A/n thanks for all the reviews finally got past the 100 mark :) woo enjoy
Chapter 14
Snape's (POV)
Harry was held in the wing for three days while poppy checked her over.
The only thing that would signal something to worry about was the fact that everything seemed darker around her.
Gone was the happy and infuriating Gryffindor attitude I was used to.
Even her calculating and intelligent while still equally infuriating Slytherin attitude was gone to be replaced by something darker.
She hadn't said a word since the ministry had questioned her on what happened and taken the aurors to St Mungo's assuring her they would be in for a lengthy stay in Azkaban.
As the day of the funeral drew closer the atmosphere around Hogwarts was growing darker and darker.
When she walked into the hall the ceiling began to rain and rumble as a storm passed across.
It seemed like Hogwarts itself was reflecting the mood she was in.
Even the Gryffindor idiots had deemed it a good idea to steer clear of harry.
Well most of them weasel and granger still tried to taunt her but were becoming more and more frustrated when they received no response.
The day of the funeral approached and I became more and more worried.
Remus was the one she turned to when she was upset and now she didn't have him.
Not even the slytherin's could comfort Harry.
The morning of the funeral I watched as harry slowly made her way towards the Slytherin table sliding down next to pansy and Draco.
The ceiling began to rumble and pour down with rain.
Students not smart enough to place water repellent charms on themselves where quickly soaked through.
"Severus this has to stop." Mivera called drawing me out of my thoughts.
"And how do you propose I stop it? Harry has just lost her last link to lily and James. She deserves time to mourn."
"But this is ridiculous. Storms brew when ever she enters the great hall. She is even affecting the weather outside the castle. The sun hasn't shone once since Remus died."
"What would you like me to do?"
"Stop her." Mivera said simply.
"You expect me to forbid her from mourning? I will never do that." I said standing.
"If you have a problem with it then you should have stopped the event from occurring." I said before stalking out of the hall.
Harry (POV)
I sat in the hall staring at the ceiling as it began to rain.
"Honestly harry. Do you have to make it rain? My hairs frizzing." Pansy complained.
"Sorry." I mumbled.
"Why do we have to suffer because potter is depressed?" Weasel called out from the Gryffindor table towards the head table.
"Shut it weasel." Draco called back.
The teachers seemed to be happy to ignore the arguments.
"Why don't you shut up? It's her fault Remus is dead." Granger called.
"Shut up!" I screamed. "It's not my fault."
"It is to. Remus is dead because of you Sirus is dead because of you, your parents are dead and its all your fault. I for one am glad we aren't friends any more if we were we would probably be dead to." Weasel yelled.
I felt all the hurt and pain I'd felt from the loss of everyone I loved I felt them being ripped away from me again.
How dare they blame me?
My parent's death wasn't my fault I was a baby how was I supposed to save them?
I couldn't have saved Sirus no matter what I wasn't fast enough nobody would have been.
Remus had taken his wolfs bane. He was in control of his actions. Moody fired the curse there wasn't anything I could have done it wasn't my fault.
"DON'T SAY THEIR NAMES! YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY THEIR NAMES YOU TRAITOROUS BASTARD! HOW DARE YOU SAY IT WAS MY FAULT HOW COULD I HAVE DONE ANYTHING? I WAS A BABY WHEN VOLDEMORT ATTACKED MY PARENTS, NO ONE COULD HAVE REACHED SIRUS IN TIME AND REMUS WAS IN CONTROL OF HIMSELF! SO DON'T YOU EVEN TRY AND BLAME ME!" I screamed.
"IT WAS YOUR FAULT!" granger yelled back.
I felt my magic begin to lash out.
It felt the same as when Remus was killed.
I tried to force it down but then weasel had to open his mouth.
"IF YOU HADN'T BEEN BORN NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED." He yelled.
I lost control I saw white.
In the distance I heard the shatter of glass.
"IF I HADN'T BEEN BORN VOLDEMORT WOULD BE RULING BRITAIN NOW AND POSSIBLY THE WORLD DO YOU REALLY THINK HE WOULD LET A BLOOD TRAITOR FAMILY LIVE?" I screamed into the light.
I felt my knees crumble.
"I didn't ask for any off this." I sobbed squeezing my eyes shut.
"Harry? Harry? Its not your fault. Please shut your magic off." Someone called.
I opened my eyes.
The bright white light began to fade leaving the remains of a destroyed hall.
Tables where crushed and splintered. Food, plates and utensils littered the floors.
Every piece of glass- including my own glasses- had been shattered.
"Oh god. I'm sorry I didn't mean to. It was an accident I tried to stop it. I'm so sorry." I whispered.
"Ms pot- I mean Snape. Perhaps you should accompany me to my office." McGonagall said
"It's potter-Snape Ms'" I clarified for her then followed her out of the hall.
Draco and pansy had attached themselves to each of my arms.
If it weren't for them I would have collapsed under my own weight.
"Miss potter-Snape perhaps you could explain what happened?"
"I just wanted them to stop saying those things about my parents and Sirus and Remus. I'm sorry I tried to stop it but then weasel and it just happened. I'm so sorry."
"Do not be sorry Harry. You are a gifted witch. There isn't anyone not even you-know-who that could match the power I just saw. But you did destroy school property so I'm afraid I must take 20 points from Slytherin."
I nodded.
"I will be talking to miss granger and Mr Weasley. They will be suspended for a week perhaps that will allow them to get over their petty jealousy." She informed me.
"Thank you miss." I smiled.
"Now go she poppy in the hospital wing. That much magic would have taken a lot out of you."
I nodded and with the help of pansy and Draco made my way to the hospital wing.
So what do you think?
Next chapter will be the funeral.
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the next update will either be early on the Wednesday or late on the Sunday because I'm on camp but it depends on how busy I am.
-aj