Author note- I own absolutely nothing but my own characters...For those who have read my story I am combing 2 and 3 into these chapter so no freakin out...I didnt really do much to this one for It is 2am and i am terrible tired. I have yet to decide if i am still abonding this story or not because to tell the truth I really have no idea where i was going with this sooo if you guys want me to keep writing give me ideas...maybe..please.. anyhow enjoy! Oh yea this whole chapter is a flashback..so yea Enjoy! This chapter WILL have mention of like under under age sexual actives. And RAPE you have been warned.

Flashback

The wind rushes by, as tears ran down Naruto's eyes. That Bastard he thought as he ran trying to get out, trying to find something to release his frustration. The scenery quickly changes from the Konoha's buildings to the forest right outside her walls, but Naruto didn't sense the change or the danger that lays ahead of him. He just kept running, jumping from the forest floor to a nearby tree, flying through the trees faster than if he was running on the ground. He was relishing in the feeling of the wind. It always seem to calm and give him strength and confidence when he needs it, and right now he desperately needed it. He sighed when a particularly hard breeze rushed past him, but that small amount of peace was shattered. He felt his stomach dropped a little, like how it felt when he tried to jump off the Hokages building, and then he knew why. He was falling. Falling fast and hard, after he contemplated this he already hit the ground and heard a sick crack. 'Great just what I need, a broken wrist on top of all this shite that is going on with me and Sasuke.' The blue eye preteen cradle his broken wrist to his chest, and got up staggering to his feet he trudge his way to the nearest tree and plopped down. Leaning heavily against the tree, he sighed looking back at his broken wrist he saw a thin white line. Naruto looked at it lovely and traced it with his finger, ignoring the pain that shot up his arm. Images, emotions and words flash though his mind as he remember that day; Demon Child written on his door, go back to hell written across his bedroom wall; screaming, his screaming; pain unbelievable pain; no more pain just blackness; safe and comfort, my raven is back; my raven calling me his angel his light; my raven leaving and this time he is not coming back, I try to chase my raven I was not fast enough; pain, pain that started no where yet is everywhere ; make it stop just make it stop! "Use the blade"; blade? Good idea; sound of flesh ripping, but now there is more pain, blood, blood is everywhere; raven make it stop!

Naruto froze his finger mid stroke, that's the first day I try to commit suicide he thought and signed again. He closed his eyes but whistled when he opened them and looked up, and saw the branch that he fell from. It was pretty high up, Naruto pretty cerulean blue eyes harden when he remember how he got here. "Arrg Sasuke is such a bitch," He said to no one in particular, "

""Come on baby let me fuck you"" Naruto said in a bad imitation of Sasuke voice, really Naruto thought, you can't just go and say that out of the blue, "besides I want to make love not be fucked" he murmured to himself, at least he thought it was to himself. Red eyes that pierced through the fading sun rays flare with hatred ' He is mine little brother' the red eye partially snarled out, and just like that he vanished in a flock of ravens.

Naruto let out a pain hiss as he accidentally jerked his wrist to fast. A rustle in the trees averted his eyes upwards, as a raven flew down from the tree branch above him. The raven hopped over until it was by his broken wrist. The blond head looked at it with confusion in his eyes. The bird looked at Naruto with something akin to sadness and pain before turning around and flying away. He just shook his head, and got up being extra cautious with his wrist. When he finally got up he flared his nose in aggravation and slammed his good hand to the nearest tree, leaving a indent. "And then he has the balls to actually try to overpower me, Arrg I hate him so much!" Naruto steamed out. He punched the tree again, but that didn't do any good, for him or the tree. "then it's a 'Naruto you a pansy,' or a 'come on babe its not gonna hurt that much' or ' I need to get stronger to kill my brother.' God why wont he leave the poor guy alone, I mean really he didn't eve- Ahhh!" Naruto didn't even get the chance to finish his sentence for something big and heavy made him fall head first to the ground. With his arms trapped b hide him by a hand while the other hand was cradling though his hair. "you're so much more beautiful than the last time I saw you." the man purred out. Naruto shudder and tried to look at his attacker, only to have his face planted back to the grass.

"Now, now I didn't say you can look." the man tisk'ed. Naruto desperately tried to move, but to no avail he couldn't even twitch let alone move. The man above Naruto moved with lightning speed, he picked him up and push him against a tree. The air was literal knocked out of him by the man in front of him. Naruto opened his eyes hoping to see his attacker, but only saw darkness. At first he was confessed then he comprehend why; he must have his hand covering his eyes. And that exactly what the man did he covered Naruto eyes with one hand while the other held his arms above his head. The man chuckled when he saw the struggling ceased. The man leaned in so his mouth was by the blondes ear and whisper "Now my angel of light if I left you go will you scream?" the man hand that was on Naruto's eyes started to caress his cheek.

Angel of light, why does that name sound so familiar, I shook my head no.

The man saw the head shook for no "good" he whisper again and slowly removed his hands. When the man removed his hand completely from his eyes the little blond angel gasped.

When the stranger removed his hand, all I could do was gasp in shock, and gape with my mouth wide open. This man was one of my first friends, this man was my best and worst memories combine into one. The man in front of him was tall standing at a 6'1 with shoulder black hair tied at the base with a white ribbon 'the one I gave him' and flipped over his shoulder that in the dying sun looks blue, his onyx black eyes has specks of red in it, just like I remember them. I had to makes sure this wasn't a dream, I reach up my hand and touch his cheek

"My Raven?"

