ERIN

I held Chris while he cried and I know he has a lot on his plate with his new album coming out, then soon a tour and drama coming at him always and me being sick is just adding more on to him and all I could say was I'm sorry and I just wanna easy his mind and I think sex will do that for him I mean yes I'm a virgin but if this will ease his mind and bring some stress off of him.

We finally went in and everyone is really doing their own thing right now we was going to meet up for dinner later tonight. We watched some TV together, and I knew he was trying to relax me and put me at ease; I was very nervous I was pulling on his shirt for dear life. Finally, I clicked off the television. I took his hand in mine, and looking him in the eye, pulled him gently off the chair and onto the bed next to me. He held me in a tight hug, and there we sat for about 10 minutes.

"I've been waiting 3 long busy days to do this..." he whispered into my hair. I smiled, and finally he let me go. He held my face in his hands, and looked me straight in the eye. I could feel myself melting in his gaze - there was no mistake, I was truly in love with him. I smiled tearfully, but they were tears of happiness. Slowly he brought my face towards his until our noses were touching, and then we kissed.

As I said, I am very very I was still a virgin. But when I felt his soft lips touch mine, what felt like an electric shock flowed through me. We kissed several times, then he lay me down on the bed and lay down next to me. We lay on our sides facing each other, gently kissing, while he rubbed his hand over my stomach. He worked his hand upwards to caress my breasts, and then I place my hand on his and guided it down between my legs. I was wearing jeans but still could feel his touch, and he grabbed at my crotch. I jumped slightly, and he smiled.

"Like that?" he asked. I simply nodded in reply. He smiled again, and rolled me over so that I was flat on my back. He lay on top of me and continued kissing me all over, his mouth working down my neck to my chest. I giggled as the kisses tickled me, and he laughed in return. Soon I felt him pulling my shirt up; I lifted my arms and it was gone. He lifted me off the bed and reached around to unhook my bra, which joined my shirt on the floor. Still straddling me, he gazed down at my breasts.

"So lovely..." he said. I blushed; no one had ever seen me without a shirt before only Chris. He caressed them softly, first my left and then my right, and then leaned over and started kissing them. He planted his lips all over my chest, before he looked up at me, eyes twinkling. Then he licked my nipples, which made them instantly turn rock hard, and he took them, one at a time, into his mouth and gently sucked on them. My back arched underneath him; I had never felt such a sensation before and it felt incredible. I could feel myself starting to get moist in excitement.

"Now...let's get rid of these..." he said, rolling off me and looking down at my jeans. He swiftly unbuttoned and unzipped them, and in no time they were off, leaving me in just my panties. He laughed when he saw them. "You cheeky little minx!" this afternoon with the clothes my Mom brought me and I had chosen to wear my pink panties that had two large cherries on them. I don't know why, but something had told me to do it. I lifted up my ass, and he deftly peeled my panties off and tossed them to the floor where the rest of my clothing had been deposited.

I was now completely exposed. No one had ever seen me naked before only Chris I notice he was the first guy I felt comfort with to be naked with and want to give myself too, and my face was flushed bright red. He paused only to whip off his own clothing, and then he was lying next to me on the bed again. He rubbed my stomach and my tits while kissing me all over, and once he judged that I was nice and turned on, he slowly brought his hand down. He began fingering my clit, softly at first. He worked up the intensity for a few minutes, and then got up and moved down and leaned between my legs. He slowly and gently pushed them apart, and lowered his face towards my pussy. I gasped with pleasure as I felt his tongue snake across my pussy; he used his tongue to work my clit until I was soaking wet. After a while he went back to using his fingers, and began kissing me all over. With one hand he rubbed and tickled and kneaded my clit, with the other he stroked his dick, I wanted to look and see it, I mean the pictures online and on tumblr I was too scared to look so I didn't.

Suddenly he was on top of me, shoving me legs apart. I knew what was going to happen and even though I very much wanted it, I was very nervous my right hand and my left hand was pulling on the sheets. I'd heard that having sex for the first time was painful. I was incredibly tense and nervous, and I'm sure he could see that. I tried to clamp my legs back together, but he had already positioned himself between them and was leaning over me. I squeezed my eyes shut as I knew that he was going slowly and trying to make sure it was going to be as painless as possible for me.

"You okay?" he asked. I nodded, however, he stopped before he was even started.

"What...?" I asked quietly.

"Don't want to overdo it...And just pound the shit out of you cause that's what's going to happen if we keep going and I don't want your first time to me pounding the shit out of you bae" he replied, and kissing me. He went back to fingering my clit, while with his other hand he masturbated himself, quickly bringing us both to orgasm. We lay next to each other, and he grabbed me in his arms and held me tightly against him. We were silent a moment, until I spoke.

"I'm sorry Chris… I wanted to help your relive some stress" I said and looked at me and glanced down at my hands then back at me and he knew I wasn't lying.

"Bae don't ever do shit just to please me, like the fuck I would have fucked the shit out of you right then I mean that's some bull shit Erin" he said and it hurt that he was fussing at me for wanting to make love to him. I looked at him and moved out of his arms and grabbed my clothes and got back dressed quick and struggled with the button.

"Damn it" I said and Chris got up and came to me.

"Let me help you" he said and I moved back.

"NO! Fuck you Chris your fucking mad at me like really I mean this doesn't make any sense, I gotta go" I said and put on my shoes and walked out the room and I looked around for my purse and saw it and walked well I tried to walk to it my legs felt weird and I put my arms out to balance me and I moved enough to get my crutches and used it to get to my purse and by that time Chris came out the room.

"Bae wait I'm shit fuck I said the wrong things wait a minute" he said but I just shook my head and crutched my way to the door and got it and opened it and left the suite and went to the elevator and pushed it and waited and then I heard the door open and Chris walked out to me.

"I don't wanna hear it" I said pushing the button over and over.

"Please come back in and let me explain, I don't want you to be off by yourself come back in please" he said

^DING^elevator opened up and the guy smiled at me.

"Going down" the guy said I looked at him and back at Chris.

"Please" he said and I looked at him, do I go back in with him and hear him out or do I go to someone else room and fuss about him first few hours in Paris and there's already a problem!