ERIN

We was all at the Adze restaurant we was all seated and just talking about nothing really Chris had his arm around me when 2 people walked to the table and sat down.

"Hey yall sorry we're late but missed our flight" Kae said smiling and waving I smiled and waved I know she's Chris's ex but she never came at me sideways or anything so I was just fine being around her.

"I think we shouldn't worry about the shows right now just worry about them when it's time to do it" Sean said

"Yea cause I'm here to show my girl a good time here in Paris so yall chill with the work stuff cause I don't have a show for awhile" he said and pulled me close and I leaned up and kissed his cheek.

"Earlier today you looked so fucking sexy with your face between my legs." I said as my tongue was now on the shell of his ear and suddenly shivers ran down his spine.

"Nobody. Nobody has even come close to making me feel what you did." Ugh. I hated the fact that he was with so many famous women, a lot of them.

"Please I know what your thinking please don't let's not get into this again" he said

"Again can we not talk about the other women you have been with?" I said and he pushed me off just enough so he could see my face.

"Forget them Erin. I have. You are the only woman I want in my life. I don't care about those girls. I love you, what I had with them is dead and over with." He said

"That doesn't make it easier." I said and he stared at me with the look of love and that I'm wanted. "Well with that being said I have to use it" I stood up and got my crutches and Chris stood up so did Sarynn.

"Want me to come with you?" Sarynn asked

"No I got it, if I'm not back in 15 minutes just wait longer" I said and she laughed and I crutched my way all the way to the bathroom I didn't look behind me but I knew Sarynn was behind me and once I went into the bathroom she didn't come in I went in to the handicap stall and used it and came out and started to wash my hands, and the door opened up and Kae came walking in and smiled at me.

"Are you okay?" Kae asked looking at me as I washed my hands

"Yea I'm fine well getting better you know" I said and I turned to get my cructches but Kae stepped in front of them.

"So you and Chris are in love?" Kae asked and I looked at her mind you she never came at me sideways but something was up now, my spidey sense was going off something was up.

"Yes we are" I said and Kae shook her head slowly and then looked at me. "Woman to woman where are you really here"

"I came here because…well, I don't know why, exactly. I suppose that I'd just wanted to see if maybe there was something between us again, and there is. There's you, Erin. I was with him for a year and a half, and never, not once did he ever look at me the way he was looking at you a few minutes ago." Kae's voice lowered to an earnest, almost threatening tone. I stepped one foot back and took a fighting stance and balled up my fist I might be sick but if this bitch want a fight I'll fuck her little ass up!

"Erin you ready, excuse me" Sarynn said and got my crutches and handed them to me and I walked out of the bathroom and back to the table and sat down. Soon our food came and I was pissed this bitch said she was back to see what was between them like really and the dinner didn't get any better from there the guys was pissing me off cracking jokes on me and Chris was just a laughing.

"Nawl you should get a old man walker and use that to move around with" Mijo said and the guys laughed

"No use a walk and rest the walkers that have the seat on it that's it" Keeis said and the guys laughed and Zaria elbowed him.

"No I got it get one of those scooters with the toy horn" Kid Red said and again the guys laughed.

"Yea and when she's at home get her one of those life alert buttons so if she falls she can press the button and go I FALLING BUT I CAN'T GET UP" Hood said and the guys burst out laughing and right then I knew me being sick was a joke to them, they found it funny and was using me as the punch line and Chris was sitting next to me dying laughing and I moved his arm from around me, that made him stop laughing.

"Bae don't be mad they just doing the dozens" he said and I nodded.

"Well when doing the dozens it's only fair that I get a turn, Mijo how does it feel to have to parent your child thru Skype knowing that right now she could be calling some other guy daddy" I said.

"Bae that's not right" he said

"No shut up, Keeis you have no talent at all none so your riding on your cousins coat tail cause if it wasn't for him no one would know who the fuck you are" I said

"That's not true" Keeis said

"Okay bae stop please" he said

"What you didn't stop them I'm just doing the dozens Kid how does it feel to have your cd sold at the dollar store in a ben and the only time it's brought is to fix a wobbly table" I said

"Erin that's not right" Kid Red said

"What we just doing the dozens right... Hood, big Hood boss the only thing you're the boss of is your zipper and your buttons which you need to pay them a time and a half for keeping your shit closed and all I see you do is sit down when you die they need to bury you on your stomach so they can give your ass a break" I said and the girls laughed hard so did Bu and Sean.

"ERIN!" he yelled and I just shrugged .

"What you didn't do that when they was making fun of me did you no you laughed… Question do yall sit around and laugh at you Chris huh when they show a picture of Rihanna beaten and say this is Chris brown's greatest hits, oh no not funny huh how about when you tweeted no more planking unless it's on beautiful woman and that guy retweeted you and said you spelled punching wrong… Did yall laugh about that?" I said and I swear I could smell the smoke coming out of Chris's ears.

"No we fucking didn't that shit wasn't funny" he said and I turned and looked at him.

"Well this shit isn't funny to me, you think I like it that it's hard for me to walk, that I need help walking or standing or even fucking getting dressed or eating huh it takes so much for me to pick up a fucking fork and then I can't taste the fucking food and I'm tired all the time and my hair is falling out that I can't really do much with it.. Yall bitches couldn't and wouldn't last a fucking day before yall killed yall selves and with that I'm done... Ladies!" I say and get up and Zaria comes to me and I grab a hold of her arm and we leave.

"Shit, maybe we went too far" Keeis said and they guys all nodded.