Naruto winced and flinched his hand back, like what he was touching was burning him. He held the hand that touch his cheek and whisper "Itachi Uchiha." Said man just smirk

"You remember me now," He whisper in Naruto ear "my little angel." Itachi said in a afterthought. Naruto just snorted "Of course, Uchiha Itachi, youngest Shinobi to become a ANBU Captain at age 13 and murder his own clan. Who doesn't know the great Uchiha." Naruto drawled out nervously. Every nerve in Naruto body hummed with pleasure of feeling someone he used to love, be so close again after so many years. Yet his limbs are stiff with adrenaline running through them preparing to have a fight. But his heart ache with the thought of ever hurting this person in front of him, but his mind is screaming to get away fight, fight, you must not be caught, fight! guessing the blonds inner conflict

Itachi just chuckled "Oh how my little angel try to be so calm and collected, when you really just feel like running away, or submit to your darker fantasies." Itachi chuckled darkly, when he saw the shock on the blonds face" Yes Naruto, you are a open book to me." Itachi looked up and saw the fading orange, and some of the stars coming out. He sighed, 'this is going taking longer than I thought. Time to get busy.'

Itachi caress Naruto's cheek, and smiled when he felt him shiver. He kept going touching every piece of skin showing, and what was covered with his clothes he ripped off smoothly. He exchange his soft caress to small bites and kisses, every time Itachi touched, kissed or bite him Naruto always shivered. "Noooo… please. Stop, Ita-ahh, stop please." Naruto whimper as pleasure, pain and confusion all ran though his body. Flashbacks of when he was little ran through his mind; in the dead of the night soft but strong hands ran all over his body, him not doing anything to stop them, knowing he is in safe company, him begging for more and getting nothing in return. And then the pain, the scorching pain that center around his heart. A calloused hand caress a sanative part that made him cry out "please Itachi, stop please-ahhh." Ashamed that he is acting so strongly to this man in front of him, Naruto bit his lip. A sharp bit on his collarbone reminded him of who this man really was. A cold-hearted man, someone who wouldn't care about anything or anyone. And with that train of thought ended he started to fight wriggling furiously to get out of the hold Itachi had over him. He managed to get a hand free, so he used that hand to hit any part of Itachi that was close to him. Itachi easily caught his hand and tisk'ed "Now, now this will not do." he murmured to himself. Itachi fluidly grabbed both of Naruto's wrist in one hand, and the other pulled out wire that he kept in his pouch, and tied both his hands with the wire. "Much better." Naruto shivered when Itachi bend down to kiss the corner of his mouth. Itachi worked his way down his neck licking and kissing biting everywhere, to his collarbone and kept going, he didn't stop this time. He went on one knee and started to take off Naruto's pants when a kick from Naruto left leg made him lose his balance.

'Oh my god, holy shit! He is trying to rape! I have to get away I have to get away' With the thought in mind he kick Itachi with his left leg. Witch made Itachi go off balanced, but this was all Naruto needed to ran, he didn't get far for Itachi was still on one knee, and pulled at Naruto ankle.

'I might make it out, I'm not gonna get raped toda-' Naruto's little rant didn't go long for he felt someone pull on his ankle, and he went head first to ground. Since his hands were still tied behind his back he really didn't have a way to get up. Itachi climbed over Naruto prone body and pulled down both of their pants down " See now look what you have made me do. I was gonna make this as less painful for you, but I can't do that now, no matter I will still have my little Naru-chan. You will be MINE, little brother will never have you. You are mine and mine alone." Itachi ended with a sad chuckle as he kissed Naruto neck before he plunged in. "Ahh, you're so tight, my little angel, it must hurt? You need to relax." Itachi cooed. And true to his words Naruto was in immense pain, the pain that shot up his spine was horrendous it felt like he was going to be ripped in two. Like someone shoved a curling iron up his ass, but no, this was much bigger and thicker. It hurt like hell! "relax my ass, you sonvabitch…..Why, Itachi why." all was this was said through clenched jaws and barely surpassed pain. Naruto tried to crawl away. Clawing at the ground, wishing for it to just swallow him up, so he doesn't have to deal with this, and his life. But Itachi wouldn't allow it, he wrapped his arm around Naruto's waist to keep him still. And all that Naruto could do was to cry silently to himself, with eyes void Naruto had mentally blank out, but he was still crying and pleading for him to stop.

All that could be heard was flesh against wet flesh due to the blood dripping down Naruto's anal. Screams and pleads of stop, and it hurts over and over again resounded throughout the clearing, until Itachi finally came inside his little blond.

Itachi shudders when he came into Naruto, and promptly fell right by him, he looked over to see Naruto's face, when something shiny caught his eye in the moonlight he looked down and saw a necklace. It was of a raven in flight, the eyes were a cerulean

Blue and the feathers looked like a light black, but he knew first hand that they where actually a deep blue.

'like your hair Ita-chan' a childish voice rebounded in his head, and a picture of a 3 year old popped in his mindscape. Itachi felt tears at his eyes threatening to feel, as he finger the little raven. He turned on his back and cursed up to the heavens. "I did something stupid didn't I" Itachi asked in no in particular. "He never took it off, he was always mine even when is with my brother, he was, is still mine" he heaved up to his feet as he pulled his pants up and throw his cloak over Naruto bloody form. He looked at his blond and he still looked so beautiful, with tears still streaming down his face being illuminated by the moon and his hair shaggy. Itachi bend down and kissed Naruto head, then his lips, then check pleading with his kisses for forgiveness for his stupidness and ignorant. Itachi straightened his back and turned around not looking back, with a childish 3 year old voice ringing in his ear 'Ita-chan fow how wong I have this on I will always be youws.' a picture of a raven in flight came to his mind then the childish voice. For months this will haunt him, for days he will feel regret and ashamed.