Hello my gorgeous loves! I'm so sorry I haven't updated in awhile…I suck…I'm not proud…
Normally I don't do author's notes at the beginning of the story other than to say I don't own…which I don't…or something like that. However this chapter is a little different.
You see if you are a writer on some website you will admit reviews are like your crack…You get it and you just race to update because you want more. You get this bubbling feeling of joy in your stomach to know someone out there is reading and loving your story and I feel like that. I don't believe I'm the best writer…Sometimes I read over a chapter or a story of mine and I'm like really? Why do people even like this because I suck monkey butt…However you all always go against that thought and review telling me your love and the story…great update…so many words of awesomeness that I get giddy!
Yet last chapter I got a review that was so…heartwarming I just had to comment on it now.
Normally I would ignore this but I got a few PMs commenting on it and I just wanted to let them know it's all good.
I believe everyone is entitled to their opinion. Everyone is allowed to state it and I respect everyone's. However the only thing I do not understand is if someone hates your story to the point of stating and I quote "fucking SHITTTTTT" (excuse my language. I don't curse…I personally hate the F words and the only time you see me use it is in a story. Ask my family…PM my little sister she will agree to it.) Why read it? I don't sit around forcing people to read my stories. I don't tell you to click next chapter, story alert it or favorite it. It's all on your free will. If you hate something don't read it. It's as simple as that.
And if you want to tell me your thoughts I respect it all the way yet my only thing is at least log in where we can at least discuss it. There are some AMAZING writers on here and I never claim to be one but if I have one of those review my story I will do a cartwheel no matter what they say. However if you don't write who are you to judge my shitty work? Is it jealousy? Is it because you are having a bad day? Whatever it is I feel bad for you.
When I start a story it's normally a thought that has been running through my head a while before I put it to paper. Nine times out of ten when I write a story I have the last few chapters written before I even write the beginning. This is how this story went. Brooke is insecure…I stated it at the beginning and that is her character and when I write a character I stick to it. Anyone who reads my other stories will agree to that. If I write something and state it over and over I'm making a point. I'm stating it because at some point in a future chapter it will come up. I have a point to most things I do and if you don't agree…don't agree…Good for you. If you want to take the time out of your day to address it…address it. Doesn't make my day different, a stranger I have never met won't make me quit writing and it won't make me take away a story that many others seem to enjoy because it's not fair.
But like I said everyone can think what they want, say what they want and do what they want. But with that one bad review I have 222 saying differently, along with more favorite stories to count and a few very sweet PMs that make me still get that giddy feeling.
I am only going to state one more thing because I feel I have given this reviewer, who won't see this because they hate it, right? Why you alert something you hate? Yet I will state it and be done.
I am twenty years old, I've gone through a hell of a lot of stuff in my life (still am) and I have some pretty thick skin. SO! If we must say something and being all the "fucks and shits" you put I know you can use big girl words. If you must address me I prefer bitch. Who the hell calls anyone a stupid fucking dog?
First! Dogs aren't stupid! They are very smart you silly goose and second!
Last time I looked in the mirror I am a 5'6", 107 pound girl. Yes I have long hair which I guess can be animal like but not dog... Unless it's one of those cute little bear dogs or my gorgeous yellow lab WHICH if the case I thank you…I take your compliment! :)
So anywho on with the story! I'm not going to change what I had. My story is going the same pace and this dog is staying on its trail! I've had parts of this chapter written for awhile now so oh well!
Enjoy!
"It was very nice meeting with you Brooke," the older woman shook her hand as she stood from the chair.
"It was very nice meeting you to Mrs. Nicks. I really hope this all works out," Brooke kept the permanent smile on her face she had been sporting the whole meeting. It all went surprisingly well. The older woman was someone Brooke took as not liked by many but respected by all.
She was a business woman, she didn't care who you were or what you might be she took in what you were good at and could admit Brooke was good at what she did. She frightened Brooke to a point, the woman completely intimidating but for some reason she liked Brooke. Brooke didn't know why but she did and she complimented all her work, something that made Brooke's stomach flutter.
It's one thing to think you are good but it's a completely different thing to have someone like Adrian Nicks tell you that you were good.
