw her brown irises. I could feel everyone from behind the couch look at me like I was crazy. Wait until they seen. Bella's eyes was the same chocolate brown rivers as they were when she was human. That was absolutely unheard of. I had secretly been sad that her thing I loved most on her, her eyes, would be destroyed in the change and I would never see them again, but here she sat with those deep brown pools staring at me. Before I had time to do anything she was wrapped around me and I her. She squeezed me, a bit too hard, but I could care less. I had missed my Bella for a whole three days. Ah! I missed her so much.
"I missed you." I whispered in her ear. She looked up at me and beamed. My eyes widened. She was absolutely gorgeous. Just her smile had me working a little harder to gather my unneeded breath. When she frowned in confusion, I laughed at myself.
"Wow Bella, I could have sworn that you could not possibly get anymore beautiful. I was wrong." I smiled. She giggled, it was like bells. Wow how ironic, bells laugh sounds like bells. I chuckled.
"I missed you too." She whispered just before crushing her lips to mine. I was all too eager to comply. I pushed my lips against hers with such passion and love, consumed in her every touch, that I hardly heard someone clearing their throat. Bella and I had somehow maneuvered into a standing position. She pulled away and looked down, I knew she would have been blushing, if such a thing was possible. Then I think that it dawned on her that she we were not alone, even after the throat clearing. She looked up surprised and looked at the family, they too gasped at her eyes. Carlisle was at her side in to time at all. He put his hands on her face and starred deep into her eyes.
"In all my years," He half whispered. Every time but me was still in shock.
"Umm.. Carlisle. Umm, it's nice to see you too, but what is everyone so shocked about?" She said, eyeing everyone curiously.
"Bella you have to look in a mirror!" Alice screamed. "This is unheard of!" She squealed. I giggled, wait tell Bella saw herself.
BPOV
"A mirror?" I asked as Alice slowly walked in with a long mirror. Why did I need to look in an mirror, I knew I would be different but why was everyone so shocked? I wonder if I can feel the weight of that mirror. I do have vampire strength and everything. I wonder what else I can do? Does Emmett- WOW! The whole, vampires being distracted, and still being focused thing was true. I looked at Alice again, pure confusion spread across my face, no doubt. She just stood in front of me.
"Well look." She said annoyed and rolled her eyes nut smirking. I did as she said and I looked down at myself. I was beautiful. For the first time I actually believed that I was beautiful. My body was molded out from straight but not blocky, to full blown curvy. My hips stuck out just the perfect length, and my legs seemed longer, I was a little taller. It was then that I realized that I had been changed. I was wearing dark, jean, skinny jeans, that complemented my new curves, with six inch black high heel pumps. Pumps! (A/N: Link on page) I never wore heels,let alone six inch pumps, lets just say they were not for the uncoordinated. Yet I was far from uncoordinated now, I was graceful. Ha! Graceful and me in the same sentence without ill meaning, or sarcasm? I would have laughed at that when I was human. And whoa, did I had boobs. The bra I was wearing, had become a little snug, definitely up a bra size. My long mahogany hair was touched with a slight natural looking highlight or a lighter shade of brown, and was by no doubt longer, not to mention smoother. I moved to my face, trying to move around my eyes, I knew I would freak out with the whole red thing. I had fuller lips and my cheekbones were more prominent. Even my eyebrows looked as if they had been arched by a professional. Unfortunately I had accidentally saw a glance of my eyes. I ignored it for a tenth of a second, and did a double take. I gasped and leaned in starring at my eyes as if they would change if I starred long enough. I had the same freaking eyes as I did when I was human. What the heck?! That wasn't even possible. I was a vampire, vampires only had two colors in eyes. I was a newborn, my eyes should have been red. Bright deadly red, but here I stood starring at my unchanging eye irises.
"My eyes..." I whispered. They all chuckled and I looked up.
"Kind of the same reaction we had." Jasper smiled. I smiled back.
"How is this possible?" I asked. Carlisle looked down in thought.
