YAY! Chapter 7. Read this stuff nao. Kthx. This chapter is short, sorry.

I DONT OWN KUROSHITSUJI.

~~ALOIS'S P.O.V.~~

I looked around the kitchen for the jar, with no luck. I couldn't find it anywhere. I even went to find Claude. He was making my bed at the opposite end of the house.

"Claude, where is the sugar? I need it for my tea. It's too bitter for my taste."

"It is beside the picnic basket, your highness. I made sure of it." he spoke in his monotone voice. I trudged my feet outside of the room and shut the door behind me.

I ran outside, because I didn't want to leave Ciel waiting, and I didn't want it getting any darker before we're done eating. While I was running, I reached the door and noticed my ribbon on my boot was undone when I looked down. I looked back up and tripped. I fell right on top of Ciel. He was holding the jar of sugar. It was kind of him to bring it to me. Even though, now it's shattered into little pieces on the ground below us.

The shards were lodged into our hands. I felt pain and saw the blood shining in the, now rising and growing brighter, moonlight. I wanted to move, but it hurt. I gasped and my heart rate began to reach an unsteady pace. I tried to lift my hands again, without luck.

I didn't know what to do; my mind was still processing what was happening. My hands pinned his arms to the ground. I gazed at him. His hair was all messy and his skin looked so pale. His different colored eyes looked back at me. I wanted to do something crazy and stupid. I tightened my hold on his arms, leaned my face up to his, closing my eyes, and I kissed him. He didn't kiss back. I didn't expect him to.

I don't know why I did something this stupid.

He didn't know what to do; he just lay there, not fighting back. The kiss only lasted a few seconds. I had pulled away, surprised at what I had just done. Ciels eyes were wide open, staring at me in shock.

I had no idea what I should do. I just quickly got myself together and ran inside, leaving Ciel on the ground. I ran to my room. I locked the door. I instantly jumped onto my bed with my head pushed into the pillow. I felt tears form in my eyes. I blinked and they slowly soaked into the pillow.

What did I just do? He's going to hate me now… I ruined everything… Not only that but I left him outside. I'm a terrible person. He deserves better than me…

I lied there for an hour before I heard a gentle knock at the door.

"What do you want?" I managed to muffle out through the pillow. There was a noticeable pause.

"Alois, it's me." What does he want now? He probably wants to laugh at me. Or yell at me. Maybe tell me he's leaving.

I wiped the tears off my face, "I don't want to talk right now, Ciel…" My voice cracked. He's made me so weak.

There was no response from him, just a crinkle of paper. I sat up and saw a note under my door. I got up to pick the note up off of the floor. I didn't want to read it yet. I just want to mope around in my stupidity and sorrows.

I set the note on my nightstand and I lay back down, burrowing my head in my pillow. I slowly drifted off to sleep. I didn't dream, I just seemed to wake up. I rubbed my eyes and pulled the curtains open. It was still dark, the sky was painted with shining stars and a full glowing orb, known as the moon, was strung at the top of the darkness, illuminating the earth. I was no longer tired so I just sat on my bed and decided to read the note that Ciel slid under my door…

Alois,

Please meet me behind the manor at midnight. I need to talk to you. It's important.

Ciel.

I looked over at my clock. I still have about twenty minutes to meet him. Until then, I'll just read a few books, I suppose. I looked through them. Nothing good… I'll just lay down for a bit. Maybe I can think a little.

I don't want to talk… If I don't I'll regret it though. Maybe he likes me back…? No. Nobody likes me. I'm just a pitiful brat that only thinks of himself. I felt another tear drop off of my chin. So weak… He'll probably just ask me to let him move out. He didn't want to be here in the first place anyways…

~~CIEL'S P.O.V.~~

After Alois ran back inside I just sat completely still, on the cold gravel. I smiled. Why am I smiling? I'm not…like that…? He just kissed you. You're engaged. To a female, that is. Your enemy, that you were forced to live with, just pressed his lips to yours, and you're smiling? I must be just as god damn crazy as him.

You've finally lost your damn mind.

I think I love Alois Trancy. My mind gagged at the thought. He's barely even your friend, and you're thinking this.

I decided to get up and go to my room for a while, where I changed out of my torn coat and into a new one. I looked at my cuts. They weren't bad, but I cleaned them out anyways. When I was cleaned up, I sat at the desk in my room and pulled out a sheet of paper. I grabbed my quill and scribbled words onto it. I knew Alois wouldn't want to talk to my face right away after what happened. I walked up to his bedroom door and that's how it started.

It was finally midnight; I was in the courtyard, hiding from view. I don't know why I was, because it was already too dark to see anyone. I knew he'd come outside any minute now, so I blew out the candle that lit my path and suddenly the stars lit the sky up instead of my small, flickering flame. I heard footsteps. He's here.

I didn't really have a plan. I was going to wing it. It's unlike me, I know. The door opened. I saw his silhouette in the frame of the door. I approached the shadowy figure. I'm nervous, but I have to get my feelings out there. No matter how much it scared me. No matter how much it completely embarrassed me...

He stood there completely still as I put my arms around the back of his head and looked into his moonlit eyes. They were red and swollen. He was crying. I ran my fingers through his hair. I took a deep breath in. I pressed my lips to his. He was completely shocked at my action, but he kissed back. Alois wrapped his arms around me tightly. The kiss was simple and short-lived. I pulled away. I can't say I wanted to… I smiled at him and walked back to my room, leaving him speechless. Frankly, I was too. He was my first kiss…

~~ALOIS'S P.O.V.~~

Ciel… kissed me? He-he of all people- liked me…? I don't know what to do with myself. My eyes moved up to the stars. I smirked. This was, truthfully, the greatest moment of my life. I hope it counts, because everything before this has been a living hell. Sadly, now I have to go back to my room and try to sleep.

I got to my room and gently closed the door behind me. I noticed I left the curtains open from earlier. It was still very dark outside. I lay down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I started to fall asleep and dream. It was a good dream… Simple. Happy.

The next morning was the same as usual. I was dressed by my butler, Claude. Then I went downstairs for breakfast with Ciel. There are many ways this situation could go. I'll have to hope for the best.

A/N: ALRIGHTY~

OKAY THEN.. Well.. I'm not sure what to think right now.

I just edited a little bit.. I still don't like it.

PROBABLY because I feel ~uncomfortable~ writing ~romance~.

YEAH. I DO. BUT, I'LL DO IT. ONLY IF YOU LOVE ME.

DAISUKI WATASHI NO YAOI.

You know you do too.. ~ ;)

*WINK WINK*

Bye, my friends.