Will- The girl I loved destroyed me. She built me up then knocked me down. I couldn't even bare to look at her anymore. Maybe I was slightly out of order but how could I carry on caring for someone who had used my trust. I was done with her.
Uriah- Its hard watching the person you love suffer, its even worse knowing theirs nothing you can do to stop the torment eating them away. Christina lay in the hospital bed, awake but not entirely there. She spoke little, ate when ordered and slept when needed but apart from that she was pretty much dead. Will had ended it with her and now she was in pieces. Of course I had told Marlene everything and as you can expect she didn't take it to well. She quit working at the infirmary and I hadn't seen her since, I knew Lynn was severely pissed off at me though. I sighed; the gesture brought Christina back from whatever daydream she was lost in. Her eyes filled up at the sight of me and I knew this was way too much.
"Look Chris, this has got to stop. We need to accept what's happened. Me, Tris, Four and Zeke are here for you, we all love you so please stop the torture your putting yourself through" I stroked her cheek gently. Whether she wanted me as a friend or boyfriend I would be there for her. She was worth it. She slightly nodded and I knew that was probably all I was going to get out of her for now. I squeezed her hand before walking out of the infirmary.
Tris- It had been a whole week since the incident. Christina was now back in her apartment and had officially become a recluse. I worked visiting her around my new shift hours and used the time I spent with her cleaning her apartment, rambling about whatever was on my mind and doing a normal 'Christina activity'. It was fair to say she had made a lot of progress, she still wasn't the Chris we'd known and loved but every day was a step forwards.
I sat with Chris on her bed; she was eating a piece of cake whilst I was painting her toenails. She put the cake down then edged herself up; I looked at her questioning her movements.
"Tris" she said
"Yeah" I smiled, she looked at me with gratitude.
"I'm sorry, I know I haven't been the easiest of people to put up with and I just wanted to say thank you...and another thing. Ever since I found out that I wasn't pregnant I feel like a piece of me is...gone. I know it might be too soon but me and Uriah have decided to make a go of it. What do you think?"
That was certainly unexpected.
Chris-
The past week was hard but I knew moping around was useless. I had lost Will but I had gained Uriah. Uriah understood me in ways Will never could which is why I was certain of him. After finding out that I wasn't actually pregnant I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss. Though the thought of having a child at such a young age was scary I was prepared to take on the challenge. I wanted a baby. The sixth day after the whole occurrence I was talking with Uriah.
"How you feeling Chris?" the look he gave me proved he was genuinely concerned. I smiled at the love he was radiating and took his hand.
"I'm getting better Uriah, I just feel like a piece of me went along with the nonexistent baby", I dropped my gaze not wanting to look him in the eye. His hand swept beneath my chin, slightly jerking my head upwards.
"Chris, I love you and its killing me to see you like this. If a baby's what you want I'm sure we could work something out". He smiled tenderly and I knew he meant it. He loved me enough to create a new life between us. I kissed him, feeling his warmth spread from my lips to my toes.
He was all I could ask for and more.
The next day when Tris was around my apartment I decided to tell her about mine and Uriahs most recent conversation, as soon as the words;
Me and Uriah have decided to make a go of it were out of my mouth, I saw the surprise cross her face, I let her contemplate my words before pushing her towards an answer.
"Erm Tris?" She shook her head, her eyes re focusing
"Oh sorry Chris, look..." her face was torn "personally I would say its too soon but only you can say what's best for you, like I've said a million times before I'll be here for you no matter what. If a baby will bring back the Chris I love then what are you and Uriah waiting for?!" Her small eyes lit up with excitement and I wrapped my arms around her.
"Trissy Boo" I mimicked Tobias' nickname for her "I do love you"
"I love you too" I could hear the smile in her voice.
A/N Sorrrrry, I did intend to upload this yesterday but I slept at my friends house (who participated in writing the next chapter, oh you lucky bunch of people). THANKYOUUUUUUUUUUUUU for reading this far and for all the reviews, it means so much, I love you all immensely.
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