"Well, I suppose that we all bring an human characteristic with us from our human life. I, my birth mark. All marks and scars are completely removed in the process of changing, but it has always been there, right under my elbow, shaped like a heart. My mother used to say it was because she loved me so much." He sighed. I smiled, he was looking down smiling at the memory of his mother. Then he looked up and continued. "Alice and her shortness." We giggled, even Alice.
"Aint no shame in my game." She chirped beaming. We all laughed at that, but soon Carlisle continued.
"We all grow a few during the change, but Alice said she has always been that height, from what she can remember. A/N: I know she remembers nothing from her human life, but in my story she remembers what she looked like.) We all have something special to us from our human lives, and I suppose that your eyes are yours, though I never thought it possible." He said frowning, deep in thought. Emmett came closer to me and wrapped his arms around me. I was slightly relieved at his touch, and happy to be the same temperature as him.
"Wow, I'm glad though, red eyes, were on of the things I was afraid of." I said sighing in relief.
"What else were you afraid of dear?" Esme asked looking worried. I was deep in thought about my eyes, but I answered Esme without breaking my train of thought.
"The bloodlust." I answered and went back to thinking of him I could possibly have brown eyes as a human. A birth mark and shortness are way different then an eye color. I wonder if there is any others like me. I was brought out of my thoughts as I realized that everyone had gone quiet and was looking at me with wide eyes as if I had grown a second head. "What?" I asked completely confused, even Emmett looked at me shocked. What had I done.
"Oh my gosh, she really is not feeling anything but confusion." Jasper said, bewildered.
"Am I supposed to feel something else?" I asked still confused.
"Did you not just say that you were afraid of the bloodlust?" Jasper asked, as if he was hinting at something that was obvious.
"Yes?" I asked.
"About drinking blood?" He edged. Umm, an appealing thought.
"An appealing thought, but yes?" I asked again.
"You were thinking about drinking blood?" He asked incredulously.
"Yes I was, what are you talking about Jasper?" I asked getting annoyed. His eyes grew bigger, as well as everyone else's.
'Nothing, all confusion and a tad of annoyance." He informed. He was informing everyone of my feelings?
"What are you all so surprised at?" I asked. They all starred until Emmet looked down at me sympathetically.
"Sweetheart, you are a newborn, you should have gone crazy with bloodlust, even over the thought of blood." He whispered. I starred at him...Oh! I was suppose to feel bloodlust like crazy. I didn't though.
"Oh." I said embarrassed. Was I ever going to be normal? Didn't look like it. "I am never going to be normal." I frowned. Emmett looked like he was about counter my sentence but Jasper spoke next.
"Bella, don;t you feel a burning in your throat that should be driving you wild?" He asked. Well that's wonderful.
"Thank you Jasper. NOW I can, after you mention it." I sighed. My throat burned and scratched and I really wanted to soothe it, I was getting annoyed.
"Still! Only annoyance, no wild newborn driven bloodlust." He squeaked, sounding shocked. Everyone was still looking at me as if I had an extra head. The burning, scratchy feeling was starting to go away now that my mind was being distracted.
"She never seizes to surprise me." Emmett smiled. I smiled up at him. "Are even thirsty?" He asked me. Agh! Did they want to torture me?! Gosh!
"Every time it goes away, you guys bring it up. It's really starting to get annoying." I explained. They still looked at me like I was crazy but Alice shook her head with an amused smirk on her face.
"Emmett, please take Bella hunting, I do not want her to be in pain." She explained with a worried look on her face. She looked over to me and smiled a motherly smile at me. I gladly returned it. I was so glad that Esme excepted me, she was more a mother to me than Renee had ever been. I love Renee, don't get me wrong, and always would, but it seemed that I was the parent and she the child. With Esme, she was always caring for me and I for once felt like the daughter in the relationship.
"Yeah. Bella?" He looked down at me and I nodded. He took my hand in his and in the blink of the eye we were out the back door, blood front and center in the middle of my mind.
