CHRIS
A month went by and me and Erin have been getting closer I really really care about her she's so strong and it saddens me when I see her so tired and I wanna cry when I see her struggling to walk or if she haves a hard time standing in one spot but she always haves a smile on her face I wanna do whatever she wants no matter if it's just sitting around an empty room doing nothing but my life I'm on the go a lot and I don't wanna have her doing what I'm doing if I'm not around her I'm calling her or texting her right now I'm on a plane headed back to L.A I called her at least 3 or 4 times but she didn't pick up and now I'm mad worried I had Mijo call Sarynn but he said Sarynn wasn't answering she just text him to wait a minute this shit is worrying the fuck out of me.
"Nigga sit down" Kid Red said to me I was on the plane pacing I was blowing up Erin's phone but she wasn't answering.
"FUCK MAN! She ain't answering her phone my nigga" I said finally sitting down.
"Maybe she's sleeping or out with her Mom" Hood said
"She always answers when I call her and she at least text me back fuck" I said holding my phone for dear life.
"I'll call Zaria see if she answers" Keeis said pulling out his phone calling Zaria.
"Ight" I said waiting.
"Hello hey baby where are you? Your where at the hospital "Keeis said and looked at me and I got up and sat next to him.
"Put it on speaker phone I wanna hear" I said
"Z" he said I kept mouthing stuff for him to ask her until he got mad and got up and walked away and turned his back to me but that just made me get up and walk closer and pull out my phone using my memo pad for stuff for him to ask or say but this nigga ignored me a different side of him I saw. "Zaria tell me why are you at the hospital?" he said long pause he turns on his speaker.
Ph) "It's Erin she had a Seizure well she had 2 back to back and while here she was also diagnosed with brain tumors. The tumor she had somehow formed in her brain." Zaria said and suddenly I couldn't breathe and I felt weak and my legs gave out that's when Mijo jumped up and court me.
"I CAN'T BREATHE BARRY I CAN'T BREATHE" I yelled pulling on his shirt everything went blurry.
"Breathe Chris breathe" he said I don't know what else happened after that all I knew was the next thing I was rushing thru the hospital we was following the security guards who was guiding us throw to where Erin was and keep fans who saw me from getting to me we finally made it to the floor and went into the waiting room where I saw Erin's Mom Edith, Marie, Maya, and Zaria and 3 other people I didn't know I went right to Edith who stood up and hugged me.
"What happen where is she I wanna see her" I demanded
"We was out shopping she wanted to get you a gift for when you got back and she said she felt weird and she sat down then she fell on the floor and started having them. We rushed her here and the said, they said that her tumor had, had develop in her brain they thought they got it with her first surgery" Edith cried
"What the fuck man" I said holding back tears I needed to see her.
"How did it grow back tho?" Keeis asked holding Zaria.
"They said it could have come from the radiation she was getting and with changes in medication levels and scar tissue caused by the first surgery and the stress she been going thru and her sleep deprivation all brought on the seizures" Marie said while Kid Red held her.
"Where's Sarynn at?" Mijo asked
"In the back with her, she in a semi coma she's been that way for hours" Edith said sitting down.
"I need to see her take me back there to her I gotta see her please. PLEASE!" I said. Edith walk me to the nurses station and got me a pass and me and her and Big Pat walked to the back and we walked down the hall to Erin's room and she handed me a face mask and I looked at her and the signs on the door.
I took the mask and put it on and walked in and Sarynn was sitting there and she looked at me with tears in her eyes, holding Erin's hand and she slowly got up and walked to me and hugged me and she left the room I was in the room by myself I stood there at her bed and saw the IVs and I went to the chair next to the bed and took her hand and I lost it and started crying, this is not how I wanted to see her, I don't wanna see her like this my baby I held her hand tight and cried hard.
"God please don't let her die, please take the very breathe from my body make this my last request, I'll take her place if you let me, you can take my fame please don't take her from me please GOD DON'T TAKE HER FROM ME, I'm in love with her please" I cried I sat there for hours when I heard the door open and I saw the nurse walk in.
"Sir are you okay?" the nurse asked and I shook my head no.
"Is she in a coma?" I asked looking at Erin.
"She's in a semi coma they meds they gave her put her to sleep, but it could be worst she could have tubes down her throat and not breathing on her own, she's breathing on her own she's doing very well and after the next surgery we should have gotten it all" the nurse said and I laid my head on her arm and cried.
"Please baby wake up" I begged