"I will get my assistant to draw up some contracts and hopefully we can these things off the ground soon," she played with her blackberry as she walked out of the large office. "We will be in contact with you."
"Thank you Mrs. Nicks, I'm looking forward to working with you," Brooke resisted the squeal that was building up inside her.
"As am I, but please call me Adrian," she winked a pale blue eye and the grin just grew wider on Brooke's face as she watched her walk to the elevator and stepping inside.
"Oh my god!" Brooke did a small dance as she spun on her feet and raced down the hall towards her boyfriend's office. "Is Lucas's busy?" she questioned the blonde on the computer who's face twitched into a look of disgust.
"I can let him know you are here," she grit her teeth reaching to press the button.
"It's ok," the deep voice rang through them both making Brooke just glow more. "I'm not busy. Miss Davis if you would like," he held open the door with a professional grin.
"Yes sir Mr. Scott," Brooke played along, lacing her fingers together as they rested behind her back and stepped inside. Lucas shutting the door with a look of seriousness as he leaned against the door, Brooke staring at him with a playful smirk. "Watch yourself Mr. Scott," she held up her finger as he took a slow step towards her.
"Watch myself what?" Lucas kinked a brow placing his hands on his desk, Brooke being trapped between him and the wooden desk.
"I am an employee and I don't think this," she waved her finger between the tiny space between them, "is appropriate."
"Appropriate, huh?" he shuffled a half step forward.
"Yes," Brooke swallowed the large lump as he trailed his finger along her neck. "Because as a boss you aren't supposed to do…well you aren't supposed to do that," she let out a gasp as he dropped his mouth to behind her ear. "No…no that you definitely aren't supposed to do," she slid her fingers through his hair closing her eyes.
"Mhmm…" Lucas mumbled along her neck; trail his lips down to her collar bone. "You taste so good," his rough rugged voice tickled her ears making her shiver.
"Luke…" she curled her hand around his cheek lifting it up to kiss him. "Thanking you for helping me," she mumbled against his mouth.
"Mhmm…"
"You didn't have to but I appreciate it," she told him and again got a mumbled responds before he tried to deepen the kiss. "They were really nice and seemed to like my ideas," she told him before breaking out into a giggle. "You don't want to talk right now huh?" she pulled back from the kiss to question.
"I knew my baby was smart," he smirked making her let out another giggle as he captured her mouth back his. Gripping her small hips and pulling them towards him as she sat on his desk.
"I try to be smart," she giggled, wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling him closer to her.
"Pretty Girl…" he pulled away to look at her.
"I thought we weren't talking?" she kinked a brow and he let out a small chuckle.
"We aren't…I just…" he trailed off glance down.
"You just what?" she sucked her bottom lip between her teeth looking at him. "What is it Boyfriend?"
"I…I don't cookie you anymore…" he said her and brows knitted together.
"What you mean?"
"I mean I cookie you because that's what we use but I just…I more than just cookie you," he explained and her heart raced in her chest.
"More than cookie me?" she repeated and he nodded.
"I hell of a lot more than just cookie you," he told her and she broke out into a wide grin.
"Lucas…" she tilted her head to the side looking at him.
"Is that ok?" he questioned as his heart pounded hard into his chest. "Is feeling that ok?"
"Yeah," she blinked the water in her eyes a moment. "It's more than ok," she pulled him into a kiss that made the blood race through her veins. "Do you want to go home?"
"What about Easton?"
"He's staying with Haley. She hung out with him and Quinn the other day and said she wanted to have him over tonight. Don't tell Nathan but she's trying to talk him into having a baby and thinks Easton will help."
"If anyone can make Nate want a baby it's Easton. Honestly I didn't think I wanted a kid until I met Easton," he let out a dry laugh and her eyes widened.
"Do…do you want a baby?"
"I mean not now," he told her quickly seeing the panic wash over her. "But I do at some point in the future want one, maybe two," he let out small grin. "Do you want more kids?"