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I ran, ran on and on. I never wanted to stop this, it was amazing,there was no other way to describe it, other than utterly amazing. The most exhilarating thing I'd ever done. I was running through the forest heading towards home, taking everything in. I was breathing, living, every scent, every sound, every new ability in me. I was moving so fast that everything around me should have stuck together in a blur of green and brown, but it wasn't. I saw everything. Every organism as if I was stopped,still, starring at it, they were clearer than even that, they were crystal. It was the most amazing thing, it was so magnificent. I giggled as I leaped over a fallen tree and began to sore through the air, giggling all the way until my feet which let me tell you, were still in pumps, hit the forest's floor. I felt Emmett behind me and I was now eager to share this with him, I hadn't even paid him attention, sense we had begun hunting. I turned and I stood, waiting for him to catch up as my heels sinked into the forest's moist yet solid soil. I blinked my eyes one time and Emmett was standing in front of me, wrapping his arms around me. I leaned into him and rested my head on his massive chest.
"Having fun?" He asked amused. I chuckled.
"Yep. Everything is so different, so new, I had no idea what I was missing when I was human." I smiled while he laughed.
"Are you still thirsty? Yeah we're near the house, but you could still catch a deer or something." I scrunched my nose. I had had two deers and it was not exactly the best thing I'd ever tasted. I was much more satisfied with bears. Emmett was fighting one and preparing to launched at it when it's mate came along, and I didn't hesitate to take care of her. He was shocked that I hadn't messed up my clothes or anything, but this hunting thing had been surprisingly easy to me, almost second nature, like running. I did not like the deer that followed the bear, the bears were my favorite by far, which Emmett had rejoiced at. I suppose he sees it as us getting back at them for what they did to him so many years ago, I was okay with getting them back, especially when they taste so good. I shook my head up against his chest.
"I'm not thirsty at all, and I defiantly do not want deer, I like bears." I smiled. He chuckled.
"Me too, well not for almost killing me, but for tasting so damn good." He chuckled, while I grimaced. Imagining Emmett fighting one of those bears as a human scared the shit out of me, and I did not want to think about how he came to be a vampire, although as much as I hate Rosalie, I was so grateful to her for saving him, I would forever owe her. He pulled away probably feeling me tense in is arms and looked as if he was going to say something comforting when his eyes widened.
"Em?" I asked, I was getting this look from too many people too much today. Ugh, why did I feel like this was not going to be stopping anytime soon? Emmett shook his head and smiled.
"As I said before , you never seise to surprise me." He said grinning. "Your eyes, they have specks of golden amber in them now. I think it's because you just hunted, but wouldn't it still be red specks? Oh well, yeah they make your eyes glow just a tad more, it really is beautiful, too bad their not even visible by humans, they'll be missing out." He smiled, and I did too, at least I was showing signs of the 'veggie vamp' lifestyle. I pressed my lips to his ever so softly.
"You better never, forget that I love you, I love you with all my being, and you will always be the most important thing to me on this world." I said seriously, and before he could say anything I pushed up on souls of my pumps ( even in six inch pumps he was taller than me, really, my man was massive ;) ) and pressed my lips to his with an urgency, that could only be described as need. I needed him. I couldn't live without him, and I don't know how long I could last, without kissing him, all I knew, was that it would defiantly not be long. As my our lips moved together in synch, I knew I would have to pull away, or I would not be able to ever. I was slowly, second, by second, loosing myself in him, loosing my awareness, it was ever so slightly drifting away with every move of our intertwined lips. While I still had a small inch of coherency, I used it to pull away and take his hand in mine. I practically dragged him forward, to our home. We were nearly there anyhow, so needless to say, we arrived minutes later. We barged in and everyone was still in the living area. They were sat down on the furniture and appeared to have been talking while we were gone, but were now looking at Emmett in I with smiles on their face, then Jasper frowned and slightly and tilted his head, it reminded me of a puppy looking at you do something curious in front of it.
