ERIN
We was finally washed and dress but Chris wouldn't tell me where we was going we had ate breakfast in the room and I of course spilled something on me and had to change again.
Soon we was out the door and met by Pat and Alex we was then walked out the front and met with flashes and fans. I didn't bring my crutches with me cause I know I would have Chris to lean on and now I wish I had so I moved some from him and Alex supported my back til Chris looked at me and took my hand and held it tight and pulled me close to him as we walked to the car.
"CHRIS, CHRIS IS SHE YOUR NEW GIRLFRIEND? " Paparazzi asked
"ERIN, ERIN PLEASE ARE YOU CHRIS BROWN'S GIRLFRIEND" Paparazzi asked
"Don't move away from me, make me feel like your ashamed of me or something" he said as he waved to the fans and smiled and I covered my face soon we got to the car and I got in first and he got in after me. And scooted closer to me and kissed me.
"So where are we going again" I asked and he just smiled as Pat drove off.
"Again? I never told you to begin with it's a surprise but you'll love it promise" he said and I shook my head. "Where are your crutches?"
"I forgot them" I said pulling on my shirt. And he took my hand.
"Liar" he said and laughed "It's okay you got me and plus you took all your meds today so you should start feeling better soon right"
"Right" I said and smiled and looked out the window as we drove, we was silent for most of the ride Chris was on his phone and I didn't wanna bother him or listen so I just got on tumblr and check to see what was what on there and I had over 20 mgs and I couldn't answer them all but I did open my mail to see what was being said. And it was a lot of ^Girl that's you with Chris Brown" and "OMG GTFO YOU AND FINE ASS CHRIS BROWN" and "Bitch he's going to fuck you and leave you like the rest" and "The fuck he want with you?" those two was the ones that made me look at Chris and he smiled at me. I guess he read my face.
"What's wrong?" he asked and I put my phone in my purse and looked out the window and started pulling on my shirt.
"Nothing" I lied.
"Hey let me call you back okay, alright tomorrow bye" he said and looked at me "What's wrong?"
"Nothing just on tumblr I got some mail and some good and some bad and
well" I said
"You paid the bad ones more thought then you should have huh?" he asked
"Yes I did" I said
"There's haters everywhere bae just do what I do ignore them and block their ass after you go the fuck off on them" he said and I smiled. Soon we stopped and parked and Alex opened the door and we got out and Chris took my hand and we walked a little til he stopped us. "Well bae here you go we're going on a 35-minute private gondola ride"
"Awww Chris" I said and we walked to it.
"Hello welcome I'm Razo and I'll be your gondolier and I will be serenading yall with Italian songs and punts yall around the canals, look out at Venice's elegant palaces, buildings and boats. Your route includes the captivating Grand Canal as well as several atmospheric side canals." Razo says and helps me in and I sit down and Chris gets in and sits down next to me and wraps his arms around me and we sit back. "Enjoy the ride"
"Thank you" I said and Chris just nodded as the smooth ride started. The ride was smooth and the singing was even smoother and I rested my head on Chris and closed my eyes today I felt wonderful I mean yea still tired VERY tired but I still felt wonderful tho every so often he would kiss my cheek and whisper in my ear making me giggle.
"So you never told me what your favorite oldie song was" he said and I smiled.
"I thought I did, no I said little Walter didn't I?" I asked and he shook his head yes "Oh well it's My Babe by Little Walter I remember being little and my Mom and Dad playing that song and dancing together and then I joined in and danced with them, one of my favorite memory's with my Dad so I love that song"
"Where is your Dad how come I never met him?" he asked and my hands went right to my shirt and started pulling on it. "You don't have to answer it"
"No it's okay umm the last time I saw him was 16 for my 16th birthday party was the last time he was there we had fun and then he wasn't I called him and called him wet to his job and he told them not to let me that he didn't wanna see me and then of course I went back to his job like a week later and snuck in and that's when I found out that he was fired a few days before I came there and I haven't heard or seen him since I really needed my father I called my grandma his Mom and she said if she hears from him she'll tell him to call me or at least write me, but haven't heard from him since then I don't know if he knows I'm dying or even care you know" I said I was waiting on the tears to form but they never came so I knew I was over him and his bullshit leaving me and my Mom like that.
"Sorry to hear that" he said and held me tighter. "So finish telling me about phantom of the opera" he said I knew he was getting me to talk about something happy.
"Well ummm okay like I said me and my Mom read the novel and I even seen the movie which wasn't really as good as the novel but I remember they was doing the play/musical in L.A. but I founded out the last day and it was sold out so I couldn't go." I said and smiled up at Chris and he kissed.
CHRIS
I watched her eyes light up when she started talking about it I knew nothing about it but she was so happy talking about it this morning at breakfast that I wanted to know more.
"Tell me more sounds pretty good, it's the guy with the white half of mask" I said
"Yes that's Erik" she said
"Okay you stopped at Gaston Leroux" I said and she nodded
" Okay well Gaston Leroux claims that Erik, the Phantom of the Opera, was a real person. You are then introduced to Christine Daaé who with her father, a famous fiddler, traveled all over Europe playing folk and religious music. When Christine is six, her mother died and her father is brought to rural France by a patron, Professor Valerius.