"Yeah," she agreed, watching the relief leave him. "I grew up with the best big brother in the world and I want Easton to experience that. I know how lonely it is now so I can't imagine never knowing what it's like to have a sibling," she told him not sure how kids are single children. She would have gone insane growing up without Will, she goes insane now. "Everybody needs a brother or sister to go too."
"And one day in the future we will give Easton that," he agreed and he watched her try to control her smile.
"You want babies with me Mr. Scott?"
"Oh a whole litter," he teased lifting her up in his arms and swaying her towards his chair as he dropped down, having Brooke straddle over his waist.
"Well if we have a whole litter I want to make sure we have a big backyard," she teased a little and he grinned. "So they can run around and play."
"Can we also have a pool? I never had a pool growing up and always wanted one."
"Yes Broody we can have a pool," she giggled running her hand through the front of his hair.
"In Tree Hill," he stated and she looked at him confused. "I always promised my mom when I started a family I would move back to Tree Hill. She said she didn't want to see her grandbabies grow up in pictures," he explained.
"There is nothing keeping me here," she told him with a smile. "I would go anywhere as long as I had you and Easton I don't care where."
"Well we can go many places," he leaned back in his chair looking at her. "Anywhere you and Easton want. You've mentioned it that he's never been to the beach we can go to the beach. A real beach with tons of people and hot sand and salty water," he flipped his hand around.
"With seashells and that icky green stuff that floats on the top," she crinkled her face and he chuckled.
"Yeah Pretty Girl that green icky stuff."
"The last time I went to the beach was with Will. I was about six months pregnant and honestly not sure if I wanted a baby or not…Will helped me decide."
"Penny!" Brooke heard the voice of her brother trail into the room. "Cookie what are you doing in here?" he spun into the bedroom to find his sister laying on the bed.
"Nothing…" she pulled the sheet higher up on her shoulder staring out the window before her.
"Aren't you coming with us to the beach?" he eased down beside her and she shook her head. "Why?"
"Because I don't feel good," she lied giving a shrug.
"Don't lie to me Penny. You suck at it," he teased a little and she nodded. "Hey," he gripped her shoulder rolling her to face him. "What's up?"
"Carrie said I shouldn't go on the beach," she shrugged with a slight sniffle. "Said with her and Quinn being there its probably best I'm not."
"Why?" his brows creased confused as she rolled on her back dropping the sheet.
"I'm fat," her bottom lip trembled and he let out a chuckle. "It's not funny!" she slapped his hand grabbing the sheet and yanking it up. "God it's not funny," she rolled on her side as her eyes welled with tears.
"Sissy I'm not laughing because I think you are fat, I'm laughing because you are listening to Carrie," he told her, brushing her hair back. "You're gorgeous and she is jealous because you have that happy glow she doesn't."
"I am fat though. I shouldn't be in a bathing suit. I should wear a parka or something," she ran her hand over her growing belly. "God Will I don't want a baby," she finally admitted looking at him. "I don't want to have his baby. I want the baby of someone who loves me and I love back."
"And I want to be married to someone who doesn't make me want to punch a wall every time we are around each other," he pointed out and she let out a small laugh. "We aren't great at doing things the right way."
"No I guess we aren't," she agreed with a frown.
"But," he adjusted on the bed to look at her. "The difference between Carrie and I and you and this baby," he touched his hand on top of hers as it rested on her stomach. "He or she is innocent," he shrugged. "This baby didn't get a say in any of the choices happening in its life. I chose Carrie, you chose Carter but this baby," he looked down at her stomach. "This baby chose you…"
"Why would anything chose me?"
"People say we don't pick our parents, which to a point is right but to a point I think we do. God knows the outcome of our lives before we do and I completely agree with that. So God knows how our life is going to end and God knows what this baby will do in his or hers…" he told her and she nodded. "So he knows that you need this baby, he knows that this little guy right here," he tapped her stomach. "Picked you because he knows you need each other. He needs you and you need him."
"I don't know if it's a boy or not Will," she pointed out with a slight grin.
