I'M BACK! again...
I don't own this beautiful junk. GOMEN NASAI! I'm very sorry...
~~CIEL'S P.O.V.~~
What am I supposed to do now? I never know what to do… It was obvious to me what that was, but what was it doing here? Was it watching me? …Was it watching Alois, too? …Why…? Of all places, it's the Trancy manor. Maybe I should've seen this coming. After all, we are 'unclean'. I managed to save myself from one before, but it wasn't easy. The monster tried to ruin my life, believing it was helping me. I need to speak with Sebastian about the matter of this, supposedly, holy being... This damn angel.
Immediately, I got out of bed and ran after Sebastian, to tell him what I saw, who was preparing dinner as expected. I stopped before I could tell him anything. Should I tell him?
I mean… Sebastian could get rid of it if I just ordered him to… but, I could approach this situation by myself. If I have Sebastian do this, I may never know what it wanted. I turned around to go back to my room and slowly stepped onward.
Should I tell Alois…? He has had his share of divine beings, but because of his lack of memory, maybe it's not the best idea. I'll really have to do this alone. I began to move faster. Truly, I cannot do this alone. I can't overpower an angel, unless I have help. I arrived at my room and took a seat in a chair at the edge of my room.
Help… I know a few people that could help, but they'll probably screw everything up. I don't have any other options though. There is one person that will be quite easy to contact and persuade, but… It'd be just embarrassing to need the help of someone like him… Do I really have to…?
I buried my head into my hands. Maybe I could just let the angel do what it wants and leave. That would be purely idiotic. Surely that angel has a much more complex motive than that even if it's only observing us. I should stop it before it does anything harmful to our wellbeing.
I have to…
First I require Sebastian's aid retrieving this creature. Somehow I have to get his assistance without letting him know that I'm after an angel without him. And I'll have to keep this entire state of affairs from Alois, the most tenacious and problematic person that I know.
This angel is proving to be a pest already.
~~ALOIS'S P.O.V.~~
When I walked back to my office I didn't, honestly, do any more work. I didn't want to. All of my concentration has been so occupied lately; consequently I just don't want to. I've been trying to remember, but the more I think I evoke from the depths of my mind, the less I really do. I can't remember. Why not?
I pushed my body deep into my chair. If I can't reclaim that one small piece of my identity, I will never be myself again. My real self.
And what about Ciel? This has to hurt him too, right? I'm sure he wants me to remember whatever it is I can't remember. I wish he would just tell me…
I got up and walked out of my room. I should do something productive, rather than sit around pondering my own thoughts. There isn't much daylight left, so I better hurry. I looked to the left and to the right in the hallway. Maybe I could spend some time with Ciel.
I strode to his bedroom in hopes of finding him there, but he wasn't. I wandered out to the dining room, then the kitchen and noticed him speaking with his butler. It was obvious that I caught them at the end of their conversation. I heard Ciel mumble something quickly and turn his attention to my presence.
"-Of course, young master." The butler frowned and hobbled off. Ciel turned to me and smiled.
"Did you need anything, Alois?"
"No… I was just wondering if you'd like to join me for tea. I'm bored." I acted as I didn't just witness their discussion a moment ago.
He grinned, "The great Earl Trancy has fallen victim to boredom? We better call the Scotland Yard. Nothing like this has ever happened before." Ciel snickered. He was good at keeping secrets. Especially at distracting those who want to be a part of it.
"-Do you wish to join me or not?" The thing is, I can see right through his act.
"Certainly." He smiled
"Where to, Phantomhive?" I held my arm out to him, which he responded by pushing it back to my side.
"Anywhere. Let's go." He gestured me to walk.
"Okay." I took the lead and walked to the dining room. We took our seats and Claude came in to provide us with tea.
"So, Ciel…"
"What is it?"
"What were you telling Sebastian in the kitchen?" He set his tea down.
He looked a bit surprised, as if his plan had failed, which it did, "N-Nothing."
"It didn't look like nothing~." I sipped my tea.
"R-Really. It's nothing. No need to be worried."
"Don't you trust me enough to tell me your little secret?" I pouted.
"I would, if I had a secret." He smirked.
"But, you do…" I'm not giving up, yet.
"You really aren't going to stop asking, are you?"
"No."
"I can't tell you."
"You can…," I corrected, "You choose not to…" I leaned my head over the table.
"Alois, I really can't…"
"Why not? Is it some top-secret information, where if-you-told-me-you'd-have-to-kill-me sort of thing?"
"It's not that," He laughed, "Just promise not to keep asking, okay?"
"What do I get if I do?" I smiled.
"Anything you want... As long as you don't go meddling in my business."
I paused for a moment to think. "How about…" I tried to think harder, "…Making me dinner?"
He looked at me questioningly, "Why…?"
"Because, I've never had anything you've made before."
"If I make it, it would be dreadful. I can't prepare food."
"So?"
"Fine. But, don't complain to me if it makes you sick."
