I Am doing She's Not Afraid by 1D. For the Greens. ^_^
Butch's P.O.V
Why. Why must Buttercup be so irresistable, then when I want more she just blocks me out.
"Yeah (aha), one, two, three, four!" I sing to myself in my bedroom, playing along with my forest green electric guitar. "She sneaks out in the middle of the night, yeah, Tight dress with the top cut low, She's addicted to the feeling of letting go, oh-woah, letting go" I sing to myself yet again.
My brother's are home but they're down stairs with Blossom and Bubbles watching a movie. As for Buttercup I have no clue where she is.
"She walks in and the room just lights up, But she don't want anyone to know, That I'm the only one that gets to take her home, oh-woah, take her home" I sing remembering all those times that someone's thrown a party and I wait for her, then she walks in the room, lighting it up. But she doesn't let anyone else drive her home but me.
"But every time I tell her that I want more, She closes the door" I sing laughing slightly as I remember that one time I was drunk but she wasn't and I asked her if she wanted to do 'it', and she slammed her door in my face.
"She's not afraid of all the attention, She's not afraid of running wild, How come she's so afraid of falling in love?, She's not afraid of scary movies, She likes the way we kiss in the dark, But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love" I sing, slowly strumming my guitar.
Then I think about it, cause she sends me mixed signals so it makes me rethink things. "Maybe she's just trying to test me, Wanna see how hard I'm gonna work, Wanna see if I can really tell how much she's worth, what you're worth" I sing smiling at her sneakiness if she really is testing me.
But then again there are her sister's. Well Bubbles likes me kinda but she thinks I'm a bad exsample. Whereas Blossom, well she just doesn't like me. It's not like I care though that's just they're opinon's.
"Maybe all her friends have told her, 'Don't get closer ‒, He'll just break your heart'." I sing thinking maybe that Robin girl that shes friends with told her not to trust me cause she never has and never will like me cause of my past.
"But either way she sees in the end, And it's just so hard, so hard" is ing quieter. It is hard really hard, trying to get a beautiful yet stubborn girl like Buttercup. I just love her hair, her face, her body, her personality, just everything about her make's me weak in the knee's.
"'Cause every time I tell her how I feel, She says it's not real" I sing louder, but sadder. Maybe she doesn't think I actually love her and that I'm just trying to get in her pants or play with her emotions.
"One, two, three, four, She's not afraid of all the attention, She's not afraid of running wild, How come she's so afraid of falling in love?, She's not afraid of scary movies, She likes the way we kiss in the dark, But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love" I sing with a dazed look to the dark night sky outside my window.
"What about all the things we say, Talking on the phone so late ,so late, I can't let her get away from me, oh" I sing, now turning my gaze to my phone, quietly strumming my guitar.
"When I say that I can do it no more, She's back in my door" I sing, remembering when I laid down on my couch one night and just laid there thinking I should give up when she rang my door bell and came through my door, beautiful as ever, making me instantly regret ever saying that.
"She's not afraid, She's not afraid of all the attention, She's not afraid of running wild,running wild, How come she's so afraid of falling in love?,falling in love,She's not afraid of scary movies, she's not afraid, She likes the way we kiss in the dark,kiss in the dark, But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love" I sing wishing she would just love me back.
"She's not afraid, She's not afraid" I sing loudly, truly she's not afraid of alot of things besides spider's and love.
"Love, love" I quietly sing to myself, stopping my strumming. I put my guitar back in it's spot beside my bed. Then I hear a small knocking. "Who is it?!" I yell to the door hoping the person behind it wasn't listening to me sing.
"It's Bubbles, I uh have a surprise for you"She whispers. "Ok bring it in" I mumble. Slowly she opens the door and pops her head in, while I just lazily gaze over at her. "Well what is it?" I impatiently urge her. She pops her head out. Just then she opens the door wider, revealing a crying Buttercup.
"Woah Buttercup are you ok?" I ask concerned. She just nods. "I'll just be going, don't wanna miss anymore of the movie" Bubbles awkwardly states. "Mkay bye" I shoo her away. When the door closes, it's silent.
Buttercup just stands there, leaned against the door, her bangs hiding her tear stained face.
"Buttercup? You ok" I question sitting up on my bed. She just shoots her head up then jumps at me. "I'm sorry Butch, I'm sorry I make you feel this way, I'm sorry I didn't realize before" She cries into my chest.
"Hey hey hey, shhhhhhhhhh, easy Buttercup I thought you weren't this emotional" I chuckle slightly, attempting to cheer her up.
"I'm sorry Butch but I'm afraid you wrong"She mutters in my chest. "What?" I question. She slowly raises her head and looks me in the eyes. "I'm not afraid of love, I just don't know it when I see it" She admits.
"So she's not afraid" I smile. She punches me lightly in the chest, and laughes along with me.