"It's a boy, I want it to be a boy so it's a boy," he stated like that completely made since. "I know things are hard right now but don't connect this baby to Carter. Yes ok he helped create him but he is gone now. And though I might hate him completely and want him to never look at you again I see the smile on your face every time we go to the doctor. I see the light in you every time you touched your stomach or every time he moves or kicks I see that. This baby makes you happy…"
"I don't want to want this baby Will," she stroked her stomach looking down. "Because I'm so afraid that I'm going to resent my baby because of him. That every time I look at him I will see Carter and somehow treat my baby how mom…" she trailed off not wanting to mention their mother. Will had a great relationship with her but Brooke not so much.
Their mother was married to Brooke's dad when she cheated on him with Will's father, the man everyone knows she truly loved. Yet when she picked money over love Will's father gave up and didn't fight for her completely shattering her heart. So when she had Brooke she was just a bitter woman who only loved Will for being a part of Michael, Will's dad.
"I know," he nodded knowing the relationship and knowing his mother favored him growing up. It was clear to all. "But you aren't mom. And plus I will be there always…"
"Promise?" her bottom lip trembled looking at him. "Promise you will always be here to take care of me?"
"Promise," he held out his pinkie making her laugh taking it. "It's always been us Cookie and it always will," he promised with a smile.
"Oh…" she jumped a little before laughing.
"What? What is it?"
"Someone isn't happy we forgot about him," she looked at her belly. "Here feel," she took his hand placing it on her stomach.
"Oh I'm sorry little dude," he looked at the belly feeling it kick. "Us three…you like that better?" he questioned and in return got another kick. "Fine us three," he laughed shaking his head. "Momma, Uncle Will and little dude."
"Willie we don't know it's a boy," she rolled her eyes him not at all wanting to believe it.
"Trust me if I have a say it will be," he gave a little grin making her shake her head. "I got connection, I'll talk to that big guy up there," he nodded his head up. "But come on Sissy lets go to the beach. Ignore that woman who we are slowly deleting from our lives and have fun."
"Ok," she agreed knowing her big brother could always talk her into doing anything. "Hey…" Brooke grabbed his hand when he started to ease off the bed. "I love you Bubba…I want you happy."
"And I will be," he flashed his perfect smile. "And so will you," he winked a gorgeous blue eye at her. "We will get all we want Cookie, I promise. Just watch and see."
"I feel guilty being happy without him here," she admitted as she rested her head against the blonde in front of her. "Every time I laugh or smile or get that bubble feeling inside me that I get around you I feel bad."
"You shouldn't," Lucas brushed her hair back. "From a big brother's point of view all we want is our baby sister ok. From the way you talk about Will that's all he wanted. He wouldn't want you feeling bad Brooke, he would want you to live and be happy. He loved you and all he wants is you happy."
"And I am happy."
"And I bet he is up there pulling some strings," he teased nodding his head up and Brooke laughed.
"Well he has connections," she teased and he laughed. "I wish you could have met him. He would have loved you. That I know for sure."
"Why because I'm so good looking?"
"No," Brooke rolled her eyes, placing her hand over his grin. "Because if your logic on big brothers is right and all he wanted was me happy, he would have been thrilled. Because I'm the happiest I think I've ever been in a long time."
"Me too," he grinned gripping her sides as he tilted his head up to kiss her. "You happy is definitely something I want to keep," he mumbled against her lips feeling her nod in agreement as he went to deepen their kiss.
Brooke threading her fingers through his blonde locks as his tongue slipped passed her lips and tangled with hers. A moan escaping her as she tightened her grip in his hair pulling him closer.
"What time do you get off?" Brooke questioned, nipping at his bottom lip.
"Soon…" he told her sliding his hands down to her thighs, sliding up her skirt. "And you are coming over…" he growled making her giggle. "Remember how I made you feel back home?" he questioned, slipping his hands under her skirt making her body tingle.
"Mhmm…" she nodded, pushing her lips harder against his. Very much remembering their night in Tree Hill, along with the few nights since they have been back.
"I can make you feel that way again tonight," he promised sucking on her bottom lip making her growl and feel the tingle tickle down her spine. "But so much more," he promised, gripping onto the side of her panties.
"Luke…" an ache build up in her as he latched his lips onto that sweet spot behind her ear.