During Christine's childhood, her father tells her many stories about an "Angel of Music", who is the personification of musical inspiration. Christine meets and befriends the young Raoul, Viscount of Chagny. One of Christine and Raoul's favorite stories is one of Little Lotte, a girl who is visited by the Angel of Music and possesses a heavenly voice.
Christine now lives with 'Mamma' Valerius, the elderly widow of her father's benefactor.
Christine is eventually given a position in the chorus at the Paris Opera House Palais Garnier. She begins hearing a beautiful, unearthly voice which sings to her and speaks to her. She believes this must be the Angel of Music and asks him if he is. The Voice agrees and offers to teach her "a little bit of heaven's music". The Voice, however, belongs to Erik, a physically deformed and mentally disturbed musical genius who was one of the architects who took part in the construction of the opera. He is in love with Christine. He has also been extorting money from the Opera's management for many years, and is also called the "Opera Ghost" by the denizens of the Opera.
Christine triumphs at the gala on the night of the old managers' retirement the Opera's prima-donna, Carlotta, is ill. Her old childhood friend Raoul hears her and remembers his love for her. He then hears the "Angel of Music" speaking to Christine.
A time after the gala, the Paris Opera performs Faust, with the prima donna Carlotta playing the lead, against Erik's wishes. In response to a refused surrender of Box Five to the Opera Ghost, Carlotta loses her voice and the grand chandelier plummets into the audience.
After the chandelier accident, Erik kidnaps Christine to his home in the cellars and reveals his true identity. He plans to keep her there only a few days, hoping she will come to love him, and Christine begins to find herself attracted to her abductor. But she causes Erik to change his plans when she unmasks him and, to the horror of both, beholds his face, which according to the book, resembles the face of a rotting corpse" she says and I love hearing her speak about something like this I couldn't get enough.
"Rotting corpse?" I asked and made a face and she looked up at me and laughed.
"Yes that's the reason for the mask and why he stays hidden away." She says
"Okay continue" I said
"Okay well, Erik goes into a frenzy, stating she probably thinks his face is another mask, and whilst digging her fingers in to show it was really his face he shouts, "I am Don Juan Triumphant!" before crawling away, crying. Fearing that she will leave him, he decides to keep her with him forever, but when Christine requests release after two weeks, he agrees on condition that she wear his ring and be faithful to him." She says
"Wait this ugly ass dude who kidnapped her asked ole girl to wear his ring and be faithful to him?" I asked and this caused her to laugh hard as hell even Razo stop singing enough to laugh. And she hit my leg.
"Chris that's mean but yes he did, so up on the roof of the opera house, Christine tells Raoul of Erik taking her to the cellars. Raoul promises to take Christine away where Erik can never find her and to take her even if she resists. Raoul tells Christine he shall act on his promise the following day, to which Christine agrees, but she pities Erik and will not go until she has sung for him one last time. Christine then realizes the ring has slipped off her finger and fallen into the streets somewhere, and begins to panic. The two leave. But neither is aware that Erik has been listening to their conversation or that it has driven him to jealous frenzy. During the week and that night, Erik had been terrorizing anyone who stood in his way or in that of Christine's career, including the managers." She says and I cut her off.
"Wait this nigga lives in the opera house so they thought it was smart to talk there, stupid I would have listened to like Yall motherfuckers think yall slick I hear that shit" I say and both of them laugh again.
" Oh my goodness only you would say something as crazy as that Chris. The following night, Erik kidnaps Christine during a production of Faust by drugging the gas men and switching the lights off,
he spirits Christine off the stage before anyone turned the lights on. Back in the cellars, Erik tries to force Christine into marriage. If she refuses, he threatens to destroy the entire opera house using explosives he has planted in the cellars, killing them and everyone in the floors above. Christine continues to refuse, until she realizes that Raoul and an old acquaintance of Erik's known only as "The Persian", in an attempt to rescue her, have been trapped in Erik's hot torture chamber. To save them and the people above, Christine agrees to marry Erik. At first, Erik tries to drown Raoul and the Persian in the water used to douse the explosives, stating that Christine doesn't need another. But Christine begs and offers to be his "living bride", promising him not to kill herself after becoming his bride, as she had both contemplated and attempted earlier in the novel. Erik rescues the Persian and the young Raoul from his torture chamber thereafter. When Erik is alone with Christine, he lifts his mask a little to kiss her on the forehead, and Christine allows him to do this. Erik, who admits that he has never before in his life received or been allowed to give a kiss not even from his own mother, is overcome with emotion. Christine gives him a kiss back. He lets Christine go and tells her "Go and marry the boy whenever you wish", explaining, "I know you love him". She leaves on the condition that when he dies she will come back and bury him." She says and I cut her off again.
"Wait he did all that to get her then he tells her to marry ole boy then he only wants her to bury him when he dies.. Shit couldn't have been me I would have been like YOU MY GIRL, YOU MY GIRL and I would have drowned the shit out of those 2 dudes" I say and she giggles.