"I'm sure it tastes wonderful~." I retorted sarcastically and took another sip. He would be a terrible chef.
"When do you want me to make something?"
"Tomorrow," I beamed, "Breakfast."
"Great…" He said uncertainly.
We set our tea down and parted ways. I went to my bedroom and Ciel went to his. I was just planning on trying to doze for a bit, but something had me edgy. I felt like I was being watched. In standard circumstances, I would've gone running to Ciel, but I don't want to inconvenience him again… I must be such a nuisance, but yet he still stays… Why? Anyways, I just clenched my eyes shut and eventually slept. I slept without dreaming.
~~CIEL'S P.O.V.~~
Why does he need to be so difficult? It's unnecessary… Why does he require all of my information at all times? I don't hate him for it, but it's like he just looks for trouble.
Don't get me wrong, I want to tell him… but, it would be best if he didn't know, honestly… He would just get in the way. When he started probing me for info, I did start thinking of the pros and cons of telling him… I had to stop before I did. Surely, I can handle this myself.
Rethinking this made me think of Alois. Right now, Alois is alone. He won't be able to defend himself if the angel attacked him… I don't really think it would, but you can never be too sure. I got up from my bed and wandered across the hallway, to his room.
Alois was asleep. He didn't look comfortable, though, with his legs hanging off the bed and his pillow under his back. I could've told Sebastian to keep an eye on him, but then he would've asked questions… And I don't really trust him. He is a demon after all…
I can wait in his chair until morning, and leave before he wakes up. Then I won't bother him, and I'll be able to protect him from whatever bizarre creature that comes after him. I'll be ready.
I sat down, struggling to keep my eyes open at that point. I can't fall asleep. Not now. I rubbed my face. If the angel comes, then he'll be an easy target. I had to think of what to do. I have an idea, but it's stupid… Very stupid… I want to hit my head against the wall just for thinking it. Maybe it's not. I need to watch him, but I can't stay awake any longer. He better not notice me.
I sat up and walked over to the vacant half of his bed, carefully moving a pillow nearer to the edge of the bed and gently lied down. I didn't want to do this, but if I don't he'll probably find a way to kill himself while I'm not watching him. I'm telling the truth.
I quickly fell asleep, but woke up in the morning in a much different fashion than when I fell asleep… More specifically with a certain blonde haired boy wrapped around me like a blanket, restricting my breathing.
"A-A-Alois! I c-can't BREATHE!" I choked and tried to squirm out of his hold. This is a very strange event, indeed.
He looked like he was asleep until I moved around.
"What, Ciel?" He said groggily, nuzzling his head into my chest. This is humiliating.
"Could you maybe let me go?!"
"No. I'm tired and you're warm. You stole all of my covers last night."
"PLEASE?!" I struggled more, causing him to constrict me more, like a snake around its prey.
"What's the rush? You were the one to join me, not the other way around."
"I didn't want to!"
"You aren't very affectionate, Ciel."
"I GUESS NOT! Please let me go."
"Please stay?"
"Why?!"
"Because I'm lonely."
"You're trying to sleep; you don't need someone with you in your dreams."
"Yes I do."
"No you don't."
"Stop complaining and go back to sleep." He closed his eyes. I stopped talking and figured I'd just stay. Arguing with him is like arguing with myself. Typically there will be no winner.
I closed my eyes and attempted to ignore the bipolar blonde laying on my chest. He was fairly quiet, but he liked to squirm a lot. It was early morning, but he still wasn't awake. I'm completely alert, and not an ounce drowsy, but he's still sleeping like a fat old cat. He's the most challenging person I know.
Later that day, I made him breakfast, which turned out to be a disaster, and we had a new guest in the Trancy household. A man who dawns long bright red hair, and a scythe. A man that's particularly fond of my butler. A man who betrayed my dear aunt. A man named 'Grell Sutcliffe'.
That very man walked through the front doors, accompanied by Sebastian, and made a great impression with a loud and obnoxious, "Did you all miss me?! Oh, it's that kid again. As long as he gives me my alone time with BASSY then we'll get along nicely." To which Sebastian looked disgusted, Claude looked annoyed, Alois looked confused, and I just continued thinking about anyone else who I could've got to help us with the angel problem. I'm really beginning to regret bringing this reaper into the equation.
Well hello there.
I have a loose end. It's Alois's injury. You know the whole broken rib?
He's healed. I never really said it though. That's because I suck at writing. A LOT.
BUT I'M STILL GOING TO ATTACK YOU WITH WORD'S, YOU KAWAII OTAKUS!
You're all so cute.
BY THE WAY~
I will be writing less lately, because school just started... And i'll only have weekends, most likely, to write.
*cries*
THIS IS LIKE MY DIARY OF EMOTIONS!
WHY DOES LEARNING HAVE TO TAKE THIS AWAY FROM ME?!
life sucks...
another B.T.W.- I will be using more Japanese when I write A/N, because i'm learning some. It's pretty swag.
SAYOONARA!
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