"I can't take it anymore Pretty Girl," he growled in her ear. "I'm going crazy here," he admitted dragging his teeth along her neck to her collar bone, giving it a sweet kiss before pulling up to look at her. Both breathing heavy as he rested his forehead against hers. "I've never in my life wanted someone as much as I want you."
"Yeah?" her heart pounded in her chest as he nodded.
"Please…" he swallowed the large lump, pulling one hand from her skirt to brush her hair back. "Please baby, please let me have you?" he begged, not wanting to pressure her but really going nuts.
"Yeah…" she whispered dropping her head to rest against his.
"Yeah?" he repeated and she slowly nodded making him break into a wide grin to match the one on hers. Lucas threading his fingers and gripping into her hair before he crashed his lips into hers.
"Tonight," she mumbled against his lips, her hands framing his face as their kiss deepened.
"Tonight…" he grinned, almost positive in that moment him being completely happy.
"Mmm…" she moaned against his mouth as she slowly lost herself in their kiss.
"Hey Luke ready for that meeting?" the door flew open and Brooke jerked away.
"Shit…" she mumbled jumping from Lucas's lap and smoothing out her skirt. Avoiding the dark eyes and smirk as she re-buttoned one of her buttons Lucas's popped earlier.
"Felix…" Lucas growled standing and blocking Brooke from his friend's view. Their moment completely ruined. "Can't you knock?"
"Didn't know you were…busy," he cut his eyes over towards the flustered girl turning red. "Claire said it was ok."
"I bet she did," Brooke grumbled running her hand through hair to tame it. "I have to go."
"You don't have to leave," Lucas told her, really not wanting her to leave after the moment they just shared.
"I know…I was just going to drop Easton's clothes off at Nathan and Haley's then grab us something for dinner. Then I will come over to your place," she laid her hand on his chest and he grinned.
"Ok, I'll call you when I leave," he titled her chin up to give her a sweet kiss. Brooke cutting her eyes over at the man across from them before pulling back. "You ok?" he questioned noticing her a little tense.
"I'm fine Boyfriend, I'll see you later," she tried to regain back her normalness before stepping back.
"Brooke…"Felix grinned as she slid passed him, making some noise of acknowledgment before slipping out of the office. "Someone seemed a little embarrassed," he commented as soon as the door closed.
"Well I doubt she likes to be caught straddling her boyfriend by some stranger," he grumbled shuffling through some papers.
"Well maybe if you don't want to be caught you shouldn't do it," he shrugged as he glanced at his chipped nail. "What?" he questioned glancing up to see the blonde sending him a glare.
"Maybe you should knock," he repeated with a little bite in his tone. "And maybe you should remember it's my damn office so whatever I do in it is no one's business," he grabbed his papers for the meeting and headed towards the door.
"Whatever you say boss," Felix chuckled shutting the door as he followed. "Whatever you say."
Stepping into the elevator of his apartment complex Lucas had a grin on his face the entire way up. He had hopes of how his night was going to go but was prepared if it didn't. Honestly he was just so thrilled to be spending the night with his girl. It was nice to slip into a simple life after a long day at work.
Sliding the key into his lock, he heard the music filter from his place as he opened the door to step inside.
"Brooke?" he called shutting the door and hanging his coat on the rack as he stepped towards the music, hearing the sound of her humming along.
You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right
Finally made it through
The lonely to the other side
"Hey Pretty Girl," he grinned, leaning up against the door frame as he watched the brunette sway to the music and wash some dishes.
"Luke…" she turned to face him with a slight frown. "I thought you were going to call before you left," she reminded him and he shrugged walking towards her.
"I forgot, I'm sorry," he apologized placing his hands on her hips with a grin.
"But I had everything planned," she frowned looking down. "When you called I was going to bath and get dressed in the cutest outfit but now…I look like a mess," she chewed her bottom lip a little embarrassed. She thought she would have enough time to plan everything and look perfect for the moment and now she just looked like a mess in his oversized t-shirt she stole from him in Tree Hill and her cheer shorts.
"You look perfect," he ran his hand through her hair with a grin. "So damn perfect baby," he leaned down capturing his lips with hers making her smile.