"You're so stupid Chris and mean okay so Being an old acquaintance, The Persian is told of all these secrets by Erik himself, and upon his express request, the Persian advertises Erik's death in the newspaper about three weeks later. The cause of death is revealed to be a broken heart, and as promised, Christine returns to bury Erik and she gives him the ring back." She says and kisses me.
"Died from a broken heart wow, see he should have kept her as and then he wouldn't have died from being so sad, but she sound a little hoeish to me going back and forth between the 2" I said and Erin burst out to laugher and I laughed with her.
"Your so stupid Chris, but that's the whole story its sad love story.." she said and I kissed her forehead. We rode in silence just taken in the sights.
"It's a tradition for long happy love that you kiss under the bridge" Razo said as we got closer to the bridge and Erin looked up and me and I looked at her and we both moved our heads closer to each other and kissed under the bridge a slowly passionate kiss.
"I love you" I said
"I love you too Chrissy Pooh" she said and I mushed her face.
"Stop calling me that" I chuckled soon the ride was over with and I really enjoyed it we met back up with Pat and Alex and got back to the car and was off to the next stop. I could tell Erin was feeling better cause she was smiling and talking a lot I mean a lot.. We drove for about an hour and half really laughing and talking til we parked and got out and I walked her along this side street I had.
With the hat pulled down hopping no one noticed me cause this was something special that I wanted to do with her and a bunch of scream fans could mess up the surprise. I stopped her half way and put a lock in her hand.
"What the lock for?" she asked looking at it then at me.
"Write my name on it and I'll yours on it and we can put it over there on the
fence of love see." I said and pointed and she looked.
"Yes I would love that, we will be locked together forever" she said and I handed her a lock written pen and I watched her write my name and she handed it to me and I wrote her name and she wrote the date we meet and she wrote todays date. I unlocked the lock and we walked to the fence and we both put the lock on the fence and she hugged me.
"Here is a key for you and I have one" I said and she took the key and she put it in the zipper part of her purse.
"Hmph" she said and touched the lock.
"What?" I asked moving behind her and wrapping my arms around her waist and kissing her neck.
"Nothing just never thought in my wildest dreams that I'd be asked to be your girlfriend and be here with you that's all" she said and turn around in my arm.
"Well I'm glad you did and you are come on one more stop before we go get something to eat" I said and I watched her look down at her legs and she took a few deep breathes and start to move. "Grab ahold of me bae that's what I'm here for"
"My legs felt weird you know" she said and grabbed my arm and we went walking back to the car and did another long ride and this time she closed her eyes and rested her head in my lap
We finally got to where we was going which took longer then I expected but I gently tapped her and she slowly moved and looked up at me and smiled.
"We're here" I said and she sat up slowly and smiled and we got out and somehow the paparazzi knew we was coming cause they was there so was fans and I grabbed Erin's hand and Pat and Alex helped us make our way to the door and we went in. We walked further in and I looked at Erin's face and it beamed and she took off running.
"MOMMY!" she yelled when she ran to her Mom and hugged her.
"My baby how are you" Edith said and I walked to my momma and hugged her.
"Hey momma" I said
"Hey Angel" momma said.
"So I want the three of yall to relax and get pampered so I got set for yall is a spa day, nails, hair done, facial treatment, all that good stuff and take your time me and Pat and Alex will be over here waiting in the waiting area patiently" I said and hugged all 3 of them and gave Erin a kiss I started to walk away when she grabbed my arm.
"I don't want anyone messing in my hair Chris" she said.
"It's okay I got that covered they have someone here who specialize in hair care for you, I thought about all that bae trust me" I said and kissed her and she smiled and shook her head and they came and got her and I went and sat down and pulled out my phone and got on twitter.
A few hours went by and fans had been coming to the window waving and taking pictures and finally the ladies was ready to go I saw Edith walk to me and I stood up.
"Joyce went to help Erin in the bathroom so this gives me a chance to speak with you alone" Edith said
"What's up" I asked and she went in her purse and handed me a letter. "What's this?"
"It's a letter that was emailed to me from Erin the day she came home from the hospital… Chris it's a suicide letter" Edith said and I looked at her like she was crazy. "I know you don't believe me look at it for yourself"
I opened the letter and started to read it.
"Dear Mommy,
By the time you read this I should be gone I know you'll have tears and be sad but I went it wasn't painful I didn't shot myself in the head or cut my wrist. I never thought I'd die alone I laugh the loudest who've known I took my time, I hurried up The choice was mine I didn't think enough. I'm too depressed to go on Don't be sorry when I'm gone.
16 just held such better day, Days when I still felt alive but now. I couldn't wait till I got home. To pass the time in my room alone I never thought I'd die alone another six months I'll be unknown, Give all my things to all my friends. You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up. Remember the time that I spilled the cup of apple juice in the hall. Please tell Chris this is not his fault. I love you mommy, I love Sarynn, Marie, Zaria, Maya and Chris's whole crew and most of all I love Chris.
Erin ;)