"Um two things." Jasper said confused.
"What?" Emmett asked.
"First there is something different in your eyes...?" Emmett and I nodded mutually.
"Yeah I guess I get these gold specks in them when I drink animal blood." I summarized.
"I don't think that I will ever be board with you around." Jasper said while shaking his head with a smirk whipped across his face,
"Second, didn't you guys go hunting?" He asked. He looked to be appraising my clothes, though not in a sexual way, just a curious appraise.
"Yeah, why?" Emmett asked bluntly. I turned my head to smile at him, he was always so straight forward, never the one to beat around the bush unless he was teasing you. It was a nice change. When I was with Edward, it always felt as if I was piecing together his meanings and words. He smiled back down at me. Jasper interrupted our short yet meaningful moment.
"Wow, you didn't even tear your clothes or anything, that's amazing, It took us months to learn how to do that." He looked dazed and everyone just looked at me with awe in their golden eyes.
"I have a feeling that we are in store for much more surprise from you Bella. You are a very special girl and I am sure that you are in possession of special things." Carlisle smiled and I returned it. He was as much of a father to me as Charlie. One second I was at Emmett's side and the next I was standing in front of him. I leant down and threw my arms around him. He wrapped his arms around me and even though I knew everyone could hear I whispered.
"You know Carlisle, these past years, I have come to see you as another father to me. I love Charlie and I always will, but I love you also, just like a father." I said wholeheartedly. His hold around me tightened for a second.
"As you have become to be a daughter to myself. I see you as nothing less than as a daughter Bella and I am glad that I will be able to be here for you longer now, much longer." He chuckled, as did I and I pulled away. I then noticed Esme sitting next to Carlisle with an expression of full out awe as she watched us with a wide smile.
"And you Esme," I started as I bent and embraced her. "I think that you have been more a mom to me than my actual mother. I don't think that I could possibly find a better mother than yourself." I said squeezing her tightly. I pulled away and could see that she would be crying if such a thing was possible.
"You are and always will be my daughter Bella. I am so glad that Emmett has you and you have him...I don't know if you remember, but on your previous 19th birthday, you had asked me what was wrong when I looked sad." She sighed and I did remember. We had all went ice skating and I was given unwanted gifts ( gift bags of course ). Esme continued. "I was not sad the majority, but I was feeling guilty. I saw Emmett helping, sometimes even toting you around the ice as you slipped and wobbled." She smiled looking down at the memory, I did too, it was one of the only birthdays I had spent having actual fun, of course Rosalie didn't come so Emmett was allowed to help me around and if it hadn't been for him, I would have had permanent damage to my rare end. I smiled. "I was thinking that you guys looked like you were made for each other. You were so in synch and I hadn't saw either of you smile like that in so long,and the way your eyes lit up looking at each other joking, I wished that it was more than a friendship, because if you really looked at you two, it was like you were perfect fitting puzzle pieces. I was beyond guilty for the thoughts I had been musing over, when I remembered that you were probably still heart broken by Edward and Emmett was with Rosalie, even though they had had their differences. I was angry at myself for wanting such a thing, and I was sad because I thought that it could never be. I could not be any more happy for you, I love Bella." She smiled a heart warming sight.
"I love you too mom." I smiled as she beamed and hugged me again. I pulled up and with one last smile at her I looked to my right were Jasper and Alice were sitting on the love seat. I smiled, more like a smirk as Alice bounced in her seat while Jasper just laughed at her.
"And how could I forget my amazing, irreplaceable best friend, sister of a pixie and the most amazing and wonderful best big brother a girl could ask for?" I asked with a smirk. Jasper smiled warmly at me while Alice flew up. I was expecting her to throw her arms around me fast and eager but she only walked slowly (well, slow to a vampire, but it would have been very fast to a human) up to me with a look of awe in her eyes, and she wrapped her arms around me. What I really wasn't expecting was what would happen when her skin touched mine, as soon as her skin touched mine, within a millisecond, I collapsed.
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