"Luke…" she giggled when he ran his hand down to lace their fingers together and did a small spin.
"I want to dance with you," he curled her into him as they swayed to the music.
"This is one of my favorite songs," she informed him as the swayed slowly to the music. "It makes me think of you," she tilted her head up to look at him.
"Yeah?"
"Mhmm…" she nodded resting her head on his chest. As the music drifted through them, the long silence of just music before the male voice starts to echo through them.
And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try
"It makes me think of you too," he chuckled dropping his head to rest against hers.
"Three months…" Brooke whispered. "How is it that I've only known you three months?"
"Time is fast moving I guess…especially when you're happy," he shrugged.
"You know I was with Carter eight months before we slept together," she informed him and watched the large lump get swallowed and she resisted the giggle. "But…" she took his hand bringing it to her heart. "Do you feel that?" she questioned and he nodded feeling her heart race under his palm. "He never made my heart do that," she admitted and he let out a small grin.
"Never?" he kinked a brow and she shook her head.
"In just three months I fell for you," she ran her hand through his hair. "I don't even have to see you. I hear your voice, someone speaks about you, hell I just think about you," she let out a small laugh and he grinned. "And it races, always," she told him and he dropped his head against hers. "In three months I feel more for you then I did in all the years I was with him."
"Pretty Girl…"
"And I always wanted that perfect moment," she chewed her bottom lip looking at him. "And I feel like no matter what happens I have it. In this moment Luke," she reached up touching his cheek. "Everything is perfect…Being with you is perfect."
"Are you sure?" he whispered knowing even if he wanted her he would pressure her if she didn't seem sure on it.
"More than anything," she admitted and grinned at the sigh of relief that escaped him. "I want you Luke," she leaned up on her toes to kiss him. "I don't know if I can go another day without having you," she mumbled against his lips, letting out a small squeal when his arms circled around her waist and he lifted her up in his arms. "Mmm…" she threaded her fingers through his hair.
"Luke…" she giggled as he spun her to the music and moved them towards his room. His feet shuffling towards the bed before reaching it and placing her on top of it, Brooke rising up on her knees as he stood in front of her.
Taking her small hands as she undid the latch of his belt and pulled it off, dropping it to the floor beside him as she undid his pants and they dropped in a pool by his feet.
"Brooke…" he dropped his head back a little as she ran her finger tips up his thighs, feeling the tightness already starting to form in his boxers as her nails circled upward and dragged across his chest as she popped the button on his white dress shirt.
"Your heart's racing," she grinned, peering up at him as she kissed up his chest. Feeling the goose bumps rise under her palms as they rested on his toned tan skin.
"I have my gorgeous girlfriend touching me, of course it's going to race," he pointed out and she grinned planting a single kiss on his lips.
"So a good race?" she rose a brow and he slowly nodded as she ran her hands down his arms and linked their fingers together. "You want me Boyfriend?" she flipped her eyes up at him and he swears nothing looked at sexy then her in that moment sucking her bottom lip.
"Ye-yeah," he stuttered swallowing the large lump in his throat as she dropped back on the bed bringing him down with her.
"Could you say it?" she whispered and he watched the sexy confident girl he just had change slowly.
"Pretty Girl," he brushed her hair back as he rested on top of her. Looking down at her as she laid there, her hair scattering across his bed as she bit her bottom lip as her heart pounded in her chest. "I swear to everything above there is nothing I want more then you," he dropped his head to rest against hers. "But if you need to hear it, need me to repeat it," he ran his finger across her cheek. "I want you baby girl," he whispered nipping at her bottom lip making her let out a slight moan.
"I want you too," she nodded, pushing her mouth harder against his as they deepened their kiss. His hips rocking against hers, making an ache build between her legs when she felt his want push against her.
Tearing his lips away from hers, she panted as he kissed down her neck, along her shirt and down her body making that want just grow.
"You being lazy again?" he teased, slowly climbing up her body and scrunching up her dark shirt. His rough hand sending a tingle down her spin as it glided up her soft skin.
"Mhmm…" she nodded biting the tip of her finger as she looked at him.
"I honestly don't mind," he grinned, his hand brushing against her breast making her moan. Brooke sitting up just a bit for him to tug the shirt off and he grinned. "God you're so beautiful," he crashed his lips back with hers as he circled his arm around her back and rolled over being her on top of him. His hands tangling in her hair as she reached back to unhook her bra and let it join the rest of their clothes on the floor.
Brooke placing her hand on his chest to push him on his back as she kissed down his chest, dragging her teeth over his navel as she reached the waist band of his boxers. Releasing him from them and throwing the off the bed, taking her hand and hearing him hiss as she gave him a light stroke. Her nails barely gliding over him in one of the most teasing and arousing things he ever experienced.
"Baby…" his leg twitched as he grabbed onto her face and yanked her to kiss him. "God that feels good," he moaned in her mouth as the prickling feeling rose in his body and heart raced. "But stop," he moaned throwing his head into the pillow enjoying it a little more before grabbing her hand and lacing it with his. "You have to stop…"
"Why?" she pulled back to look at him.
"Because I haven't had sex in months," he flipped her over on her back as his hand gripped into her side. "And I want this perfect," he gripped onto her shorts and started to yank them down. "You keep doing that and I will completely ruin this," he admitted and she let out a small giggle. Brooke enjoying the small fact that she had such control over his body.
"Sorry," she giggled sucking on his bottom lip making him growl. Her heart almost completely pounding out of her chest as he started to kiss down her body, sucking right above the top of her panties as his hands went to peel them back. "Luke…" she swallowed the lump in her throat as he slid a little more down the bed and grabbed onto her leg. Kissing up into her thigh and sucking hard on her inner making her breath hitch. His teeth dragging over the sensitive skin and her bottom lip sucked into her mouth.
Wiggling her hips she hoped to move his mouth up but it stayed put on that one spot sending her body into a daze. "Please…" she whimpered and when she swore he was just going to do nothing but tease her his mouth rose up and with one quick suck her body arched. His hand trailing slowly up her leg, wrapping his arm around her thigh as he brought her body down, Brooke swearing it was going to float off the bed. "Uhh…" she moaned, gripping her hand through his blonde hair as her body erupted.
Gripping onto his face she jerked his body up to slam their mouth back together. In that moment Brooke swearing she never wanted something so much. Rolling their naked bodies in his bed the sheet wrapped tight around their two bodies as they kissed, her lips feeling so soft against his.
"Uh…" Brooke shivered when she felt him graze over her center, it happening a couple times before she felt him line up with her and with one slow, almost too slow for her liking in that moment, slipped inside of her. "Lucas…" her head dropped into the pillow as her breathes became short.
"You ok?" he pulled back to whisper as he brushed her hair from her face. Her eyes fluttered shut as he slid back to push back in her making her body arch below him.
"Yes…" she moaned as he kissed her chin, enjoying the look of pleasure on her face as he slowly moved inside her. "God yes," she quickly rolled them over so she was straddling his waist and her mouth slammed back into his. The slight worry of almost forgetting how this went quickly vanishing from her as they moved together. It felt so good to feel him, have him inside of her made her body go out of control and for the first time she felt what it was like to have someone make love to her, someone be gentle and compassionate, and perfect.
Placing her small hand to his chest for support, his left arm wrapped around her slim waist as the other tangled in her hair, it becoming a knotted mess as she rolled her hips faster against him. The peak rising in both of them fast as Brooke sucked on his bottom lip, biting down on it making him moan.
"Luke…" she curled her arm around his neck as he rose with her in his lap, his mouth latching onto her collar bone. Rolling her hips as she brought herself up and back down on him, the small amount of sweat dripping down his chest as his arms wrapped around her waist to help guide her.
"You feel so damn good baby," Lucas growled in her ear as he bit down on her earlobe, a chill running through her entire body at the roughness of his tone. Her losing focus for a slight moment as he once again flipped her to her back and started to move faster into her. Her nails racking down his back making him moan before they slid back up to his face and she pulled him close. Thrusting hard into her he felt her back arch under him as her hips buckled, a sigh of pleasure passing past her delicate lips as they hit their point together. Brooke head flying back into his pillow as she rode out the wave of pleasure that shot through her entire body.
"Mmm…" she moaned in his mouth as he gave her one rough passionate kiss before rolling off her panting. Brooke keeping her eyes closed enjoying the feeling in her body a little longer before his arms came around her and brought her small body into his. Her head lying on his chest as she heard his heart pound under her ear, it remaining fast for a long time before it started to slow down beneath her. "That was fun," she giggled and he let out a deep chuckle.
"Yeah it was fun," he shook his head at his girlfriend. Wondering how she went from his sexy confident girl to such an innocent one in under five seconds. "You ok?" he turned serious as he tilted her chin up to look at him.
"So perfect Lucas," she crawled up him to plant a kiss to his swollen lips. "I didn't know it could be like that. Being with someone and feeling…" she paused looking for the right word in that moment. "Wanted," she settled on looking back at him. "It's nice to know making love can be real," she let out a dry laugh, tracing her finger along his heart. Knowing she never felt wanted with Carter, he never told her that, never told her she was beautiful or anything else Lucas had said to her. When she was with him it always felt like that, she was there so he took her. She knew without a doubt when she was with Lucas she was with him. His mind never traveled to someone else, compared her to another, when she was with him he wanted her.
"It all can be real," he brushed her hair behind her ear as she peered up at him. "You just have to trust in it."
"And I do," she leaned down to kiss him before curling rolling on her side and he cuddled up beside her. "And if I get you holding me every time after I could really get used to it," she giggled and he rolled his eyes at his girlfriend.
"I will always hold you even if it's not after making love," he promised, kissing the back of her shoulder making her smile. "But Pretty Girl," she felt his lips vibrate against her shoulder as she laid beside him.
"Yeah," she reached her hand back to thread through his hair.
"I don't know if you understand what I was saying earlier," he admitted and her heart started to race again.
"What do you mean?" she worried on her bottom lip as she laid there trying to think of anything they had talked about that she might not have understand.
"At work," he stated and her mind racked back to that, praying to heaven above it was something Felix said after she left. She would think he would have made a comment on it by now if Felix had said something, but she wasn't sure.
She knew he wouldn't be someone who would be ok with what she did which is why she was trying to find a way out of it. Her life felt like it was turning around and if things worked out with Adrian like she hoped things would be a hell of a lot better. She was going to quit, she planned on talking to Rob when she went in the next time, and she just also planned Lucas never knowing and knew with Felix that little fact might start to get hard.
"What about work?" she flipped over to look at him, his eyes looking so serious and worried it made her nervous.
"I was saying all the things I wanted to but I couldn't word it right and knew I just sounded like a babbling mess," he flipped his hand to the side before letting it slide down her naked body to her hip.
"Word what right Lucas?" she laughed a little but saw how concerned he was. She actually felt his body as it trembled beside hers.
"Word that I love you," he chewed his lower lip as he let the words register in her. "I love you Brooke," he repeated this time with more confidence then the first.
"You do?" her voice cracked a little as her eyes pooled with tears and he nodded.
"Yeah," he reached up to knock the tear in the corner of her eye. "Is that ok?" he whispered and she quickly started to nod.
"Yeah," a smile broke across her face. "Yeah it's really ok," her fingers curled in his hair as she brought him down to kiss her.
"Mmm…" he moaned rolling on his back and bringing her on top of him as a feeling erupted in his chest. The smile plastered on her face being so amazing to him. He loved having her smile; he loved knowing he put the smile there.
"You have work early in the morning don't you?" she laced their fingers together as he nodded. "I feel bad for you then…"
"Why?" he questioned a little confused as she pulled back, her nose turning adorably red.
"Because you aren't sleeping tonight," she smirked and he let out a chuckle. "Not a minute of sleep," she teased, leaning down so her nose grazed against his.
"Surprisingly I'm actually ok with that," he admitted, flipping her over making her squeal and in one quick motion slid into her making her moan. His night completely perfect already and knowing even without sleep things were only going to get better for him by morning.
So here is my update! I wanted it up by last night but I worked all day and was tired. Hope you enjoyed!